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Nearly 2 years

I gave you everything for nearly 2 years.

I loved you fearlessly for nearly 2 years.

I tried so hard to be normal for nearly 2 years.

In 5 minutes you threw it all away and now I am destroyed.

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"Forever"

You can say that you'll love me now and forever. But I've heard those words so many times that it's impossible to believe.

Forever always has an expiration date when it comes to me.

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Well I did it again, destroyed something good before it even had a chance.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I act like a child. I'm sorry that I can't control my temper. I'm sorry that when I see red I need to make you feel as horrible as I do. I'm sorry for the vitriolic shit that I spew. I'm sorry I can't be normal.

Being alone is so much easier, there is nobody to disappoint.

I'm fucking humiliated once again, maybe one day I'll learn to shut my mouth...

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I used to think that getting an official diagnosis for my bpd would be a relief.

I was so fucking wrong.

Now a doctor has confirmed just how damaged I am.

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I miss feeling the heat of you next to me. I miss the way our hands fit together like puzzle pieces. I miss the smell of your perfume. I miss the lipstick marks you left on my face. I miss the sound of your voice. I miss your hands around my waist. I miss the way you made me feel safe.

I miss you.

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I know he's more important to you now and thats okay, but I miss when it was just you and me against the world. I'm so happy you found love but I wish I was enough for you.

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I long for a solid FP but I've hurt too many people by overwhelming them

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I hate feeling this way

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I just want to leave like I never existed.

I don’t want anyone to remember me,

I don’t want to hurt anyone.

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