Breedable Dude

I’m still pregnant and showing absolutely no warning signs so I am feeling pretty good about that today.

I seem to be building quite a following, and my ‘lil black book’ list of U.K. men who want to enjoy my body, my belly and fuck my pussy in my later months is growing, but I need to level with all of you. I am in no way an easy shag, nor am I content with being a sexual plaything!! You need to realise that I only lost my virginity and was also impregnated during that fuck only a few weeks ago. Yes I’m a teasing, horny, annoying little shit but I’m also a scared and nervous young man. I’m actually terrified. I use my anxiety and my fear as fuel for my kink in the hope that it will desensitise me, especially once I pop and enter into the really scary territory of going into labour and giving birth. I’m terrified of this time!! Surrounded by all those doctors and nurses swarming around me, probing into me and doing their thing in monitoring my progress and baby, my legs wide open and my genitals exposed to them, pushing a likely big baby out of me in front of them, in so much pain and likely fully naked up to my chest with my belly exposed, as a very passing guy!! I don’t even have a birth partner yet!! I honestly don’t think I can handle that alone!! I’m also scared of political crap or social crap I may have to fight in amongst while pregnant or have to shield me and my baby from once they are born. You can’t honestly expect me to just carelessly entertain a string of horny men who want to touch and fuck me with my baby big in my belly, or post pictures online. That’s not to say I’m not thinking about it or I won’t don’t it, but you need to let me figure this out and let me come to terms with everything.

This is ridiculous, I’m doing something I’ve wanted for so long, I can’t wait to see my body change, feeling and seeing how big and tight my belly is going to be, playing with my bellybutton when it pops out, feel my baby moving and kicking inside me and I can’t wait to hold and kiss them for the very first time, once I have pushed them out of me.

I honestly didn’t expect to be so scared or anxious when I did this, and it’s hit me like a freight train today! Like I’ve actually curled up in my bed and cried, I needed the release and I feel so much better now for it!! But I’m writing this as a catharsis too!!

FUCK OFF, CUNT!!

There’s something really fucking strange about you sick creeps and your pig headed righteousness, exercising a constant fucking mania regarding picking on people you don’t even know, and something quite disgusting, disturbing and not sane about your constant online bullshit!!

You say I’m lying?? Well, get off your fat ugly cunt and prove it, without social media or technology based SHITE, get your fucking cunt into my flat, MAKE ME PISS ON A TEST IN FRONT OF YOU or shut your fucking hole!!

What’s pretty obvious to me, is that you are likely a very negative individual, with some pretty sick individuals that you like to think are your friends, likely because you are such a failure at humanity and quite clearly have enough sociopathic tendencies to qualify for your initiation into some kind of online freak and bully gang!! Liking to hide under anonymity while dishing out such shit, means you are chasing some sick, likely sexual high, while avoiding any kind of consequences or accountability. Good luck in relationships out in the real world, without a screen, peddling that bullshit!!

So I guess I’ll say, have a great day!! xoxo

Nope, because as hot and kinky as I find it, not taking the responsibility for the process is a HUGE turnoff and ‘pissing off’ point for me!!

I must stress that this is only my opinion, but kinking pregnancy and breeding, without the responsibility and awesome desire to make another human being and become a parent, I find that quite red flaggy, weird and gross tbh!!

I cope by being strong, realising I don’t actually need anyone to be the father I want to be. My best friend is a single parent and an amazing example of one. You don’t need anyone, yes it’s harder and will likely come with sacrifices, but you don’t need anybody to do it with you, unless they really want to and have proved they are suitable.

Most men see guys like me as fem ‘light’ or some kind of a kinky cock tease. Others want to rape me, hoping a pregnancy takes. Then you have the ones who message me that they intend to kick my babies out of me and sent them to the loving arms of God, away from my ‘creep and pedo influence’ (Yes, I get these anons, I just delete them) so yes, I’d rather do it alone with a trusted friend who will also be daddy. He wants a relationship with the babies and I’m happy with that!

Never forget that we're here believing in you

You can bring your two little blessings into the world

No matter how bad it hurts

It's going to be worth it

That’s still very prevalent and getting slightly worse as time goes on. I am determined though. I think far too many, especially among my brother’s, who blindly elect for caesareans because it’s going to be too sore or they don’t want to wreck themselves down there, are doing the various arms of the process a big disservice. The ‘too posh or chicken to push’ mentality is quite a big bug bear of mine.

They have much bigger fish to fry once baby is earth side, than a bit of pussy pain!!

Bless you man!! I appreciate you sharing this with me. I really do feel for you guys who go through life and will forever be denied that one dream you have, my NB bestie is exactly the same, it’s so cruel!!

Pinching it between my fingers

Softly biting on it

Sucking it like a teat

It's a nice thought