sewn together

hey, this is my blog. my names spider, or ryan, either are fine. my pronouns are strictly he/him, and im 18. i enjoy writing and consuming dead dove content.

i write for mcr, fob, p!atd, and related decaydance members.

this is my sideblog, so if i decide to follow back it’ll be from my main account, sorry. writing, and this account, is a very casual hobby of mine, i write for asks i find interesting or for ideas i want to post — if i don’t like your ask, i will simply delete it. it’s not personal. try again later.

my asks are perpetually open, either for drabbles or just interactions. i love talking to you guys.

this account is mostly, but not strictly dead dove and all that encompasses it. you’re responsible for the content you consume. mdni. i will block you.

ill write just about anything. i don’t have hard limits. though, again, if im put off by your ask i will delete it.

note: tags for members are marked accordingly. ex: gerard way —> #gw. other tags are self explanatory, but #spider is demented consists of my personal writing and thoughts.

no thoughts just meanie frank punishing reader :3 so so so happy you're back!

bloody kisses

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i missed you blood anon!! im so happy to be back!!!

i think frank would go too far punishing in the sense that he’s just a super angry bitch of a guy and uses kink as a cover up for it :P

like even if you sob and give signs that you’re too overwhelmed, he’ll just keep going and say it’s “just pretend” and you’re taking this too seriously and you need to loosen up, literally!! :((

(Can I be 🍏 anon or is that already taken?)

i have so many ideas on older brother’s bestfriend!ryan .. lately ive been thinking about pete’s leaked dick pic ugh.

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awww im glad i can bring you back!! ive missed writing lots, it makes me so happy you keep coming back ^____^

aauuughh i love fat boy abuse time.im so excited.

patrick is so cute and sweet i know he wants to break someones jaw.i want him so badly.and i know its like in almost a second that you begin to think youre a crazy person.

jon met your brother at the start of college earlier last year, and they became attached at the hip overnight. his new spot in the house replaced that of dumb boys, the ones who had known you since you were a kid. but jon didn’t! everything he does impresses you, and you think he’s so cool. he was older than your brother (who already wasn’t much older than you,) and he plays tons of instruments. he even has his own car and apartment! you start touching yourself and humping pillows within days of meeting him, just a mess of whining his name. sometimes you even cry over how bad you need him.

you’re totally not being obvious when you shuffle through everything in your closet trying to find something to wear around him. “jon’s here, can you go put something else on?” your mom gently asks, talking about the cropped band tee you spontaneously just decided to put on the second you heard his voice downstairs. uh, yeah, jon’s here? that’s the point of the fucking shirt?

you ask your brother, shamelessly, “will jon be there?” when invited out to even the simplest shit. why would jon be at the corner store? he’s getting annoyed by your crush, but his newfound bff would never be interested. he hopes that, at least.

you play dumb whenever he comes and waits for your brother at the house. he wouldn’t be home for an hour, at shortest. “my brother should be here any minute now!” you smile and jump to asking about all the stuff he likes. minutes along that conversation, you ask him different questions that make him laugh from awkwardness.

“do you, like… have a girlfriend or boyfriend or…?” was your best question, because he told you no. “do you think i’m attractive?” and “can you teach me how to kiss?” followed in faux naivety. those were your favorite questions because it led to him fucking you on the sofa. he probably felt guilty when simple kisses turned into that, but it’s hard to think about how he’s feeling when you babble through half-sob moans about how much you like him and he’s the only boy who makes you feel good. cute.

this is long and might have typos. ugh. sorry :(

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Like imagine all of Patd as the Cullen Family and him in that rose vest with blood dripping from his lips.

I feel like he would act like Edward Cullen and be all earnest and shit and gatekeep being a vampire from everyone including you.

And he’d be so frustrated when he can’t read your mind and see all the dirty things you think about him so he forces you to tell him every thought.

He’d also fucking watch you in your sleep like Edward bro like I feel like they’d line up so well

-🚬 or \\📺 anon perchance...

ive never seen twilight, unfortunately... i hope i dont get crucified for this.. but i never understood the jacob vs edward thing,, who wouldnt pick the vampire??

i think its cute to imagine him watching you sleep, and since he cant always know your thoughts he'd just read your diary and act like hes just the sweetest, most caring boyfriend ever. turns out hes just an obsessive freak that wants to practically live in your skin.

he'd give you ever gift you barely mention in your writing, and if he ever sees you mentioning anyone too much he'll make sure to isolate you from them so you dont get attached to anyone else :(((

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NOOO im so very sorry to disappoint.i listen to them i just don’t know any of the lore </3

i cant tell if its bad or not because i read too much shit fics

https://archiveofourown.org/series/4876453