Continual Movement

Nothing more active then a heart that remains broken. Nothing more desirable then something to fill that.

The thing about depression is that you want to tell people. But for fear of what they think, and what has happened from experience it becomes impossible. The thing about anxiety is that it magnifies that fear into a weight on your chest that will never disappear.

It hurts to try and it hurts to give up. Am I going to suffer all year?

I'm so depressed..

I'M GOING TO TRY HARDER. DONT GIVE UP HOPE IN YOURSELF.

When you lose a big part of your life and you see others continue inside that.. it’s pretty painful. You try to be happy for the friends you left behind but it just feels shallow and more like guilt and jealously…do i have to cut out that part entirely before I make myself hate it?

I miss my friends… it hurts. So much that I worked for is just gone because of myself…. i…just want to cry everyday but there’s no point anymore. I can feel myself reaching a limit and I'm not sure what that means..