unstable Navi-gaytion

Why am I NEVER just ENOUGH

It’s fine I’m gonna get rich and share with absolutely NOBODY

Back to the abuse and sadness and never trusting

Hmmmmmmmm so now I’m Gotta go back to the abuse huh!

Like I’m literally barely functioning as a human being I can’t even eat properly I can’t sleep properly it’s all fake

dam n you’d think I’d learn!!!!!! Not to love or trust anyone anymore!!!!!!! I must like to feel the pain and heartbreak huh!!!!!

Now I’m just Fucking stuck and love is fake just so y’all know

Sorrry I’ve been abused!!!!! Sorry my whole life was constant abuse!!!!!! Sorry I’m broken!!!!!! Sorry i can’t handle shit !!!!! Sorry I relied on you when you said to!!!!! Sorry I listened to you and now you’re sad I listened!!!!!!! Sorry I don’t know anything besides hurt and pain and sadness!!!!! Sorry I’ve been faking it ALL!!!! Every fleeting moment I have is sadness and pain and hurt and I mask it all up with a nice smile and a fake laugh. I’m sorry but it’s not my fault.