brunnette chaos

I swear I’m not crazy until I remember that not everyone rebrands their entire life at least once a week and create a whole pinterest board for that new version of themselves… never mind

questioning myself because what do you mean I trust the signs from some tarot reader on youtube more than I trust myself? like, I literally just picked a deck because I liked the color lol, but I believe every single thing they say like a little kid.

Uuugghhhh, to be a naturally chic, niche girl, like—because if I tried to be that, it would look horribly forced, but she’s just there, n angel with her wired headphones, carrying the perfect vintage bag that you’d never be lucky enough to find in a thrift store in a million years, and her little novel about god knows what.

I’m tired of living in a body I don’t feel comfortable in. It doesn’t reflect who I am at all.