Part two of my old diary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was going through all of this while my groomer was breaking up with me,,,,, holy shit,,,,,,
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Part two of my old diary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was going through all of this while my groomer was breaking up with me,,,,, holy shit,,,,,,

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My diary from when I was 13-14, before I fully realized I was a system :/
Why the fuck does my dad want me to date so badly. I've been identifying as aroace since I've been like 10 and I already have a [secret] boyfriend I've been in with for 3 years.
It's like he's fucking obsessed with me dating because it's the "natural way of life" or whatever. I'm only 18 but since I've been like 14 they've been asking if I'm gonna give them grandkids when they're older...... um?! NO?!?!?! and even if I did have a child I'm NOT gonna let them see my kid after what they put me through.
Literally YESTERDAY, there's this guy about 1-2 years older than me who goes to our church, I talked to him a few times and he's chill. But my dad said: "he's only about 2 years older than [MONKEY], they could start dating!1!1!1!!!!"
What the FUCK?! NO??????? leave me ALONE. I am not INTERESTED! Holy FUCK!!!!!!!!!
I dislike looking at pictures of my younger self because I know she was in so much pain
Me 10+ years ago vs me today
I literally took this picture today lolol
I dislike looking at pictures of my younger self because I know she was in so much pain

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Why are my parents bitching about me buying something with my OWN MONEY?????? First of all, it's mine, second of all, I didn't even use my debit card, I used a Visa gift card my brother gave me!!!!!!!!!!
Literally what the fuck is their issue. It technically isn't even "my money", ITS A VISA GIFT CARD 😭😭😭 my debit card was out of the question, I didn't even wanna use it...... And even if I did wanna use it SO WHAT?!?!! It isn't their fucking problem!!!!!!!! ITS A GIFT CARD.
Monday eat my ass (ASS!)
Tuesday eat my ass (ASS!)
Wednesday eat my ass (ASS!)
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WHY is this my most popular post on this blog 😭😭😭
endogenic willogenic how about suckmydickgenic
I think if I was a fictional character on some fucked up movie every preppy popular girl ever pretending to be self proclaimed femcels would kin me despite never watching the actual media
And then the movie would be canceled on tiktok for being "too disturbing"...............

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Hi! Just relating to your most recent posts about the earliest memories…
I find that we, too, still have physical evidence from as early as 6 (six) years old.
I won’t be graphic at all, this isn’t me venting.
I just want to say that, even though it may be for your own good and personal benefit, I do appreciate you sharing something like your journal.
We’re 19 years old, not much older than you [given by ur bio].
Our earliest diaries and stories were so obvious and vivid, but at the time, it was simply “edgy” and “creepy” for a kid to write such things.
So, seeing that someone else had gone through sometimes similar with proof in any way, it’s helpful. Like a breath of fresh air, you know?
Anyways, enough yappin’ !!
Thanks, OP! I appreciate your account and your survival, up until now especially. I may not know you on a personal level, but in a sense, I feel that seeing your relatable posts have done me some good <3
/gen /pos
—A 19 yr old victim, you might see us in the tags sometimes haha
TL:DR — Thanks for sharing your experiences. It helps to relatable to someone, especially when we’ve gone through something so “fantastical” to most other people. /gen
Awwwww omg this is such a kind message 🥹!!!!! I'm so happy that so many people are able to find comfort in what I post and realize they are not alone. This means a lot to me, thank you 💞!!!!!
As much as I wanna laugh at my younger self for being cringe this is genuinely super sad in retrospect considering I was being abused even in my earliest memories :/
The bullshit I was writing in my diary 7 years ago while going through psychological torture 😭😭😭
tung tung tung sahur probably exists in some kid's system right now oh my god
There's probably a child developing a system out there who has labubu and skibidi toilet alters as protectors and gatekeepers and I genuinely don't know what to think of it 😭

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I remember back in like 2022 when my groomer broke up with me I had an old Tumblr account (now deleted) and I had Tumblr mutuals on it
One of my Tumblr mutuals was liking feet pics and adult babies in diapers on this stupid fucking app and it ended up seeping into my timeline
And every time it was on my timeline I got scared as fuck