whining monkey

Part two of my old diary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's like he's fucking obsessed with me dating because it's the "natural way of life" or whatever. I'm only 18 but since I've been like 14 they've been asking if I'm gonna give them grandkids when they're older...... um?! NO?!?!?! and even if I did have a child I'm NOT gonna let them see my kid after what they put me through.

Literally YESTERDAY, there's this guy about 1-2 years older than me who goes to our church, I talked to him a few times and he's chill. But my dad said: "he's only about 2 years older than [MONKEY], they could start dating!1!1!1!!!!"

Tuesday eat my ass (ASS!)

I find that we, too, still have physical evidence from as early as 6 (six) years old.

I won’t be graphic at all, this isn’t me venting.

I just want to say that, even though it may be for your own good and personal benefit, I do appreciate you sharing something like your journal.

We’re 19 years old, not much older than you [given by ur bio].

Our earliest diaries and stories were so obvious and vivid, but at the time, it was simply “edgy” and “creepy” for a kid to write such things.

So, seeing that someone else had gone through sometimes similar with proof in any way, it’s helpful. Like a breath of fresh air, you know?

Anyways, enough yappin’ !!

Thanks, OP! I appreciate your account and your survival, up until now especially. I may not know you on a personal level, but in a sense, I feel that seeing your relatable posts have done me some good <3

/gen /pos

—A 19 yr old victim, you might see us in the tags sometimes haha

TL:DR — Thanks for sharing your experiences. It helps to relatable to someone, especially when we’ve gone through something so “fantastical” to most other people. /gen

As much as I wanna laugh at my younger self for being cringe this is genuinely super sad in retrospect considering I was being abused even in my earliest memories :/

One of my Tumblr mutuals was liking feet pics and adult babies in diapers on this stupid fucking app and it ended up seeping into my timeline