Pieces of Xaxa

Over time.. Its possible, i guess. No, IT IS.

#instablogxaxa (update panjang) . I am no swimmer. I have several fears related to water or more like vast sea / ocean / deep ocean. I fear of drowning. I fear of having my feet not touching ground (i know, weird). I fear (more like anxienty) of being in large bodies of water, in vast emptiness of the sea (stranded) and fear of distance from land (despite me being love the beach). See.. A lot to fear related to water, thats why running hiking has always been my chosen sport (read : above sea level / higher elevation 😂😂). Been always want to learn how to scuba dive but my fears and my swimming skill (none) limit me 😂😂. . . But sky is not the limit. Neither universe. Aiseh 😌😏. After taking open water course diving with @borneoscubaacademy, i know i can let go of my fears. . . My fav part is 10 seconds after jump to water (by any means entry opkos sa baru belajar backroll entry jak 😂). Why? Because the nervousness and craziness in ur tummy just before u enter the sea backrolling, everything goes to my head (fears), after that. In between the 10secs, i just surrender, backrolling and letting go the fears. Sunk in few seconds, and then emerge to surface knowing u're ok 👌. My fav part, The 10 seconds. My 10 seconds. 😂😆

"Infinity. Its funny how we have word fpr that concept, but there's no way we can understand it" "Maybe 'Love'" "Love?" "Maybe "love' is how you understand infinity. When your love has no limit, when it goes on forever. Maybe that feels like infinity" . . Abis suda sa tgk tu series #13reasonswhy. Penat mental sa. Hahahaha.

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"Our biggest regrets are not for the things we have done but for the things we haven't done" . . A friend asked, "so gantung running shoes and hiking shoes la suda kau ni, suda tukar hobi?" Well, why pick one when u can do both. So i'll explore the jungle and mountain, and i'll explore the sea and all there is in underwater too. Kann?? #skyisnothelimit

2am. Nothing good came out when its 2am (How I met your mother). . . Not able to sleep because i had to wake up in 1hr-ish for my diving lesson course today and tmrw! Excited. Semoga this non swimmer dugong lulus certified her diving license 😆😂🐳

This is.. ❤ Shared it in my insta story, i'll share here again so it wont disappear after 24hrs lol. #Rensta #Repost: @herblankcanvas ··· “ I’ve noticed our souls are so restless sometimes. We spend years trying to fix something that is broken in the hope that we will be able to revive it. We spend months trying to figure out what is meant for us. Even though God shows us many signs, many of us try and avoid them and just ignore them. But what is for us, will always always be for us. There are no ifs or buts, whatever God has written for us, will be ours and of course our destiny will change, our fate will change. But Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta’ala has planned everything. ”

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"Lose your expectations honey. Its better that way." . . I know i said i dont want to set up a resolution and its almost May and its probably too late, but i've pretty much live my life according to everyone's expectation and me myself have always have this expectations for myself. And its gotta stop. Lets just be happy and live life without no expectation. Just enjoy the journey forget about the 'destination', whatever or whenever the hell it means. Mourning over the past and what it is - is sad enough, so dont start mourning over something that what could have been (and probably never would). #instablogxaxa

"Let it all out. Let it all go."

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Dont we all?

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