BPD Dean

bpd is just walmart brand insanity

i’m constantly grieving for people who’ve hurt and abandoned me

a lot of people describe bpd as chronic emptiness and like i get it but i swear to god the best way i can describe it is that i am absolutely starving. for everything. love, affection, knowledge, passion, creativity. nothing is ever enough, i have never been satisfied. i will spend the rest of my life always wanting more. i am insatiable. it’s exhausting.

The bpd urge to RUN AWAY RUN AWAY RUN AWAY

does anyone else w BPD have that moment when someone triggers you/makes you even mildly upset where your brain is like “go for the throat, SAY THE MOST HURTFUL SHIT POSSIBLE, END THIS MFS WHOLE CAREER RN” or am I just literally nuts

i’m so mentally exhausted, it’s so tiring

the impulsive urge to hurt myself

I just want to feel like the most important person in the world to someone, just once.

I'm always too much, yet never enough.