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remember me going insane over loveywalker the past couple of days...
I have a surprise for you it's called fine line go read it on ao3
Summary:
“Catwalker?” Loveybug asks.
“Hmm?”
“Do you remember… what happened before us?”
“What do you mean?”
“Before we were heroes. Was there someone else?”
Catwalker goes quiet for a moment. “I don’t know,” he finally says.
@asukiess thank you for the idea and being my beta you're amazing and incredible I'm kissing you on the forehead <3
good morning. something about patte de velours being velvet paw which suggests a declawed cat which causes irreparable damage to a cat and causes joint pains, tissue decay, sensitive paws, long term anxiety and depression, permanent behavior change etc. just something to think about.
like what if in time catwalker had really achy hands and ladybug (or Loveybug!) massaged them & down his forearm for him. what if she pressed kisses to his knuckles to ‘make it better’. what if she held them all the time. what if she let him take catnaps on her lap because fighting usually made him winded now, after several months. what if he started forgetting the things he liked—a few months ago he mentioned he loved rock music but now he couldn’t name a single artist. when she pressed further, he said ‘I don’t know. I think I usually listen to classical music, the piece I’m always practicing on the piano. it’s not perfect yet.’
what if manipulating the miraculous to make a new persona is just, inherently, so draining for the heroes. it's okay for a little while, but keeping it up has consequences. what if loveybug starts napping with catwalker, too. her suit isn't as vibrant, loses its sparkles. she still flirts with catwalker but she isn't quite sure why - just that she's supposed to, right? her pickup lines are lacking, she doesn't giggle the way she used to. she doesn't wear her hair down anymore.
marinette shows up to class more exhausted than ever before. she barely looks up when adrien walks in the room, she doesn't respond to any of alya's teasing or nino's jokes. the only thing she can seem to do is half-hearted flirting with adrien, though all he offers in return is a small smile, like he barely even hears her. he drops his pen. marinette doesn't seem to notice when it lands near her feet.
they both forget things. assignments, deadlines, hangouts with their friends. they sleep through things. they show up to akumas and are shells of themselves - loveybug's flirting has no energy behind it, catwalker is a hollow mask. they get the job done, barely. they sleep after. they don't remember the akuma's name when they wake up.
they both know something is wrong. napping on patrols is wrong (though they maybe only know that because loveybug pointed out an article questioning the behavior). they're not quite sure what to do about it.
catwalker has the feeling he should be trying to help her. he knows he's not in good shape, either. he knows he hurts and he's sad. he's pretty sure that loveybug used to help him with that. he doesn't remember what she did to help him. and neither does she when he asks.
marinette sees her bulletin board above her desk with pictures of events she doesn't remember attending. there's someone, not quite catwalker, who's prevalent. green eyes, blond hair, cat ears, a dorky smile. she's not sure who he is. she's not sure why he left, though she remembers he used to be around all the time. she's pretty sure, though, that if he came back, things would be better. he'd be able to fix her. he'd know what was wrong.
she's pretty sure it all comes back to the girl in red and black who's usually next to him. she looks happy in all the pictures. marinette feels like she used to know that girl. she's confident that she doesn't know her anymore.
It was time to go to school and all Loveybug could feel wasgot exhaustion. She gets off her bed and fell down, almost not bothering to catch herself before her face hit the floor.
Unlocking the trapdoor took forever, her fingers just kept gliding off, they weren't strong enough anymore. Without her superstrength, she might not have been able to leave at all. As the hinge creaks, her eyes numbly fell onto her suit.
When had her hearts began to fade?
Wasn't love supposed to be the solution to all this?
Hot tears filled her eyes and she couldn't bring herself to do any more than crumble onto the floor. "Tikki," she hoarsely mumbled, lacking the strength to get back up.
Only then, did she realize that she had forgotten to transform back. "Tikki, hearts off." Her voice was barely above a whine, quiet enough that it made her wonder. If at one point, she lacked the energy to say her detransformation plans, would she be stuck like that forever?
(And would it really be so bad?)
(Love was supposed to save her.)
(Loveybug didn't remember why or when she had decided it but it had been back when her mind hadn't been clouded in fog like a weighted blanket, pressing down until all stars vanished from her side. Back then, she had been smarter. So she must have been right.)
"Marinette," the kwami pleaded.
Oh right. I have a name. It was easy to forget. After all, Marinette wasn't loved. Not in the way she longed to be.
Marinette could have sworn that Tikki didn't use to be pink. She looked bleached out, washed away. "This isn't healthy," the kwami mattered and Marinette shrugged weakly.
"It'll have to do." Her voice hurt. "School is about to start. Alya will be there."
But the idea of getting back up to rummage through the closet and put on real clothes just seemed so draining. Loveybug didn't have heart-shaped clothes and were flowers and pink cute enough? (Would Catwalker like them? Would he blush if he saw her as a civilian, hair unkempt and her eyes circled black from the last time she had worn makeup without the energy to remove it?)
No.
He wouldn't.
Loveybug didn't think he'd exactly mind it either but she wanted to look pretty for him. Even if she didn't have to.
"Marinette," Tikki reminded her, more insistent and it took Loveybug a second to reconcile that name with her identity.
But before she could answer, a crashing sound tore through the morning. Another akuma. What was the point in fighting them if another would show up mere hours later?
But at least she'd get to see Catwalker.
The thought put a smile on Loveybug's face and she sighed as she thought about his awkward smile, drunk on magenta shades of love. She wanted to dance in the sky with him, twirl around clouds and lean closer to inhale his body warmth. She wanted to hold his hand, without the suit. She wanted to paint his nails and mumble loving melodies as he talked about taking the day off work so that they could get a hamster.
And they'd call it-
"Marinette!" Tikki sounded frantic now, as she called out the vaguely familiar name and Loveybug got up at once, energy suddenly back. She swayed a little, black spots forming in front of her eyes. But that was okay, seeing through rose-colored lenses left her disoriented anyway.
"Hearts on," she yelled out but her momentary motivation faded as she saw her heartshaped spots. They were almost the color of her suit by now.
"Paris can wait," she decided, walking up to Marietta's desk. Grabbing a pink sharphie, she sat down. Loveywalker took of the lid and it fell down with a clink. She didn't bother picking it up. Sticking her tongue out, she began coloring in the hearts. They looked wonky and messy and accidentally touching them left magenta stripes on her suit that would have looked like blood, had they only been red.
(She only stopped when the sharpie refused to draw anymore. When she swung outside, Paris was unrecognizable. Water was swallowing the ground and houses were breaking in. But it was okay. She would reverse the damage anyway.)
(Catwalker looked at beautiful as ever. She threw herself into him, wrapping her arms around him tightly because as long as she had time, it was all worth it. She was nothing without him. Ladywhatever had thought so after all and that version of hers had been smart.)
(He had hugged her back as if his life, too, depended on it. He had looked frail today, hands hurting too much for him to us his staff. Civilian him might need a cane soon, he told her. Funny how that worked. Civilian her was fainting so often these days that Mariella's parents had brought up a wheel chair. Not that she needed one. She could just stay in her suit.)
The battle had taken long and after returning to that girl's room, Loveybug had forgotten how they had defeated the akuma. Had she remembered to throw her lucky charm? Or just left it there, somewhere?
But she was too tired to retrieve it and so it didn't matter.
"Hearts off." She was proud of herself for remembering.
Falling onto the floor, she easily discarded the idea of laying down on her bed. The floor was confortable enough.
"Marinette, this can't go on."
The voice felt faraway.
"Marinette?"
Fog filled her mind. The sky was empty, no stars, no moon.
good morning. something about patte de velours being velvet paw which suggests a declawed cat which causes irreparable damage to a cat and causes joint pains, tissue decay, sensitive paws, long term anxiety and depression, permanent behavior change etc. just something to think about.
like what if in time catwalker had really achy hands and ladybug (or Loveybug!) massaged them & down his forearm for him. what if she pressed kisses to his knuckles to ‘make it better’. what if she held them all the time. what if she let him take catnaps on her lap because fighting usually made him winded now, after several months. what if he started forgetting the things he liked—a few months ago he mentioned he loved rock music but now he couldn’t name a single artist. when she pressed further, he said ‘I don’t know. I think I usually listen to classical music, the piece I’m always practicing on the piano. it’s not perfect yet.’
At first, it’s a trembling here and a trembling there. At first, Adrien thinks it’s nothing. At first, no one notices—no one mentions it—no one thinks anything of it.
But then he’s missing notes (his fingers falling too hard onto the wrong keys, his fingers not coming down from the sky; and in those empty spaces, his fingers feel so cold). He’s dropping things (a book to the desk, a cookie to the floor, a piece of cheese through the air, his staff, his phone, his hands, his clothes, his expression, everything). Then his joints hurt—first his hands, then his ankles, his knees, his elbows, his hips, his shoulders. He feels things decaying within him—he feels he’s being Cataclysmed from the inside out, with that soft papery whispering of tissues eroding and fading. (He imagines, sometimes, that if he were cracked open right then and there, the doctors would find the whole inside of his being covered in the black dust of his remains.)
Everything he touches hurts—he grabs his blanket from the floor (did he push it off last night? He hadn’t slept well, but—) and even though it is soft, it feels awful along his skin. He picks it up and he feels his skin moving—pressing beneath it, warping to its shape. But when he checks his hands, they’re fine. A little thin, a little pale, a little ashy, but they’re fine. They’re still there. They’re fine. (He worries, still.)
And Adrien finds himself afraid of so much more, lately. Before, he feared confined spaces, complete darkness, even sometimes the silence, but now—now he fears everything. He fears the day he breathes and his lungs tremble on emptiness, too thin and too clogged with the black ash to try to expand in full; he fears picking things up and having his friends see him falter and drop something so important to the ground where it shatters and the only echo of it is in the shape of his misshapen hands; he fears the day he forgets something so mightily important it hurts those around him and the only thing he can say is I’m so sorry, I forgot. But he thinks he’s most afraid when he transforms. He’s afraid of letting Ladybug down. He’s afraid of not being fast enough and getting Loveybug hurt. He’s afraid of messing up, of letting her see him as he is, of letting go at the wrong moment and of holding on at the worst time. And there’s so much more that he fears, but he can’t… remember it all. At least not in the moment or as things are passing by—his body, instead, tells him: in the way he tenses up, back and spine and neck and shoulders, in the way he clenches his hands around nothing even as they scream in pain, in the way his brain is going run run run but not telling him why.
~*~
When it starts to get bad—when he’s dropping his staff, when he’s missing keys, when he’s turned from the news and has stepped up to the window but is struggling to remember that there’s an akuma and he needs to go—Plagg tells him that they have to stop.
“You have to, kid,” Plagg pleads. Anger and fear make his voice tight and quiet under the booming thunder from the akuma blocks away. “Just… try and go back to Chat Noir. To who you were. You can’t stay like this—it’s destroying you.”
But Adrien’s looking back out the window, at the darkness of the sky beyond. “I have to transform,” he says quietly. When he clenches his hand around his ring, Plagg notices the trembling there.
“As Chat Noir, right?” Plagg asks.
Adrien smiles at him and nods, but there’s a blankness in his gaze. “Plagg, claws out,” he says.
The person who stands in his place is Cat Walker. (It’s the only thing he could remember how to do.)
~*~
“Minou,” Loveybug says, smiling over at him one evening. “What’s your favorite pastry flavor?”
After a long moment of silence—in which Cat Walker simply stares into the distance, his mask shifting and his eyes narrowing, a frown deepening across his face—he says, “Apricot, I think.”
Loveybug stares at him a little, something questioning but amused in her gaze. “You… think?”
Cat Walker shifts and pulls his hands behind his back, pushes his shoulders out straight beside him with considerable effort, and tries not to shake as he smiles at Loveybug. “No, I—I know. Apricot is my favorite.”
The amusement drops from her expression. As Loveybug continues to stare, still looking at him as if she still has questions, Cat Walker’s smile begins to thin and his shoulders shudder and the muscles in his back tighten, tighten, tighten, and then something in him—it snaps. He steps back to cover the movement, to cover the fast drop of his shoulders, the way his hands have curled up but aren’t grabbing at each other (because they’re ablaze, there’s spiderwebs of pain lighting themselves aflame at the effort it’s taking him to hold himself together—) and he shrugs, still trying to cover up the misstep he can’t remember, and he turns the focus back on her.
“And… yours? What’s your favorite pastry flavor?”
And unlike the other people Adrien’s had to deal with, unlike everyone else (except, of course, his friends) who welcomes the change in focus, the shift towards them, unlike everyone else who jumps at the chance to talk about themselves, Loveybug is still looking at him like she can see through him. She’s still focused on him. She’s still—she hasn’t—she’s—
“Strawberry. Are you okay, minou?”
We’re talking about you, here, not me, he wants to say, his heart stuttering in his chest. For a moment, he can’t breathe. She didn’t take the bait, he thinks.
“W-what do you like about the strawberry ones? I’ve… never tried them,” he says with his thin smile and his trembling form. Please, can we just focus on you? he wants to ask.
“I’ll bring you some next time,” she says, and she takes a step closer. “Are you okay?”
He draws himself up tightly, clenches everything within him together, holds himself up despite the pain that’s radiating from the joints in his fingers, up through his wrists, elbows, shoulders; he continues to smile, too, even as the thing shakes and is as paper-thin as he feels right now. “Yes,” he says, and nods, just a little, as if to reassure her all the more. “I’m plenty fine. How—how are you?” he asks.
Loveybug takes a step closer to him. “I’m a little sad.”
“How come?” he asks, latching onto this with the force of a drowning man to land and oxygen. He softens his expression into one of concern, feeling the measure appropriate and doing so with the practiced ease of a machine. But he still takes a small, stuttering step away from her.
“A friend of mine isn’t doing well,” she says softly, and when he meets her gaze for a brief moment, he feels the weight of her devotion and care for this person. She takes another step forward, tilts her head at him. There’s—there really is, he realizes with a start, he isn’t just imagining it—tears in her eyes.
There’s a hand at his throat, Cat Walker feels. He can’t speak, thinking about how much she’s hurting over her friend’s wellbeing. He just nods and locks his limbs into a ramrod straight position, as if this will hold him up beneath the weight of her feelings.
“He… isn’t doing well, and it’s quite apparent. But he still insists on telling me he’s fine,” Loveybug says softly, clasping her hands before her. She takes another step closer to him and smiles a little, although it’s wobbly. “Do you have any advice?”
Cat Walker takes a halting breath and shakes his head. “I-I don’t know,” he manages, taking another step back. “M-maybe he’s afraid.”
“Of what?” Loveybug asks, her smile slipping into an expression so wholly, so deeply concerned. “Of… me?”
He stumbles. “No!” he says. “No,” he repeats, quieter, smaller. “I can’t imagine anyone would be afraid of… you. You’re you.”
“Then what’s he afraid of?” Loveybug asks, taking that last step into his bubble and leaning forward so that her face is two, three inches from his. Her expression is still one of concern, but it’s also one that seems to almost ask him… what he’s afraid of.
Cat Walker stops. His whole body begins to tremble, to shake, and his expression slips away and all he can feel is a sort of cavity he can’t explain, opening up within his chest. Inwardly, he searches for the word—it’s almost empty, to him, this cavity, but it’s heavy, too. He can’t call it understanding, because he still—he doesn’t think he understands what she means, what she’s not quite saying. He must be wrong. He—he must be interpreting things incorrectly. He’s overthinking it, reading too much into her expression, he’s sure. He must be. (But the cavity stays there, opening his chest up wide. The girl before him is a doctor, examining the black ash dusting his organs, his ribs, the very husk that he has become.)
Tears well up in his eyes. “I… don’t know. Maybe he… maybe he can’t… remember,” he whispers. “Maybe he doesn’t know, not anymore.”
Loveybug reaches out and puts one hand on his chest (right over the opening in his chest—if she looks at her fingers when she pulls away, she’ll find ash on them (he’s always bleeding, always leaking, always getting himself on everyone else (he’s an open wound, he’s marking every place he’s ever been with remains of who he’s been (but even if he could retrace his steps, he doesn’t think he’d find himself again) and takes her other hand, ghosting her fingertips along his shoulder, turning her hand around the shape of his arm and pulling, ever so gently, at his arm, until his shaking hand is right out there between them for them both to see.
“You’re not fine,” she whispers. The hand on his chest slides up over his suit, over his neck, to tilt his head so he’s looking at her. “You’re not okay, minou,” she says, and there’s tears in her eyes. His own tears are a reflection of hers—they’re mirrors of each other, him and her. He’s only seeing this now.
“I’m fine,” he says, like a last ditch effort to keep himself together, to hold himself in one piece.
Loveybug doesn’t say anything, but she puts both her hands around his and presses her thumbs along each of his fingers, rubbing back and forth and up and down and around and around in circles. She then presses kisses there—to each of his knuckles, to the joints in his fingers, and there’s a warmth to it that’s soothing, that has him hunching over their hands, that has the tears in his eyes slipping over his mask, that has him shaking in her grasp once more, but not because of the pain and not because of the instability. He’s not been cared for quite like this, not in a long time.
At least, not that he can remember.
~*~
When Adrien plays the piano, now, after months of being Cat Walker, there’s a lot of pausing. He plays a few notes, starts off strong, and then he misses one—either because his finger didn’t come up from the previous note or it did but it won’t come back down, or because he forgets which note is next. Sometimes he’s playing and he stops—he looks up, he’s scanning the page, looking for the note he’s on, that he missed, that he has to play next, but he’s suddenly not sure where exactly he stopped, and when he looks back down at the keys, he starts to wonder what he’s even playing. And then, by the time he’s figured out what he’s playing and he’s ready to start, he’s trying to figure out why he’s even attempting to play this song, but there’s—there’s no answer to that. He can’t find the answer anywhere around him. And his chest opens a little wider at this. And some ash falls onto the keys and his fingers as he shakes his head and frowns, and then there’s tears in his eyes and he’s suddenly grabbing at his head, pulling at his hair, just wanting to remember what he’s doing, why he’s doing it, and how to do it right. The only thing he can remember is that he had wanted to finish the song, make it perfect. The only thing he can remember is that he could, before—he could have made it perfect, before he was like this. But he can’t hold a thought for long enough to try and remember what it is, exactly, that caused this, that made him so forgetful and afraid and sad and in so much pain.
And he’s crying, crying, sobbing into his hands and the ashy piano keys, wondering if he’ll ever get another chance to make the song perfect again. He’s crying, wondering if he’ll remember how to make it perfect. He’s crying, wondering if he’ll remember why he’d even wanted it perfect in the first place, if he’ll remember why he’s always telling Loveybug he’s fine when he’s not, if he’ll ever remember who he was before this and what he had to feel to be able to transform into himself—Chat Noir, Adrien—again.
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fandom is so fun and cool!!! except if you are a “yes and no” or a “sure, but also” or “well it depends” kind of guy. then it’s like being crushed by the walls of that trash compacter from Star Wars while you try to establish a fragile stronghold in the garbage heap between them
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The Agreste household cordially invites you to attend our first annual event celebrating the relationship between Gabriel and Emilie Agreste, and their assistant Nathalie Sancoeur.
The event is sponsored by the Sangreste Soirée Discord server and spans the week of Monday July 6th to Sunday July 12th, with July 8th as the official Sangreste Day.
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