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sleeping positions that fuck up your spine feel so good for no reason it’s literally the devil’s deepest temptation

january 2022 keeps testing me like im mentally stable or something

lmao fr

at a certain point you just get tired of your own shit. you have to force yourself to meditate, workout, eat mindfully and read the books to form a routine that gives you a sense of happiness within yourself again. it’s exhausting i know, but you gotta keep fighting for yourself because no one will take care and love you the way you can for own being. this life is not something to go bout so casually, everyday is your first and last time to embrace this moment. this life was gifted to you with a planet to explore and souls to experience. so show up for yourself.

being suicidal and scared of death at the same time is objectively one of my worst flaws. like only i get to decide when i die and if ANYTHING else tries to take me out im taking it with me

Anybody else in their I have nothing to say era? Because

that ol’ bpd tradition of hating yourself for being so angry all the time and knowing it’s the literal only thing keeping you alive

are you reacting to what is happening or are you reacting to something that already happened, through what is happening now?