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//mentions/hints of body mutilation, depression and general nihilism talk
i just made some bullshit ill be entirely honest
explanation/headcanon below more i really wanna talk about it lowkey
i just had an idea and i could. not stop drawing itokay so its obvious this has like 5 billion headcanons injected into it so ill explain it here since i dont think you can get any of it from thr comic alone belh
my headcanon fornthe whole voidbohnd disease is that its suppose to turn the effect individual into a mindless husk of themselves as their entire body gets "powered" by thr void, since the void is greater than greater than greater than great, there isnt enough space for it in a small vessel so of course it would scrape some stuff from the individual
i have a small theory/headcanon that celestial is voidbound,or at least affected by thesame mutations the void bound varients of entities has, during or afternthe collapse of the gardens, essentialky shedding what was left of her old life, forcing her to be in a state of constant pain as she navigates (or rather sleeps) through the endless void
surviving it/maintaining yourself means that the individual would be able to tame their powers involuntarily given, but woule have to bare the pain of mutations or missing flesh (or something like that, still as work inprogress)
celestial, obviously, survived the disease, blooming under the harshest conditions, but as she continues on she doesnt find anymore reasons to pursue a "normal life" or start over again, because it would be a constant reminder of what she had lost, of who she had lost, the tranquility forever fragile, the "peace" forever gone, hence becoming the nihilist we see in game
however, she recognises another individual like her (or rather, replicating a younger self): voidbreaker
voidbreaker also underwent the voidbound disease, having a rarer varient where it was only taking stuff like organic matter snd flesh away from them, but came out with their mind and consciousness intact, and somehow, they havent indulge in tne comfort of nihilism, rather they picked themsekves up (like how celestial did after that disease slowly quietened down) and marched forward (or rather walked forward eith their sword as support before learning how to float)
she can see how they hide themselves, how they follow everyone like a bee, how defensive they get of others, how they drag their claws down their helmet, how they trace the bulging nerves on whats left of their "skin", how much distance they maintain between people that isnt thr waterimp, the clock conductor and the teleporter, how their stoicism is mixed in with anxiety, how their introversion wrangles with their social needs - she counts down how many interactions itll take for them to become something like her
me think they would mutuals of sort, having fleeting, existential conversations and just sitting in silence most of the time whenever celestial's dreams started speaking in the voices of her friends, this comic is just me exploring their dynamic a bit
basically, celestial is asking how does voidbreaker keep on living despite everything being null snd void the momrnt it was thought of, how are they content with a reality of empty meaning, how do they find "peace" in fragility
and voidbreakers response is one of cautionous hope, albiet its a bit strained since the softening of the void bound disease was rather recent in comparison to celestial total tolerance numbing it, so theyre still experiencing the trepidation of something big collapsing (whether the control of themselves or the homethat they have or the other entities)
however, they still cling onto the something that is there, whatever is left there, because unlike celestial, they still recognise themselves as something, and while a part of them is pertified, its all you have to hold in the void, even with the caution, even with the fear, even with the futility
and celestial... considers it, for a bit
or something like that idk, cant put the textless versions onnhere cuz of the stupid 10 image limit argh ill do it in a reblog
anywaysbthanks for readin this!!! this is like my 3rd time making a comic snd i think its okay, i did the panels on krita and the text on ibis cuz the file size raeavhed 1gb??? somehow????? and it eas lagging a lot sk yeah lol
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Iβm sorry, but I really canβt hold back from talking about the first episode, so spoilers ahead.
This is going to be a lot of rambling btw, so please be warned that there is little to no structure ahead.
I have many things to say about the episode, so letβs start with the beginning. I really love how Rev seems much more expressive than he did last season. He was so repressed, and now you can see and hear what heβs feeling most of the time. Itβs most obvious at the very start when heβs greeting the lunch gang. You can tell heβs smiling while listening to Bella be worried about him and as he says heβs glad to see them. Itβs so cute.
Also, I really expected to hate Mary when I first saw her, but I actually love her character so much and am a little anxious for what her being around will bring to the table. Roman also surprised me. I knew Iβd like him, but I REALLY like how edgy he is. He really is the complete opposite to Mark.
Another thing I love is more showcasing of Revβs magic, since I feel like that wasnβt explored or seen much in the first season. Now we have seen him teleport, turn the land around him into wasteland just from his rage, and I think he was about to shoot some sort of power beam at Kincaidβs office like he did to Wendy in the first episode of the first season. I canβt be sure, but it looks like he was generating a lot of power before Raven interrupted him. I love seeing his powers, though I wonder if he was studying over the break or if he got some sort of upgrade some other way.
Speaking of Revβs powers, itβs very concerning that his curse is failing. You can tell he knew that was the case when heβs in that void like place after dying and he hears Frankenstein. But heβs in denial. Itβs good that heβs not suicidal anymore, but it gives me a bad feeling that he shrugs this off so easily.
So I have a theory. I think that Rev joining The House will lead to Roman and Mary putting Rev into some dangerous situations that will genuinely kill him at some point. Rev probably wonβt perma die since heβs the main character, but theorize that heβll be out long enough to cause concern and that will lead to Sera ascending as she failed her job again. This time it would be different since this time, she actually cares about Rev and will blame herself to the point of wanting to leave. Thatβs just a theory though.
Anyway, I gotta say that as much as I find Rev really cute this episode, this idiot angered me so much when he joined The House rather than Bellaβs new occult club. Yeah, it fits his character, and I knew it was going to happen, but that doesnβt mean I still canβt be frustrated. Itβs obvious that this season will have a bit of a fight between Revβs newfound friends and his long term goal, which is presenting itself now as destroying the school rather than himself.
Oh wait, another cute Rev moment I just remembered! I love how he saves Sera, Bella, and Mark despite the fact that they probably would have been just fine on their own. Someone commented that it was visual foreshadowing for Rev pushing them away and saving them while he dies from something of his own creation, and Iβm inclined to agree. I really think Rev is going to have a near-permanent death again this season that wonβt be easily fixed by Raven reviving him.
It would be interesting if Rev at some point starts to take his fading curse seriously and contacts his parents to learn how he became a revenant in the first place. Because itβs obvious he doesnβt know, and I think that information will be really important at some point, if not specifically for his fading curse. Itβs just odd that Rev hasnβt been given the chance to learn what happened to him, considering how adverse he is to being a monster.
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thinking about how post-memory loss light would definitely be heavily masking to cope with the stress of the situation + how L would clock that shit IMMEDIATELY
it has been so many years since i clicked on this all i do is look at fandom tags now because then id have to confront the fact that my account is like 6 years old if i click this
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some recent death note things idk what to call themπ also i KNOW that mello is older than near i js thought the interaction worked better like this please forgive me
for sure this isnt how it went at all but i was wondering at what point Watari decided he needed to keep L's identity & very existence a secret and guys i just think it would be so funny if he did that almost straight away. when L was a child at the orphanage. he brought home this weird kid and everyone saw him but a week later hes got his own room he never comes out of and when the other children start asking about him Watari just straight up gaslights them. what are you talking about what weird child holed up in a room eating nothing but sweets and playing on computer all day. what active imaginations. now finish your vegetables and then go outside and play. rumours start going around about the weird ghost child. Wammys house is now haunted
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(They're looking at you like a wild animal. Eye wide, breathing heavy, gaze fixed on your hand like you're about to slap them with it. Stupid. Stupid. YOU were the one who told everyone not to touch Siffrin in the first place! YOU'RE the one who had to explain to Bonnie, sometimes people are not very nice to each other, sometimes people have scars you can't see, and sometimes you need to avoid something as natural as touch, just to be nice.
You're not nice by nature. It takes effort to sand your own edges.)
"...Madame?"
(His voice is small. Siffrin is so small and slight, compared to you. You're not blind. They don't eat enough.)
(You try not to think about why.)
[time skips back.]
(Siffrin makes that stupid pun again. You force yourself to snort, and leave your hands on your lap.)
Addition from @the-bitter-ocean !!
`[You got MEMORY of TOUCH. You will always remember this.]
< Keep your hands to yourself. Its basic common sense isnβt it? [-50 to all stats.] > `
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