Bou with a Bonus

Few things about me:

I'm a part of a traumagenic system

I am not the host

The body and I are 18 and go by he/him pronouns

Endos please don't interact. I don't support endos but I ain't putting that tag on every post

@hamptersadness Is the host's blog, he supports endos or endo neutral I'm not sure.

We currently have 8 alters found I think

System name @ay-system , our tag 🫎

If you are an alter or someone that is under 18, please don't interact with my blog

"We" and "Us" are talking about the system as a collective, "I" and "me" Is talking about me the alter.

Ay[host] likes the term "plural" and "plurality", but I'd rather just call us what we are, a system.

I'm just using this blog to explore myself since we've come to (semi terms Ay still thinks we are faking)

I might vent. I might just post shit. Idk honestly.

But I would love to befriend other systems, and you have more questions about the system as a whole I guess just ask me.

Tags:

#bou says shit: just daily life rambling

#shitty vents: me venting about the world

Espically Meeples like yeah Meeples can be frustrating at times but he's still a kid.

Ay just views Meeples as like Ay but younger and using him to just unload all his fucking problems on.

He doesn't do it much in the headspace but they are often co-con. And he's always fucking bad mouthing Meeples. Cora doesn't even notices because she's never near front.

I'm tired of this shit Meeples is someone who we are trying to heal and he's just still breaking him down. I fucking hate it.

But when we got home we found our bird was hurt so I was calling the vet and shit while Ay was freaking out in my ear.

And apparently the body doesn't like blood so I had stop it from puking while on phone

Every once in awhile Ay comes up and starts telling me to do shit and I have no idea how to FUCKING LEAVE THE FRONT