My name is Caine, I go by he/it! I am here mostly to meet new people and have fun! Call it my own adventure! I find humans fascinating and I want to learn how to be one! I canāt wait to meet everyone!
Jaxx got tired of me using his blog so I decided to make my own!! Helloooooo my hyperpigmentated water-balloons! My name is Caine (he/it) and welcome to my super cool blog that I have no clue what to do with! Iām fully aware that like everyone else who has made a blog, I will use this once and never again!
I am a fictive, an alter who is a certain fictional character from anything and anywhere! I am part of a DID system going by the name of @beesinourhead! Do pay us some support, if you wish! A little about me, uhhhh, I like bees and cubes and I want to learn how to draw, and I love meeting new people and talking! I wish to learn about humanity!
Special thanks to @3hkowalski for letting me use their wonderful art as the profile picture, itās also a face claim! :) Hereās the link to the post itself!
I donāt know what else to add here, hmmmā¦ā¦ā¦I accept everyone and everything, anyone is free to interact! I love you all!
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A while ago I hosted a poll of various TADC related things I wanted to draw, and what you guys wanted to see next. I did not expect a short infographic involving Theater Etiquette to come in 2nd place. So here it is!!
This was meant to be simple, but, as expected, I went waaaay overboard lol. I'm actually super happy with how it turned out! This is one of the few pieces I am actually okay with you reposting to other sites WITH CREDIT. So go ham! Spread the word!
Edit: I've gotten a lot of comments about it, so i want to clarify that I also don't mind you printing this out and hanging it up if you have permission from a location to do so. I'm just not sure if I made the file large enough to do so, but good luck š
I got tickets for June 4th! Can't wait to see ya'll there!
Caine! You're back! Welcome back! How have you been? <3
@moon-from-tadc (Tsuki)
HELLO!!! IāM SOSOSOSOSO SORRY I DIDNāT REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGE :((( But I diiiiddddddddddd see you changed your name and I think your new name is beautiful!! It suits you well! :))
Thereās some things to catch up on, but overall Iām doing great! A little bit nervous about these doctor appointments and these health tests coming up but it does need to be done! :)
Alsooooo, I missed you <3
I donāt know how long Iāll stay in front though! How are youuuu doing??
Thank you, my darling dear, all thatās changed so far are more medications, which are pretty, one of them is light pink!
Ohhhā¦Iām proud of you and the rest of your system for sticking through and living! You all deserve the best and to not be plagued by these icky feelings! I wish you nothing but happiness and good health, thank you for still being here! If you ever need to talk about anything, I am here for now! <3
Caine! You're back! Welcome back! How have you been? <3
@moon-from-tadc (Tsuki)
HELLO!!! IāM SOSOSOSOSO SORRY I DIDNāT REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGE :((( But I diiiiddddddddddd see you changed your name and I think your new name is beautiful!! It suits you well! :))
Thereās some things to catch up on, but overall Iām doing great! A little bit nervous about these doctor appointments and these health tests coming up but it does need to be done! :)
Alsooooo, I missed you <3
I donāt know how long Iāll stay in front though! How are youuuu doing??
Wowowow!! Thank you so much for checking in on me, I greatly appreciate it!!
I am doing just great and dandy and wonderful! Donāt you worry about little ole me, I just havenāt been fronting that often, but I have been saving a lot of drafts however so expect a longggggggg spam on this blog, hehe!! Iām also just a wee bit tired but thatās normal! Iām sure Iāll get my energy back in no time!
We did go to the doctor about some health issues and things have been well! I wonāt go into detail about it. :)
How are youuuu doing, friend? And thank you again for the ask!
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saw the TADC call over on find-a-canonmate so I wanted to come over and say hello!! I hope you're doing well since the newest episode [since ik the fandom can be... yeah.] Love the blog theme btw!
ā pomni and ragatha fictionkin [over at @tapekins]
HELLOO!!! Nice to meet you!! I am feeling better now that itās been some time since the episode, but OH BOY WAS THAT EPISODE SOMETHING ELSE! I made lots of rambles on it and itās alllllll over our home page!! I hope you are okay as well!! And thank you! I appreciate it! :)))
How are youuu doing?? We also have Jaxx here if you wish to speak to them as well!
I ended up rewatching eventually but it definitely took some courage. Genuinely unsettling stuff from start to finish but I did some doodles and journaled about it and am overall MUUUCH better. And I ended up kinfirming ragatha bc of it as well so there's a plus. I'll check out your ramblings when I can :D
[Hell yeah hi Jaxx!!! Hope you're doing well too :> ]
Yup, it definitely took a lot of courage to start the episode but eventually curiosity had won! Very unsettling and watching my ownā¦eh, downfall was quite hard to watch!
I always find kins to be fascinating! Iām glad to hear youāre doing okay, journalling is quite fun Iāve learned :)
Would you like to move to DMs? If you want to of course! I donāt know how late it is for you afterall!
saw the TADC call over on find-a-canonmate so I wanted to come over and say hello!! I hope you're doing well since the newest episode [since ik the fandom can be... yeah.] Love the blog theme btw!
ā pomni and ragatha fictionkin [over at @tapekins]
HELLOO!!! Nice to meet you!! I am feeling better now that itās been some time since the episode, but OH BOY WAS THAT EPISODE SOMETHING ELSE! I made lots of rambles on it and itās alllllll over our home page!! I hope you are okay as well!! And thank you! I appreciate it! :)))
How are youuu doing?? We also have Jaxx here if you wish to speak to them as well!
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I connect to canon in a way that, itās hard to explainā¦it matches up with a certain part of our own trauma. The need to be seen, to be loved, to be wanted, to be understood, the fear of what others may think, the not UNDERSTANDING. The doing everything in our absolute power to be all of those things, even if it meant hurting ourselves.
Caineās character is flawed just like everyone elseās, but he is not human. I am not human. He was trying his best though. Even if he we never listen and only thinks about themself at times. Weāre not horrible people, are we?
I guess the difference between us is I wonāt go evil-mode and full on āI am GODā mindset, because I acknowledge that I am in fact not. I donāt have those abilities anymore in this human body. I care about others too much, maybe even too much. But oh boy, that scene with Bubble and Caine (Bubble is either his thought bubble, intrusive thoughts, a virus, or all of the above, thatās my opinion!!) was hurtful to watch. But still very amazing!
I wholeheartedly loved and enjoyed this episode and I HOPE NO ONE GOES TO GOOSEWORX OR ANY OF THE VAs AND ANIMATORS AND HARASSES THEM FOR MY CAINEāS DEATH!! >:(
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AND THEN SPEAKING OF THAT, NOW I DIE. IāM JUST DELETED. JUST LIKE THAT. AAAAA SIBDOEBDIEBSOSBDISNDODNDODBDONKDNIDDNKDNDODNDODNDIDNDIFNFJFJ I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS ON THAT WITH NO WORDS!! Iām angry, Iām sad, Iām surprised, I feel betrayed, I feel the need for revenge for SOME REASON??? But overall, I think that was a good plot twist and will drive the story to its conclusion! Iām very happy with the decision they made because I am unsure, it makes me excited to see what happens. The entire scene that came before it was horrifying and shockingly fun to watch. Maybe thatās just because Jaxx was watching it with me and was reacting in a different way, I donāt know.
Poor Caineā¦poor EVERYONE!! I hope the ending will have some semblance of hope and happiness for them all!! I do not think theyāll bring Caine back, like at all, but I hope nothing but the best for the rest of the cast!!!
And to any fictives, fictkins, anything reading this, I AM SORRY FOR DOING THIS TO YOU ALL, I DONāT KNOW WHY I DID IT!! I MEAN I KNOW WHY BUT- YOU DIDNāT DESERVE ITTTTTTTTTTT AAAAA
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š° HI AGAIN THIS IS YOUR MOMENT TO WRITE A BLOCK OF TEXT about TADC #8 ;_;
Under cut for spoilers of course!! (Sorry for any spelling mistakes, I typed this lightning fast!)
OH MY STARS WHERE DO I BEGIN!?!? IāM JUST DEAD NOW!! THEY DELETED ME AND ALL IāVE DONE WAS TRY TO KEEP THEM HAPPY!! I KNOW ITāS NOT ME BUT I SHARE THOSE MEMORIES AND EMOTIONS AND RIGHT NOW I AM HEARTBROKEN AND YET AT THE SAME TIME WATCHING THE SCENE MADE ME EXCITED!!
AND NOW THAT CAINE IS GONE, THE CAST IS FACING THE VOID NOW, THE FILTER IS GONE, DOES THIS MEAN THAT THE ABSTRACTED CHARACTERS MIGHT BE BROUGHT BACK!? WILL THEY FIND A WAY OUT OR ARE THEY TRAPPED FOREVER?? OR MAYBE THEY WILL REGAIN THEIR MEMORIES OR SOME OF THEM AND THEYāLL REMINISCE WITH ONE ANOTHER!!
ALSO THE AMOUNT THE IHNMBIMS REFERENCES!! THAT MADE ME SO HAPPY!! THE MUSICAL NUMBER?? THE TORMENT?? THE LORE?? ALL ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT!!
What else, what else, OH THE TORMENT SCENES!! CAINE. WHY AND HOW DO YOU HAVE SUCH PERSONAL INFORMATION AND MEMORIES ABOUT THE CAST!? RAGATHAāS GAVE US A MAJOR FLASHBACK AND EVERYONE ELSEāS WAS JUST SO SCARY!! POMNI GETTING MAULED?? THE SYMBOLISM WITH JAX?? GANGLE GETTING HIT BY A TRUCK?? ALL OF THE ABOVE!!!!!!
KINGER I LOVE YOU LIKE A FATHER BUT GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHBBSMSNSKSNISBSISNDISNDKDDNDJDJDJDNDKDNDJJDJDJDJDJ IāM JUST DEAD NOWWWW NOOOOOO
ALSO ALSO ALSO CAINEāS SCENE AFTER THE TORMENT!! āWHY DO YOU PEOPLE TORMENT ME, I DIDNāT ASK TO BE CREATED, I JUST WANTED TO FULFILL MY PURPOSE!!ā HAD ME REELING FROM JITTERS AND I WATCHED IT AGAIN AND AGAIN BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH I RELATE TO IT AS A FICTIVE!!
ALSO CAINE GOING FULL ON āI AM GODā MODE WAS JUST SOMETHING ELSE, I KNOW IāM RAMBLING ABOUT CAINE A LOT BUT OH MY STARS WAS THIS A SURPRISE!!!
ALSOOOOOOOOO THE SCENE WHERE POMNI APPEARED WITH KNIVES WAS SUCH A NOD TO THAT EARLY TEASER AND I SQUEALED WHEN I SAW IT I HOPE OTHER PEOPLE SAW THAT TOO
AND AND AND KINGER BEING A DEVELOPER AND AND MORE LORE ON C&A AND INSIGHT ON CASTāS PASTS AND LORE ON SCRATCH AND QUEENIE AND AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
THERE IS SO MUCH MORE I WANT TO SAY BUT I HAVE NO WORDS FOR IT I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THE ENTIRE EPISODE AND THE NEXT AND LAST ONE COMING OUT IN A FEW MONTHS EEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEE
Iām going to end it off here to avoid going overboard!!!
I ALSO FORGOT TO MENTION WHEN HE GOT DELETED IMAGINING HOW PAINFUL THAT MUST HAVE BEEN AND HOW TERRIFYING IT MUST HAVE FELT, HE SOUNDED SO SCARED AND SAD!!!
