ABBAN IS BÍZNI KEZDEK, AMIBEN NEM LENNE MUSZÁJ

i retract any previous optimism

I'll be like i'm so desperate to live and then i get an opportunity to do something real that real living people do and i go hm mayhaps not thank you✋ I'll try to be kinder to myself though because no one's ever been shamed into being more adventurous

ok well since i said all that other stuff now i have to continue and mention that they called me back, I'm doing a trial shift at that café tomorrow. sorry for freaking out

nobody wants to hire me i'm chopped i can't write good my dearest internet friend is mia i have no way or no idea to reach him i hope he's okay i don't know how to maintain relationships with other friends i feel like I'm not worth keeping in touch with because i don't have anything nice to say or anything to contribute to their lives. plus I'm ashamed of everything i am. we are living separate lives. sometimes i pretend i can access them but it's like that short story looking through the glass of the aquarium at the axolotls trying to understand them and wishing you were the axolotl. have i mentioned i can't write good that's the one that bothers me the most

this interview was so much better😭😭😭😭😭

girls I'm going to be honest before getting into k-pop i was gonna do.. like legit on a conceptual level i was flirting with incredibly niche rpf and not just niche but "doesn't make sense and isn't interesting". but i was going to wring everything out of it. so in a way this is a blessing. just wanted to let y'all know

what's the science behind younger siblings being more beautiful