things I need to get out

Feels kind of stupid to call myself a McLennon shipper because my feelings about the situation have nothing to do with wishing those guys were in love. That's just some shit that actually happened. You don't "become" a shipper you just get McLennonpilled and realize everyone else is living in the heterobeatle matrix

I don’t “remember” facts and history about The Beatles, I’m haunted by them

very strange to be a fan of a "classic" thing bc like. its overrated. its underrated. everyone knows OF it but its a toss up if theyve actually ever engaged with it. you want to talk to everyone about how good it is but its so culturally ingrained that everyone waves off your glowing review as "well duh, its [classic thing]". its dismissed and overlooked BECAUSE it is so good. you cant find anyone to talk to about it except for deranged ppl on tumblr bc the masses havent actively thought about it in 30 years. its been referenced in every form of media since it released. no one gives it a second thought. youre going crazy.

i think when u clean your house it should stay clean forever. what do u mean i have to do it again

dude you look so masc wallowing in your misery like that

no dude it's so cool how attached you are to that character who is singled out and ostracized due to the external monstrousness that clashes with their internal spark of humanity. and i love how drawn you are to themes of horror and love, nature versus nurture, otherness, isolation, and the abject. i bet you have normal feelings about your own personhood

normalize being dogshit amateur at your special interests and hyperfocuses. no more autistic savants. yes i am very into that topic no i am not good at it. we exist <3