I am so sorry I am putting this here in tumblr. This is my fuckass yume ship. I just wanted to post it here with a note about how I’ve been increasingly disillusioned with my indie project, it makes me sad how hard I work on it for little to no recognition. I’m taking a break from it for sure, as I re-evaluate what I even want from it because I’m on the edge of giving up completely. In the meantime I re-discovered self indulgent slop and have been painting stupid fuckass shit again. Ivan has been my muse for god knows how many years and I care him deeply. so as cringe as it is, this brought me joy.















