IDK

I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

"how am i gonna be an optimist about this?" was actually the craziest thing to have in the chorus of a pop song

maybe growing up is just becoming who you were at 14 again but learning how to love her this time

Oh this got a kick to it!

Imagine never once picturing yourself in something as ordinary as a relationship or domestic life, and then suddenly you’re Andrew Minyard, stopping by a pet store on your way home from practice to buy food for your two cats while your partner cooks dinner waiting for you to get back. and then you’re Neil Josten, waking up early in the morning, rolling over beneath the blankets only to find a blond man standing in the doorway with a towel slung low around his hips and damp hair still dripping from the shower, casually asking, “You want coffee?” and then you don't understand how your life has turned out this way, but you're definitely happy.

apparently youre supposed to perform. they love it when you perform. but it has to be authentic. they hate it when it's not authentic. but you have to perform.

im a fake fan of everything i like because i cant remember anything

We

canaries were used in coalmines due to their incredibly hard beaks, they could break through stone as well as any pickaxe

i do feel somewhat ruined forever. but it’s okay we stay silly