THE LAST HORROR

my hope is when it works no one will mourn

i care but im so fucking exhausted and triggered

maybe im selfish but oh my god it's been months and we're both just spiraling down

all i want is rest and peace

giggling at how stupid and edgy this part of the song is

sometimes i think of them finding me w this song playing LMAOOO

it worked .. i felt no pain but i felt scared as my body slowly got limp and cold

then i ended up in this weird reddish blackish void? it was warm and quiet but like so quiet it almost sounded like humming

there was nothing to do, all i did was think and i regretted it

i didn't get to see my friend one last time, i didn't get to move out or go to college at least, i didn't say anything to my mom or say bye to my dog

we need to drain this disease from all the veins in your neck

he's selfish i hate him for what he's done to you and everyone

you've done nothing wrong the only wrongdoings are his own and all the neglect by his own choice

im sad that you believe this is loving when its the most cruel and evil thing humans have created

wish i was going to college

wish i was like other teens my age

wouldn't it be funny for me to become a hashtag for next pride month

still thinking

should i do it ..just like .. rip off the bandaid

it's nausea and pain you've never felt before

i was so tired at the store .. i could barely keep my eyes open but i got what i needed wtf

maybe tonight i dont know