Bela?

I hate how smooth this skin is I hate how the outside doesn’t match the inside I hate how I can’t do anything about this I hate how easy it would be to just do it but I can’t it’s literally right there I can see it I just have to pick it up and do it but I can’t because no one lets me I hate how hard I want this I just want to cut myself I want to cut myself so deep I can see my bones I want to see my organs I want to lose all my blood I want to fill myself with scars I want to cut myself but I can’t I just want to feel alive again

Something is going to happen

Medically assisted suicide should be available to people with hyperhidrosis. This is hell on earth.

Videogames is currently climbing on my hand. He seems to really like the way my skin feels.

Lord help me I’m fighting for my life over here

Went to step on a leaf I thought looked crunchy and instead of going *crunch* it went *SMIUCH*. Day utterly and completely ruined.

Leave me alone oh my GODDDDDDDDD