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syonopsis: oscar goes onto y/n's famous dating show and sparks fly!
word count: 4.1k (part 2 will be longer!)
pairing: oscar piastri x fem! reader
includes: romance, fluff, mutual flirting, playful banter, ALOT OF Y/N IS USED!, 3rd person perspective,
a/n: IT'S TIMEEEEEE, it's finally here! once again all my inspo goes to amelia's chicken date shop on youtube. i apologise for keeping everyone waiting forever, but i hope you enjoy it!
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A soft, familiar ding of a bell echoes as the camera cuts to the interior of the facility. Instantly, the mood shifts - inside, itâs warm, inviting, and humming with a quiet sort of electricity. The clink of glassware and Tupperware overlaps with the low sizzle of something frying in oil. The air smells of comfort food and possibility. Thereâs an unmistakable energy to the scene as this episode feels new. Refreshing, even. Like the start of something unexpected. Or like a cool beverage taken out from the fridge.Â
The camera pans to Y/N and Oscar, seated across from each other at a small table. A beat passes, neither speaks. Y/Nâs gaze is fixed on him, eyes subtly tracking every angle of his face: the curve of his jaw, the way his brow furrows slightly as he focuses on the food. Heâs entirely unaware of her, far too invested in dipping a hot chip into sauce with quiet dedication.
Y/N finally glances toward the camera, expression unreadable except for a tiny smirk that seems to say: get a load of this guy.
". . . I have a feeling youâre only here for the food," she says at last, crunching into a chip. Her tone is light, but thereâs a careful edge to it, playful, yes, but not fully settled into the comfortable rhythm of teasing. Sheâs testing the waters.
Oscar finishes sipping from a can of cola, slow and casual. He sets the drink down, fingers toying with the straw, twisting it slightly between two knuckles like heâs weighing the possibilities of how entertaining his answer might be.
"Really? What gave it away?" he replies, tone dry but with a hint of amusement curling into the edges.
Y/N lets out a performative sigh, shoulders dropping in exaggerated exasperation. But Oscar isnât fooled, thereâs something sharper under the surface. Heâs done his homework. He knows this is more than just light-hearted banter. This is a game. And Y/N always plays to win.
"Letâs call it a gut feeling, Mr. Pasty - I mean, Pastry." She corrects herself smoothly, lips curling as she watches his face for a reaction. Her grin teeters between innocent and shameless. âI am so sorry, my mistake.âÂ
Oscar doesnât even blink. Heâs played this game before. Still, there's a moment, a tiny pause where he visibly fights the urge to grab the nearest plate and make a run for the exit.
". . . Itâs Piastri," he corrects, deadpan, though the faint crinkle of his nose gives away just how many times heâs had to deliver that correction. Itâs muscle memory at this point.
"I know," Y/N replies sweetly, as if revealing a well-kept secret. Her grin widens, clearly pleased with herself. It's not about the name, itâs about the reaction. And Oscar, despite himself, seems perfectly fine with giving her one. He turns his head slightly, pretending to ignore her, but the smile breaking across his face betrays him. His eyes flick back to hers, just for a second, and itâs enough. The subtle pink coloring his cheeks gives him away. Y/Nâs grin spreads just a little too wide to be purely self-satisfied. She watches him like sheâs studying an unfolding experiment and loving every minute of it.
Oscar, still feigning nonchalance, exhales a breath thatâs almost a laugh. He glances at her again, warily amused.
"So," he says flatly, "how long have you waited to do that?"Â
Thereâs a flicker of something, curiosity, maybe beneath his words, even as he tries to keep his expression unreadable. But the corner of his mouth betrays him again, tugging upward against his will. Heâs intrigued. Just like everyone else watching .Â
"Since the second you walked in here, Pastry," Y/N replies brightly. Her hands shoot up in mock surrender, her grin practically glowing. Thereâs a glint in her eyes, as if sheâs entirely pleased with herself.
Oscar rolls his eyes, biting back the smile he refuses to let her earn, at least not so easily. Still, the flicker of curiosity doesnât leave his face.
Thereâs a slight shift in Y/Nâs demeanor. Something in her posture relaxes, her shoulders dropping a touch as the comfort of the moment settles into her bones. The spark of a genuine connection flashes through, small but fleetingly. Oscar doesnât seem to catch it. He leans back and takes another sip of cola, gaze drifting somewhere just past her shoulder, as if trying to maintain the illusion of distance. And just like that, the camera cuts.
Itâs something the audience has come to expect by now. Itâs almost cruel, leaving them hanging, again. But maybe thatâs the point.
âOkay, rapid fire questions, are you ready?â Y/N announces dramatically, wiggling her eyebrows with a mischievous glint in her eyes. The look she throws Oscar is borderline menacing but it seems to be all in good fun. Across the table Oscar freezes mid bite, a half devoured chicken wing suspended inches from his mouth. His eyes widen at her sudden burst of energy.Â
âWhat? I-â he starts, baffled, but she steamrolls right over him.Â
âWould you say you like your job?â she asks, leaning forward with mock intensity. Her palms press to the table like an interrogator about to press all the answers from him. Oscarâs gaze flickers toward behind the camera to someone clearly lurking off screen, probably his boss. âAre you trying to get me fired?â he says, raising a brow, though the amused grin tugging at his lips betrays him.Â
Y/N shrugs and leans back into her chair, casually flashing him a wink. âMaybe. Anyway, next question: pineapple on pizza. Yay or nay?â
Oscar hesitates, his expression caught between deep philosophical thought and mild panic. Though itâs unclear if it is from grappling with the pizza question or the sudden wink sent his way. He swallows hard.Â
âI really donât want to get cancelled on Twitter. Plus Italians scare me. Kimi would also 100% dive bomb me off the track if I say yes. So Iâm going with . . . no.â he declares at last, sighing as if heâs answered a question that will alter the course of human history.Â
Y/N cocks an eyebrow, sending him an unimpressed look. âI donât think you understand the concept of rapid-fire questions, Pastry.â
He sends her a glare just as the cameras cut - right when things were heating up.
"Okay, since youâre so bad at rapid-fire questions, Iâve prepared some more interesting ones," Y/N announces, her tone deliberately exaggerated as she leans forward, planting her elbows on the table like a game show host about to deliver the final round. She enunciates each word with theatrical flair, a smirk tugging at the corner of her mouth.
Across from her, Oscar remains surprisingly composed, lounging in his chair like he has all the time in the world. His shoulders are loose, head tilted just enough to give him a lopsided, curious expression. He raises an eyebrow and sighs softly through his nose, his eyes flicking up to meet hers with amused patience.
"If you insist," he mutters, a low chuckle hiding behind his words, like he's pretending to be reluctant but clearly enjoys every second of the exchange.
"Do you miss Australia," Y/N begins, her eyes narrowing slightly in mock seriousness, "or are you still recovering from the trauma of Vegemite?" Her voice is light, playful, testing the waters as she gauges his reaction with a raised brow and a half-suppressed grin.
Oscarâs reaction is immediate. He sits upright like sheâs just insulted a beloved family member. "Whoa-hold on. No Vegemite slander in my presence," he declares, one hand lifting in protest while the other jabs a finger in her direction with mock offense. "Absolutely not. Thatâs sacred."
Y/N blinks, clearly not expecting such a fierce (if theatrical) defense. Her lips twitch with restrained laughter, but she keeps a straight face, barely. "Highly protective of foods he likes. Duly noted," she says under her breath, her eyebrows arching as she pretends to jot a note in the air with her finger.
Oscar falters for just a second, the lines between jest and curiosity beginning to blur. He watches her carefully, eyes squinting just enough to betray his interest.
"Duly noted for what, exactly?"
Without missing a beat, Y/N shrugs.
"For our wedding, obviously," she replies matter-of-factly, like itâs the most logical answer in the world. She tosses her hair over one shoulder and rolls her eyes, as if Oscar has just forgotten about their imaginary engagement and sheâs had to remind him, again.
Oscar huffs a breath through his nose, lips twitching as he fights the urge to grin. He studies her, his gaze lingering a beat longer than before. "And how exactly does that come into play at our wedding?"
Y/Nâs eyes practically sparkle. She leans forward like sheâs about to share a secret, then pauses just long enough to build tension. "Wouldnât you like to know, Pastry?" she says, brows wiggling, grin smug and unbothered. Oscar plays along, resting both forearms on the table and leaning in like heâs listening to the most important gossip of the century.
"I would love to know," he says, voice low and dramatic for effect, his gaze fixed on her with mock intensity. On the other side, Y/N sinks back into her chair with a sigh, crossing one leg over the other with deliberate grace, like a queen in her throne.
"Well," she says, as if unveiling a grand plan, "since the only thing youâll be responsible for, aside from choosing the dress youâll wear, is the food, now I know not to doubt your taste."
Oscarâs brows shoot up, a laugh escaping him before he can stop it. "Oh, Iâm wearing a dress?" he echoes, feigning shock while barely containing the grin already spreading across his face. Their eyes meet again, and for a moment, something playful turns almost tender.
"I just know a tiered skirt would suit you perfectly," Y/N sighs, resting her chin on her hand as if sheâs already picturing it, lace, ribbons, the whole fantasy. Oscar nods solemnly, lips twitching with effort to stay serious.
"Good to know. Iâll take that into consideration," he hums, like heâs mentally flipping through bridal magazines. Y/N breaks. A full laugh bursts out of her, loud and unfiltered, and she slumps into her chair like her ribs hurt from holding it in. Her head tilts back, hands briefly covering her face before she peeks out from between her fingers, still laughing. Oscar just watches her, eyes crinkling at the edges, his smile softer now. He doesnât say anything, but the way he looks at her suggests he doesnât want the cameras to cut. Not yet.
But of course, the feed cuts there, just as things were getting really good.
"Who is the most annoying person on the grid, and why is it Lando?" Y/N asks, tone casual but eyes gleaming with mischief. She delivers the question with the confidence of someone who already knows sheâs stirring the pot, and doing it very intentionally. Across from her, Oscar visibly hesitates. He blinks once, caught slightly off guard by the directness of the jab. Itâs clear heâs weighing his options: defend his teammate, or lean into the chaos.
Thereâs a beat of silence. Then, finally he answers. "Well, thatâs very presumptuous of you," he says, brows raising in mock scolding, "but Iâm not a liar⊠so Iâll tell you." He says it with a shrug, voice dry but amused, like heâs making peace with the betrayal. Y/N lights up, eyes widening as she leans in, elbows on the table, fully invested now.
"Please do. Iâm considering bringing him on the show," she says, her mouth curling into a grin thatâs far too satisfied. The moment the words leave her lips, Oscarâs expression drops. "Whoa, hang on a second, you're already thinking about your next boyfriend?" he says, looking genuinely affronted. "I thought we were getting married?"
He stares at her, mouth slightly parted in disbelief, and honestly? If someone walked in mid-conversation, theyâd have no trouble believing this was a real couple. The conviction in his tone is too convincing. Y/N gasps, dramatically, her hand flying to her chest like sheâs just been accused of treason. She scans the room theatrically, eyes wide.
"I mean, what? No! Who said that?" she exclaims, her voice rising in faux innocence. Oscar lets out a loud, exaggerated sigh, shaking his head slowly, like heâs actually disappointed. His fingers drum lightly against the table as he stares her down. "Unbelievable," he mutters under his breath. "Anyways-" Y/N says brightly, brushing off the imaginary tension. She picks up a chip and flicks it at him without thinking. It arcs through the air and hits Oscar square in the forehead, then bounces perfectly into his drink with a soft plop.
They both freeze.
Y/Nâs eyes go so wide it looks like theyâll pop out of her head. "I did not mean to do that," she blurts out, horrified but already starting to laugh. Oscar slowly turns to look at the chip now floating in his cola, then back at her, expression blank.
"Hey!" he protests, mouth agape. "That was personal."
"Swear on my life it wasnât," she wheezes, now using her sleeve to cover her face as she tries and fails not to lose it completely. Oscar rolls his eyes, but thereâs zero real annoyance in it. His lips twitch, threatening a smile as he mutters a subtle,
"I hate you." that the mic juuusst picks up.Â
Y/N is already halfway doubled over, silent-laughing at the absurdity. The tension between them is easy now, organic. Unforced and free. Thereâs a spark thatâs grown just enough to feel familiar. And then, just as Oscar lifts the ruined drink and opens his mouth to say something-Â
The camera cuts.
Again.
Itâs the showâs signature move by now: ending just as the moment peaks. A tease, a taste. It's maddening and addictive.
âHow do you handle pressure? Asking for when you meet my mother.â Y/Nâs voice drops just a notch, calm but with that unmistakable teasing edge. Her eyes lock onto his, sharp and curious, as if this isnât just a question, but a test sheâs been waiting to see how he handles.
Oscar takes a moment to think, a slow, confident smile spreading across his face. His posture is relaxed, but thereâs an unmistakable strength in the way he holds himself, the kind that says heâs been under pressure plenty of times before. âI drive at 300 km/h,â he says smoothly, voice steady and sure. âI think Iâll survive your mum.â
His chuckle is easy, lighthearted, as if heâs just shared a joke only theyâd get. But Y/N isnât buying it so easily. She leans forward slightly, eyes narrowing with playful skepticism, lips pressed together in a knowing smirk. âI wouldnât be too sure if I were you.â
Oscar raises an eyebrow, clearly enjoying the challenge. Thereâs a glint of amusement flickering in his eyes as he braces himself, the slight tilt of his head daring her to say more. âOh really?â he says, voice teasing and laced with curiosity, âWhat makes you say that?â
She scoffs softly, a sound thatâs more amused than offended, as if sheâs about to reveal some secret truth. âHow do you think I came to be like this, Pastry?â she says, the nickname rolling off her tongue like a playful jab.
Oscarâs grin flickers, his expression tightening just for a moment as if he regrets his next words the instant they escape. âI thought you were born like it,â he quips, eyebrows furrowing slightly as he watches her reaction closely. Y/Nâs eyes flash with mock indignation, and she rolls them so dramatically itâs almost theatrical. âWow,â she mutters, shaking her head with a faint laugh. âMy mother will not like you.â
For a beat, Oscar goes quiet, the roomâs energy shifting ever so slightly as those words settle in. Then, without missing a beat, he meets her gaze with unwavering calm. âThatâs fine,â he says quietly, voice low and sincere, âas long as you like me.â
The warmth of his words hits Y/N in an unexpected way. Her cheeks flush a delicate shade of pink, and she straightens up, trying to steady her breath. A nervous, breathy laugh escapes her lips, more of a startled shriek as she searches for the perfect comeback, one that matches his confidence without giving too much away.
âWoah, getting a little confident, are we, Pastry?â she teases, but the slight wavering in her voice betrays how much sheâs trying not to be caught off guard. Oscar grins, hands shooting up in a mock surrender. âWhat can I say? Iâm quite the charmer,â he says, eyes sparkling with mischief. Y/N leans back in her chair, crossing one leg over the other with a slow, deliberate grace. She studies him for a moment, then counters with a challenge of her own. âThat only matters if you can charm my mother.â
Instantly, Oscarâs eyes light up, the thrill of the dare clearly igniting something in him. He leans forward, voice dropping to a confident whisper. âConsider it done.â
Y/Nâs lips curl into a genuine smile, a flicker of impressed amusement shining through as she watches him. Thereâs something in that simple promise, daring and earnest that makes the air between them electric. She shakes her head lightly, half laughing, half admiring, as if secretly wondering what sheâs just gotten herself into.
And then, just as the moment reaches its peak, the camera cuts.
âWould you date someone who knows nothing about Formula One?â Y/N muses aloud, her fingers lazily swirling the untouched drink before her. The glass catches the light with a soft clink against the table as the ice shifts, but she hasnât taken a single sip since the start of their little date. In fact, most of the food placed in front of her remains untouched, crisps and finger foods sitting neatly, as if waiting for a different kind of appetite.
Oscarâs eyes flicker to the neglected plates, a grin tugging at the corner of his mouth. Without hesitation, he leans forward, his hand reaching across the table to slide the nearest plate toward his side. Y/N watches him with a calm, almost amused expression, eyes narrowing slightly in challenge as she waits for his answer.
âIt depends,â he says, his voice smooth but teasing, âis that person you?â
Her scoff is playful, a quick roll of her eyes punctuating the comeback. âObviously.â
Oscar shrugs with a casual confidence, eyes sparkling with mischief. âThen thatâs the greenest flag Iâve ever seen,â he replies, words spilling out with the ease of someone whoâs never doubted himself for a second.
Thereâs a pause, just long enough for the surprise to register on Y/Nâs face. She blinks, momentarily caught off guard by the depth of his confidence, a rare loss for words that would have been unthinkable mere minutes ago. Slowly, she folds her arms across her chest and leans back in her chair, adopting a posture thatâs half-defensive, half-entertained.
âUgh, youâre so desperate. Just tell me you love me already,â she scoffs, the playful sarcasm hanging thick in the air. But it doesnât quite reach her eyes. Thereâs an undercurrent of sweetness behind the teasing sigh she lets out, as if sheâs masking something softer beneath the bravado.
Oscarâs grin widens, and without missing a beat he fires back, âMoving a little fast, arenât we?â
Y/N gasps dramatically, her hand flying to her chest in perfect theatrical exaggeration. âJust tell me you hate me then,â she counters, her voice dripping with faux offense. Oscar leans forward, matching her tone with a flourish, as if performing just for the cameras or maybe just for her. âWait- No-â he begins, voice playful and full of mock desperation, eyes twinkling with a warmth that suggests heâs anything but serious.
She chuckles softly, shaking her head. âI mean, how can I compete with all that speed and skill anyway?â she teases, her gaze flickering to the plate heâs devouring. Oscar pauses, fork halfway to his mouth, eyes gleaming with amusement. âYouâre rightâ he says, âbut off the track? Thatâs different.â
Y/N leans in slightly, voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. âAre you saying I might have a chance?â
He pretends to consider, tapping his chin thoughtfully before flashing a cheeky grin. âMaybe.â
âDo you get annoyed if people beat you in Mario Kart?â Y/N asks, tilting her head slightly as she stirs her untouched drink with slow, deliberate circles. Her eyes sparkle with mischief, fixed on Oscar as if daring him to confess.
Oscar leans back in his chair, a cocky smirk pulling at his lips. He taps his fingers rhythmically on the table before meeting her gaze squarely. âOnly if they use a blue shell. Thatâs personal,â he says, voice low and teasing, like recounting a deeply unfair battle.
Y/N snorts quietly, shaking her head as a playful grin spreads across her face. âThatâs completely valid.â She folds her arms on the table and leans forward, narrowing her eyes with genuine curiosity. âSo, whoâs your go-to character?âÂ
Oscarâs expression softens, and he lets out a theatrical sigh. He drapes one arm over the back of his chair and props his chin on the other hand, gazing into the distance like a man reminiscing. âLuigi. Heâs just so sat on as a character, always being outshined by Mario,â he says, voice thick with faux melancholy.
âDo not get sad and sentimental on me right now, Pastry,â she says, wagging a finger at him. âDo you know how much my mascara costs? Inflation is real.â She tilts her head back with exaggerated drama, as if her tears would ruin her perfectly applied makeup. She places a delicate finger to her eye and feigns wiping away an invisible tear. Oscar throws his head back, laughing. When he lowers it again, he shoots her a playful glare, crossing his arms over his chest. âIâm very in touch with my emotions, thank you very much,â he retorts, leaning forward just enough to invade her space. His voice drops to a mock serious whisper. âAnd clearly, it seems you should be too.â
Y/N meets his gaze, eyes narrowing mischievously. Her mouth falls open as if scandalized. âAre you calling me cold-hearted?â She challenges.Â
Oscar leans closer, a slow grin tugging at his mouth. âMaybe I am,â he confesses, voice low and teasing.
A spark ignites in Y/Nâs eyes, and she straightens up abruptly, laughter bubbling just beneath the surface. âUnrelated, but can you say: âCrikey, mate!â?â she asks, biting back a giggle, already knowing sheâs got him. Oscar leans back in his chair, crossing one ankle over the other with practiced ease. He hums thoughtfully, the corners of his mouth twitching. âYou just crack yourself up, donât you?â His eyes lock onto hers, amused and unbothered.
Y/N leans forward again, hands splayed on the table, her voice dropping into a mock-serious plea. âPlease, it will be so funny. Donât you want to be funny?â
Oscar raises one eyebrow, a slow smile spreading as he shakes his head. âIâm funny without trying,â he says, shrugging with casual confidence. âDoing that will just make me look desperate.â
Y/N leans back, folding her arms with a smirk thatâs equal parts teasing and victorious. âBut you are desperate,â she counters, eyes gleaming with challenge. âFor you, maybe,â Oscar replies smoothly, his gaze lingering on hers a moment longer. âBut not this.â
Y/N huffs dramatically, throwing her hands in the air with mock defeat. âUgh, fine then. Remain unfunny, you loser.â Oscar chuckles warmly, reaching across the table to lightly tap her hand. The brief contact lingers, both of them caught in the quiet electricity of the moment before Y/N pulls her hand back with a smile and the camera cuts.Â
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god bless, even the mean girls , lando norris x reader
summary: She was all sharp edges and lip gloss. He was all chaos and charm. Five years of bickering ends in one night, one ride home, and one morning that changes everything.
word count: 6.4k
contains: regina george!reader, loosely based off this tiktok but after writing i realized lando wasn't like rodrick at all so i scrapped that idea, thank you for 300 followers! sorry this kinda sucks; it was the most motivated i've been in weeks and i had just currently lost a loved one, banter, slowburn but not included (if that makes sense), kinda rushed pacing, english isn't my first language, title is from katseye's "mean girls"
The hallway smelled like overpriced perfume, chaos, and teenage delusion, just how you liked it. Your heels clicked against the tiles as you walked with your usual entourage: Gretchen and Karen, both clutching iced lattes and following your lead like it was a full-time job. You were late, but that didnât matter. People moved for you.
âDid you see her shoes?â Gretchen whispered. You didnât have to ask who. âDisaster,â you said, flipping your hair. âItâs giving bargain bin.â
Youâd perfected this, being the kind of girl people whispered about, admired, and feared. You werenât mean. You were honest. And if the truth hurt peopleâs feelings, that wasnât your fault.
Everything in your little kingdom was going as it should, until he leaned against your locker like he owned it.
âMorning, sunshine,â Lando Norris said, grinning all dimples and trouble. His uniform shirt was untucked, tie half-off, hair sticking up like heâd lost a fight with gravity. âDidnât think youâd grace us mortals this early.â
You crossed your arms, unimpressed. âDidnât think you knew how to tell time, Norris.â
His grin widened. âOh, I can tell the time. I just lose track whenever you walk in.â
Karen snorted behind you, choking on her latte. You didnât turn to glare at her, because that would give him satisfaction.
âYouâre blocking my locker,â you said smoothly. âMove.â
âSure,â he said, pushing off the metal door, but only after leaning a little too close. âYou smell nice, by the way. What is that? Expensive and unattainable?â
âExactly. You wouldnât get it.â
âI could, if you wrote it down for me.â
You rolled your eyes and shoved past him, but your pulse betrayed you, thudding faster than it shouldâve. You could feel his eyes on your back as you opened your locker, pretending your hands werenât slightly shaking. He was the only person who could get under your skin without even trying.
âAre you two, like⊠flirting?â Gretchen whispered, barely containing her grin.
âAbsolutely not.â
âYou totally were!â Karen giggled. âYou were all âyou smell niceâ and she was like âew, you wouldnât get it.â Thatâs foreplay for you two.â
You shot them a withering look. âIf I ever flirt with Lando Norris, commit me.â
âNoted,â Gretchen said, smirking. âBut, um⊠You might need to be committed soon.â
You ignored her, slamming your locker shut. Lando was still there, chatting with some guy, laughing like he hadnât just ruined your morning equilibrium. His laugh carried down the hall, loud, unbothered, golden.
And damn it, he was good-looking. Not in a polished way like the boys you usually entertained, but in that infuriating âjust rolled out of bed and still looks like troubleâ kind of way. You hated that your eyes lingered.
By lunch, the entire table knew about your âlocker scene.â
âSo, you and Lando,â said Aaron, your exâemphasis on exâtwirling his fork. âSomething brewing?â
You didnât even look up from your salad. âYeah. My nausea.â
Gretchen kicked you under the table. âCome on, youâve got to admit, heâs funny.â
âClowns are funny,â you said. âDoesnât mean I want to date one.â
You were expecting that to end the conversation. It didnât. Because halfway through lunch, Lando himself appeared, tray in hand, confidence like a weapon. He slid into the seat across from you before anyone could stop him.
âHey, Queen Bee,â he said, stealing a fry from Aaronâs plate. âDidnât realize this was the royal court.â
Aaron glared. âNo one invited you, Norris.â
âOh, donât worry,â Lando said, glancing at you. âI came for her, not you.â
Your fork froze midair. You could hear Karen trying not to laugh. âIn your dreams.â
âYou are in most of them,â he said casually, taking another fry. âUsually yelling at me.â
The table erupted, half gasps, half laughter. You blinked, momentarily stunned, before snapping back, âYouâre delusional.â
âMaybe. But youâre blushing.â
âIâm not.â
âYou are,â he teased, resting his chin in his hand. âItâs cute.â
That did it. You stood, tossing your napkin onto the table. âEnjoy your little audience, Norris.â
And you walked away, head high, pretending you didnât hear him call after you, âSee you in chem, princess!â
Your friends caught up to you halfway down the hall, laughing so hard Karen nearly tripped.
âY/N,â Gretchen said between giggles, âyou were totally throwing your panties at him.â
âI was insulting him!â
âSame difference,â Karen said, wiping tears from her eyes. âGod, you two are going to either date or kill each other.â
You rolled your eyes, ignoring the warm feeling crawling up your neck. âOver my dead body.â
âDonât say that,â Gretchen said. âYouâll manifest it.â
By Monday morning, youâd convinced yourself that Lando Norris was a temporary glitch in your otherwise perfect life. You could ignore him, easily. Youâd done harder things, like calculus.
But apparently, fateâand your math teacherâhad other plans.
âAlright, class,â Mrs. Norbury announced. âWeâll be starting our new project on applied functions today. Iâll be assigning partners.â
You didnât panic. You always worked with Gretchen. Gretchen always worked with you. You were the dream team, efficient, aesthetic, and mildly terrifying.
âY/N,â Mrs. Norbury said. âYouâll be with⊠Norris.â
You blinked. âIâm sorryâ what?â
Lando was already slouched in his chair, grinning like a cat whoâd just eaten the canary. âGuess weâre partners, Princess.â
âNo,â you said flatly.
âYes,â the teacher said firmly. âYou two balance each other out. She plans, he improvises. Itâll be good for both of you.â
Lando shot you a wink. You seriously considered dropping out.
When you sat next to him, you made sure there was an entire rulerâs length between your chairs. You werenât going to let him charm his way into this project â or your sanity.
âSo,â Lando said, spinning his pencil like it was a drumstick. âWhatâs our strategy, queen bee?â
âThe strategy,â you said without looking at him, âis that I do the work and you donât talk.â
He laughed softly. âThat doesnât sound very collaborative.â
âYou failed the last quiz.â
âYeah, because you distracted me.â
You turned to glare at him. âI wasnât even talking to you.â
âExactly,â he said with a smirk. âThatâs what made it worse.â
You stared at him, torn between throttling him and dropping out of school entirely. âYouâre insufferable.â
âAnd yet youâre still sitting here.â
You hated that your lips twitched. You didnât smile. You absolutely did not smile.
By lunch, the entire school had somehow figured out that you were paired up.
Gretchen was the first to bring it up. âSo, math boy.â
You groaned. âDonât call him that.â
âFine,â she said, smirking. âLando.â
Karen gasped. âOh my god, thatâs so cute though. You two are, like, academic rivals turned power couple.â
You threw a grape at her. âHeâs a distraction. A loud, annoying distraction.â
âSure,â Aaron said from across the table. âAnd Iâm the valedictorian.â
You ignored them all, but they werenât wrong about one thing â Lando was loud. He filled every space he entered, talked like the world revolved around his voice, and somehow made even numbers sound like a joke.
And yet, when he leaned over your desk that afternoon, squinting at the problem set, his hair slightly messy, pencil tucked behind his ear â you hated how your stomach flipped.
âWhatâs the derivative of this again?â he asked, brow furrowed.
You sighed and wrote it out for him. âItâs not that hard.â
He watched you write, grinning. âYouâre really smart, you know that?â
âStop trying to flirt your way into passing.â
âI wasnât flirting,â he said innocently. âJust observing.â
You swore he was going to be the death of you.
The next morning, there was a sticky note on your locker.
âMath genius. Heart thief. â Lâ
You stared at it, torn between laughter and homicide.
Gretchen peeked over your shoulder. âThatâs adorable.â
âItâs harassment.â
âItâs romance,â she countered. âIn a dumb teenage boy way.â
You ripped the note off and stuffed it into your bag, muttering, âHeâs impossible.â
But you didnât throw it away.
When presentation day came, Landoâshockinglyâshowed up prepared. His slides were neat, his explanation was actually good, and when he spoke, the class listened. Youâd never seen him so focused.
Afterward, while everyone was packing up, he leaned in and whispered, âTold you we make a good team.â
And for the first time, you couldnât even argue.
That night, your phone wouldnât stop buzzing.
Your friends were merciless. Gretchen swore you were glowing after class, Karen insisted you were blushing, and Aaron declared he wanted front-row seats to your wedding.
You rolled onto your back, staring at the ceiling, telling them they were insane. Lando had just⊠walked with you. That was it. Nothing more. Nothing less.
But even as you typed out your denial, you could still hear his voice, soft, smug, and genuine: âTold you we make a good team.â
You told yourself you werenât smiling. You werenât thinking about him. You werenât wondering what it would be like if he actually meant it.
You werenât.
You werenât.
You definitely werenât.
You tell yourself youâre only here because of Gretchen.
Thatâs the first lie of the night.
The second is when you pretend not to scan the room for him the second you step inside.
Itâs too hot, the lights are too loud, and someone has decided a smoke machine is an essential element of teenage chaos. The living room thrums like a heartbeat. You can taste cheap alcohol in the air. You hate it â obviously. Youâre better than this, or at least youâve spent your whole life convincing people you are.
âRelax,â Gretchen says, tugging at your sleeve as she sways to the bass. âItâs a party, not a pop quiz.â
You roll your eyes, clutching your cup like armor. âIf it were a pop quiz, at least Iâd pass.â
âBabe, you study for fun. You need this.â
You want to argue, but then you catch a flash of familiar brown curls near the kitchen, and the rest of her words dissolve.
Lando Norris.
Of course, heâs here.
Youâd know that laugh anywhere â too bright, too boyish, the sound of someone whoâs never once doubted heâd get what he wanted.
Heâs leaning against the counter, one hand wrapped around a beer, talking animatedly to someone who looks like she might dissolve under the weight of his smile.
You hate the way your stomach twists. You call it irritation. It feels suspiciously like jealousy.
âDonât look now,â Gretchen sing-songs. âBut your favorite headacheâs in the kitchen.â
You scowl. âHeâs everyoneâs headache.â
âSure,â she says, already grinning. âBut youâve got the prescription.â
You donât dignify that with a response. You down whatâs left of your drink, grimace at the burn, and march toward the counter because if youâre going to suffer, you might as well do it up close.
He notices you instantly. Of course, he does, he always does.
âWell, well,â he drawls. âDidnât think the queen of âew, socializingâ would bless us with her presence.â
You snort. âIâm doing charity work.â
âAh,â he says, pretending to consider. âYou volunteering to make me fall in love with you, then?â
You arch a brow. âYouâd need more than charity for that.â
His grin widens, dangerous, disarming. âSee? Youâre flirting already.â
âIâm threatening.â
âTomato, to-mah-to.â
You hate that heâs good at this, pushing, teasing, pulling you into a rhythm that feels almost choreographed. You hate that you enjoy the rhythm.
He slides a red cup toward you. âYou look like you need this.â
You glance inside. âWhat is it?â
âLiquid courage.â
âI already have that.â
âThen call it liquid denial.â
You take it just to prove you donât care, sip it, wince at the taste. He laughs, the kind of laugh that curls around you like smoke.
âStrong?â he asks.
âDisgusting,â you answer. âLike you.â
âThen youâll love it.â
Itâs stupid, but the corner of your mouth twitches. You turn away quickly, pretending to check your phone.
He leans closer, voice dropping. âYou know, youâre much nicer when youâre pretending not to like me.â
âAnd youâre much quieter when youâre not speaking.â
His smile doesnât falter. If anything, it softens. âYou have no idea how fun it is to make you talk to me.â
You hate that heâs right.
âGod, youâre impossible.â
âI prefer irresistible.â
Your friends are watching from across the room, stifling giggles behind their cups. You can practically hear the group-chat notifications already. You send them a glare sharp enough to kill, but it only makes them laugh harder.
You need an escape. Any escape.
âIâm going to get air,â you mutter, shoving your cup at him.
He tilts his head, pretending to look wounded. âRunning away? Thatâs not very Regina-of-you.â
You stop just long enough to toss over your shoulder, âKeep talking and Iâll make your GPA disappear.â
His laughter follows you out onto the porch, low, genuine, annoyingly warm.
The night air hits colder than you expected. It smells like rain and cigarette smoke and the kind of loneliness that creeps up when the music fades.
You sink onto the porch steps, tugging your jacket tighter. Inside, people are laughing, shouting, existing in a way you canât quite figure out how to. You tell yourself you like control, that you prefer walls to vulnerability â but sitting here alone, you wonder if the walls are closing in.
The door creaks.
âThought youâd ditched,â Lando says, stepping out. His tone is lighter than his expression.
âWishful thinking.â
He sits beside you anyway, close enough that your knees almost touch. âYouâre really bad at hiding when somethingâs wrong.â
âNothingâs wrong.â
He hums, unconvinced. âRight. You just looked at your reflection in the punch bowl and realized even mirrors are scared of you.â
You bite back a laugh. âYou think youâre funny.â
âI know I am.â
âDelusional.â
âHot,â he corrects.
You roll your eyes, but the silence that follows isnât hostile. Itâs⊠quiet. The kind of quiet that fills in rather than empties out.
He kicks at a loose pebble. âYou donât have to keep the act on, you know.â
You glance at him. âWhat act?â
âThe one where you pretend nothing ever gets to you.â
Something catches in your throat. You look away. âItâs not an act.â
âSure,â he says softly. âThen why do you look like youâre about to cry every time someone says your name too gently?â
You blink hard. âWow. Thatâs presumptuous.â
âMaybe,â he admits, âbut Iâm not wrong.â
You want to tell him to shut up. You want to insult his shoes, his face, his everything. But you canât. Not when heâs looking at you like that, like he means it, like heâs not playing the same game you are.
You sigh, long and tired. âYou really donât know when to quit.â
âNot when it comes to you.â
The words hang between you, thin and electric. For a second, you canât breathe.
He doesnât touch you, doesnât move closer, but somehow it feels like heâs everywhere, the sound of his breathing, the warmth radiating from his shoulder, the smell of clean laundry and faint cologne.
Your heart trips.
âI should go find my friends,â you whisper.
âRight,â he says, voice unreadable. âWouldnât want people thinking you actually like me.â
You manage a shaky laugh. âExactly.â
He grins again, but it doesnât reach his eyes. âSee you around, princess.â
And just like that, heâs gone, back into the noise, the lights, the crowd that always seems to part for him.
You watch him disappear, every smart retort dying on your tongue.
Because the worst part is, heâs right.
You donât hate him. You hate that you donât.
You donât remember when you decided to leave.
One minute you were inside again, pretending to laugh at a joke that wasnât funny, the next, you were outside, the bass fading behind you like a bad memory. The air smells like rain nowâreal rain this timeâand the streetlights blur in the mist.
Your heels click against the pavement, steady and sharp. It feels like control. It feels like pretending you have somewhere to go, even though you donât.
You told Gretchen youâd call a car. You didnât. Your phone died twenty minutes ago, and you couldnât bring yourself to admit it.
Itâs not even that far home, you tell yourself. Just a few streets. You can handle it.
Except your vision swims a little when you look down at your feet. Youâre not drunkâyouâd never let yourself get that farâbut youâre buzzed. Enough that the street feels longer, emptier, lonelier.
âShouldâve just stayed home,â you mutter, kicking at a puddle. Water splashes your ankle. Perfect.
The irony doesnât escape you that for someone who prides herself on always being composed, youâve never felt more unput-together.
Youâre halfway through your internal scolding when a pair of headlights slows behind you.
You donât look up until a voice calls out through the open window:
âRegina George, you planning to walk the whole city in those shoes?â
You stop. Turn.
Of course, itâs him.
Lando leans across the passenger seat, arm draped over the wheel, curls messy, eyes bright even in the dim glow of his carâs dashboard.
You groan. âOh, for fuckâs sake.â
He grins. âYouâre welcome.â
âI didnât ask for anything.â
He nods toward the empty seat. âGet in, drama queen.â
You cross your arms. âIâm fine.â
âSure,â he says easily, âbecause walking home alone at midnight in stilettos is a genius move.â
You open your mouth for a retort, but your foot slips slightly on the wet pavement andâgoddammitâhe has a point.
You glare at him anyway. âIf you tell anyone about thisââ
âYeah, yeah. Iâll take it to my grave.â His tone softens. âCâmon. Youâre freezing.â
You hesitate only a second before yanking the door open and sliding in. The car smells like pine and something faintly citrusy, like a summer you forgot to enjoy.
He starts driving without another word. The radio hums low, some indie song that sounds too emotional for two people pretending not to care.
The silence is thick.
âYou didnât have to,â you mutter finally, eyes fixed on the passing streetlights.
He shrugs, eyes on the road. âDidnât want to wake up tomorrow and read about you getting kidnapped by a raccoon or something.â
You snort, despite yourself. âHow noble.â
âIâm basically a hero.â
âYouâre basically an idiot.â
He laughs, quiet but genuine. Itâs unfair how good that sound feels.
You sneak a glance at him â the way his jaw flexes when he concentrates, the curve of his mouth when he tries not to smile. You look away quickly.
He catches it anyway. âWhat?â
âNothing.â
He grins. âYou were totally staring.â
You scoff. âIn your dreams.â
âEvery night, actually.â
You shove his shoulder lightly. âYouâre unbearable.â
âAnd yet, youâre in my car.â
You want to say something scathing. You really do. But then he takes a turn a little too fast, and his arm instinctively goes out in front of you, protective, automatic.
Your breath catches.
He notices. âSorry.â
You shake your head, voice smaller than you mean for it to be. âItâs fine.â
For a few minutes, the only sound is the rain beginning to tap against the windshield. You watch the wipers glide back and forth like a metronome keeping time for a song neither of you knows how to finish.
Thenâquietlyâhe says, âYou okay?â
You blink. âWhy wouldnât I be?â
He gives a half-smile, but it doesnât reach his eyes. âYou looked⊠sad. Back there.â
You swallow. âMaybe I just hate parties.â
âI donât buy that.â
âThen maybe I just hate people.â
âExcept me,â he says lightly.
You turn to him. âWho said that?â
He shrugs. âWishful thinking.â
You bite the inside of your cheek, trying to keep the grin from slipping out. âYouâre not my type.â
âGood thing Iâm everyoneâs type.â
You roll your eyes, but your pulse betrays you. Youâre too aware of the way his fingers tap the steering wheel in rhythm with the music, the way his hair curls against the side of his neck, the way heâs looking at you like youâre not the person youâve spent so long pretending to be.
âLando,â you say finally, half-warning, half-plea.
âYeah?â
âDonât.â
He glances at you, brow furrowed. âDonât what?â
âMake this weird.â
He chuckles softly. âToo late for that.â
You sigh, leaning your head against the window. The glass is cool against your skin.
The car slows as you reach your street. You point toward your house, but the words donât come. For some reason, the thought of saying goodnight feels heavier than it should.
He pulls up to the curb, puts the car in park, but doesnât move to unlock the doors. The rain has picked up now, soft and steady, filling the silence.
âYouâre really not going to tell me whatâs wrong?â he asks again, quieter this time.
You stare straight ahead. âWhy do you care?â
He exhales, eyes flicking toward you. âBecause you act like no one should.â
That hits harder than you expect. You want to deflect, to make a joke, but your throatâs too tight for it.
You reach for the handle. âThanks for the ride.â
His hand shoots out, gently catching your wrist. âHey. Donât do that.â
âDo what?â
âPretend youâre fine when youâre clearly not.â
You donât mean for your voice to break when you say, âWhat do you want me to say, Lando? That Iâm tired? That I hate how I feel around you? That I wish I didnât care?â
He blinks, startled, not by the words, but by the crack in them.
The rain fills the silence again. Your pulse thunders in your ears.
Then, quietly, he says, âYou can hate me tomorrow. Just⊠let me make sure youâre okay tonight.â
You look at himâreally lookâand for the first time, you donât see the cocky grin or the teasing remarks. You see someone who actually means it.
Itâs disarming. Terrifying.
You nod, just once.
He lets out a slow breath, relief flickering across his face. âCâmon. My house is closer. You can crash there. Iâll text Gretchen so she doesnât freak out.â
You hesitate, but the exhaustion wins. You nod again, softer this time.
âFine. But if you try anythingââ
He smiles, pulling back onto the road. âRelax, princess. Iâll behave.â
You donât believe him.
You also donât care.
Because for the first time that night, the thought of not being alone feels like something you might actually need.
The first thing you notice is the light.
Itâs soft, gold, and wrong; it filters through curtains that arenât yours, landing across your face in a way your own bedroom never quite manages. It feels too gentle for your hangover and too kind for your brain, which is currently piecing itself back together like a shattered mirror.
The second thing you notice is the smell. Coffee. Soap. And something faintly citrusy, familiar in a way that makes your stomach twist.
You groan quietly, rolling onto your back. Your head throbs, a dull pulse behind your eyes. Thereâs a hoodie draped over your torso, heavy and warm, sleeves pooled around your hands. You donât remember putting it on.
You blink up at the ceiling, confusion settling in. This isnât your room.
The walls are lined with postersâcars, mostly. Racing ones. The desk is cluttered with notebooks and energy drink cans. Thereâs a gaming headset hanging off the chair, a stack of controllers on the nightstand, and a small photo frame turned facedown.
It hits you all at once, like an aftershock.
Oh, no.
You sit up too quickly, clutching your head. The room tilts, and you groan again, quieter this time. The blanket falls to your lap. Youâre still in your clothes from last night, the sequined top, the black skirt, the mascara smudged under your eyes.
And the hoodie.
His hoodie.
Itâs all coming back in slow motion: the rain, the headlights, the warmth of the passenger seat. The way he looked at you when you said you hate how I feel around you.
âShit,â you whisper.
Because itâs not the first time Lando Norris has looked at you like that.
You glance around, half-expecting him to be sitting in a chair or leaning against the doorframe with that smug half-smile. But heâs not. The room is quiet. You can hear faint movement somewhere outside the doorâa pan clattering, the low hum of a kettle.
Heâs up.
You press your hands to your face, trying to breathe.
The night replays again, pieces clicking together, his hand catching your wrist in the car, his voice low and steady, saying you can hate me tomorrow.
Well. Itâs tomorrow.
And you do hate him. At least, thatâs what you tell yourself.
You hate that heâs always there. That he knows when to push and when to stop, when to make you laugh and when to leave you alone. You hate that for the last five years, heâs been the one constant in the background â never quite close enough to call yours, but always close enough to matter.
You remember it now, clearer than you want to.
You were fifteen the first time he asked you out. Youâd laughed in his face, told him to âtry someone in his league.â
Heâd just grinned and said, âSo, youâre admitting Iâm aiming high?â
That was the start of it â this stupid, endless game.
Heâd tease you in the halls, drop notes into your locker, sneak glances when he thought you werenât looking. And every time you rolled your eyes, every time you told him to stop, heâd just say something ridiculous like, âOne day, youâll say yes.â
He wasnât wrong. He just wasnât right yet.
Because back then, it was easy to laugh him off. To act like you were untouchable. To keep your walls so high that no one could see over them.
But last night? Last night, for the first time, you let him in, even if it was just a crack.
And you remember everything.
The drive. His voice. The way his hoodie smelled when he draped it over your shoulders. The way heâd looked at you when you finally stopped pretending everything was fine.
You donât know what scares you more: that you let yourself break in front of him, or that he didnât take advantage of it.
Heâd just⊠been there. Quiet. Kind.
No jokes, no teasing, no smug smile. Just steady.
It wouldâve been easier if heâd made a move, if heâd flirted, if heâd said something infuriating. Thatâs what you expect from him. Thatâs the version of Lando you know how to handle.
But he didnât. He covered you with a blanket and let you sleep.
And now, sitting here in his room, wearing his hoodie, you donât know what to do with that version of him.
You look at your reflection in the small mirror by his desk, hair a mess, makeup smudged, eyes tired but soft in a way that doesnât look like you. You look⊠human.
You hate it.
You pull the hoodie tighter around yourself anyway.
Because even though itâs too big, even though it smells like him, even though itâs every kind of dangerous, you feel warm.
Thereâs a quiet knock on the door. You jolt, spinning toward the sound.
âHey,â his voice says softly through the wood. âYou awake?â
You freeze. â...Yeah.â
âCoffeeâs ready. You take sugar, right?â
You hesitate. âUh, yeah.â
A pause. âCan I come in?â
You stare at the door, heart hammering. âIâ yeah. Sure.â
It opens slowly, and there he is.
Hair still messy, hoodie swapped for a t-shirt that shouldnât fit him as well as it does, a mug in each hand. He looks tired, but thereâs that same small, crooked smile on his face, the one that always ruins your defenses.
âMorning,â he says quietly.
You open your mouth, but no sound comes out. You just stare.
He glances at the hoodie youâre wearing. âThat looks better on you than it ever did on me.â
âDonât start,â you mutter, pulling the sleeves over your hands.
He laughs under his breath and sets a mug on the nightstand beside you. âDidnât think youâd remember much from last night.â
You look up at him, meeting his gaze. âI do.â
That wipes the smirk clean off his face.
You sip the coffee slowly, eyes never leaving his. âYou really thought Iâd forget?â
He shrugs, suddenly sheepish. âWouldâve made it easier.â
âFor you or for me?â
He doesnât answer. He just leans against the wall, watching you.
And in that quietâbetween the hum of the rain outside and the steady beat of your heartâyou realize something that makes your stomach twist.
Heâs still looking at you the way he always has. Like heâs waiting.
And for the first time, youâre not sure you want him to stop.
You donât realize how close he still is until you exhale, and the air catches on his collarbone. His handâthe one that had been tracing lazy circles over the duvetâstills, fingers curling slightly as if fighting the urge to reach for you again. Youâre both frozen there, breathing the same air, trapped somewhere between last nightâs chaos and the kind of silence that feels too intimate to break.
âStill tired?â he murmurs eventually, voice gravelly with sleep.
You hum, rolling onto your back, staring at the ceiling. âIâm trying to pretend this is a dream so I donât have to deal with it later.â
Lando chuckles â that same stupid, boyish sound that used to make you want to throw a shoe at him. âIf this were a dream, youâd be nicer to me.â
You turn your head, giving him a side-eye thatâs more fond than you mean it to be. âYou wish.â
He smiles â slow, lazy, utterly self-satisfied. âYeah, kinda do.â
Thereâs a stretch of silence after that. Itâs not awkward, exactly. Itâs the kind that feels suspended, fragile, like any wrong word could break it. The morning light cuts through the blinds in stripes, falling over his face, over the sharp edge of his jaw, and the faint freckles that scatter across his nose. You hate how warm it makes you feel.
âYou remember everything from last night, donât you?â he asks softly.
You nod. âEvery humiliating second.â
âGood.â He grins. âWouldâve been tragic if you forgot how you called me the âless annoying oneâ between me and your ex.â
Your face burns. âOh my god. Youâre impossible.â
âAnd yet,â he leans in slightly, voice dropping, âyou still called me.â
You open your mouth, ready with some sharp, defensive comeback, but nothing comes out. Because heâs right. You did. You called him. Out of everyone. And even though you could justify it â he was the only one awake, you were lost, you were panicking â it doesnât change what it means.
Your voice softens, betraying you. âYou really stayed the whole night?â
âOf course I did.â He says it like itâs the simplest thing in the world. âYou think Iâd just leave you like that?â
You stare at him, something tender curling in your chest. You want to look away, but his expression is so steady, so open, that you canât. âYou shouldnât be this nice to me.â
He laughs quietly, shaking his head. âYou say that like you donât love it.â
âI donât.â
âYou do.â
âLandoââ
He cuts you off by tugging the edge of the blanket higher, brushing his knuckles against your arm. Itâs a small, thoughtless movement, but your skin sparks where he touches you. Youâre suddenly too aware of how close you are, how his breath fans over your cheek when he talks.
âYouâre really bad at lying, you know that?â he says.
You glare at him half-heartedly, though the corner of your mouth betrays a twitch. âAnd youâre really bad at shutting up.â
He grins, wide and unbothered. âThatâs fair.â
He shifts a little closer, his arm brushing yours again, deliberate this time. You feel the warmth of him, the quiet thrum under your skin thatâs been there since last night. You should move. You donât.
For a moment, neither of you says anything. The silence isnât heavy anymore, itâs softer now, almost domestic. You can hear the faint hum of his phone charging on the nightstand, the distant noise of birds outside, and under it all, his steady breathing beside you.
When he finally speaks again, itâs quiet. âYou know, I wasnât kidding.â
You blink. âAbout what?â
He meets your gaze, unflinching. âI like you. I have for⊠a while.â
You swallow, throat dry. âYouâve been trying to get with me for years, Lando.â
âYeah, but now you actually like me back,â he says, grin turning softer this time, more real. âDonât even try to deny it.â
You groan, pressing your face into the pillow to hide the stupid smile spreading across your face. âYouâre infuriating.â
âCute way to say youâre falling for me.â
âShut up.â
He laughs, the sound low and warm, and before you can react, he reaches over to gently pull the pillow away from your face. Your heart stutters. He doesnât let go right away.
For a second, it feels like everything slows, like the world outside his window stops moving, just for you two. Heâs still smiling, but thereâs something softer behind it now, something that feels almost dangerous.
âHey,â he says quietly, thumb brushing against your wrist, âIâm not gonna push you, okay? You can take all the time you want. I just⊠want you to know Iâm not going anywhere.â
You look at himâreally lookâand it hits you how rare it is for him to sound like that. No teasing, no bravado. Just honest.
You breathe out slowly, and when you finally speak, your voice is small but sure. âYouâre not as annoying as I thought.â
He grins, dimples flashing. âCareful, that almost sounded like a compliment.â
âDonât ruin it.â
But youâre smiling now, and he sees it, the way your defenses are slipping, the way your shoulders relax, the way your hand doesnât move when his fingers graze yours again.
He leans in, close enough that you can feel the warmth radiating off him. âSoâŠâ he murmurs, âdo I get to say I won you over, or should I wait until after breakfast?â
You roll your eyes, laughing under your breath. âYouâre impossible.â
âAnd yet,â he repeats with a smirk, âyouâre still here.â
You donât pull away this time.
Instead, you let the silence settle againâwarm, gentle, familiarâas the morning stretches out between you. And for the first time, you stop trying to pretend you donât want it.
The light has changed by the time either of you moves again, softer, warmer, the kind of morning that feels suspended in amber. It spills across the floor, across the crumpled blanket, across Landoâs face where heâs lying half-turned toward you, head propped on his hand like heâs been studying you for hours.
You blink up at him, groggy but oddly content. âYouâre staring.â
He smiles, lazy and unashamed. âYouâre finally quiet. Itâs fascinating.â
You make a face, reaching for the pillow and smacking him lightly with it. He laughs, catches your wrist mid-swing, and suddenly your hand is caught between both of his, your pulse thudding against his palm. The laughter fades, replaced by something quieter, a steady, magnetic kind of calm.
âCareful,â he murmurs, thumb brushing the back of your hand, âyouâll make me think you actually like me.â
You snort, trying to sound unaffected, but your voice betrays you. âMaybe I just havenât woken up enough to hate you yet.â
He grins. âThatâs progress.â
He shifts closer, and itâs ridiculous how natural it feels, like youâve been doing this for years instead of constantly throwing verbal knives at him. You can smell his cologne, faint and clean, something you recognize from every hallway argument youâve ever had with him. The thought makes you laugh softly.
âWhat?â he asks, amused.
âJust⊠you,â you mumble. âYouâre not supposed to smell this good.â
He laughs under his breath, the sound rumbling through the air between you. âYouâre not supposed to admit that.â
You shrug, feigning indifference, but your cheeks are warm and you know he can see it. âDonât get used to it.â
He leans in just a little, voice dropping low. âToo late.â
The words hang there, heavier than they should be. Heâs close enough now that you can see the faint golden flecks in his eyes, the curl of his smile thatâs somehow both smug and stupidly soft. You could pull awayâyou shouldâbut the idea doesnât even occur to you until itâs already too late.
You donât kiss him. Not yet. You just lie there, barely a breath apart, the weight of it filling the space like static.
âHey, Lando?â you whisper.
âYeah?â
âYouâre still annoying.â
He grins, dimples flashing. âAnd you still like me.â
You roll your eyes, but the smile breaks through anyway, unwilling, unstoppable. âI really hate that youâre right.â
He brushes a strand of hair from your face, fingers lingering against your cheek. âYou can hate it later. Stay a little longer first.â
The suggestion sits between you, wrapped in the soft hum of the morning, half a dare, half a promise. You should get up. You should grab your shoes, make some snarky remark, and leave before this turns into something you canât take back.
Instead, you sigh and sink deeper into the sheets. âJust for a bit,â you mutter.
Lando grins, victorious but gentle, pulling the blanket higher around both of you. âJust for a bit,â he echoes.
You rest your head against his shoulder, pretending itâs because the pillowâs too far away, and he pretends not to notice. The silence that follows isnât sharp or uncertain anymore. Itâs warm, the kind that wraps around you like sunlight through a window you forgot to close.
âLando?â you murmur after a moment.
âYeah?â
âIf you ever tell anyone about this, Iâll ruin your life.â
He laughs, quiet and easy. âDeal.â
And when he leans in just a fraction closerâclose enough that his breath skims your skin, close enough that the morning slows to a humâyou let it happen. Because maybe youâre tired of pretending you donât want him. Maybe, for once, itâs okay to let yourself fall.
Outside, the day keeps moving. Inside, you donât.
requested? :: no - part of kinktober
featuring :: sub!paul aron x dom!reader
summary :: what was a relaxing movie date night had paul feeling needy after a sex scene played.
word count :: 497
caution! :: dry humping, thigh riding, swearing, crying, praise, begging, whimpering, needy/desperate paul, multiple orgasms, coming in pants
a note from the host :: wrote this sleep deprived in the library (been doing a lot of shit in the library for some reason?? đđ)
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a movie played in the background as you shifted on paulâs lap, trying desperately to get comfortable. you grazed your hips over his crotch, feeling something poking at your ass.
realisation hit you hardâpaul was hard underneath you. simply from you sitting on his lap.
you debated whether or not you should say something, that was, until he ground his hips upwards into your ass, drawing a light groan from his plump lips.
âpaul, baby?â you turned on his lap, the two of you now eye to eye on the couch.
âmm,â he groaned, voice strained as he tried not to rub against you. the friction of his jeans pressing against his cock felt almost too good, sending waves of pleasure through his body every time he shifted.
âjust try focus on the movie, yeah?â
âmfuck- yeah,â he nodded once, twice, âyeah.â
you smiled, tempted to reach down and unbuckle his belt, but you waited patientlyâseeing how long he could last without moving again.
which wasn't long in the slightest. within the next five minutes, his large hands were holding firmly onto your hips as you ground down into his aching cock. both of your moans echoed in the room, just loud enough to be heard over the sound of the tv in the background.
âpaul, oh god,â you whispered softly, eyes screwed shut in an attempt to ground yourself. âso good for me.â
he whimpered underneath you at the praise. you picked up the pace ever so slightly as you neared your orgasms. feeling paulâs cock twitch from behind his jeans against your clothed pussy was enough to have your back arching and a moan clawing its way up your throat.
âagainâplease, again.â paul begged, shifting your hips to rest on his thick thigh. *want you to come again.â
your legs bracketed his thigh, and your sensitive clit nudged against the fabric of your panties with every subtle shift.
âwhat about you, baby boy? can't have you feeling left out, can we?â you questioned.
âdon't care, i want you to come again- please,â he practically choked out the last syllable.
the first movement of your hips was small, testing the waters. then, you sped up, each rock forward sending ripples of pleasure throughout your body.Â
âyou're so good for me, baby, always so, so good for me.â you praised as the final rock of your hips had your back arching once again, your panties beyond soaked.
âanything for you, just wanna see you feel good,â he mumbled, watching the rise and fall of your chest with every breath.
you wrapped your arms around him, bringing his face to your chest. he settled nicely, happy with his face buried between your tits.
âcould die so happy here, but i really need to change my boxers . . .â his voice was muffled from your warm skin, and you tugged his hair gently to remove him.
âc'mon, let's get changed and finish the movie, yeah?â you tugged him off the couch.