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ARTFIGHT CARD IS DONE!!! LETS BE MOOTS

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Well, I started filling out my account. The first year I participate in the artfight!
Please don't assassinate me the heat is doing that already
If i had a penny for every sun coded blonde + moon coded brunette with amputated left arm I shipped I would have two penny's, which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.
FINALLY SOMEONE IS SAYING THIS OH MY GOD YOU DO NOT KNOW THE AMOUNT OF TIMES I'VE SAVED BLOODYMARY ART THINKING IT WAS STUCKY
the topher ever

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violent romantic, depressed optimist, leader with no ambitions for leadership steve rogers really can do it all
#compassionate cunt ruthless empath awkward yet endearing#my best friend steve rogers yeah ( @cowboyidiot )
Boy Iāve been oc posting too much but I kinda canāt stop I love my dumbasses
Toph!!!
bee makes an oc for once?? Actually I have a few more to come because Iām grinding for art fight
take a wild guess on whoās heās based onā¦. Itās actually quite specific lol
hey hey art fight
i probably wont post much but i do have some ocs i want art of so ill try my best
An art gifting game

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sometimes being a fan of something means not wanting them to make any more of it
marvel stop making ore movies with steve please oh my god please actually stop this stop release him bro
ON EVERYONE'S SOULS
stucky will become canon, steve's shitty ending will be retconned, and steve and bucky will make out and no one will die and sam wilson will get actual screen time as captain america and uhh tony fucking explodes for a second time idk
boy Iām so tired like- to the point where I suddenly realized how tired I was. Having a hyperfixation isnāt for the weak, especially one that is currently getting torn apart by the fandom and franchise. The twitter scene is worse. The fandom is basically dead there and, although Iām more active on an alt account, it is quite hard to make mutuals and talk to people about Stucky just because you rarely get noticed nowadays. Kinda miss when the fandom was a bit more tight knit, and when there wasnāt a full blown ship war every 3 seconds. I think doomsday is only going to worsen things and Iām not prepared for that. Okay Iām yapping too much have an old doodle
doomsday will kill me
Iām so fucking fr rn when I say this bc the trailer leaks are NOT helping with my hopes of a Stucky reunion or mcu somehow being able to rewrite Steveās horrible āending.ā More often than not I worry that theyāre gonna somehow make us accept his ending one way or another which PISSES ME OFF. Bye bye Steve rogers character arc bye bye Bucky Barnes period. The Stucky fandom is currently like 5 people rn watch that number shrink by the release of doomsday. Lowkey Iād be happier if they just kill off both of them and let fandom take over
Ugh. Iām really happy for/jealous of SamBucky shippers
But Iām not one so I freaking hate marvel. I refuse to go watch Brave New World. But I did see that scene with Bucky and honestly; what the FUCK marvel.
I genuinely hate it on so many levels.
The way marvel doesnāt care about consistency.
The way they keep acting as if Bucky WANTED the serum.
The way they act as if he would EVER. Consider being a congressman for a country that hurt him so much????
And my Stucky shipper heart will never not feel so betrayed by them letting Bucky say āI love youā to Sam. Once again, Iām happy for sambucky shippers, but I hate it so fucking much.
Marvel didnāt put in nearly as much chemistry in Bucky and Samās friendship, they may have put more effort into it, but it will never be what Steve and Bucky had.
And SAM gets the canonical āI love youā??????
I didnāt (and still donāt) have any hope in Brave New World or Thunderbolts, but the fact that they put in the time to do us so dirty makes it even worse.
I hate marvel.
Okay. Iām done publicly complaining. Time to go back into the arms of my beloved ao3. Fix the gaping wound in my heart. Thank gods that nothing post Age Of Ultron is canon

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guh.
Imagining pre-serum Bucky (in the 1940s) being so desperately in love with the scrawny blond boy who had a reputation for getting into unnecessary fights.
Bucky would come home from work, maybe it was a particularly long shift at the docks or he had to do twice as much work because a crew member called in sick. Whatever it was, Bucky was absolutely exhausted. The kind of fatigue that bore into his bones and settled into his very core...
...draggingā¦Ā
..himā¦
..down.
But then.Ā
Bucky sees Steve asleep on the couch with his sketchbook fallen to the ground. The familiar raspiness of his breathing whispering softly through the air.
Bucky peers over to catch a glimpse of whatever Steve had drawn.
Maybe it was another study of the Brooklyn skyline or a particularly weird-looking pigeon he had seen earlier today.
But as Bucky pieced together the messy lines inch by inch, leaning over Steveās sleeping form as far as he could without waking him,
He sees sketches..
..of himself.
The mischievous glint of his own eyes as he smirked at an imaginary audience through the page.Ā
The sharp edges of his own jawline that he didnāt know he had.Ā
The warmth of his own smile, the one that he specifically reserved for Steve (and Steve only). The one that showed just a shimmer of his true emotions when the lights were dim and the world was quiet enough for Bucky to forget that it existed.
Buckyās heart races but he immediately shakes his head to stop himself from thinking any further.
Because there was no way Steve could love himā¦
Steve couldnāt love him.
They would get locked up or worse, killed if they tried to love each other.Ā
So Bucky huffs out a breath he didnāt know he was holding and walks into the kitchen.
Setting a reminder for himself to keep all of his yearning to late-night whispers when he was sure Steve was asleep and incoherent mumbles under his breath when he sees Steve in the rightest way, which he always somehow did no matter how wrong it was supposed to be.
Because god dammit.Ā Bucky would proudly go to hell if his only sin was loving the one who was the reason he ever loved at all.
Thoughts.
Steve is probably still a bit caught off guard every time he's reminded that Bucky loves him. Bucky loves him. Bucky has always loved him.Ā
He loves me he loves me
HE LOVES ME?
Back when he was small and just a scrawny kid on the streets where most people looked down upon him or saw him as a nuisance who had to keep on getting into fights for seemingly no reason.Ā
Back when he would keep on getting sick from literally everything and stay bedridden for days from pneumonia or whatever that was threatening his life again for the 80th time.Ā
Back when he had nothing to prove, nothing to his name. Back when he was nothing. Bucky had stayed by his side. Bucky had loved him.
Back when he had first gotten the serum and couldnāt recognize himself in the mirror on some days or even make sure of who he was anymore, Bucky had been his anchor. Bucky had reminded him why he was ready to follow him to the ends of the earth when he couldāve easily taken his leave and gone home to his family. But he stayed to remind Steve that he was also his home, his family.
What probably surprises Steve the most is the fact that Bucky still loves him now. After all those years of trauma and abuse, after everything Hydra put onto him, he chose to continue fighting by Steveās side. Not because of obligation or guilt, never because of obligation or guilt, but because he wanted to.
HE WANTS ME?
He wanted to stay by Steveās side "ātill the end of the line.ā He wanted to join the Howling Commandos. He wanted to save Steve from drowning in the river and did so by breaking through 70+ years of abuse and brainwashing. He wanted to continue fighting by Steveās side even after being put through so much. He wanted to love Steve.Ā
Little old Steve, he wasnāt even that special was he? Sure, he was genetically enhanced and could lift cars and stuff but everything special about him came out of a bottle he wasnāt that superhuman or anything that could be considered⦠worthy of Buckyās years of intense devotion and love. He knew that Bucky saw him under all those stars and spangles and heroism, he saw him as just Steve Rogers. But Steve Rogers wasnāt anything special, Steve Rogers was insecure, selfish, stupid,
disgusting,
mindless,
SCARED.
Scared of what? Scared that Bucky genuinely loved him? Scared that he wasnāt WORTH his love? scared that Bucky will eventually see him like how he sees himself?Ā
Donāt love me back LOVE ME BACK please donāt love me back I love you I love you I love you please donāt love me back Iām not worth your time Iāll only disappoint you DO YOU LOVE ME? YOU LOVE ME? YOU LOVE ME? let me love you let me take care of you let me die for you Iām useful only when Iām useful to you but donāt waste your life LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME PLEASE IāLL PROVE MYSELF on me Iāll only make everything
worse
worse
WORSE.
PLEASE LOVE ME.
Steve loves Bucky. If he were to be struck down one day with a bullet directly pierced through his heart, the last words heād ever want to say would be a garbled āI love youā to Bucky as blood filled his lungs. Bucky doesnāt have to love Steve back (but he still does), not when Steve has done so little for him.Ā
You love me
Why
Why
Why
Do you love me?
āWHY ME?ā
Steve needs to do more. He needs to prove to himself that he deserves to be loved by Bucky. He needs to truly show his love. He needs toā¦
he shouldā¦
he has toā¦
ā¦be okay with being loved.
āBecause itās always been you, Stevie.ā