synthesis

hi! i'm rahillah. i used to go by the name aris for about two years, but that was just an alias i used because i didn't want any of my real life friends to find me here. i got into kpop secretly and, well, i wasn't going to let my friends tease me so i never told anyone about it. these past two and a half years i've spent on the blog as an inspirit and then an exo fan (i refuse to call myself an exo-l) but nowadays with school and real world commitments, i haven't had the time to be in a fandom. this year especially, i've come to terms that being afraid of embarrassment is really not worth my time, so i've started to become a little more open about the things i like! being more confident in myself has let me appreciate my social life a lot more and in turn, spend less time on the internet, which is definitely a good thing, but i can't help feeling a little sad that i've been neglecting this blog. but that's the natural order of things right? we just grow out of our interests to find something new.

so i guess what i'm really saying by typing all this crap is, i'm ready to say goodbye to this blog. i know most of you who read this will be pretty confused -- i didn't make a lot of friends during my time here and not many people here know me. but goodbye anyway! i won't be deleting this blog or anything, but i won't be coming back to it. i'll occasionally pop by on another blog, oozing, and you can follow it if you'd like!

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Me: YOU'RE A GOOD BOY!