Broken Beta

it was no accident.

you keep me sharp and test my worth in blood.

you've got me in a chokehold.

it's all the same to me.

it makes no difference.

i've seen my days unfold.

i've done the impossible.

show me that which i cannot see, even if it hurts me.

show me the way.

you've got my body.

raise me up again.

take me past the edge.

i want to see the other side.

won't you show me what it's like?

did i mistake you for a sign from god?

are you really here to cast me off?

maybe you're here just to turn me on.

i would be lying if i told you that i didn't wish i could be your man.

you won't ever have to talk about it.

i was more than just a body in your passenger seat.

you were more than just somebody i was destined to meet.

i see you go half-blind when you're looking at me.

you gave me nothing whatsoever.

you say you want me, but you know i'm not what you need.

you sit there acting like you know me.

if you had a problem, then you should've told me.

keep an eye on the road.

i can't get enough.

no wonder my ears are still ringing.

you have become the voice in my head.

my life is torn.

are you in pain like i am?

will the pain stop if we go deeper?

i wanna go where nobody else will ever go.

there is always something in the way i wanna have you to myself for once.

you take what you want, then leave.

who made you like this?

tell me you met me in past lives.

won't you come and dance in the dark with me?

anything's better than the way i feel right now.

you make me wish i could disappear.

don't you know i was trying to hold back the darkness?

are you really okay?

you woke me up one night, dripping crimson on the carpet.

i saw it in your eyes.

don't you know i could see it in you even now?

i cannot fix your wounds this time.

i don't believe you when you tell me you are fine.

please don't hurt yourself again.

why are you never real?

i am trembling with fear.

this scar will never fade.

just let me go or take me with you.

do you wish that you loved me?

is there something you give that you will never receive in return?

do you know what it is?

are you trying to live like everything is a lesson to learn?

can you ever forgive yourself?

do you ever believe that we can turn into different people?

it's getting harder to be myself.

for so long, i have waited.

i don't wanna get in your way.

touch me again.

you have got your hooks in me.

you get what you give.

i can hear you say my name.

no one told you where to go.

i'm a waking hell and the gods grow tired.

i need you to see me for what i have become.

we've no idea what we've got until we lose it.

it was no accident.

give me five whole minutes.

call me when you get the chance.

do you remember me?

do you still believe that nothing else matters?

the night belongs to you.

i must be someone new.

Send me Ⓐ and my muse will rate yours:

Attractiveness:

repulsive || hideous || ugly || not attractive || unappealing || not unattractive || meh || no preference || ok || mildly attractive || nice looking || cute || adorable || attractive || pleasant on the eyes || good looking || hot || sexy || beautiful || gorgeous || hot damn || would tap that || perfect || godlike || holy fuck there are no words

Personality:

grating || irritating || frustrating || boring || confusing at best || awkward || unreasonable || psychotic || disturbing || interesting || engaging || affectionate || aggressive || ambitious || anxious || artistic || bad tempered || bossy || charismatic || appealing || unappealing || creative || courageous || dependable || unreliable || unpredictable || predictable || devious || dim || extroverted || introverted ||  egotistical || gregarious || fabulous || impulsive || intelligent || sympathetic || talkative || up beat || peaceful || calming || badass || flexible

How likely they would have sex with them:

not if they were the last person on earth and the world was ending || fuck no! || never || no way || not likely || not sure || indifferent || I’m asexual || maybe || probably || it depends || fairly likely || likely || yeah sure || yes || would tap that || hell yes || fuck yes! || wishing that could happen right now || as many times as possible || we are already having sex

Level of Friendship:

never in a million years || worst of enemies || enemies || rivals || indifferent || neutral || acquaintance || friendly toward each other || casual friends || friends || good friends || best friends || fuck buddies || bosom buddies || practically the same person || would die for them || true friends || my only friend ||

First impression of them:

I hate them so much || I don’t like them || I don’t trust them || they annoy me || they’re weird || I’m indifferent || meh || they seem alright || they’re growing on me || truce || I think I like them || I like them || I’m not sure if I trust them || I trust them || they’re cool || they’re genuine || I think we’re going to get along || I really like them || I think I’m in love || oh fuck they’re hot || I love them

Current impression of them:

I hate them so much || I don’t like them || I don’t trust them || they annoy me || they’re weird || I’m indifferent || meh || they seem alright || they’re growing on me || truce || I think I like them || I like them || I’m not sure if I trust them || I trust them || they’re cool || they’re genuine || I think we’re going to get along || I really like them || I think I’m in love || oh fuck they’re hot || I love them

How good of a kisser:

worst kisser ever || terrible || bad || awkward || just okay || alright || pretty good || good || makes me moan || excellent || exciting || oh god they’re good || I dream about it || fucking amazing || absolute perfection || we haven’t kissed

so? what did they say?

are you going to tell me what really happened?

who was that?

where were you?

sorry, i ask a lot of questions.

i ask because i care.

i want to know if you're okay.

when did that start up again?

i thought you weren't seeing them anymore?

care to explain what you're doing here?

answer my question.

you're not telling me the truth.

what's wrong with a few questions?

what is going on over here?

i'm going to get to the bottom of this.

something's not right here.

when did you tell me that?

what on earth is that thing?

listen. did you hear that?

you just expect me to sit here and not ask questions?

i need to know what's going on.

there's something fishy going on around here.

no one will answer any of my questions.

what are you?

where did you come from?

who said you could do that?

when did you get back into town?

who told you that?

you're not telling me the truth.

i don't trust them.

there's more to this story.

i need answers.

that's all you're going to give me?

when were you planning to tell me the truth?

what's up with you?

who hurt you?

who did this to you?

why did we stop talking?

why did you stop answering my calls?

when were you going to tell me about this?

i'll ask the same question again and again if i have to.

you're not leaving here without telling me the truth.

i have to get to the bottom of this.

they're all lying to me.

this isn't right.

this doesn't feel right.

they're hiding something.

you're hiding something.

i ask questions because i'm curious.

i'd like to hear more about your trip.

are these questions bothering you?

i'm just asking. you don't have to answer.

i need to find out what's happening.

i'm not just going to sit here and let bad things happen.

but that's not true, is it?

you're lying to me.

i know the truth.

were you trying to cover your ass with that lie?

i'm always asking questions. it's what i do.

i'm a naturally curious person.

oh, i was just wondering.

"You need a hug?"

"Need me to kiss it better?"

"Need me to do that for you?"

"Have you been sleeping okay?"

"I'll handle this, you go sit down."

"I'm here for you, no matter what."

"Look at me, look at me… it's okay."

"You getting cold? Need a blanket?"

"They did what?? I'll get the shovel."

"You're burning up, do you feel okay?"

"Nope, sit back down, You're not okay."

"No, don't put yourself down like that…"

"I'm going to bring you something to eat."

"Don't worry, I remembered the band-aids."

"It's okay to cry, I'm not going to judge you."

"Of course I care about you, why wouldn't I?"

"You're enough. You've always been enough."

"Of course you can get a cuddle, come here!"

"You shouldn't let them talk to you like that…"

"I brought you some tea for your sore throat."

"You're okay. You're totally okay. Deep breath."

"Please just listen to me and take it easy today."

"Are you doing okay? You seem really stressed?"

"Everything's gonna be okay, I'll make sure of it."

"C'mon, let's get you to bed. You look exhausted."

"Hey, if you ever need anything, call me. I mean it."

"Don't worry, I'll cover this. You can buy next time."

"I brought you something to eat. You looked hungry."

"Hey, deep breath. It's not as big and bad as it seems."

"Do you need me to fight them for you? Because I will."

"I'll be a shoulder to cry on, however literally you need."

"You getting too warm? Need something cold to drink?"

"Brought some more tissues and snacks, feeling any better?"

"You're overextending yourself, don't you think? Let me help."

"I believe in you. You can do this. And I'll be right behind you."

"I'll take care of everything. Your only job is getting better, alright?"

"I saw these at the store and remembered you really liked them, so…"

"You don't need to apologize to me. It's not a burden looking after you."

"You're gonna give me grey hairs, making me worry about you like this."

"You're doing your best. I'm not going to ask any more of you than that."

"You don't need to prove yourself to me. I already know you're amazing."

"I don't need you looking after me, I need you to worry about yourself, okay?"

“Save me, save me.”

“It’s a lonely place to be.”

“In my dreams, she is here.”

“I know he’s waiting for me.”

“I have seen. And I believe.”

“I soar every time you smile.”

“But, be not afraid, my child.”

“I am afraid the world is new.”

“But, I will try to find my way.”

“I’ve been waiting for so long…”

“While you sleep, dream of me.”

“I have offered all I have to give.”

“I have given everything for you.”

“I have held you for the last time.”

“Do you want me to say ‘please’?”

“Fly away from here, far from me.”

“I do not know what I must try to do.”

“Now the hunger grows too strong…”

“I hold on to what you promised me.”

“I’m scared of what’s inside my head.”

“I imagined myself with the perfect life.”

“Since the first time I saw you, I knew…”

“Fear is suffocating me. I can’t breathe.”

“The end is calling. Our time has come.”

“I feel like I’m running, but getting nowhere.”

“I had a dream of love and blissful happiness.”

“I’m running out of time… too late for me, I fear.”

“It is done. I have decided. No going back, now.”

“Hate me. Break me. Let me feel as hurt as you.”

“I come to you in sorrow and with a broken heart.”

“I wonder if you know how much you mean to me?”

“Moving forward at a pace that my rivals cannot face.”

“No length I wouldn’t go to, to give you my protection.”

“I have built myself a throne, and a kingdom of my own.”

“And all the while I watch you, amazed by your perfection.”

“I soar every time you smile… and worry whenever you cry.”

“Push me. Crush me. But, promise me you’ll never let us go.”

Pretentious & Poetic Sentences, Vol. 10

(Pretentious sentences from various sources for muses that like to speak in grandiose sentences. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"How many scattered corpses will you leave in your bloody wake before your life has run its course?"

"I want to liberate your truest self: the beast that prowls around your heart."

"What would we not to do defeat death?"

"We've all done things to survive. There are such sins on my back it would kill me to turn around."

"I think that time can only be fully understood by an observer with a godlike gift of infinite regression."

"They say that a man is never so weak, so defenceless against suffering, as when he is in love."

"Evil only attacks where there's a soul that's vulnerable."

"There is prodigious strength in sorrow and despair."

"The arrow of time points in one direction."

"Death can be a sublime experience."

"I'm not the man you knew. There's blood on my teeth, and in my soul, I think."

"I am not a creation of the antique pastoral world. I am modernity personified."

"The heaviness you're carrying has its own gravitational pull."

"Every Caesar must have his Brutus."

"There is a time for truth and a time, not for lies, but for silence."

"How many thousands of years has man been living an illusion?"

"Death may beget life, but oppression can beget nothing other than itself."

"You pass yourself off as a puppy in a raincoat, happily running around the yard, digging holes in the garden. Only, you're laying a minefield, not wagging your tail."

"What is a ghost? Is it a presence that prowls our bed chambers when we turn down the lights? Or is it a memory that roams the dark corridors of our mind?"

"It is often when one least expects it that fate arrives at our door. We can't foresee it any more than we can escape it. No matter how hard we run or hide, fate, like death, will always find us."

"The winner in all wars decides the truth."

"Because I murder with will and not like a blind animal, you think me a monster. Yet, how many corpse have you left in your wake?"

"We all dream of being a child again, even the worst of us. Perhaps the worst most of all."

"How did I miss the moment that you sold your soul?"

"No one can change a story once it's been told."

"It's one thing to yearn for something, but quite another to find the strength to achieve it."

"Kindness is hypocrisy."

“Mmm, I lied.”

“I ain’t lonely, are you?“

“I don’t want to lose you.”

“I ain’t lonely, I’m long lost.”

“Do you love me anymore?“

“Oh, where did the time go?”

“I’ve a tale or two to tell you.”

“There’s a secret to this town.”

“Don’t laugh, you’ll make me cry.”

“There’s a debt or two I owe you.”

“In my mind, you’re mine forever.”

“We’ll go wild and seize the night.”

“Come on and meet me in the city.”

“I ain’t never seen you look so sad.”

“All messed up, with nowhere to go.”

“I went looking and it drove me mad.”

“I made a life out of chasing a ghost.”

“If forever gets lonely, take my hand.”

“Taking it slow, but it all goes quickly.”

“You and me are gonna paint this town.”

“Everybody lies, but I’ll never doubt you.”

“I swear, this time around, I’m gonna stay.”

“Get your courage up and drink this down.”

“What does it mean if it all means nothing?“

“Try though I might, I was never a believer.”

“If you ever get lonely, please let me know.”

“Am I not the one you wanna love forever?“

“You look like hell and you smell like death.”

“Forget the life you had and don’t look back.”

“I can’t erase the day that I went and left you.”

“Oh, we really should have left here long ago.”

“So much to say, but my words mean nothing.”

“I dream most every night that I never left you.”

“Am I not the one you’re dreaming of, my angel?“

“The sky doesn’t care what my poor heart wants.”

“I’ve been lost before, and I’m lost again, I guess.”

“Get your courage up and take the highway down.”

“Send me to the mountains, let me go free forever.”

“I don’t want to lose you. I would change it if I could.”

“I’ve got a place in the world, and I found out where.”

“Gonna fly through my life ‘til  I crash into the ending.”

“I’m going way out where the world will never find me.”

“I told you I could never love somebody else, but I lied.”

“If you ever want to see my face again, I want to know.”

“It’s hard to make friends when you’re half in the grave.”

“I tried to change my ways and walk the line you follow.”

“If you never want to see my face again, I’ll understand.”

“I swore that I’d become a better man for you and I tried.”

“If our love is so wrong, tell me, why does it feel so right?“

“I told you I’d be coming back, again, for you, but I’m not.”

“I have travelled many miles, I don’t wanna walk no more.”

“Love me like you used to, and I’ll praise you like I should.”

“I got along for a while, I guess, but it took everything I had.”

“When I open up your door, will you know me from the rest?“

“Love me if you choose to, though you say that I’m no good.”

“Every road and every highway led me right back to your door.”

“I’ll be running through the forest, dancing in the fields like this.”

“Leave me where the light pours down through the trees like rain.”

“Lay me in the tall-grown grass in a shallow grave. Let it have me.”

“I might stay in my mind just for a couple of years, face all my fears.”

“Let it wash over me like a flood, let it ease my pain. Let it drown me.”

“Lord, I know I’ve made mistakes, but I am different now, I’ve changed.”

“I gotta find a way out of this mess. I’m in trouble and it sure looks bad.”

“You’re tired of me, I’m tired of you, so turn around and leave me to myself.”

“There’s a reason why I’m still living here, though I can’t think of it right now.”

“Wasting my days with my mind on the future, and my past like a chain that won’t ever let me go.”

“People are loved.”

“I needed someone.”

“I don’t think you did.”

“Let thеse ones sleep.”

“And death didn’t wait.”

“I needed some blood.”

“Was I always like this?“

“No one holds my hand.”

“I hear the laughing, still.”

“Did you hold me wrong?”

“I just had to renounce you.”

“He took so much from you.”

“In fact, I find it quite hopeful.”

“They could see it from below.”

“And they don’t seem to mind.”

“So crave something you hate.”

“It’s too late. I don’t understand.”

“You say you’re afraid of sleeping.”

“So come lay down in the soft ground.”

“You are cursed to see the best in him.”

“Oh, hon, stay here as long as you like.”

“And I promise you have nothing to fear.”

“No one holds my hand like she used to.”

“I’ll tell you what my grandfather told me.”

“I don’t want a part in this and I don’t care.”

“I don’t think I can love like anybody wants.”

“You’ve got еnough to get on with the living.”

“Has it come to an end? All of your love for me?”

“I’ll never forget when you said something wise.”

“All the men who said they loved me, but they lied.”

“What could have been, had you not turned to sin…”

“It’s not the dead that you’ve got to worry about, my dear.”

“Where do I spend my time? Among the dead, I’m a local.”

“You said you’d love me to death, but now that death’s come.”

“The only thing that holds me now, like she used to, is thе ground.”

“How you fell in love with your reflection in the water, I’ll never know.”

“There’s enough trouble above the earth, so don’t fret ‘bout what’s underneath.”

trouble ahead.

looks like we're doing this!

we're getting good at this!

let's try to keep quiet and not disturb that thing.

i can't believe this café is hidden inside all the crowds and chaos. i love it!

so many things you could buy. how do you choose?

what was there before? does anyone even remember?

everyone helped out.

you shouldn't worry at all.

wish we had a few of those.

it changes every day.

some get killed, some go missing. some just leave.

you don't see your family or friends?

you must miss them.

i sure didn't expect that.

is that really enough punishment?

i know him. knew him, i mean, when we were kids.

i wonder if there's a basement.

kinda weird, isn't it?

this... changes everything.

nice room you have here.

i can't believe it. we're meeting!

um... what should i call you?

i'll catch up on sleep later.

i have a question. about undead.

that's amazing! and really bad of course.

i think we should prove it.

it feels weird. different. from other magic.

i'm not sure i'd like that.

when i went out there, i could feel it. somewhere.

you won't believe what i found yesterday.

too bad we can't ask.

i'll remember not to ask about that.

what do you think of it?

i'm making progress!

it's mostly a survival thing.

oh, i heard about that.

that would be a nightmare!

i knew you'd catch that.

is this difficult for you?

how do you know literally everyone?

the world must be a little broken, but you can't just erase it to start over.

i was so careful! did i miss a spot?

i have some questions for you!

you both seem pretty happy about it.

you know what? i wish you could, too.

you don't have to answer if you don't want to.

you'd be surprised.

my father taught me about every deadly plant. mostly to keep me from eating them, i think.

i was wondering something.

thanks again for dinner last night.

there's a sequel? have you read it?

i took a lot of notes while you were away.

thank you. really. you're a good friend. a really, really good friend.

old habits die hard.

what kind of traps?

This is an oc x canon safe zone.