SO IT GOES

the great divide is like what if you stayed and it haunted you and what if you left and it haunted you and what if you came back and it haunted you

[COMPLETELY LOVESICK VOICE] she is so strange. And off-putting

one person's "ugghh this trope is so overdone" is another person's "oooooohohohohohohohoho"

Sorry to break it to you but you literally have to face your fears and slaughter them. Otherwise you will live a small life that you do not want. You literally have to view your biggest fears and attack them head on. You have to fall into the abyss to find your way out. The easy path does not exist. There is no get out of jail free card. You have to allow yourself to die a spiritual death over and over again in order to reinvent yourself into the person you are actually supposed to be. And you have to be painfully honest with yourself and the people around you. It’s horrible but it’s truly the only way.

i don't know who needs to hear this, but guilt, self-hatred and shame are not sustainable sources of growth and healing. you can't hate yourself into feeling better, or being better. you can't repeatedly punish yourself for your flawed humanity and expect wholesome results.

the average person is literally ten times worse than satan