a burning planet

thinking about annie leonhart again....what if I loved you despite you using me and my love for you made me hate you and I hurt you and thats how you knew i made my love my weakness and I become a soldier for an unfeeling world and I have to destroy another person's world all for their orders and im stuck here for who knows how long and the people are nice and they make me happy and I love them and im weak I cant do anything but then I have to and im the one with blood on my human hands and despite that someone still tells me he couldn't consider me his enemy, that no matter how hard he tried he couldn't believe it and that was why i loved him but thats what makes me weak. what if my heart was as frozen as I could make it and it still bled. what if I just wanted to go back home.