I guess, if none of you have noticed by now, I also have various kinks and fetishes of the male stomach and bellybutton too. Hehe!! My like list grows daily!! But I have some truth for you all below!!
I’m still pregnant and showing absolutely no warning signs so I am feeling pretty good about that today.
I seem to be building quite a following, and my ‘lil black book’ list of U.K. men who want to enjoy my body, my belly and fuck my pussy in my later months is growing, but I need to level with all of you. I am in no way an easy shag, nor am I content with being a sexual plaything!! You need to realise that I only lost my virginity and was also impregnated during that fuck only a few weeks ago. Yes I’m a teasing, horny, annoying little shit but I’m also a scared and nervous young man. I’m actually terrified. I use my anxiety and my fear as fuel for my kink in the hope that it will desensitise me, especially once I pop and enter into the really scary territory of going into labour and giving birth. I’m terrified of this time!! Surrounded by all those doctors and nurses swarming around me, probing into me and doing their thing in monitoring my progress and baby, my legs wide open and my genitals exposed to them, pushing a likely big baby out of me in front of them, in so much pain and likely fully naked up to my chest with my belly exposed, as a very passing guy!! I don’t even have a birth partner yet!! I honestly don’t think I can handle that alone!! I’m also scared of political crap or social crap I may have to fight in amongst while pregnant or have to shield me and my baby from once they are born. You can’t honestly expect me to just carelessly entertain a string of horny men who want to touch and fuck me with my baby big in my belly, or post pictures online. That’s not to say I’m not thinking about it or I won’t don’t it, but you need to let me figure this out and let me come to terms with everything.
This is ridiculous, I’m doing something I’ve wanted for so long, I can’t wait to see my body change, feeling and seeing how big and tight my belly is going to be, playing with my bellybutton when it pops out, feel my baby moving and kicking inside me and I can’t wait to hold and kiss them for the very first time, once I have pushed them out of me.
I honestly didn’t expect to be so scared or anxious when I did this, and it’s hit me like a freight train today! Like I’ve actually curled up in my bed and cried, I needed the release and I feel so much better now for it!! But I’m writing this as a catharsis too!!
As much as I want to normalise trans men being pregnant and having babies into the mainstream of our culture and community, we can’t ignore the realities and emotions that come along with it. I know I’ll NEVER regret this, but it’s really, really scary!! And I know I’ll be stronger when I get to the other side!! Thanks for reading!! xoxo
















