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A great night seeing the Nutcracker with my mom! . . . . . . . . . . . #dance #christmas #nutcracker #mpac #beautiful https://www.instagram.com/p/BsCHSpBBODN/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1mp2gi28pnn0j

Some pictures I took while passing through Jersey City and New York yesterday. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #newyork #jerseycity #art #graffiti #holiday #christmas #roadtrip #pictures https://www.instagram.com/p/Br0q9ODhvS7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13o1i3ixb3g4a

Merry Christmas all! Just a note, I’m feeling neither today! . . . . . . . . . . . #androgynous #nonbinary #christmasnails #christmas #holiday #festivemakeup #festivenails #festive #readyforchristmas https://www.instagram.com/p/BrxztH6B7uZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ihw90kn100jx

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone!!! I am so thankful for my friends and all of my family. I am thankful for my amazing puppy. And I am especially thankful for my amazing girlfriend. They are so beautiful and kind and talented and perfect that I can’t believe I don’t have any pictures of them. Honestly whenever we talk I’ve been living so much in the moment that I don’t even think of it until afterwards. You’re the best girlfriend in the world and I can’t believe I’m dating you. Please check out my girlfriend @_artlizard_ !! . . . . . . . Enjoy these pictures from my soccer practice and my trip to Philadelphia. . . . . . #thanksgiving #thankful #inlove #dating #happy #fieldtrip #philadelphia #rainbow #beautiful #adorable #thankyou https://www.instagram.com/p/BqgMHZ5h9Zh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ibf3mrddtzdr

So I got my new glasses and sunglasses today and I’m actually genuinely happy. Also, I can see?? Even with my old frames nothing was completely clear, so I just thought that’s how everyone saw, but I got my new prescription, got new frames, and I am so happy. my mom felt so bad cuz she felt like a bad parent, but it wasn’t her fault cuz I didn’t know either. So, moral of the story, I looked and felt like a little kid in a candy store today. . . . . . . #glasses #newglasses #happy #excited #kidinacandystore #sunglasses #newsunglasses #icansee #clearvision #ineedhelp😂 #notreally https://www.instagram.com/p/BpS-G43lcOw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1l138f6nb2edp

What is a friend? A friend is someone who cares for you, Someone who doesn’t forget you, Who values your time, Who values your entire being, Who will listen to your problems, Who tries to help you with your problems, Who trusts you with their problems, Who trusts you with their life, Who loves you. What is love? Love is a feeling, That can be fleeting or eternal, That grows day by day, Or slowly fades away, That holds two people together no matter what, Either platonically or romantically, That can make or break a friendship. So when I look around at all of my friends, I realize that most of them don’t fit this mold, That I feel alone. Am I not trustworthy? Am I not valuable? Or am I just not lovable? And what about those I love? Is it my personality? My looks? Or is it my choices that deem me unworthy of your love? Why can’t you love me? ************ Sorry for the long time in between posts! I’ve been super busy with school, soccer and life and I haven’t had time to sit down and write a poem. I’ve also been feeling unmotivated to do a lot of stuff. Also I’ve got PSATs this week so I’m very sad right now. But anyway... #poems #love #friendship #friendzone (cuz we all know it’s gonna happen) #alone #tired #sad https://www.instagram.com/p/BoptwZgFxZl/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pcwsx2a6qkff

I look kinda gross but whatever . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #pocky #japanesefood #candy #grosslooking #tired

Just a few pics of my favorite sister. She needs no filter! . . . . . . . . . . . #dog #cute #happypuppy #bestfriend #outside #blessed

I’m feeling kind of sad right now from a few different sources, so I took a few pics of myself in my new sweatshirt to try and make me a little more happy! It worked a little, but not too well, but I decided to share the pics with you all! . . . . . . . . . . . #sad #trying #soccerhurts #lifehurts #lovehurts #rainbowsweatshirt #hottopicsweatshirt #htpride #sore #tiredoflove

You are my sunshine, But you’ve been taken away. I can no longer see, I’m stepping in the dark. I can barely make it through, But when I find you again, I see the rainbow. You are my music, But you’ve been turned down. I am left with my thoughts, And I’m being dragged down. The silence is overwhelming, But when I turn you up, I slip away from the real world. You are my blanket, But you’ve been ripped from my hands. I am shivering and cold, And without a support. There are no other blankets, But when I retrieve you, I am strong again. You are my everything, But you’ve left me alone. What is it they have, That you think I don’t. Maybe I don’t deserve you, Maybe I should turn away, But when I see you again, That all fades to grey. . . . . . . . . . #summer #poems #love #poolside #nature #sad

Summer by the pool

I feel like I’m dying but I look pretty good while doing it . . . . . . . . . . #headache #nausea #cdh #thirdtime #tired #ilookgood

Yo!! I know I haven’t posted in a while but @gc2b is having a giveaway! Gc2b is a site created for the selling of binders. If you want one, go to them to get it. Have a great day all! . . . . *sry to these ppl cuz I need to do this to possible win the giveaway: @s.lehman3 @jess.kiederling @cha_che257_ (again... sry... i just really want one)* . . . . . #gc2b #giveaway #binders #transgender #nonbinary #androgynous #lgbtqiap #pride

Hey everyone! @gc2b is doing a giveaway for chest binders. If you want one, go check out their post and follow the instructions. You do you!! . . . . . #gc2bnewday #gc2b #gc2bnewdaygiveaway #need #androgynous #queer #transgender #lgbtpride #happy

I want to be near you I want to see you I want to hold you I want to spend forever with you I want to spend a whole day talking with you I want to know you entirely I want you . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #poems #pining #tired #forevealone

Out with the old and in with the new. . . . . . . . . . #haircut #newdoo #shorthair #cleanshaved #happy