goddammit lissa

concept: i can find comfort in things other than substances when i really need it

don’t leave me when I split, but don’t let me hurt you either.

bpd feel of the day: my fp paid attention to me and now all of my disorders are cured; I have never once been sad ever in my entire life

if you don’t love me loudly and consistently do you even love me at all

lookin for some cluster-b babes to follow…reblog this if you have/blog about BPD, HPD, APD or NPD and i’ll check out your blog <3 no anti self dx pls

me: tell me if i’m annoying you someone: *tells me when i’m annoying them in the most gentle way possible* me, holding back tears: no it’s okay… that’s okay… everyone’s life would be better if i didn’t exist… guess i’ll go kill myself now

me, sitting in my room drowning in rubbish, staring at one spot and not doing anything just feeling numb and lowkey suicidal: what if i faked being mentally ill

i’m so so so tired okay i’m so tired of crying i’m so tired of getting angry i’m so tired of acting impulsively i’m so tired of not trusting anybody i’m tired of the crippling paranoia i’m so tired of not being in control and most of all i’m so tired of feeling any given extreme over the drop of a fucking hat 

me: *breathes* my brain: this is why no one likes you

bpd is super weird like man i wanna talk to my friends but I’ve suddenly become unable to say anything at all and suddenly have no energy for any emotion ever