Finding light in the dark

Thank you 💓

Firstly I'm so sorry for your families loss of both your brother and his baby. That would be amazing, I think it would bring attention to the issue and hopefully people will want to do more ( demand more scans, more appointments ect) which could in the long run help prevent sill births. I think you are doing the right thing.

2017 is here.. You should be turning 3 this year!!! I wonder what you'd look like, if you'd change to look more like your daddy or stayed looking like me. Would you be shy or outgoing? Would you love books? I often wonder what type of little person you'd be. I look at your brother and hes full of personality, would you be the same? I guess another year of painful questions and milestones never met. Happy New Year my angel. I love you. Mummy xx

"You are rooted deep within ny soul a part of me forever In the deepest parts of my heart there you are"

Hello my beautiful angel mummies! I'm so sorry I've been M.I.A for so long, life has been crazy! But now I'm back! Please let me know where everyone is at in their journey and whay I can do to help. Thank you for staying true 💗💗

Next week is my baby girls birthday she turns 2.. she should be walking and talking She should be blowing kisses and falling asleep in my bed as I play with her long brown hair She should be here blowing out her candles while I chase her around to get family photos.. But she isn't. I will be with my family, remembering her, releasing lanterns to light the sky with her memory.

Tonight we are going to light a candle and release a balloon for my little angel and all the others. Please light a candle tonight for all the babies born too small, too early, lost in the womb, stillborn, SIDS or any other situation that may of happened to loose your sweet angel.

I can not believe how many people thought by 2 years I’d be “over” her death.

I believe my daughter sends me "Earth messages of love" I always see white butterflies at family gatherings or near jer garden. Today I was outside and this landed on her daddy. We love you too baby girl 😚

"I was unsure which pain was worse The shock of what had happened or the ache for what will never."

"Come here babe, it's your favorite body wash. It's mint!" My partner say reaching for the bottle and taking a sniff. "Here smell it he says" putting the bottle under my nose. I close my eyes and smell the mint body wash, it takes me back to when I was pregnant with my angel.. I start to cry.. I remember the first time I used it, I was washing my precious angel inside me. I sung to her as she kicked away. My heart started to hurt, I remember the last time I used this body wash.. it was the last shower I had with my baby girl... it was our last cheerful song. I open my eyes and look up.. my boyfriend is staring at me with so much concern. "Are you Ok babe?" I just smile and he wipes my tears.

My rainbow had his first hospital visit last night 😢 He caught gastro but kept choking on his vomit.. long story short we rushed to the hospital where they witnessed first hand him choking, they did nothing but stare at me as I had a full blown panic attack thinking shit my son is going to die.. Was definitely terrifying He is all good now sleeping thrthe gastro off

Has anyone had one? What are the symptoms we should know.