while i am sincerely glad phalloplasty is a real concept that exist and can be obtained and i sincerely consider it a fundamental part of my transition (i will not find peace until i have a dick) i think there is something so ironic and pathetic about a literal pump in your balls. look i can balloon my penis!!! look im a real boy!!! what the fuck are we even doing. i'm not even old i can't even cover my ass by saying i have erectile disfunction. this is my own vision and my own biases but being a trans man is a humiliation ritual.






