Bryzoid

DARK PHANTASMA

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visual language -- ways of seeing. 2020©

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you love, but you don't stay. why would you do that. why would you abandon the thing that holds you dearly. why do you linger around when you had no intention to stay. why do you think it’s okay to leave a broken heart forever.

play me like one of your favorite song. i know i might not be your favorite forever, but at least i was for a moment.

Wildfire

Loving you isn’t a switch on and off button. Doesn’t mean if i don’t wanna do it anymore, i’ll just quit and walk away. I’ve reached till the point of love and trust that in situations like this, I would comply and compromise with you whole heartedly. Sorry, sometimes my emotion shows cause i am sensitive, i care for us and im attached to you. But i can be independent if i have to. Will this make me love you less? No, it will not. I still love you the same as always. I don’t know what is our purpose together but i definitely know that we crossed path for something greater. It’s so rare to find someone like you, and that’s one reason why i cherish and appreciate you so much. You’re always in my mind, heart and soul. Just remember i can feel you wherever you are. xx

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It’s easy to feel vulnerable when people aren’t able to communicate and connect with you the way you need it. and it’s so hard to digest the silence as the reflection of your worth. but the truth is the way people operate is not about you. most people are caught up in their own responsibilities and struggles that the thought of checking out on others doesn’t cross their mind. they aren’t blatantly bad or uncaring— they’re just self-focused. and that’s okay. it just means those people aren’t very good at looking beyond their own world. but the fact that you are— that despite you’re overwhelmed by darkness, you have the strength to share your love and light with others is encouraging. your work isn’t to change who you are; it’s to find people who are able to give you the connection you need. because despite what you feel, you’re not too much. you’re thoughtful and empathetic. with or without anyone’s acknowledgement, you are enough.

we always get the misconception that time is everything. time will heal, time will reorganise life— but they are only delusions, if you don’t do anything within the time frame. it takes other efforts to compliment ‘time’ to get to where you want to be.

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there’s a fine line between reality and dreams. in the midst of it all, we need genuine souls to keep us grounded and bring us back to earth every time we drift away.

- shot with Fujifilm X-T20

10. Let love be spoken in its purest form instead of money and materialistic things. what enhances love is how you treat and care for someone physically & emotionally— to make them feel safe, comfortable and the ability for them to just be their true self.

In the heat of the summer, Tokyo 2018