bpd kitten

some of you have never tried to completely alter your personality in a desperate attempt to avoid people leaving you and it shows

I hope no one lowkey hates me. Highkey hate me. Hate me with every fiber of your being. Go big or go home

i still don’t understand why recovery isn’t romanticized more. getting better after being at your lowest point? working hard and doing what it takes to feel safe again? knowing that occasional dips aren’t the end of the world? changing yourself and ridding your life of toxic behavior/people? i’m sorry that sounds better than any edgy miserable story i’ve ever heard. 

You know you deserve better. Go get it. 

looking at bpd posts makes me feel so validated yet so fake at the same time,,,,i feel like when i read a post i dont necessarily relate to that i SHOULD be relating to it and i keep thinking i need to change my behavior just to ensure that im not faking by having All The Symptoms

me at 4am: who am i

I’m an overthinker so if you don’t give me an answer, I’ll come up with one.

Don’t abandon me. My childlike heart couldn’t handle it.

Is jealousy a thing among borderlines? I feel that I usually get more jealous than a normal person

Can like no one care about me so I can die without feeling guilt

do u ever feel so unwanted and alone and u just sorta want to cry

not to be dramatic but being yelled at makes me suicidal

When they don’t respond fast enough so you have to send the “I’m sorry” text because clearly you are annoying the hell out of them and there is no other reasonable explanation.

I hate getting so sad to the point where my body completely shuts down, and all I can do is just lay there and think about all my problems