I really enjoy just existing in hotels. The long identical hallways. The soulless abstract art. The weird noises the air-conditioner makes. Strange city lights in the window. Six stories off the ground. Strangers chatting in the hall. Nothing in the dresser. No past, but an infinite present. 

the older i get the more i realize that you gotta be ready to say goodbye to anything

does anyone know if we've epically defeated fascism by ironically emasculating its figureheads yet

got my lab results back turns out i’m full of rage because i am full of grief

Florence Welch will literally write albums upon albums of music about how she's always felt ostracised from femininity, that it feels for her like a performance she can't escape, and even give a whole interview about her upcoming album being inspired by how a pregnancy almost killed her and how coming to terms with this made her feel alienated from her body and gender..... And STILL the majority of her mainstream fans will still talk about her work like "omg yes divine feminine womanhood queen of fairy girls uwu". I really hate how so many ppl just don't actually listen to music or care about what it's about. The "fairy-ification" of artists like Florence Welch, Hoizer, Fiona Apple, Mitski, Tamino, Kate Bush, etc, all of whom create music that's rooted in specific social and cultural themes, but the complexity and artistic intention is often totally flattened into !!uwu fairy girlhood in the woods vibes!!! Truly hate this brain switched off vibes based era of music engagement.

I only follow back freaks and creatures of the night. I’m sure you understand

[texts back three years later] haha not much what about you

man everyone is just going through it like. this fully sucks for everyone

not even like joking around like genuinely if you're also Going Through It right now i hope stuff gets better for you. like. everything sucks in a way that feels like it's completely out of my/our control and it feels like a hill too steep to climb

idk how good or bad things are for you right now but we're all going to endure this and who knows how much better or how much worse things will get but we're gonna do this together and make it out the other side

I hope my absence brings you the peace that my love couldn’t

sometimes suffering is just suffering it doesn’t make you stronger it just hurts

everything would've been better if I just killed myself at 14

What a blessing in disguise for so many things to end just so I can begin again