β’ I'll always be by your side β’ (Jikook au)
Omegas have always been delicate.
Omega Jimin struggles due to some hate comments, thankfully alpha Jungkook and his members are there for him.
Jiminβs POV
Iβve always struggled with peopleβs comments, thatβs why when I posted on Twitter a pic I was a little insecure of, I soon checked the post searching for the comments which were too many. Even if I posted that just a hour ago, my post had already more than one million likes and I was too happy about it because ARMY was my reason to be what I was, but then I looked to the comments and even if there was too much love, my eyes just got stuck only on a particular part of them, the hate comments. As I finished to read them all, tears began to fill my eyes but I couldnβt cry in a place where anyone else could hear me, even if they were my friends. So, I tried to calm down and get back to the reality.
Authorβs POV
Meanwhile, Jin had just finished to prepare breakfast and called the members to inform them that the food was ready. Then one by one they came down in the kitchen, just smiling brightly once they saw the delicious dishes they had in front of them but Jimin was only staring at his plate with a sad gaze.
Jin asked βHey Jimin, you havenβt touched your plate, are you okay? Is something boring you?β
Jinβs POV
Jimin looked at me and I saw how his expression immediately changed once he understood that everyoneβs attention was on him and then answered βIβm fine hyung, I just have a little stomach ache, donβt worryβ. But I wasnβt convinced by his words, something definitely happened yet I just answered βMhm, I see, then try to eat something and Iβll give a pill for your stomachβ. I didnβt want to constrict him to confess his problems, but Iβll surely show my support.
Time skip
I could see that everyone was worried for him, concern etched on their faces but I couldnβt blame them, Jimin was becoming pale and didnβt smile like before. The most touched among the members was Jungkook, he continued to send Jimin worry gazes and even if they were pretty close, he never left his side, maybe he knew something which is unbeknownst to us.
Authorβs POV
In fact, after that breakfast Jungkook spoke to Jimin βJimin, something is bothering you, am I right?β, Jimin left a soft sigh βYes Kook, but donβt worry, I can deal with it, it isnβt something bigβ βBut you know that you can always ask for help if you need it? I donβt want you to suffer alone for any reasonβ βYes, I do. Thank you Kookie for everythingβ.
Days after, Jimin continued to avoid eating with everyone and stayed too much time in the practice room never getting breaks even if he was tired.
Jiminβs POV
Itβs been two weeks since I started my diet, but Iβve never checked my weight since that day, so I decided to check it but in that moment I was in the practice room and it was 2 am. I started to return home and during the walk I started to feel the chill in my body but I continued my path and in 20 minutes I was there. I expected that everyone was sleeping so I went immediately in my room trying to be as quiet as possible, not seeing Suga-hyung on the couch.
I entered the bathroom and did a quick shower, then I checked my weight afraid of seeing the result and it was 52 kg, the last time it was 58 kg, but it wasnβt enough for me, I needed to lose more. I changed my clothes and went to bed, I didnβt sleep because I watched some videos searching for those comments which brought me in that situation, I know that everyone told me to not see them, but I couldnβt because I was loosing weight and gradually reaching my goal.
My alarm rang and only then I noticed it was 6 oβclock, I panicked because I knew my eyes would have been red for my lack of sleep so I washed my face trying to resolve that problem. Then I came downstairs because we had a photoshoot at 7 am so I knew that the others would have been awake and I was right but when they saw me concern appeared on their face.
Jungkookβs POV
I was in the kitchen with Taehyung-hyung and Suga-hyung, who was telling me and V-hyung how he saw Jimin-hyung coming back home at 2 am even if he told us he would have come back earlier, and I was worried about this because Iβve ended up seeing him only at work and I really missed him. While I was listening to the conversation, Jimin-hyung entered the kitchen and the first thing I saw were his red eyes, did he cry? I suddenly got up and immediately went to him βJimin-hyung, are you ok? Why are your eyes so red?β
He seemed surprised but then answered βIβm fine Kookie, I didnβt sleep well last nightβ, I thought he wasnβt sayingg everything but I still decided to give him a small nod and a little smile. He seemed relieved that I didnβt ask more questions, I hope heβll be okay.
Authorβs POV
All the members were reunited in the kitchen, each one was eating toasts except from Jimin who was only drinking his coffee. βJimin, will you be okay with only that coffee? We have a lot to do todayβ Suga said but Jimin brush off his concern and answered βYes, donβt worry, Iβll eat something during the dayβ, but everyone knew that it wasnβt true.
Days after, the members finally had a day off and decided to go to the beach.
RMβs POV
Finally weβll have a day off, I was very tired from the practice, I love music but I also love resting a bit.
I was talking to the members and we all wanted to go to the beach but Jimin, who has been quiet all the day said βIβm going to stay here, I donβt feel like going to the beachβ, everyone was shocked by that phrase because Jimin loved going to the beach but I immediately said βIf you donβt want to go there, we can do something else, I want to spend my day off with you allβ and everyone nodded.
βNamjoon-hyung, donβt worry Iβll go with you all to the beachβ βYou donβt have to-β βDonβt worry Namjoon-hyungβ
I could see the panic in Jiminβs eyes I couldnβt say a word because suddenly Jimin got up and said βIβm going to the bathroomβ.
Jiminβs POV
When the members mentioned the beach I panicked, my mind was full of thoughts and doubts but at the end of the conversation I felt I couldnβt breath so I went to the bathroom. I knew I was having a panic attack but I couldnβt search for help, I was crying so hard but I didnβt noticed it until my shirt was wet due to my tears.
I couldnβt breath, help, help, please help me, I was too scared and suddenly without I could even figure out how, my omega called for his alpha βJungkook-ah, Alpha!β
But I was understanding less and less than before.
Authorβs POV
βJungkook-ah, Alpha!β Suddenly a heartbreaking scream rang out in the dorm and Jungkookβs alpha came out totally for the first time, his scent grew stronger, his eyes became red, sign that his wolf had taken the control. Immediately he ran towards the bathroom, the need to comfort his omega was becoming stronger with every second.
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