there’s a comfort in knowing one day i will be dead

My problem is that I am very tired over nothing all of the time

eating disorders are so deeply trivialised and misunderstood

like imagine destroying your relationship with the one baseline human need that keeps your mind sane and your body functioning only to have the people around you act like it’s a phase 

Unfortunately I don’t want to be close to anyone anymore.

in my this cannot continue and yet it does era

The strong urge to end it all, the violent temptation to destroy my body, the unending desire to never have existed, the helpless desperation to not be alive. I don’t know how much longer can I live each day feeling all this.

is anyone else like....... exhausted? just way too tired? mentally and physically? and you look at other people your age who seem to be doing fine and you feel so dysfunctional and broken because normal adult tasks and responsibilities just feel way too overwhelming and you can’t cope and

For my birthday I want a low bmi and a fast metabolism

Do u ever feel so ugly all u wanna do is go home

how am i supposed to live love restrict in these conditions