The most inconsistent person ever

I managed to put myself together for this moment, how? I'm not sure.

Everyone here saw me break down and cry for the past days. I'm still heartbroken, I'm not over it... it'll probably take me a long time to get over it. Destiny means so much for me and knowing its story ends like this is killing me.

I'm desperately holding onto hope and small news, trying to convince myself that it's not logical, that Sony will cave in and give us D3. I honestly feel delusional.

I won't stop making renders and drawings of this game, I'll keep playing around with my RP blog @ellis-the-lightguide and a future one I'm planning for Lady Crimson.

I'll stay here until my last days, all of you can be sure of this.

And to everyone who checked on me, thank you. You're all amazing people and I'm not sure how to repay your kindness, I hope for great thing to come to your lives because all of you deserve it. <3

For all times I was drawing pics with ace/demi pride with my sonas. So I wanted to draw something else, and I already thought to draw this with Oryx earlier because I like him and the way that this change was possible with everyone being okay about it in the game. And that usually I'm too forgetful and lost to catch up on smaller pride days and weeks

And because of a lot of bigots that were screaming at LGBTQIA+ representations. Not only in Destiny (but I have a lot of it in my feed) on twt. I still don't understand if replies with "Gay" under these were considered to be offensive or as a fact, bc the first one seemed very strange. Would hope that such people will really leave the game and community as they say and will not come to whine every year about it. Bc it looks like the same thing over time when for some reason they come back to write how it's good that they left and uninstalled, and then why do you still spend your time to come here and to write this, and not doing some other good life stuff??

Sorry I'm just tired of seeing this and don't understand the logic and point of doing what they're doing. And I might become harsher when I'm too tired of the lack of good sleep

I also was thinking if alien species could have their different genders with understanding that goes beyond what humans made to themself. Though, there still was the usage of male/female to the Hive and Oryx changed like this where a lot of people were calling him trans, so I guess it's suitable for him to be drawn like this