įįš nanami hates when you push on his hips slightly cause of the overstimulation heās fucking you into . . mdni!
nanamiās already so deep when it starts getting too much for you.
his cockās thick and hot, stretching you open with every slow, deliberate roll of his hips, and youāre shaking underneath him, thighs trembling, breath hitching into little broken sobs. heās been fucking you steady for what feels like forever, patient, controlled, whispering soft praises against your temple even while heās splitting you apart.
but the second your hands slip down to his hips and pushājust a tiny, desperate nudge to get a break from how intense it feelsāhe freezes.
his whole body locks up.
then that low, dangerous voice right against your ear.
āhah⦠fuck.ā he exhales hard through his nose. āwhere do you think youāre going?ā
before you can even stammer out an answer his weight drops.
full. heavy and pinning. chest crushing your tits flat to the mattress, thick arms caging your head, forearms bracketing your face so you canāt turn away. his hips snap forward harder than before, burying every last inch so deep your eyes roll and your mouth falls open on a silent scream.
āyou donāt get to run from this,ā he murmurs, voice rougher now, still soft in that awful, loving way that makes your cunt flutter around him. āyou take it. all of it.ā
one big hand slides up, covers your mouth completely. palm warm, fingers splayed wide so your muffled whimpers vibrate right into his skin. he doesnāt squeeze, doesnāt hurtājust holds. keeps every needy little sound locked behind his hand while he starts fucking you in long, punishing strokes.
the wet slap of his hips meeting your ass fills the room. loud. obscene. you can feel how soaked you are, how your slickās dripping down your thighs, coating his balls every time he bottoms out.
his other hand snakes between your bodies.
two fingers find your clit immediately: swollen, oversensitive, throbbing and he doesnāt tease you, just rubs firm, tight circles.
your man is mean.
your whole body jerks under him, back arching uselessly because thereās nowhere to go. heās too heavy, too deep, too everywhere. the overstimulation hits like a freight train and youāre crying into his palm, tears slipping down your temples, thighs trying to snap shut but his knees keep you spread wide.
āthere she is,ā he breathes against your cheek. āthatās it. let it happen.ā
he grinds in deep, pubic bone crushing right against your clit while his fingers keep working merciless little circles. your cunt clamps down so hard he groansālow, wreckedāand his rhythm stutters for half a second before he fucks you even harder.
āgonna cum again for me?ā his voice is velvet dragged over gravel. āeven though itās too much? even though youāre shaking?ā
you can only sob into his hand. nod frantically. thighs quivering, toes curling, whole body wound so tight you think you might break.
he presses his forehead to yours. eyes dark, pupils blown. watching every twitch of your face while he ruins you.
āgood girl,ā he whispers. ācum on my cock. soak me. make a fucking mess.ā
his fingers speed up. relentless, and you do.
you shatter so hard your vision whites out, back bowing, cunt spasming violently around his length while you scream into his palm. he doesnāt stop fucking you through itākeeps that same brutal pace, drawing it out until youāre limp and twitching and drooling against his hand.
only then does he finally slow.
still buried to the hilt.
still heavy on top of you.
he lifts his palm just enough to let you gasp wet, shaky breaths.
then he kisses the corner of your mouth, soft and almost tender.
āyouāre not going anywhere,ā he murmurs. ānot until i say so.ā
and he rolls his hips againājust once. slow and deep.
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You are a newly hired security guard assigned to watch over an abandoned puppet theater calledĀ Kingdom of Marionettes.Ā
Your duties are simple enough. keep troublemakers away, clean the theater, and make sure none of the puppets go missing or start wandering around.Ā Wait.Ā Wandering around?Ā That has to be a joke.
Well... not exactly.
Because during your night shifts, the puppets are very much alive.Ā And one of them, a mischievous jester puppet seems eager to play with you
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Can I request Saja Boys (separate) x innocent reader, like she doesn't know what a French kiss is and stuff like that, she knows natural fluff things like cuddles, and the boys? Absolutely FILTHY, if not all at least Baby and Romance!!!
SAJA BOYS x INNOCENT!READER (and changing that) part 1
Not my fav trope but sure. I be doin anything but writing the next assistant reader partāļø this is going to be divided into two parts, this one has Jinu, Abby and Romance in it, the other two here!
cw: NSFW, female and afab reader, power dynamics, age gap, obsession, heavy themes of āteachingā and guiding, virginity loss, manipulation undertones, nonstandard consent(reader doesnāt resist, but often doesnāt fully understand whatās happening until itās happening), I chose not to mention body hair on reader so thatās up to yāallās imagination(though it would be realistic if reader had body hair, the boys wouldnāt mind anyway), the demons having super senses, me crying while letting go of my virgin Jinu hc, in Jinuās part: touching, groping, grinding on thigh, handjob, oral sex(f receiving written detailed but mentions of m receiving), protected p in v, in Abbyās part: body worship, heavy petting/fingering, handjob, grinding, mutual masturbation, dirty talk, ass play, squirting, overstimulation, anal fingering and sex, deepthroat, size kink, ass worship/fixation, mention of a footjob, oral (m and f receiving), face sitting, protected p in v, in Romanceās part: oral (f receiving), fingering, sex toys(mentioned and use of a vibrator written in detail), protected p in v, mentions of wild kinks, handjob, bondage, pain kink, anal fingering and pegging
JINU
Youāre a sweetheart.
The fact that youāve never gone further than a kiss? That you donāt know what dicking someone down even means? For Jinu, thatās like waving a red flag in front of a bull. He delights in it. He lives for it. Not because he thinks less of you, not because he wants to tease (though god, he does), but because it feeds something primal in him. The thought that your first shiver, your first gasp, your first moan, every little milestone in intimacy, will be his doing.
You are innocent. Truly. Sweet as sugar. Youāve never kissed with tongue, never gone past a lingering peck, never even thought about sex without blushing into your sleeves. And you, pathetic, heart-on-sleeve creature that you are, love nothing more than curling up against Jinu. Always. Always cuddling into his chest, brushing kisses over his jaw, hugging him. You curl up against him on the couch with your head in his lap, kissing his palm absentmindedly, and he feels like heās going to combust. You nuzzle into his neck when heās reading something, kiss his temple before bed, and it fucks him. Because it never goes further. Never slips into what his dirty mind is screaming for.
The relationship is a little toxic, because Jinu is toxic. He canāt help it. Heās manipulative, territorial, selfish in a way only centuries of survival can breed. Heāll scold you for paying too much attention to the others. Heāll bribe you with food, gifts, touches. Heāll sulk when you deny him, pacing the room until you tug him down beside you and kiss his forehead, soothing him with your soft, steady voice. You always forgive too easily, and he uses that like a weapon. Heās an evil man who found himself addicted to a good thing.
But when youāre lying on top of him, chin propped on your folded arms against his chest, eyes bright with nothing but love, whispering āYouāre so handsome, Jinuā he feels like heās dying. Like maybe he never lived before this.
And when you press kiss after kiss after kiss to his lips, soft, innocent, chaste pecks that never turn into anything dirtier, he goes half-mad. He wants to corrupt you. To ruin you. To make you his in the darkest way. But you donāt give him that. You give him only sweetness. And itās killing him.
Heāll spread out on the couch, robe loose(he will NOT let go of that fucking robe I swear man), and youāll just⦠pad over, curl up against him, and tuck yourself under his arm without asking. Youāll put your head on his chest, nuzzle his neck, leave little soft kisses that never dip below sweet.
Thatās it. Thatās your idea of intimacy.
Jinu is filth. Heās the dirtiest dog on the planet. He looks at you and his mind is immediately in the gutter, always. Your lips brush his cheek and heās imagining your mouth open under his. You hold his hand and he wants to pin your wrists to the mattress. You giggle against his shoulder and he wants to corrupt every innocent sound you make until itās his name leaving your throat instead.
But he doesnāt get that. Not yet. Because you donāt even know.
One night, youāre curled up in his lap, straddling him because youāre clingy and love being close, your arms looped lazily around his neck. You kiss his lips, soft, sweet, like a little bird. Then you pull back, smile, and watch his pretty demon face.
And Jinu is dying. Because that wasnāt even a kiss, not in his book. Not the kind that involves teeth and tongue and a desperate pull of breath. Itās⦠innocent. Barely there.
He murmurs something.
āHm?ā you ask, blinking at him with those sweet, confused eyes.
āNothing.ā he lies, kissing your forehead.
Youāve told him before, shyly, fidgeting with your hands, that youāre⦠inexperienced. That youāve never done anything beyond hugging and holding hands and maybe a peck or two in your life. And Jinu had laughed, not meanly, but like he couldnāt believe the universe handed him this kind of untouched sweetness.
And he loves it. Oh, he loves it.
Your innocence drives him insane. The way youāre so trusting, so pure in your affection. You drape yourself over him constantly, cuddle like a cat, press your lips to his jaw just to say āI love youā without words. You donāt even realize how suggestive it could be, not really. To you, itās just⦠love. And to him, itās torment. Delicious, endless torment.
Because Jinu is filthy, yes, but heās also in love. He adores you in a way that unsettles him. Heāll let you climb into his bed every night just to curl against him like a blanket, kissing his shoulder until you fall asleep. Heāll stroke your hair and call you his little angel, his sweetheart, his baby, all while thinking things he can never say out loud because youād probably blush yourself into a coma.
And the worst part? Youāre so happy with it. With just kissing, hugging, and being close. You never push for more, because you donāt know thereās more. You just think thatās what dating is, cuddling up to your boyfriend, giving him soft kisses, telling him you love him.
And Jinu, the pervert, the manipulator, the filthy dog, sits there and takes it, because heād rather starve on scraps from you than feast on anyone else.
When you fall asleep curled into him, cheek pressed against his chest, little hand clutching his robe, Jinu just stares at the ceiling. Smirking, sometimes. Groaning, often. But always with one hand stroking your hair, slow and gentle.
Changes started small. You sitting on his lap one night, curled up like always, your chin tucked into the crook of his neck. You kissed him, soft, sweet, like the thousand times before. But when you pulled away, he didnāt let you. His hand slid up the back of your head, kept you close, kept his mouth lingering over yours.
He kissed you again, deeper this time. And again.
You froze, not out of fear, but because you didnāt know this version of kissing. His tongue brushed your lip, testing, asking. And you, confused, innocent, a little flushed, let him. You followed his lead. Clumsy, uncertain, but trusting. Always trusting. What he did wasnāt enough to make it filthy, yet, but enough to have you pulling back breathless, touching your lips like, oh. That was different.
From there, things always escalated in little steps. Jinu never demanded. He didnāt have to. Heād kiss you deeper, linger longer, his hands brushing your sides, your waist, inching closer but never forcing. Heād guide your body, tilt your chin, place your hands where he wanted them.
And you⦠let him.
Because you loved him. Because he was patient. Because he made you feel safe even when his eyes were dark with something you couldnāt name.
The first time his hand brushed your chest, you squeaked, actually squeaked, and buried your face in his robe. Jinu only chuckled, low and pleased, stroking your hair. āRelax, baby. Just me. Only me.ā
Weeks later, it was you. You were curled up in bed, kissing him lazily, your body buzzing from his touch. He pulled back, just barely, eyes searching yours, waiting for permission like he always did. And something inside you, some spark from all his patient teaching, made you grab his wrist and guide his hand higher. You pressed it against your breast yourself, looking away, shy, but certain.
āHere.ā you whispered.
Jinu almost lost his mind. Squeezed once. But you only kissed him again.
The progress was slow, but relentless. First kisses, then deeper kisses. First brushes of his hand, then full touches. First his mouth against yours, then his mouth tracing lower, down your throat, across your collarbone, leaving trails of heat that had you arching without even realizing it.
And you let him teach you. Always. Youād watch his eyes, follow his lead, mimic his movements when he showed you how to kiss him back properly. Every time he praised youāthatās it, baby, just like thatāyour heart fluttered, and you wanted to try harder.
Jinu was patient, yes. But inside, he was feral. Every time you let him a little closer, every time you whimpered against his mouth or squirmed in his lap or guided his hand where you wanted him, it drove him insane. Heād bite back groans, press kisses into your hair, hide how much he wanted to throw you down and take everything at once. But he didnāt. Because you were his angel, his sweetheart, his untouched little love. And he was going to savor every single step. He knew what he was holding. A precious, naive little girlfriend who kissed his cheek, who thought climbing into his lap to cuddle was just⦠innocent closeness. He knew if he moved too fast, heād scare you off, or worse, youād look at him with those hurt, disappointed eyes, and he couldnāt survive that.
So he taught. Slowly. Patiently. Once you trusted deeper kisses and his hands on your cute tits, you loosened. You started climbing into his lap more. Sitting across his thighs, letting him hold your waist, sometimes even grinding against him by accident, just from the way you shifted when you got comfortable. And every time, he bit the inside of his cheek and told himself not to ruin it.
But you made it worse, because you started to copy him. If he licked into your mouth, you tried, clumsy and hesitant, but eager to please him. If he put his hands on your waist, you grabbed his shoulders, pulling him closer. You learned. You soaked up his every move.
He taught you how to make out properly, patient every time you shied away. He taught you that kissing wasnāt just lips, it was neck, collarbones, shoulders. You learned that giggling while he kissed your jaw only made him hungrier. He let you explore him too, guided your hands over his chest, his arms, letting you feel how solid he was. He didnāt flinch when your hand lingered lower, just kissed you deeper for encouragement.
Always, always, he let you set the pace. If you wanted to stop at cuddling, he stopped. If you wanted to kiss until your lips were raw, he let you climb him like a tree. If you hesitantly touched him where you werenāt sure you were allowed, he praised you, whispered dirty encouragements that made you blush but never once made you feel unsafe.
For anyone else, Jinu would neverāneverāhave been this patient. Heās greedy, filthy, the kind of man who likes getting what he wants the second he wants it. But for you? Heāll play the long game. Heāll put himself through absolute torture, blue-balled to hell, walking around with bruises on the inside of his lip from biting it so hard when you sit in his lap all innocent and warm. Because he loves it. He loves you. And the slow burn of teaching you, guiding you, watching you bloom under his hands is better than anything else heās ever had.
Youāre his sweet little angel, his virgin girlfriend, the one who doesnāt even know how cruel he could be if he wanted. And that innocence? It drives him feral.
One night, his hands were on you. He kissed you slow and deep, palms cupping your tits through your shirt, thumbs dragging across your nipples until you shivered against him. You broke the kiss, breathless, blinking up at him like you werenāt sure what just happened.
That was the first time anyone ever touched your nipples.
And you let him get back to it.
Your innocence wasnāt gone, it was just⦠shifting. Turning into something pliable in his hands. And Jinu reveled in it. The way you trusted him enough to let him push you further. The way you looked at him afterward, still sweet, still pure, even with your shirt tugged half-off your shoulder and his hand firmly over your chest.
One night, the kisses got heavier. You had been perched sideways across his thighs, your arm looped lazily around his shoulders, his palm heavy at your hip. He tilted you closer, lips hot and insistent on your throat, and something about it made your body move on its own. Your hips shifted, just slightly, a mindless adjustment for comfort, but then you felt it. The way your clit brushed against the firm muscle of his thigh.
You froze.
He felt the way you stiffened, and for a heartbeat you thought heād call you out, tease you, ruin the moment. But Jinu only hummed against your neck, pressing another kiss there as though nothing had happened. His hand stayed steady at your hip, not pushing, not guiding. Just there.
You tried to ignore it. You shifted again, testing it, and the heat that shot through your body made your lips part on a sharp inhale. Jinu felt that too, but he didnāt move. Didnāt do anything except kiss you softer, like he was coaxing you, like he was saying without words, go on, sweetheart. Iām not stopping you.
So you tried again. Slowly. Carefully. Rocking your hips against him, small movements that made your pulse spike and your skin heat up until your whole body was buzzing. Your thighs clenched, your lips parted, and Jinu tilted his head just enough to catch your mouth again, swallowing the quiet little sound you couldnāt hold back.
You stopped almost immediately after, embarrassed, face hot with shame at what youād been doing. āIāI wasnātāā you stammered, trying to climb off his lap.
But Jinu caught you, gently pressing you back down, his hand warm and firm at your waist. āYou donāt ever have to be shy with me. Whatever you wantātake it. Iāll never stop you.ā
That became a pattern. Not every time, not even most times, but sometimes when you kissed him long enough, youād find yourself moving against his thigh. And each time you tried, he stayed steady beneath you, letting you guide everything, only murmuring things in your ear when you got too nervous. You never finished, not yet. You always got shy, hid your face in his chest, begged him to stop looking at you like that. And Jinu always listened. Heād tuck you into him, stroke your back, calm you down until your heartbeat wasnāt thundering anymore. But he never forgot the way you sounded. The way you trembled when you rocked against him.
The first time you let his hand slip under your pajama shorts, he almost stopped breathing. Not inside your underwear, not yet, that was too much. But just resting on the curve of your thigh, fingers brushing close enough to have you biting your lip. You held it there yourself, covering his hand with yours so he couldnāt move it away, even as you turned your face to the side in shame.
The first time you let him kiss down your body, slipping your shirt up to press his mouth to the soft skin of your stomach, you gasped so loud he almost laughed. But when you didnāt push him away, when you instead tangled your fingers in his hair and held him there nervously, he realized you were giving him another piece of yourself. And he took it slowly, kissing lower, always watching your face, teaching you that nothing about you could ever scare him away.
But the night you surprised him the most was when you asked to see his cock. Youād been sitting in his lap again, kissing until your lips were swollen, and suddenly you pulled back, fiddling with the hem of his shirt, not meeting his eyes. āCācan Iā¦?ā
Jinu understood immediately. His heart stuttered, but he forced himself to keep calm, stroking your hair. āAnything you want.ā he murmured. āYou donāt even need to ask.ā
You swallowed hard, then moved shakily, tugging at the waistband of his sweatpants. Jinu helped, slow and careful, keeping his eyes on your face the whole time, watching your lips part as more and more skin was revealed. Until finally, you saw his cock, heavy against his thigh, thick and flushed in a way that made your breath catch.
You stared. For a long moment, you just stared.
Jinu chuckled softly, brushing your cheek with his thumb. āScared?ā
You shook your head quickly, though your voice wobbled. āJust⦠itās⦠a lot.ā
And god, the way you said that. He almost lost his mind. But he held it together, biting back the filth he wanted to spill, because this wasnāt about him. This was about you.
āYou can touch it if you want.ā he said gently. āNo pressure. Just look, if thatās all youāre comfortable with. Iāll never push you.ā This was manipulative talk, by the way. We know heās good at that.
You hesitated, then reached out, tentative fingers brushing against his length. He hissed at the contact, more from restraint than anything, but kept his grip steady on your waist. You touched him again, a little firmer this time, and your eyes flicked up to his like you were trying to gauge if youād done it wrong. Jinu kissed you. Hard. Desperate.
You spent that night learning. You didnāt do much, not yet. Just touched, explored, asked questions in your soft little voice that nearly killed him with how innocent they were. āDoes it hurt when it gets like this? Is it always so warm? Whyās it⦠twitching?ā
And Jinu answered every single one. Patient, explaining in the simplest ways he could while his body burned with the effort of not grabbing your hand and showing you what you could do to him.
When you finally pulled your hand back, shy and overwhelmed, he kissed your forehead and tucked you against his chest, whispering over and over how proud he was of you. He didnāt even touch himself after you fell asleep. He just held you, hard and aching, and smiled at the ceiling. Because every time you let him in, every time you loosened a little more, it wasnāt just your body you were offering him. It was your trust. Your innocence. Your heart.
After that, he let you explore him like this more. Once, it started like usual, you in his lap, kissing until your lips tingled, until youād gotten bold enough to push at the waistband of his sweatpants again. He always let you. Always leaned back a little, hands behind his head, letting you take the lead.
You tugged, careful, and he shifted just enough for the fabric to slip down his hips. His cock fell heavy against his thigh again, flushed and swollen, and you stared with that same wide-eyed awe you always did. Thick, flushed, veined, it looked almost unreal to you, too much and too beautiful all at once. He couldāve laughed, but he didnāt. Not tonight. Tonight, he could feel something different buzzing in the air, humming under your skin.
Your lips parted. Your fingers hovered just above him. And then, in that tiny, shaky voice of yours: āā¦Does it always look like that? When⦠yāknow, itās hard?ā
Jinu tilted his head. āLike what?ā
You swallowed. āLike⦠so red. Like it hurts.ā
He chuckled, low in his chest. āIt doesnāt hurt. Itās supposed to be like that.ā
You stared harder. āBut itās⦠so big. And⦠um. Whatāsā¦ā You gestured vaguely, cheeks burning. āthat stuff?ā
Jinu glanced down lazily at the bead of precum glistening at the tip, then back up at you. āThatās me leaking. Happens when I get hard. Means I want you.ā
Your breath hitched, but you didnāt pull away. āWhat happens ifāumāif you donāt⦠finish? Does it stay like that forever?ā
That earned you a quiet laugh, the kind that made your stomach flip. āNo, baby. It goes down. Eventually. Not fun, but it does.ā
You went silent for a moment, nibbling at your lip, clearly working up courage. And then came the real breakthrough, the one that made his chest tighten. āSo⦠whatās it like? When you⦠when you cum?ā
Jinu didnāt answer immediately. He watched you instead, let the question hang there until you started to fidget like you regretted asking. āItās release. Pressure gone. Feels good. Real good.ā
You shivered, fascinated. Then, with a bravery that shocked even yourself, you whispered: āCan I⦠make you?ā
Jinu froze. āYou really mean it?ā
You nodded, biting your lip. āI⦠I want to try. Please.ā
āā¦Alright then.ā He adjusted, spread his thighs a little, his cock heavy and hard between them, and crooked a finger at you.
You moved, cautious, Your hands trembled when they brushed against him.
āStart slow.ā he murmured, wrapping his hand lightly around yours, showing you how to hold him without squeezing too tight. āGood. Feel that? Veins, heat. Thatās all me.ā
You nodded, watching intently as your hand moved along his cock under his guidance. The weight of him, the way he pulsed faintly against your palm, it was mesmerizing.
āDonāt be shy.ā he teased, voice rough. āYou wanted to learn, so learn. Wrap your hand tighter. Yeah, like that.ā
You obeyed, and his jaw clenched, a hiss slipping through his teeth. His free hand gripped the sheets, but his words stayed steady. āNow stroke. Up and down. Slow at first, like this.ā
You followed every instruction, nervous but focused, watching the way his chest rose and fell faster, the way his eyes closed, sometimes flashed yellow when you got the rhythm right.
āIt feels good?ā you whispered, almost disbelieving.
āMhm.ā he agreed. āUp and down. Thatās it. Steady rhythm. Donāt rush.ā
You followed, obedient, your lips parted in concentration. It was clumsy, awkward at first, but Jinu didnāt care. He let out a slow breath, tilting his head back, not exaggerating his reactions. Just letting you see, letting you learn.
āFeel that?ā he murmured after a while, voice rougher now. āThe way it twitches when you squeeze right? Thatās good. Means I like it.ā
You swallowed hard, nodding, tightening your grip just slightly.
āGood girl. Keep going. Donāt be scared of it.ā
Your hand moved a little smoother now, more confident with his encouragement. Your other hand hovered, unsure what to do, until Jinu caught it and placed it low on his thigh.
āHold me there. Anchor yourself. Makes it easier.ā
You obeyed, pressing into the firm muscle of his leg, and he groaned softly at the sight. You smiled shyly, spurred on, and kept moving your hand. His cock twitched in your grasp, leaking more at the tip, and you paused, startled. āItās⦠dripping.ā
He smirked, voice tight. āThatās a good thing. Keep going.ā
You bit your lip, nodding, stroking him again. āLike this?ā
He groaned, throwing his head back. āExactly like that. Fuck, youāre a natural.ā
Your cheeks burned at the praise, but you didnāt stop. You grew bolder, experimenting with pace, squeezing a little harder, watching the way his abs tightened every time you did something right. Jinu let you, correcting softly when needed, but mostly letting you explore.
āā¦Will it be soon?ā
Jinu cracked a smile. āEager?ā
Your face went red. āNo, I justāI wanted to know if Iām⦠doing it right.ā
That made him laugh. āYouāre doing perfect. And yeah⦠keep it up like that, and Iāll be there soon.ā
You faltered, unsure. āAnd when it doesā¦?ā
āYouāll know.ā he promised, stroking your cheek with a surprisingly gentle hand. āYouāll feel it. Just donāt stop until I tell you, alright?ā
You nodded, determined, and focused on the movement of your hand. The room filled with his sounds, low groans, sharp inhales, muttered curses under his breath.
And then his voice broke, rough and unfiltered: āFuck, baby, just like that. Donāt stop.ā
The words made your heart race, but you didnāt stop. You squeezed, stroked faster, watching his entire body tense beneath you. His hand closed over yours, stroking with you, faster now, and his head tipped back as a groan tore from his chest.
āFuckāthere it isādonāt stop, baby, donātāā You didnāt. You squeezed, you stroked, and you felt it, the twitch, the sudden heat, the cum spilling over your fingers as he came, pulsing in your hand.
You froze in shock, almost pulling back, but he caught your wrist with surprising gentleness, breathless but firm. āDonāt stop yet. Slowāyeah, thatās it. Ease me through it.ā
You followed, shaky, until his body finally relaxed, his cock softening under your hand.
Only then did he let you go, laughing under his breath as he slumped back, utterly undone. He looked at you, your wide eyes, your sticky hand, your flushed cheeks, and smirked. āNot bad for your first try.ā
You froze, staring at the mess, then back at him, unsure. āI⦠did it?ā
āMhm.ā
When you ducked your face into his chest, embarrassed, he only laughed again, smug and affectionate, stroking your hair.
āDonāt hide from me now.ā he teased. āYou just gave me the best orgasm Iāve had in centuries. Least you can do is let me look at that pretty face.ā
You groaned, mortified, but he held you close, kissing your temple. Jinu was many things, selfish, perverted, arrogant, but when it came to you, he was patient.
Then the next milestone came. It was like a week after you jerked him off for the first time. The two of you were tangled on his bed, nothing unusual about it. You curled against his side, nuzzled into his chest like you always did, soaking up the warmth he gave you.
Jinu kissed your hair, your temple, then your cheek. Sweet, easy. You tilted your head up for more, and soon his mouth was on yours, deeper, hotter.
Kissing him was always new. You never knew what you were doing, your lips too soft, your tongue hesitant, but he guided you. He always did. His hand on your jaw, his mouth coaxing yours open, his tongue slipping past your lips. You gasped softly, the way you always did, and he smiled against you.
But tonight, when you shifted to straddle his lap, expecting just more kissing, he stopped you with a hand on your waist.
āNot this time, sweetheart.ā he murmured, eyes gleaming.
You blinked down at him. āNot⦠what do you mean?ā
āYouāve been learning me. I think itās time you learn you.ā
Your cheeks heated immediately. āWh-what?ā
āYou heard me.ā He guided you gently back, pressing until you were lying on the sheets and he was leaning over you. āYouāve been so sweet letting me teach you. But you havenāt let yourself feel what I can give you.ā
āā¦You want to?ā you whispered, so quiet it was almost lost in the dark.
He tilted his head, eyes glinting. āI want to. More than anything. But only if you let me.ā
You chewed your lip, heart hammering in your chest. This was different. You knew it. Up until now it had been safe, playful, experimental. But this⦠Still, you nodded. Small, nervous. āā¦Okay.ā
He kissed you again, slow, reassuring, then trailed lower, down your throat, your collarbone. His hand slipped under your shirt, tugging it upward. āIāll go slow. Youāll like it. Trust me.ā
You froze. This was⦠new. Too new. āIāI donāt know ifāā
āYou donāt have to know.ā His voice softened, his lips brushing just above your sternum. āYou just have to let me.ā
Something in you cracked at that. You nodded, barely, and he smiled against your skin.
āYou trust me, donāt you?ā Jinuās voice was smooth, but softer than usual. A real question. A little manipulative.
You nodded immediately. āYes.ā
He kissed over your collarbone, slow enough to give you time to stop him. You didnāt. His hands slid under your shirt, up your ribs, and you let him pull it over your head, shivering under his gaze.
āPretty.ā he muttered, mostly to himself, before leaning down to kiss between your breasts, still in your bra.
You reached for him instinctively, fingers tangling in his hair. It was new, so new, and you didnāt know what to expect. His hands slid down to your shorts, undoing them with quick fingers.
āRelax.ā He kissed your stomach, teasingly gentle, as he worked the shorts down your thighs. āNothing scary. Just me.ā
You lifted your hips enough to let him pull them off. The air hit your panties, thin fabric damp already, and you wanted to die of embarrassment.
āPretty girl.ā Jinu murmured, fingers tracing the outline of your folds through the fabric. You shivered violently.
āJinuāā
āShh. Let me.ā
And then he bent down, kissed you there. Right through the fabric. Your breath left you. It felt⦠different. Warm. Not bad, just shocking.
He chuckled at your reaction. āSensitive, huh?ā His teeth grazed your inner thigh before he sat back slightly. āTake these off for me.ā
You hesitated, but his gaze held yours, firm and certain, and you found yourself obeying. Hooking trembling fingers into your panties, you slid them down, baring yourself to him for the first time.
He inhaled sharply. His eyes darkened. āFuck. Youāre gorgeous.ā
You wanted to hide, to cover yourself, but he caught your wrists, pinning them gently. And then, without further warning, he lowered himself and licked. The shock of it ripped a gasp from your throat. Your hips jolted up before you could stop them. His tongue was hot, wet, sliding over you in a way that made your brain short-circuit.
āJinuāoh my godāā
He hummed against you, smug, then did it again, slower, flatter. The sound you made was strangled, desperate, and he grinned into your skin. Yeah. Thatās it. Thatās what he wanted to hear. The first drag of his tongue against your clit made you gasp out loud, hips jerking. It was electric, too much, too intense.
He looked up briefly, smirking against you. āThat good already?ā
You couldnāt answer, not with your breath catching and your thighs trembling around his head. He didnāt tease further, he went back to it, licking slow strokes that had you writhing in seconds. His tongue circled, teased, then flicked directly against your clit. You cried out, grabbing for the sheets, your body jerking.
Sensitive. Good.
You couldnāt think. Couldnāt breathe. The sensation was so foreign, so overwhelming you didnāt know how to process it. You writhed, whining, gasping, and he just held you steady, his hands firm on your thighs as his mouth worked you.
It was overwhelming. Too good. Your head fell back, eyes squeezing shut, small noises spilling from your lips no matter how hard you tried to hold them in.
Jinu hummed against you. āThatās it. Let me hear you.ā
You wanted to tell him to stop talking, that it was too much, but then his mouth wrapped around your clit and sucked, and your words dissolved into a desperate moan.
Your hands scrambled for something to hold, finally tangling in his hair, tugging without meaning to. He groaned into you at that, like your desperation spurred him on, and slid his tongue deeper.
Thatās when you felt it, his finger, pressing lightly at your entrance. You froze, hips jerking, panic fluttering.
āShh.ā he murmured against you, soothing. āJust my finger. Iāll go slow. Trust me.ā
You whimpered, torn between fear and aching need, but you nodded, just barely.
And he kept his promise. He circled first, wetting you with his tongue until you were slick and ready, before gently easing one finger inside. The stretch was strange, foreign, and you gasped, eyes flying open.
āBreathe.ā he instructed, voice low. āIn⦠and out. Good girl.ā
You did, shaky but obedient, and slowly the discomfort melted into something else. Something warmer. Deeper. His mouth returned to your clit, licking and sucking in lazy patterns, while his finger curled inside you.
It was nothing like the cautious rubbing youād done on his thigh, nothing like fumbling under the covers. This was knowing, relentless. Every movement sent sparks up your spine. You yanked at his hair, and Jinu only groaned into you, clearly pleased with your desperation.
Him fingering you with a pretty mouth sucking on your clit was unlike anything youād ever felt. Full in a way you didnāt know you could be, stretching and pressing against places you hadnāt even known existed.
He curled his fingers slightly, pressing against a spot that made your back arch. You gasped, clutching the sheets tighter, your voice breaking. āOhāoh my godāā
āThatās it.ā he coaxed, tongue flicking against your clit again, perfectly timed with the push of his finger. āYou like that?ā
You could only nod frantically, too breathless to speak, your hips jerking against his mouth. It was too much. Too new. You didnāt know how to handle it, your body shook, your breath came in ragged gasps, your mind blank except for the overwhelming, unbearable pleasure building in your core.
He focused there, stroking in rhythm with his tongue, and suddenly it was too much. Your body arched, your hand fisting his hair tight, sounds spilling from you without control.
The combination of that finger moving gently inside, his mouth hot and relentless on your clit was too much. Your vision blurred, your toes curled, and something built inside you, unbearable pressure winding tighter and tighter.
āIāsomethingāsomethingās happeningāā
Jinuās voice was rough, muffled against you. āThatās it, baby. Let it happen. Donāt hold back.ā
Your whole body convulsed, your cry breaking free as waves of pleasure crashed over you. It was blinding, overwhelming, you didnāt even know what was happening, only that you couldnāt stop shaking, couldnāt stop clenching, clamping down around his fingers as he worked you through it. You screamed his name, hips twitching.
He didnāt stop until you were gasping, whining, trying to push him away from overstimulation. Only then did he ease back, licking you one last time before pulling away, lips and chin glistening.
You had never felt anything like it. Not once in your entire life. It was pleasure so sharp it hurt, so good it scared you.
You lay there, boneless, chest heaving, while he crawled up over you, eyes dark with satisfaction.
āNot bad, huh?ā he drawled, voice smug.
You glared weakly at him, face burning. āShut up.ā
He chuckled, kissing your temple, then your cheek, then finally your lips. You could taste yourself on him, and it made your stomach flip all over again.
āSweetest thing Iāve ever had.ā he murmured against your mouth.
You covered your face with your hands, humiliated, overwhelmed, but he pried them gently away, kissing your cheeks, your nose, your swollen lips.
āDonāt hide. You were perfect.ā
Your voice was hoarse. āThatāwhat was thatāā
His grin was wolfish. āThat, sweetheart, was an orgasm. Your first.ā
You blinked at him, dazed, still trying to catch your breath. āIāā
He kissed you again, slow and sweet, letting you taste yourself on his mouth. āAnd it wonāt be your last.ā
After that nightāthe night he gave you your first orgasmāyou carried a glow in you that couldnāt be hidden. A new awareness. A new ache. At first, you were shy about it. You couldnāt meet his eyes in the morning. You avoided letting his hand slide too low when he cuddled you. You pressed your thighs together, too flustered by the memory of how good it had felt.
But every night after that, he showed you something new. Sometimes it was small, a kiss held longer, his tongue coaxing yours to move more confidently, his hand guiding yours when you touched him. He liked to see you practice on him. He liked to hear your questions.
Youād look down at his lap, flustered but curious. āDoes it⦠always feel like that?ā
āLike what?ā heād smirk, leaning back to let you explore.
āHard. And⦠big.ā
āYes.ā He caught your hand, pressed your palm against him through his sweats, made you feel the outline of his cock. Youād gasp. āThatās what you do to me. Always.ā
And when you whispered, timid, āCan I⦠see it again?ā he nearly lost his mind.
Your lessons with him were slow, but they built, each night adding a little more. Like the night you shyly asked how a condom worked. Jinu had to take a moment, actually had to sit back, close his eyes, and breathe, because the thought of you asking him to teach you how to roll rubber onto his cock was enough to short-circuit his brain.
āYouāre serious?ā
You nodded, biting your lip. āI just⦠I donāt know. I want to.ā
He tore the foil open, slicked the latex between his fingers, and handed it to you. āGo on then. Just pinch the tip. Roll it down. Youāll figure it out.ā
You were clumsy, giggling nervously, apologizing every time you fumbled, but Jinu was patient. His eyes burned into you the whole time, hungry, proud. You got it right⦠eventually.
You were shy. Always shy. Every time his hand slid under your clothes, every time his mouth trailed lower, every time you found yourself spread out beneath him, it never stopped being overwhelming. Youād gasp, youād whimper, youād hesitate and grab his wrist, not sure if you were ready, not sure if you could handle more.
And Jinu never rushed you.
Heād kiss your knuckles, your thighs, your cheeks, and pull back, whispering, āWeāll stop if you want. Always your choice.ā
But more often than not, you didnāt want to stop. Not really. Because every time you let him take you a little further, every time you allowed his mouth or his fingers or his body to guide yours, it felt good. Better than good. Something youād never imagined your body could experience.
The first time you had sex, really had sex, you had been trembling the whole time. Nervous, embarrassed, clutching at his shoulders. Youād whispered a dozen questions before he even touched you, your voice small: āWill it hurt? Will it be messy? What if I donāt do it right?ā
Heād laughed softly, not unkindly, brushing your hair from your face. āItās your first time. There is no right or wrong. You just breathe. Iāll take care of you.ā
And he did.
He had prepped you with his mouth and his fingers first, coaxing you open, making sure you were wet enough, making sure you were trembling with want before he even tried, murmuring low encouragement, watching every reaction.
āYouāre tight, Y/N. So tight. Relax for me.ā
You clung to him, trembling, but his voice kept you calm, his hands steady. When he finally pressed into you, inch by inch, you gasped, nails digging into his shoulders.
āShh. Iāve got you. Just breathe.ā
It hurt at first, a stretch you didnāt know how to handle, but he kissed the tears off your cheeks, whispered, āYouāre doing so good. Taking me so well.ā
And when the pain eased into something warmer, fuller, deeper, you understood.
Afterward, youād collapsed against him, exhausted and shy, hiding your face in his chest. Heād kissed the top of your head and called you sweet things a dozen times, smug but soft, proud but loving.
That first time was just one door opened.
From then on, the two of you explored more. Not all at once, never rushed, but in small steps. From then on, you learned more. You learned how your body responded when he touched you here versus there. You learned that your thighs could clamp around his head, and heād only groan, devouring you harder. You learned that your moans could be coaxed into words, that he liked when you begged, even if you didnāt know how at first. You learned to grind against him shamelessly, riding his thigh until you couldnāt think straight. You learned to arch into his hand when he fingered you, to moan instead of bite your lip, to let yourself feel. You learned how his cock looked when it was hard, learned how to touch it without shying away. He let you watch him stroke himself once, your wide eyes glued to the movement, and he smirked at your fascination. āLike what you see, baby? This is all yours.ā
He taught you slowly, thoroughly. How to grind against him until your clit throbbed. How to take him deeper into your mouth when you tried oral for the first time, your gag reflex making him laugh softly as he stroked your hair. āYouāll get used to it. Youāre already doing so good.ā
You learned the difference between lazy, slow lovemaking and the sharp, filthy snap of his hips when he lost control. You learned that you liked both.
Sometimes, heād surprise you. Pressing your hand against his chest while he went down on you, forcing you to feel the way his heart raced. Or making you sit on his lap while he jerked himself off, murmuring, āWatch, baby. This is what you do to me.ā
You were always shy, always hesitant, but always willing. And Jinu? He lived for it. He never minded stopping to explain, either. You had so many questions, and though he teased you for them, he always answered. What pre-cum was, what orgasm felt like for him, why he groaned when you licked his skin just so.
Every new thing made you nervous. Every new thing made you shy. And every time, Jinu was patient. Smug about it, yes, but he never forced you, never pushed too far. He liked you hesitant. He liked that you let him guide you.
It drove him crazy.
Because Jinu was not an innocent man. He was not patient by nature. He was filthy, perverted, a selfish man. And now here you were, sweet, untouched, pure. Curling against him in oversized pajamas, giving him little innocent kisses, blushing when his hand brushed over your chest.
You were his girlfriend, and you were innocent.
Did he feel bad about taking that from you? About being the one to ruin that untouched sweetness?
Never. Not once.
If anything, it thrilled him. It fed something deep in him. The idea that he was the first, the only. That he got to guide you through every step of this. That every gasp, every moan, every orgasm was because of him.
You were his. Sweet, shy, innocent you. And he would never let anyone else touch you, never let anyone else teach you, never let anyone else have the privilege of your firsts.
He loved your wide eyes when you tried something new. He loved the way you whispered āJinuā¦ā He loved every shaky first, every clumsy attempt, every time you hid your face in embarrassment after cumming so hard you cried.
Because you were his. His sweet little girlfriend. His treasure.
And heād never, ever give that up.
ABBY
He was everything you werenāt. Tall, broad, muscles layered on muscles. He swore like it was his first language, spit venom at everyone else, and carried himself like he could break doors just by leaning against them. And then there was you. Sweet, soft, small compared to him. You didnāt know much about romance. You didnāt know what an actual kiss was. You didnāt know what sex looked like, felt like. But you knew how to love. You knew how to cuddle, how to hold his massive arm against your chest when you fell asleep, how to smile at him.
That contrast was brutal. To Abby, it was unbearable. Youād curl up next to him on the couch, tiny legs pulled up, your head against his chest. His massive hand would rest on your waist, and youād just⦠beam up at him, whispering, āI love being with you.ā
It drove him crazy in ways he couldnāt admit. Youād cuddle against him and heād have to bite the inside of his cheek to stop himself from groaning, because all he wanted was to shove you down and fuck you stupid. But he didnāt. He couldnāt. Instead, he just held you, let you tangle your little fingers in his hair, let you pepper his face with kisses that were too short, too sweet. He let you kiss his lips, messy and unpracticed, like you had no idea there was supposed to be tongue involved.
Abby wasnāt innocent. Not even close. He was a fucking freak. Heād done things he didnāt speak of. He knew things you didnāt even have words for. And here you were, draping yourself over him like he was safe.
Brutally cute. Thatās what you were. Too fucking cute. So cute it made him want to ruin you.
Abby wasnāt a patient man by nature. He wanted. He took. He broke things when they didnāt bend fast enough. But with you? With you, he had to hold back every inch of himself, every filthy instinct.
You were a total virgin, but more than that, you were innocent. Pure in a way he hadnāt seen in centuries. Youād lay in his arms at night, tracing his scars with gentle fingers, murmuring, āYouāre so warm.ā And Abby would stare at the ceiling, fists clenched, cock hard, thinking: Sweetheart, you have no idea.
The innocence wasnāt just torture, it was cute. Brutally cute. Youād ask him questions that made him want to laugh and groan at the same time. āWhy do you shave your face? Doesnāt it hurt? Sounds like it does.ā āWhy do your muscles move like that?ā āWhy is your voice so deep when you wake up?ā
Heād answer gruffly, but inside, he was melting. Every little thing you did made him want to grab you, throw you on the bed, ruin you. But instead, heād just wrap one arm around your waist and pull you closer, grumbling sweet, manly things to you.
The worst part was how loving you were.
Abby wasnāt used to that. No one had ever loved him like that. No one had ever been soft with him. And now here you were, drowning him in it, completely oblivious to how much restraint it took for him not to eat you up on the spot.
Sometimes, heād test the waters just a little. Like when you kissed him, heād let his mouth linger longer, waiting to see if youād open for him. You never did. You just smiled, lips pressed together, happy with the contact. Or when you curled against his chest at night, heād let his hand slide a little lower, fingers brushing your hip, the top of your thigh. You only giggled, hugging his arm tighter. āYouāre so warm, Abby.ā And heād curse in his head, because you didnāt even realize what you were doing to him. Didnāt realize that the biggest, dirtiest pervert in the house was being fucked up by your cuddles, your pecks, your innocence. Every hug, every innocent kiss, every shy āI love youā was like gasoline on the fire already raging in him. Heād lie awake at night, your head tucked under his chin, and his body would scream for more.
But he never pushed. Not really. Because as brutal as Abby was, as much as he wanted to ruin you, he wasnāt going to take. Not from you.
He wanted you to come to him.
Because for all his filth, all his perversion, all his hunger, he fucking loved you. Obsessed with you, actually. Obsessed with the way you always reached for his hand. Obsessed with the way your lips brushed his jaw when you tiptoed to kiss him. Obsessed with the way your tiny frame curled perfectly against his massive body at night.
Sometimes heād just stare at you. Watch you smile at him, touch his arm, hum softly while cuddling against his chest. It drove him crazy. Because while you were perfectly content with cuddles and kisses, he was burning. He wanted to show you everything. He wanted to ruin you in every way. He wanted to hear you scream his name, beg for him, cry from pleasure.
But you didnāt even know how to open your mouth when he kissed you.
So he waited.
Youād be curled on the couch together, your head on his shoulder, your fingers tracing the veins in his forearm, and heād be gritting his teeth, trying not to imagine how your hand would feel lower. Youād press a kiss to his lips, soft, and heād force himself to keep it that way, even though all he wanted was to slide his tongue past your lips and make you melt. Youād fall asleep on his chest, and heād just hold you tighter, burying his face in your hair, his cock aching, his body begging for release. But he didnāt push. Not once. Because the truth was, your innocence wasnāt just torture. It was the most beautiful thing heād ever seen. And Abby, brutal as he was, wasnāt going to be the one to break it. Not until you wanted him to. Because you were his sweetheart. His baby. His innocent little girlfriend who didnāt even know what a french kiss was.
And god, you were so fucking cute.
Brutally, devastatingly cute.
But Abby was the kind of man who didnāt half-ass anything, when he wanted, he took. But with you, everything had to be pulled out in inches. You didnāt even know there were more kinds of kissing than the simple pecks you used to press to his jaw, his lips, his cheek. So one night, when you leaned up against him, soft and trusting as always, Abby kissed you like he usually did, but then slid his hand up, thick fingers brushing your cheek, and shoved two of them between your lips where your mouths connected. You froze, surprised, but he used those fingers to gently pry your jaw open, holding you wide. And then slowly, he licked into your mouth.
You gasped against him, muffled, confused. He could feel your whole body stiffen in his lap, but you didnāt pull away. He kissed you deeper, tongue sliding against yours, patient but relentless until you whimpered and your small hands clutched his shirt.
When he finally let you go, you were flushed, wide-eyed, lips parted.
āNew.ā you whispered, embarrassed.
āGood?ā he grunted, one hand still cupping your jaw, thumb swiping across your cheek.
āā¦good.ā you admitted, shy smile tugging your lips. āWhāwhat was that?ā
Abby smirked, his voice a low rumble. āA real kiss, sweetheart.ā His thumb swiped the corner of your mouth. āYou liked it.ā
Your cheeks burned, but you nodded. Because you had. God, you had.
The grin that spread across his beautiful face then was nothing short of wolfish. And from that night forward, you kissed differently. Awkward at first, shy, sometimes pulling back with a giggle because it felt strange, but you always came back. You even started to initiate, tugging his shirt, tilting your head just so, opening your mouth for him. It drove him wild.
That was the first domino. Once he had a taste of your mouth, he wanted more.
Soon he was letting you touch him. Youād trail your hand over his chest while cuddling, and he caught your wrist and pressed your palm to his abs. Rock-hard, brutal muscle stacked beneath your tiny hand. You gasped, wide-eyed. He smirked down at you, saying: āGo on. Feel.ā
You did. Slowly. Nervously. Sliding your palm down, over each muscle, your lips parted. Abby leaned back and just let you explore, his big hand guiding yours whenever you hesitated. It felt like worship. Your awe. Your innocence. The way you whispered āTheyāre so hardā¦ā like you couldnāt believe a body could be built like that. He wanted to laugh, wanted to throw his head back, wanted to grab you and show you all of him, but he didnāt. He let you touch, let you learn, gritting his teeth against the ache building in his cock.
Then once, you were climbing onto his lap like you always did, curling against his chest. He wrapped one arm around you and, without thinking, let his huge palm fall lower, onto your ass.
You froze.
He stilled too, hand heavy on you, heat burning his neck. For one second, he thought youād push him off.
But you didnāt.
He gave the softest, slowest squeeze, testing you, and when you didnāt pull away, when you buried your face against his neck instead, he kneaded harder.
āBabeā¦ā His voice was low, rough, warning. āā¦this okay?ā
You nodded. Tiny. Shy. Almost trembling.
That was all he needed. From then on, he palmed your ass often, possessive grabs, firm squeezes, kneading like he couldnāt get enough. Sometimes in the kitchen, sometimes while carrying you to bed, sometimes just pulling you into his lap mid-conversation. And every time, youād go red, stutter something shy, and melt into him anyway.
You had no idea. You had no idea what you were doing to him. No idea what kind of restraint it took for Abby not to push you down and ruin you right there. No idea that every time you kissed him goodnight and curled into his side, he lay awake for hours, hard as a rock, gritting his teeth. You thought you were just being sweet. Just being close. You had no clue that the beast holding you was slowly losing his mind.
When you left the room, heād fist his cock with whatever he could get his hands on, your pillow, your discarded sweater, sometimes even the towel youād just used after a shower. Anything that smelled like you. Heād bury his face in it, biting down on a groan, spilling over his knuckles while imagining your small hands instead.
He killed people without blinking. Snapped necks, tore out throats, ended lives like it was nothing. He was brutal. A beast. Heād done it for centuries.
But you? You were too sweet. Too soft. Too innocent. So he wouldnāt push. He wouldnāt taint that. Not until you wanted it. Heād rather suffer.
But god, that suffering was brutal. Your sweetness was worse than any blade. Your kisses burned hotter than Gwi-Maās torturing fire did on his back when he fucked something up. Every shy touch you gave him, every curious glance, every whispered āI love youā carved him open from the inside out. He could kill a man without flinching. But you? You were killing him slowly. And Abby was letting you.
Every time he introduced something new, you reacted like it was the biggest thing in the world. The first time he kissed down your throat, you squeaked, gripping his shoulders like you didnāt know what to do with yourself. The first time his hands slid under your shirt, you froze, breath catching, eyes huge. He never pushed too far, though. Heād stop, press a kiss to your forehead, let you curl back into him until you calmed down. And the next time? You were braver. Youād let his hand stay there, palm heavy on your bare skin, fingers teasing at the edge of your bra.
Every small step forward drove Abby insane. Because for him, it wasnāt just about sex, it was about you. About watching his sweet, innocent girl slowly discover her own body through him. About being the one to guide you.
It was addictive.
One night, he took it further. Youād been kissing for what felt like forever, his mouth deep on yours, his tongue sliding against yours until you were dizzy. His hands were under your shirt again, palms spanning your waist, fingers brushing higher each time.
You pulled back a little, whispering, āAbbyā¦ā Your voice was small, uncertain.
He hushed you with a kiss to your cheek. āItās okay, sweetheart. Just touchinā.ā
And then, slowly, he slid his hands up until his thumbs brushed the underside of your breasts. He didnāt move further. Just stayed there, letting you get used to it.
After a long, shaky breath, you did something that surprised this beast of a man. You grabbed his wrist, dragged his hand up, and set his palm fully over your chest.
āHere.ā you mumbled, your face burning. āYou canā¦ā
Abbyās jaw clenched so hard it hurt. He almost groaned. Instead, he cupped you gently, his thumb brushing over the thin fabric.
āGood girl.ā he whispered, his voice rough with restraint.
From then on, everything was progress. Kisses turned wetter, longer. Touches turned bolder. You let him explore, let him guide, let him teach you in ways that made your whole body tremble. Sometimes you stopped, overwhelmed, hiding your face in his chest. And Abby, brutal Abby, would just hold you, stroke your back, murmur low reassurances until you were ready again. Other times, you surprised him, like when you dragged his hand to your chest, or when you shyly asked to touch his abs again, or when you let his mouth stay on your neck a little longer, moaning softly without realizing. And slowly, you started copying him. Shy, hesitant, but learning. Sometimes youād reach up on your own, grab his jaw, and kiss him open like he had taught you. Sometimes youād flick your tongue against his, tentative, unsure, and heād groan into your mouth. It was intoxicating, watching you learn. Watching you pick up the things he showed you, timid but willing. That sweet innocence of yours didnāt vanish, it just stretched. Abby lived for it.
Because you were still so innocent, still so shy, but you trusted him. You wanted to learn, with him. Like the night you realized what grinding meant. You were sitting on his thigh, kissing him, when instinct made you shift your hips just a little. The pressure hit your clit through your clothes, startling, and you gasped into his mouth.
Abby froze. Then he pulled back, eyes narrowing, smirk spreading across his face. āWell, well. Look what my girl just figured out.ā
You stammered, face red, trying to move off his leg, but his massive hands locked you in place. āUh-uh. Donāt run. You liked that, didnāt you?ā
You buried your face in his chest, mortified.
He chuckled, deep and rough, pressing you closer against his thigh. āGo on, sweetheart. Move how you like. Iāll hold you.ā
And when you did, slow, hesitant grinding against the hard muscle of his thigh, he held you steady, murmuring encouragement the whole time. Not pushing. Just letting you discover it for yourself. He was a good teacher.
One night he guided your hand over his chest again, this time lower. You froze when your palm brushed his waistband. āKeep going.ā he said, eyes glinting. You didnāt. Not yet. But you thought about it, cheeks hot, heart pounding.
Another night, while you kissed, he ground your hips down against him, slow, controlled. You gasped, clutching at his shoulders, and he groaned into your mouth.
Sometimes heād pin you to the couch, one massive hand braced beside your head, his mouth devouring yours, his thigh shoved between your legs. You didnāt know what he was doing, why it made your whole body hum, but you found yourself moving on him anyway. Rubbing against his thigh, shy and clumsy, until the pleasure overwhelmed you and you had to stop.
Abby never laughed. Never mocked. He just growled, low and filthy, āGood girl.ā and let you breathe.
Every step was new. Every step was overwhelming. And every step, you let him take the lead. Because Abby mightāve been a brute, but with you, he was patient in his own way. He never left you guessing too long. Heād show you, blunt and rough, but heād show you. And the way he watched you, intense, greedy, hungry, made you want to keep learning, keep seeing what else there was.
You were still shy. Still innocent. Youād bury your face in his chest after something new, too embarrassed to look at him. But Abby loved that too. Loved how flustered you got. Loved that even though you didnāt know half the words for what he was doing to you, you still let him.
Now, there was this time. It started out just like it always did, your body curled over his, lips pressed to his, your weight tucked safely into his massive frame. Abby half-laid across the couch, one long arm thrown across the backrest, the other locked firmly around your waist as he let you kiss him.
Youād been getting bolder lately, even if you didnāt notice it. Opening your mouth quicker, sliding your tongue against his, finally caught onto the rhythm he liked. He groaned low into your mouth when you did that, big chest rumbling under you, and it made you smile against his lips. Now you werenāt thinking much, just following his lead like you always did. When Abby wanted to kiss, you kissed. When he tilted your head back and pried your mouth open with his tongue, you let him. When he grunted low in his throat, you swallowed it.
You thought this was innocent, sweet boyfriend kisses, the kind of thing couples did when they loved each other. But Abby wasnāt innocent, and there was nothing sweet about the way his hand crept lower and lower down your back. First, it landed where it always did, on your ass. He squeezed hard, like he couldnāt resist. You let him, because you knew by now that Abby liked that. To you it was⦠casual. Familiar. He was obsessed with your ass, but you didnāt really think about it. You didnāt really connect it to sex, just another quirk of his.
He kneaded you with a low grunt, broad fingers digging into the soft curve until you whimpered against his mouth. You didnāt mean to. You didnāt even realize youād made a sound until Abby stilled beneath you, breaking the kiss, staring up at you with those heavy-lidded eyes.
āSounded pretty.ā he muttered, thumb stroking across your ass.
Your face burned, but before you could argue, he kissed you again, hungrier this time. And then his hand moved. Lower.
Sliding between your thighs.
You froze, lips parting in shock. Abby was touching you where heād never touched you before. His palm pressed between your legs.
āAbbyāā
āShh.ā His voice was rough, but the way he hushed you was almost gentle. āLet me. Just⦠let me.ā
At first he only cupped you, broad hand pressing up between your thighs. Even through your clothes, it was so much. He was big, too big, and he covered all of you in one hand like he was made to hold you there. Then he shifted his hand, slow, just a gentle rub against your covered cunt.
And oh.
Oh.
Your breath hitched, sharp, as something foreign and electric shot up your spine. You didnāt even know what it was, why it made your thighs twitch, why your body pressed down against his hand without your permission.
āThere you go.ā Abby muttered, like heād been waiting for it. āFeels good, yeah?ā
You didnāt answer, couldnāt. You only gripped his shirt tighter, face buried against his chest.
He chuckled. A low, mean sound. āKnew youād like it.ā
And then he started to move you.
His palm pressed harder, fingers spread to cup you fully, and his other arm shifted around your waist. With brutal ease, he began dragging your body against his hand, rocking you into him. You squeaked at the sudden motion, fingers digging into his chest.
āRelax, sweetheart. Let me help you.ā He was calm, steady. āJust move like this.ā He dragged your hips forward and back again, grinding your cunt against his palm.
You gasped. Loud. Your face went hot, your thighs trembling, because god, it was good. Too good. Better than anything youād ever felt when you touched yourself (not that you did that often). Better than you thought touching could even be.
You clung to him, helpless, as he rocked you over his hand again and again. His big palm covered everything, pressing against you in a way that made your clit throb and your stomach twist.
āGood girl.ā he grunted, kissing the side of your throat. āSee how easy it is? Your body just needs something to rub on. Thatās all.ā
āAbbyā¦ā Your voice cracked, caught somewhere between shame and wonder.
āYouāre wetter than fuckinā rain already. Can feel it through your pants.ā
You whimpered. Pressed your face harder into his chest as if you could disappear. But you didnāt stop moving. Not when his hand kept dragging you into that perfect friction.
Abby groaned when you rocked against him, even slightly. āYeah, baby. Like that? Feel good?ā He didnāt expect an answer, knowing you wouldnāt give one.
His huge hand slid lower, tugging you into position, until you were grinding against his palm, your soft cunt rubbing over the heel of his hand. Your gasp against his throat made him groan so deep it shook your bones.
āThatās it.ā he said. āRide it, sweetheart. Ride my fuckinā hand.ā
You whined, muffled and desperate, but you didnāt stop. You moved, shy and hesitant, rocking your hips against him while he held you steady. His grip was hot on your waist, coaxing you into a rhythm that made your breath catch every single time.
It was too much. Too good.
His thumb dragged upward, pressing firmer against your clit through the thin fabric. You choked on a moan, legs squeezing around his thigh.
āYeah, right there.ā he muttered, watching your face with a dark hunger. āKeep going. Donāt think about it. Just rub.ā
It was so new. So overwhelming. Your whole body felt like it was on fire, heat coiling tighter and tighter. And Abby knew. He felt every twitch, every shudder, every sharp inhale. He knew exactly where this was going. He fucking loved it. Loved how red your face was, how your thighs trembled, how your innocence cracked with every roll of your hips over his hand. You didnāt even know what you were chasing, you just knew it felt good, and you wanted more, and Abby was the only one who could give it to you.
āGood girl.ā he groaned, kissing your jaw as you moved faster, needier, chasing the friction. āKeep going. Youāll get there. Iāll make sure you do.ā
Then you twitched away before you even realized it. Your hips jerked up, thighs trembling, away from him, and when your body realized it wants more, back to pressing down against Abbyās palm. Your body ran from the feeling, but the second it was gone, it chased it. It was instinct, pure and embarrassing. You gasped, your body moving on its own, wiggling against his hand with frantic, clumsy motions that made you burn with shame, but at the same time, made you shiver with pleasure. You didnāt know why you were doing it, only that you couldnāt not. Your thighs shook, your breath caught, and suddenly you were sitting down on him, writhing against his palm in these shy little circles that didnāt make sense to you but felt right.
āLook at you.ā he murmured against your cheek, lips brushing, hot breath fanning over your skin. He ground the heel of his palm against your clit, slow and brutal, forcing you to keep feeling it. āBody knows what it wants.ā
āAbbyāā Your voice cracked, high and desperate. You didnāt even know what you were asking.
āShh.ā he cooed mockingly, kissing the corner of your mouth, then your jaw, then your temple. Each kiss rough, sloppy, claiming. āDonāt worry. I got you. Iāll take care of it. Gonna make you feel good. Real good.ā
And then, before you could process, he shoved his hand down beneath your waistband. You froze, gasping at the sudden press of his skin against yours. His huge fingers slid lower, spreading over your mound, and god, you realized with a rush of humiliation how wet you were.
āDonāt say thatāā You tried to hide your face, whimpering.
He only laughed. āWhy not? You should be proud of it. So fuckinā wet for me already.ā
And then his fingers slid over your folds, parting you easily, then up, finding your clit like heād known exactly where it was all along. He rubbed it with brutal precision, slow and steady circles that made your thighs twitch instantly.
You gasped. Loud. Your hands flew to his chest, clinging desperately as you bucked against his hand
āThatās it.ā he muttered, teeth grazing your jaw. āRight there. Feels good, yeah? Donāt lie to me.ā
āIāI donātāā You couldnāt form words, couldnāt explain the burning, shocking pleasure sparking through you with every rub of his fingers.
He smirked against your cheek. āDonāt need words. Your bodyās already telling me everything. Just feel. Thatās all I want. You feel good, I feel good. Easy.ā
And then one thick finger slipped inside you, slow, stretching you in a way that made your mouth drop open on a silent cry. You gripped his shirt so hard your knuckles ached. The intrusion was strange, shocking, a pressure youād never felt before, but underneath the strangeness was something else. Something that made your belly clench and your thighs quiver.
āAbbyāā Your voice was small.
āDonāt worry, sweetheart.ā He kissed the corner of your mouth, tongue quick and filthy. āNot fuckinā you yet. Justāgodājust touchinā. Just makinā you feel good.ā
His finger curled inside you and you gasped so loud it made his cock throb against his jeans.
āThat it?ā he murmured, hot against your ear. āThat the spot? Should Iāā He did it again, dragging his finger against the soft, electric place inside you.
You cried out, trembling. āAhāAbbyāā
āThatās it, baby.ā he rasped, voice breaking. āDonāt stop. Take it. God, youāre squeezinā me like a fist.ā
You whined, trembling. āAbby, Iāā
He kissed you hard, swallowing your words, muffling your whimpers as his finger moved inside you, slow pumps that dragged against your walls in a way that made your stomach twist and your chest heave.
āYeah.ā he muttered into your mouth. āYou like that. Can feel you squeezing me.ā
You didnāt even know what that meant. You only knew that you couldnāt stop shaking, couldnāt stop gasping every time he pushed in deep. And then he added another. Two fingers stretching you open, filling you in a way that made your head spin. You broke the kiss with a loud moan, face buried against his neck as your hips jerked helplessly. His thumb found your clit again, rubbing merciless circles as his fingers pumped inside you. The combination made your whole body arch, back bowing, thighs squeezing tight around his hand.
You couldnāt think. Couldnāt breathe. All you could do was cling to him and let him drag you higher, higher, with every brutal touch. āAbbyāAbby, Iāā
āDonāt fight it.ā His voice was a growl, low and commanding. āJust let it happen. Thatās your body begging to cum.ā
You whimpered, shaking your head, but your hips moved anyway, grinding into his hand, chasing the impossible heat building inside you. He pressed harder on your clit, his finger curling deeper, and your body arched against him. You gasped, cried out, your voice breaking into a high-pitched sound you didnāt recognize.
āYeah, thatās it.ā he praised, kissing all over your face, your cheek, your nose, your forehead, each kiss rough and frantic. āRide it out, sweetheart. Cum for me. Let me feel it.ā
You didnāt even know what that meant. Cum? Youād heard the word before, but you didnāt know what it really was. All you knew was that something was building, unbearably tight, deep in your stomach, coiling and twisting and demanding release. And then it snapped. Your whole body went rigid, back arching hard against him, thighs clamping down as a shockwave of pleasure tore through you. You cried out, muffled against his chest, hips jerking helplessly as Abbyās fingers worked you through it, your cunt clamping down on his finger as your whole body shuddered. You moaned loud, shameless, against his mouth, trembling and shaking through it.
āFuuuuck yes.ā he snarled, kissing you hard, swallowing every sound. āThatās my girl. Thatās my fuckinā girl.ā
It was overwhelming. Shaking, blinding, consuming, you couldnāt think, couldnāt breathe, couldnāt understand. You didnāt even realize what was happening until it was already over, until you collapsed against him trembling and gasping. Abby held you tight, his hand finally slowing, easing you down gently. Youād never felt anything like it. Never even imagined your body could do that.
He watched you with wild, blown-out eyes, his chest heaving. Your screams, your wetness, the feel of you milking his fingers, it drove him wild. He couldnāt breathe. Couldnāt think. Could only watch his sweet, innocent little girlfriend pant as she leaned against him.
āJesus Christ.ā he groaned as he pumped you a little more, even as you were boneless and trembling. āSweetest thing Iāve ever seen. Fuck. Fuck.ā
You whimpered weakly, still twitching, clinging to his shirt with desperate little fists.
āThere you go.ā he murmured, smug and tender all at once. He brushed sweaty hair from your face with his clean hand as his fingers finally slipped out of you, slick and glistening. He was shaking. Actually shaking with how hard he was holding back, with how ruined he was by the sound of your orgasm, the feel of it soaking his hand. His cock ached so badly it hurt, his brain screamed at him to shove you down and fuck you raw, but he didnāt. He couldnāt.
And when you finally blinked up at him, dazed and confused, whispering, āW-what was thatā¦?ā
āThat, sweetheart,ā he rasped, kissing your lips hard. āwas you cumminā your pretty little brains out on my fuckinā fingers.ā
After that night on the couch, it was like something inside Abby had been unchained. For months, heād been holding himself back, keeping his hands (mostly) where they belonged, keeping his mouth cleaner than it wanted to be. But once heād had a taste, once heād felt you cum around his fingers, once heād heard you scream his name in that perfect voice, it was over. There was no going back. And maybe he thought youād resist, that youād cry shyly and beg him to slow down, that heād have to chain himself again to keep from terrifying you. But you didnāt.
You liked it.
Even when you blushed, even when you stammered, even when your hands fluttered against his chest, you just clung tighter. You gasped harder. You came back for more.
You wanted him.
It started with kissing again. Only now, kissing wasnāt just mouths pressed together. It was sloppy, so sloppy. So much.
āOpen up for me, sweetheart.ā heād growl, tugging your jaw down with one big hand. āYeah, thatās it. Let me in. Fuckinā love your little tongue.ā
He let you explore him more, he let you touch lower. Let you trace the cut of his waist, the bulge under his sweats. And when you flinched back, eyes wide, he caught your wrist, pressed your hand there, and groaned.
āFeel that?ā His voice was wrecked. āAll you, baby. You do this to me.ā
You blushed so hard you hid your face against his chest. But you didnāt pull away.
And that became the pattern. Every time he pushed further, youād shy, but never stop.
Soon, his hands were always on your ass. He was obsessed with it. Squeezing, kneading, spreading it wide when you bent over his lap. You thought it was casual at first, just your big brute of a boyfriend being grabby. You even laughed sometimes, like it was nothing. You had no idea how filthy it was for him. No idea how many times he locked himself in the bathroom afterwards, jerking off furiously into the sink with your scent still on his hands. No idea how brutal the ache in his cock was from keeping himself restrained, keeping his teeth from sinking into your skin the way he wanted.
Except slowly, without even realizing, you gave him permission.
One night, while straddling his lap, your lips swollen from kissing, you whispered: āYou can⦠touch me again. Like before.ā
His brain shut off.
āBabyā¦ā He didnāt even finish, his hand already sliding down your waistband. And when his fingers slipped inside you again, you gasped but didnāt stop him.
Then, grinding. He figured out quickly how perfectly your cunt fit over his thigh, how your hips moved instinctively to chase friction, how your voice cracked when the seam of your jeans pressed against your clit. Heād sit there, flexing the thick muscle of his leg, murmuring filth against your ear while you rubbed yourself to pieces on him.
āLook at you. Little angel humpinā my thigh like a bitch in heat. Thought you were innocent? Fuck, youāre filthy, baby.ā
You loved it. Youād hide your face, whimper that he was mean, that he was teasing, but youād keep moving. Always. Until you came, shuddering, clinging, leaving wet stains on his pants.
And that discovery cracked open the rest.
You were shy, yes, but you liked it nasty. You two discovered that fast. You liked his mouth spitting filthy words against your ear, liked when he called you his āslutā his āpretty bitchā his āfucktoy.ā Youād slap at his chest in embarrassment, but your thighs would squeeze tighter, your moans louder.
Abby noticed everything.
The first time he spat in your mouth and you swallowed without thinking, he almost came in his pants. The first time he slapped your ass and you squeaked but didnāt stop kissing him, he knew that you werenāt as innocent as you looked.
āYou like it rough, donāt you?ā he teased one night, two fingers buried inside you, his thumb circling your clit. You could barely breathe, tears pricking your eyes, your body trembling, but you nodded. That was all he needed. From then on, there was no such thing as āslow.ā Not with Abby. You learned everything in weeks what might have taken years with anyone else. How to kiss sloppy and deep. How to grind against his cock through his pants until you soaked yourself. He taught you how to take his fingers in your mouth, sucking them clean after he fucked them into your cunt.
The first time his hand slid under your shirt and grabbed your tits, you squealed, shocked. He laughed, so deep in his chest it rumbled against you.
āYeah?ā he teased, kneading rough, pressing you against him. āYou like that? Like me squeezinā these pretty little tits?ā
You whimpered, muffled into his shoulder. He pinched a nipple through your bra and you arched without meaning to. He didnāt stop touching them after that. Not once. He loved them, your tits, your ass, your soft little body he could manhandle however he wanted. And you let him. Because every new thing made you realize that you liked it.
And then, one night, you learned about his cock.
It happened one night when you were kissing on his bed, his shirt already discarded, your small hands pressed against his chest. Curious, your touch drifted lower. Over his stomach. Down, down, to the waistband of his sweats. You hesitated. Stopped. Looked up at him with those big, innocent eyes.
āCan Iā¦?ā you whispered.
Abby froze, then laughed, half a groan, half a bark, running a hand down his face like he couldnāt believe his life. āYouāfuck.ā he muttered, dragging your hand down for you. āYeah, baby. Touch it. Go ahead.ā
He let you tug down his sweats, shy but curious, and he nearly came from the look on your face. Youād felt him, sure. The hard press of his cock against you when he pulled you into his lap, the ache of it when he ground you down against him. Youād known he was big, of course you had, Abby was huge everywhere, it made sense. But seeing it? Your eyes widened, lips parting as you froze in place. Big was an understatement. He was heavy, thick, long, the tip flushed dark. Veins ran along the shaft, and the weight of it slapped against his thigh when he freed it.
Abby just laughed. This low, rough, pleased sound, his hand lazily stroking himself as he watched your reaction. āWhatās the matter, sweetheart? Never seen a cock before?ā
You shook your head, cheeks hot. āNo.ā
āScarinā you?ā
āI-itās just⦠big.ā you admitted, eyes glued to him.
āYeah, baby. It is.ā He spread his legs a little wider, showing off, stroking slow just to tease you.
You swallowed hard, then, quiet, almost too shy to say it, murmured, āCan I⦠touch it?ā
Abby almost came right there. His head tipped back, a strangled groan ripping from his chest as his hand stilled. He had to take a breath. Then he looked at you again. āYeah, sweetheart. Fuck yes, you can touch it. Please touch it. You can do whatever the hell you want.ā
Your hand shook when you reached out, fingers brushing over the heavy length of him. He was hot. Hard. The skin softer than you expected, but stretched tight over veins and muscle.
He hissed through his teeth, hips jerking when your timid little fingers wrapped around him. He could see that you were fascinated. Tentative at first, then braver, stroking along him, watching the way his breath hitched and his thighs tensed. You explored him with wide-eyed wonder. Stroked the shaft, curious at the way it twitched in your hand. Brushed your thumb over the slit at the tip, fascinated by the bead of wetness there. You even glanced lower, curiosity burning in your chest.
And that was when your wide eyes landed on his balls.
Abby almost lost it.
The way you looked at them, like you were studying them, like they were something you couldnāt quite figure out, he had to slap a hand over his mouth to keep from groaning too loud.
āTheyāre⦠big.ā you murmured, so innocently it nearly killed him.
Abby barked out a laugh, half-strangled. āFuckinā hell. Yeah, baby. Theyāre big.ā
And when you touched them, gingerly, cupping them in your palm, rolling them curiously, he threw his head back, taking a deep breath in.
You blinked up at him, so shy and earnest. āā¦Do you like it?ā
He stared at you like youād just asked if fire was hot.
āDo Iā? Fuck, yes I like it. Youāre a natural, baby.ā
Your curiosity only deepened. āā¦Can I make you⦠yāknow. Finish?ā
Abbyās brain short-circuited.
For a long moment, he just gaped at you, chest heaving, cock twitching violently in your hand. Then he laughed, ragged and disbelieving, dragging a hand over his face. āYou wanna make me cum?ā
You nodded shyly. āā¦If youāll show me how.ā
Abby grabbed your wrist, guiding your hand around him properly. He showed you how to grip, how to stroke, how to twist at the head just right. His voice was low and urgent, full of breathless instruction.
āYeah, like that. Tightāfuck, tighter. Donāt be scared. I can take it. God, youāre a natural. Keep your thumb on the tipāyeah, right there, rub it. Jesus Christ, thatās good.ā
You followed every word, fascinated by the way his cock throbbed, by the sounds he made, raw groans, curses, your name spit through clenched teeth.
When he came, you watched with awe. His whole body jerked, muscles locking as hot spurts spilled over your hand. His groan was guttural, loud, almost a growl. His cock twitched violently in your grasp, thick ropes of cum painting your skin.
āFuck me.ā he rasped. He caught your messy hand in his, lifted it, and kissed your knuckles with surprising reverence. And you, innocent, blushing, shy, just smiled, still staring at the mess on your hand. Abby thought he might actually die from how cute you were.
And then you found yourself straddling him.
Abby froze.
āLoveā¦ā His voice was hoarse, low, almost a warning. His hands hovered at your hips like he was afraid to spook you. āWhatāre you doinā?ā
You bit your lip, looking anywhere but his face. āā¦Can you make me⦠yāknow. Again?ā
A second of silence. Then Abby tugged at your panties, growling when they didnāt come off fast enough. You squirmed, embarrassed, shocked that he already got to it, trying to help, and then they were gone, tossed somewhere on the floor, he immediately cupped your cunt in one massive hand. His fingers spread you open, his thumb finding your clit. It was immediate, the way your hips bucked, the way your lips parted in shock. His other hand cupped your tits through your shirt, kneading roughly, thumbs brushing your nipples until you gasped.
Abby grinned, feral, kissing your cheek sloppily. āThere it is.ā
You moaned, clinging to his shoulders, your shy little voice spilling out over the pounding of your heart.
Abby smirked, cock twitching beneath you. āYeah. Thatās what you wanted, huh?ā His thumb rubbed slow circles, relentless. āWanted me to touch this pretty pussy again.ā
You whined, nodding, hips already shifting. It was too much and not enough, all at once. He played your body like an instrument. One hand squeezing your tits, thumb flicking over your nipple through your shirt. The other rubbing your clit, dipping lower to slide thick fingers between your folds, teasing your entrance. He kissed all over your face as he did it, messy, greedy, worshipping.
āAbbyā¦ā Your voice was small, shaky. You looked at him, eyes wide with embarrassment, lips trembling. āWhen you⦠before, when you⦠finishedā¦ā
He groaned, already knowing, already aching. āYeah, baby? When I came?ā
You nodded quickly, face burying in his shoulder. āā¦It made me feel funny.ā
He paused, then leaned back just enough to look at you. āFunny?ā
You nodded quickly, cheeks burning. āLike⦠like I wanted something. Watching youā¦ā You trailed off, biting your lip.
Abbyās cock twitched against your thigh. He growled low in his chest, starting to move his fingers again, rubbing you faster. āYouāre tellinā me watchinā me cum made you horny?ā
You whimpered, but nodded. āā¦Yes.ā
Abbyās laugh was breathless, almost disbelieving, his hand working you harder as he kissed down your neck, teeth scraping. āJesus fuckinā Christ, sweetheart. Youāre perfect. You hear me? Fuckinā perfect.ā
āI like⦠the way you sound, when you cum,ā you whispered. āIt made meāoh godāmade me think about⦠about yourāā
Your eyes flicked down. To his cock. Still out. Still hardening again. You swallowed. Dared to touch it. Your small hand slid between your bodies, fingers curling around his thick shaft. Abby cursed instantly, hips jerking into your grip.
āFuck, babyācareful.ā he groaned, voice cracking as you stroked him shyly, your other hand clutching his shoulder for balance. The picture of you, perched in his lap, his fingers buried between your legs while you touched his cock was almost too much. His eyes were blown wide, almost manic.
āYouāre so big.ā you whispered, rubbing your thumb over the tip again, smearing his precum. āItās⦠itās scary. But I like it.ā
Abbyās head fell back, eyes rolling shut, a raw laugh tearing out of him. His pace on your clit doubled, two thick fingers sliding down to push inside you, stretching you gently. Oh. Oh, it felt good. You gasped, half from the new sensation, half from the way his cock twitched in your hand when you squeezed it.
āGood girl.ā he panted, kissing your jaw, your cheek, your temple. āTouch me while I touch you. Thatās it. Nice and easy. You make me feel so fuckinā good, sweetheart. Gonna make you feel even better.ā
You whined, rocking against his hand, your grip on him tightening without realizing. āAbbyāoh godāfeels so goodāā
He grinned against your skin, mouth hot and wet. āThatās my girl. Always so honest. I fuckinā love it.ā
He worked you like heād been memorizing you from the start. Circles on your clit, steady pressure, while his mouth trailed across your jaw, sucking bruises into your skin. His other hand pinched your nipple, rolling it between his fingers until you whined. You were so responsive. You were the dream.
You rocked against his hand without realizing it, chasing more, desperate for something you didnāt know how to ask for. You clung to him, overwhelmed. āā¦It feels soāā
āGood.ā he finished for you, kissing you hard, tongue pushing into your mouth. āIt feels good, I know. Iāve got you.ā
You came. You screamed his name, body convulsing, pussy fluttering around his fingers, clinging to him, your hand still around his cock even as your hips stuttered helplessly against his fingers. Abby held you through it, growling encouragement into your ear, his cock throbbing violently in your grasp. He was close again, but he didnāt let go of you until you were finished, until the aftershocks slowed and your breathing evened out. You collapsed against him, panting, dazed. You didnāt even realize you were crying until he wiped your tears with his thumb.
Heād kill for you. He had killed for less. But right now, with your little body trembling in his lap, your innocence still intact despite everything heād just done, he realized heād live for you too. And Abbyābrutal, filthy, perverted Abbyāswore then and there heād never want another girl again. Not when you, his sweet little virgin, were staring at his cock with those big, amazed eyes. Not when you were this shy, this loving, this innocent, and still letting him ruin you step by step.
And god, the blue balls. You had no idea. No idea how often he had to jerk off in the shower after leaving you panting and blushing on his bed. No idea how he fucked his fist with his face buried in your discarded shirt just to keep from shoving himself inside you too soon.
He killed people. He had no patience, no mercy, no restraint in anything else. But with you? With you, he waited. He learned. He let it be step by step, even if each step made him insane.
Because you were worth it.
Because he loved every second of watching you discover yourself, and him, piece by piece.
It was funny how quickly things began to escalate after that night. At first it was innocentāwell, as innocent as you straddling him and touching his cock while he made you cum could beābut once that line was crossed, there was no stopping Abby. And you⦠you wanted it. Every new thing scared you, sure, but it thrilled you more. Your shyness didnāt stop your curiosity. You liked seeing what you could do to him. You liked learning.
The first time you went down on him was clumsy, and you knew it. Youād been nervous, fumbling with the waistband of his sweats, palms sweaty, your voice cracking as you whispered, āā¦Can I try?ā
Abby nearly came just from that. He grinned, grabbed the back of your neck, kissed your hair, muttering, āFuck yeah you can.ā
Youād knelt between his thighs, staring at his cock. Youād touched it a few times before, but this was different. This time, your mouth was involved. You tried to be brave. You licked tentatively, kitten-like, then wrapped your lips around the head. Abby groaned so loud it made you flinch. (Which is so fucking funny plz nobody gets the humor of flinching at nothing scary like I do)
āRelax, sweetheart.ā heād said, voice rough, hand rubbing slow circles on your scalp. āDonāt think. Just feel.ā
You gagged at first, choked on the sheer size of him, eyes watering, but Abby never once laughed. He was patient in his way, brutal, but patient. He told you where to put your tongue, where to suck, how to use your hand at the same time.
You hadnāt gotten him to cum that first time, you pulled away coughing before you could, but the look on his face, sweaty and desperate, was enough to make you feel like youād won anyway. And you kept trying. Kept learning. Every mistake you made just had him grinning like a madman, stroking your hair, muttering: āYouāll get it, sweetheart.ā And he was right. You did get better. Every time you tried again, you grew bolder. Soon you were stroking his shaft while sucking the head. Soon you were licking his balls while he swore. Soon you were looking up at him through your lashes, his cock buried in your mouth, and Abby had to stop himself from coming too fast because the sight of you was so filthy and innocent all at once. Soon, he was cumming down your throat, groaning your name. Soon, he was pushing your hair back so he could watch you, his chest heaving, his thighs trembling.
The first time you swallowed, shy and uncertain, you wiped your lips and whispered, āā¦Was that okay?ā
Abby nearly blacked out.
āBabe,ā heād rasped, dragging you into his lap to kiss you messily. āthat was the best fuckinā thing anyoneās ever done for me.ā
But of course, Abby couldnāt just let you stay the one giving.
He wanted to eat.
The first time his mouth was on you, it was a 69, because Abby thought it was funny, filthy, perfect. He had you climb on top of him, facing his cock, while he dragged your panties aside. Youād been shy, trembling, but the second his tongue pressed against your clit, you screamed. It was like nothing else. Unbearably good.
Abby laughed into you, hands spreading your thighs wider, licking deeper, hungrier. āOhhh yeah, thatās it. Ride my fuckinā face, baby.ā
At first you were too overwhelmed to move. But the pleasure built so fast, too much, too soon, and before you knew it, your hips were grinding against him, chasing the heat of his mouth. You rode his face without even realizing it, panting, crying out, your hands gripping his abs for balance. Abby groaned beneath you, his cock twitching against your lips as you tried to keep up with sucking him.
āGood girlāfuckinā use meāā he growled between licks.
You came so hard you forgot to breathe, collapsing forward, shuddering, his face wet with you. He devoured it, like heād been starving centuries for it.
From then on, his mouth was everywhere. Between your thighs, against your tits, down your stomach. He wanted to taste every inch of you, every day.
And then came your first time. It happened late, one night when you were curled up in his lap again, kissing lazily. His cock was hard against your thigh, and you touched it. Stroked him. Looked into his eyes.
āā¦Abby.ā you whispered. āCan weādo it? For real?ā
For a moment, he didnāt move. Didnāt breathe. His pupils blew wide, and he gripped your hips so tight you squeaked.
āYouāre sure?ā he rasped. āSweetheart, donāt fuck with me.ā
You nodded, cheeks burning. āIām sure. I⦠I want it. With you.ā
He swore violently, kissed you hard, then laid you back on the bed like you were porcelain.
He was shaking as he got the condom on, because Abby was a lot of things, but careless with you wasnāt one of them. Well, he was careless, but not with you.
He stretched you open a little. And then, slowly, carefully, he pushed inside you. It hurt at first. The stretch was almost unbearable, and you clutched his arms, whining softly. But Abby kissed your face, your neck, held himself back even as sweat dripped from his brow.
āBreathe for me.ā he muttered. āThatās it. Relax. Youāre doinā so good. Youāre okay. Youāre mine.ā
And then the pain eased. Turned into something else. Something hot, pulsing, alive. You gasped, clutching at him. āAbbyāoh godāā
āYeah?ā he groaned. He went slow, unbearably slow, until he was fully buried inside you. When he finally moved, slow at first, then faster. It was clumsy, sweaty, desperate, but it was yours. Your first time. With him. It was awkward at first, your bodies fumbling, but then something clicked. Your hips tilted, his thrusts found that angle, and suddenly it wasnāt pain anymore. It was heat. It was pleasure.
You moaned his name, clinging to him, your innocence melting away in real time.
Abby was wrecked above you, panting, swearing, praising you every second. āThatās it, baby. Thatās my girl. Youāre fuckinā amazing.ā
And when you came around him, crying out his name, Abby followed immediately after, groaning loud, burying himself deep, his whole body shaking as he spilled into the condom.
After that first time, you never went back.
Abby couldnāt stop. Didnāt want to stop. It was like something inside him had finally snapped free, and he needed you in every way, every day. Morning, night, half-asleep, on the couch, in the kitchen, there was no such thing as restraint anymore.
You were still sweet. Still shy. Still soft and cuddly. But every time he pushed the boundary a little further, you didnāt recoil. You leaned in. You wanted more. At first, it was just new positions. He bent you over the counter, fucked you in the shower, lifted you up and used his size to his advantage, holding you against the wall like you weighed nothing, or just simply in the air. He wanted to feel you from every angle, memorize every sound you made, every flutter of your muscles around him.
But then came the nastier discoveries. The first was his fingers wandering too far back. Youād been riding him lazily one night, your hands flat against his chest, your body bouncing gently on his cock while his big palms controlled your hips. He was groaning, muttering filth about how good you were, when one thick finger slipped lower, brushing against your other hole.
Youād gasped, tensing.
Abby stilled, his lips curling into a grin. āWhatās this? Hm?ā he teased, rubbing lightly. āNever touched here before, sweetheart?ā
Your blush had been instant, your body jerking away, but you hadnāt said no. You hadnāt told him to stop. So he pushed further. Not inside, not yet, just rubbing, circling, teasing until your hips started grinding again, chasing friction despite your embarrassment.
āFuck.ā he groaned, his cock twitching inside you. āYou like that, donāt you?ā
The first time he slid a finger in there, you thought you wouldnāt be able to take it. The stretch was shocking, but his voice, his hands, his patience kept you calm. And when he worked it slowly, matched the rhythm of his thrusts inside your pussy, you lost it. You came harder than youād ever thought possible, screaming his name, nails digging into his shoulders.
Soon, he was easing you open more and more. Two fingers. Toys. And eventually, the night came where he lined himself up and whispered in your ear, āLet me have it, baby. Let me in.ā
It had been terrifying at first, the sheer size of him, the impossible stretch, but Abby didnāt rush. He kissed your face, told you how good you were, how perfect, how much he loved you. He rocked into you slowly, inch by inch, until he was buried deep in your ass. And when he started moving, when that shocking pressure turned into rolling waves of pleasure, you lost all shame. You begged for it. Abby nearly blacked out that night, watching his innocent little girlfriend sob with pleasure while he claimed every hole she had. Heād never been so hard in his life.
But that wasnāt the end of your surprises. Heād been fingering you on the couch, two thick fingers pumping relentlessly into your soaked pussy while his other hand tortured your clit. You were whining, writhing, and then, suddenly, a hot rush sprayed from you, soaking his hand, his shirt, the couch. You squirted.
You froze in horror. āAbbyāIāI didnātāā
Abby laughed, wild and delighted, his eyes bright. āHoly fuck. Holy fuck, baby. Do that again.ā
You tried to hide your face, but he wouldnāt let you. He pinned your wrists down, growling, āDonāt you dare get shy on me. Youāre beautiful. You hear me? Beautiful.ā
And then he set to work, determined to wring every drop from you. He fingered you until you were screaming, shaking, begging him to stop. The couch was ruined, the floor soaked, and Abby was grinning.
From then on, he was obsessed. He had to make you squirt every time. Fingers, tongue, cock, didnāt matter. Heād edge you, torture you, until you broke again and again, until you were sobbing from overstimulation, your body convulsing around him. Heād lick it off his hands, groan about how sweet you tasted, even press his face against you mid-spray, letting you drench him while he moaned like an animal.
And you discovered you liked it too. The release. The mess. The way it made him so feral.
Abby pushed you into nastier and nastier territory. He had you jerk him off with your feet once, just to see if youād do it, you did, blushing furiously the whole time. He taught you how to deepthroat, how to relax your throat, coaching you through the gagging until you could take him all the way. He had you sit on his face while you sucked him off, 69 turning into a contest of who could cum first. Spoiler, it was usually you. He showed you how to ride him, guiding your hips, groaning at the sight of you bouncing helplessly on his cock. He showed you how to roll a condom on with your mouth, and the look on his face the first time you managed it was feral. And you, sweet as ever, let him. You liked being his student. You liked learning how to drive him insane.
Your first time had been sweet, careful. But soon, Abby had you begging to be fucked raw, begging for his cock in your ass, begging for him to make you squirt until you couldnāt stand.
He jerked off to you before. Heād killed people before. Heād done every brutal thing a man could do. But nothing wrecked him like you. The way you blushed asking, āCan I try that?ā The way you moaned when he filled your ass, when he pressed his thumb against your clit at the same time. The way you soaked him when he made you squirt, begging, āAbby, I canātāplease, I canātāā only to give him another gush seconds later.
And the best part? You were still you. Still innocent in your way. Youād kiss his cheek after riding his face until you came three times and whisper, āā¦Was that good? Did you like it?ā like you hadnāt just drenched him head to toe.
Abby was ruined. Absolutely ruined. The beast of a man who once killed without hesitation now couldnāt survive a day without hearing your moans, without feeling you shake around him.
And he didnāt want to.
ROMANCE
He was touchy, clingy, affectionate to a fault. He never kept his hands to himself, your waist, your cheek, the small of your back. Because you were so sweet. You curled up in his arms on the couch. You kissed his cheek before bed. You looked up at him with those wide, trusting eyes when he brushed hair out of your face, like he had hung the moon just for you.
Romance was used to sex being easy, casual. He had lived lifetimes drenched in it, bodies and lips and moans all blurring together. But you were a clean slate. You were someone who had never even been kissed until he leaned down one night, brushed your lips with his, and you gasped. He would never forget that.
The relationship, as it stood, was almost unbearably wholesome on your end. You loved to cuddle. That was your language. You climbed into his lap and fell asleep against his chest. You held his hand and swung your legs when you sat together. You pressed little kisses to his jawline, giggling shyly when he teased you for it. And for you, that was intimacy. That was closeness. That was your ārelationship.ā
But for Romance? It was absolute hell. Because you sat there, curled against him in bed, whispering āI love youā and all he could think about was how badly he wanted to ruin that innocence. How badly he wanted to teach you how good it could feel.
And yet⦠he didnāt. He never pushed.
Because as much as he was sex embodied, he was also in love with you. And the idea of scaring you off, of breaking that fragile trust, you, the one thing in his long, messed-up life that felt pure, was enough to keep him in check.
Barely.
You sprawled out across the couch, legs draped over him, oblivious to how suggestive it looked. You changed in front of him without thinking, because to you, it was just a shirt, just your boyfriend, while to him, every glimpse of bare skin was another test of his endurance. You said things that sounded dirty without meaning them. āRomance, will you hold me tighter?ā āRomance, I like how warm you are.ā āRomance, I donāt want to sleep alone tonight.ā
And every time, he had to bite his tongue, bury his face in your neck, and pray you didnāt notice the way his breathing changed.
What killed him most, though, was how much you loved. You didnāt know what it meant to flirt, not really. You didnāt know how to be seductive. But you were the most affectionate person he had ever met. Always hugging him from behind when he cooked, always sneaking into his room just to nap beside him, always telling him that he made you happy. You were a sweetheart. A little angel. And Romance loved it. He loved it more than he had ever loved anything. But it also shattered him, because he was Romance. He was sex itself. He could have taught you everything, how to kiss, how to touch, how to moan, and instead, he was sitting there with your head in his lap, stroking your hair while you hummed softly in your sleep.
He could have gone crazy like that.
Romance had been with countless people. He had seen everything, done everything, lived long enough to get bored of it all. But you? You were new. You were untouched. You were sunshine in human form. And he couldnāt get enough of you. He had never been patient in his life. He wasnāt built for it, didnāt believe in it, didnāt practice it. But with you, patience became his religion. Not because he wanted to, but because he had to. Because you were soft and shy and brand-new to every single thing, and he loved you too much to rush. Romance was always romance. From the very beginning of your relationship he smothered you with affection, kisses to your temple when you were cooking, arms wrapping around you from behind when you were doing something as small as rinsing a glass. He was touchy, handsy, needy. And yet he kept it soft, kept it slow, because you were new. You were innocent, so incredibly untouched, and he knew that if he wanted to keep you, he had to go carefully.
That didnāt mean he didnāt slip.
Not even that long into your relationship, heād started kissing you deeper. It wasnāt long before his instincts got the better of him, before his tongue brushed against your lips and teased its way into your mouth.
You froze. You didnāt know what to do. Nobody had ever kissed you like that before. You were trembling, confused, your little hands gripping his shoulders. He pulled back immediately, eyes soft, voice honey. āToo much?ā
And you shook your head. Wide eyes, bitten lip, breathless. You were confused, god, yes, but you werenāt running. You let him do it again, and again, until you started to melt into it, letting him lead. You tasted him, learned him, let him show you what it meant to kiss like that. Romance loved every second. You were clumsy, uncertain, hesitant, but you were his, and you let him guide you, and that trust made his chest ache.
Romance swore he could feel your heartbeat in your lips, in your shy little whimper when he licked into your mouth. He knew you were overwhelmed, that your mind was scrambling, but you trusted him enough not to stop him. That trust nearly killed him with how sweet it was. He guided you gently, teaching you how to kiss back, slowing down so you could follow. You were clumsy, yes, but your innocence made every second unbearably intoxicating.
Romance was never quiet about what he wanted. He didnāt believe in hiding desire, it was the entire point of him, of who he was. But heād been holding this one back, sitting on it for weeks, waiting until he knew you were ready to hear it. It was late, the two of you tangled in bed, your head resting against his chest. He was tracing shapes into your back when he finally breathed it out.
āBaby⦠can I ask you something?ā
You tilted your head up, curious, innocent as always. āWhat?ā
He licked his lips. For once, he looked almost nervous. Almost. Then the confidence returned.
āI want to eat you out.ā
You blinked at him. The words didnāt even make sense at first. āEat meāwhat?ā
āShh, donāt be scared. Iāll explain. Iāll be so careful with you.ā His voice was patient, coaxing, every syllable dripping with the sincerity of a man who would happily worship you forever. āItās nothing bad. Just my mouth on your pretty pussy, licking, kissing. Making you feel good. Thatās all I want to do, sweetheart.ā
Your throat went dry. He was just⦠open. Vulnerable, even, in the way he confessed it. āYou reallyā¦ā Your voice cracked, nervous. āā¦you want to do that?ā
āIāve been thinking about it nonstop.ā Romance nodded, utterly unashamed, rubbing your thigh gently. āYou have no idea how much I want it. How much I want to make you feel good. Please. Let me show you.ā
The confidence in his voice made it worse, because you believed him. You knew he was good at this, that he knew what he was doing. And you⦠you wanted to know. You wanted to feel what he promised. After a long, shaky pause, you nodded. āā¦Okay.ā
His grin was dazzling, boyish, so relieved and bright it made your stomach twist. āFuck, baby. Thank you.ā
The way he went about it proved heād been honest, he wanted you, not just the act. āLie back, baby.ā he murmured, easing you onto the pillows. āYeah, just like that. Youāre so beautiful like this, you know that? Look at you.ā His hands smoothed down your thighs, squeezing lightly, worshipful already. āIf you get scared, you tell me. If you want me to stop, Iāll stop. But fuck, sweetheart, youāre gonna love this.ā Romance eased you onto the bed like you were breakable. He kissed up your thighs first, slow and adoring, peppering your skin with warmth until you were squirming from the anticipation alone. When he tugged your panties down, he did it with love.
āYouāre so pretty.ā he whispered against your skin. āPrettiest thing Iāve ever seen.ā
Then, cheeky as hell, he pressed a kiss directly to your clit. Just a soft peck, playful, as if to tease you into laughter. But instead, it made you gasp, hips jerking. He chuckled against you, utterly delighted.
āYeah.ā Romance murmured, lips brushing over you. āThatās what I wanted. That right there.ā
And then he showed you how good he could be.
He didnāt rush, not once. His mouth was everywhere, kissing, licking, tasting like he was drunk on it. His tongue flicked at your clit in slow circles, patient and teasing, then firmer when he felt your thighs tense. He moaned against you shamelessly, like he loved every second of it. And you, god, you couldnāt believe how it felt. Youād never experienced anything like it before. You covered your mouth, embarrassed by the noises spilling out, but Romance just pulled your hands down, lacing his fingers through yours.
When he slid a finger inside, slow and careful, you nearly sobbed. The newness of it, the stretch, the way his mouth and hand worked together, it was overwhelming. Too much and yet not enough. He didnāt hold back, not from his enthusiasm, not from his noises. Because if Romance loved something, he let you know it. He moaned into you, like every flick of his tongue was a reward for him, like your taste was the sweetest thing heād ever had. Louder than you, groaning and humming with his mouth full of you.
āFuck, baby, taste so good.ā
āYouāre so wet for me, I canāt take it.ā
āThatās it, let me hear you. Donāt hold back, I wanna know how good Iām making you feel.ā
You clutched at the sheets, at his hair, at anything you could grab onto, overwhelmed by the sheer intensity of it. Your thighs trembled, your breath came in sharp gasps.
He was so, so good at it.
Romance had centuries of experience, after all. He knew exactly what he was doing, and heād never wanted to be good at something more than he wanted to be good for you.
He held you down gently, his other hand pressing to your stomach, his mouth never stopping. He guided you through it, whispered to you, kissed your thighs when you whined that it was too much.
You didnāt know what happened at first. You just knew that your vision went white, your body clenched up, and then suddenly you were sobbing his name into the sheets, trembling as wave after wave rolled through you.
Thatās the story of the first orgasm he gave you. And from that on, the escalation was natural, so natural you barely realized it was happening. After that night, Romance got bolder. Not pushy, never pushy, but bolder in what he asked for, in what he suggested.
āYou liked it when I touched you like that, right?ā heād ask, casually, like he was asking if you liked dinner. When you flushed and nodded, heād smile. āThen let me show you something else.ā
It started small. His fingers, more than one now. Teaching you how to relax, how to take it. Explaining in that smooth, charming way of his, sometimes teasing, sometimes serious.
āYouāre so tight, angel. Gonna need to work on that.ā
āDonāt look so scared. Youāll thank me later.ā
āYou trust me? Then breathe. Thatās it. Just breathe.ā
He treated it like a lesson, and in a way, it was. He loved it when you got shy, when you hid your face against his shoulder or covered your mouth to stifle a moan. Heād always tug your hand away, kiss your wrist, and murmur, donāt hide from me. I want to hear it. But where Romance truly didnāt deny who he was, where he couldnāt resist showing his freak streak, was when he brought toys into it.
āToys?ā you repeated, head tilted, as the two of you sat in his room.
āYeah.ā he said easily, smirking a little, sprawled out with one arm tucked behind his head. āSex toys, baby.ā
You blinked. āLikeā¦?ā
He sat up, raising his brows. āNot, like, Legos. Jesus. Cāmere.ā
You scooted closer, curious, innocent eyes wide. And Romance reached over to his nightstand drawer, pulling it open. Inside was a collection that made your jaw drop. Smooth silicone, shapes, little bottles, things you didnāt even have names for, and your eyes nearly fell out of your head when he pulled a vibrator out.
You blinked at it. Blinked at him. āWhat⦠is that?ā
He leaned forward, kissed your temple, and held the vibrator up. āThis is gonna be your new best friend.ā
You just stared, still flushed, still confused. āā¦Thatās⦠supposed to go inside me?ā
A laugh, soft, as he stroked your cheek. āNot at first. Not unless you want it to. Itās for your clit. It vibrates, here, Iāll show you.ā He clicked the button, and the toy buzzed to life in his hand. He held it against your palm, and your eyes widened.
āOh.ā
āOh.ā he mimicked, his voice warm with affection. āSee? Not so scary. Youāre gonna love this.ā
And he did show you. He laid you back, kissed you sweetly, and then pressed the toy against you while his fingers spread you open. The sensation made you jolt, your whole body tensing as your breath hitched. Romance just cooed, stroked your thigh, told you to relax. āThatās it. Feels good, doesnāt it?ā You just nodded frantically, eyes glassy. He adjusted the speed when it was too much, backed off when you squirmed too hard, and whispered steady encouragements. āTake it, baby. Youāre perfect like this.ā āYou can cum as many times as you want. Iāll keep going.ā And god, you did cum. Harder, faster, more than you thought you could. The toy pulled orgasm after orgasm from you, and Romance didnāt stop until you were sobbing into the pillows, begging for a break.
When he finally clicked it off, he kissed your damp cheek and stroked your hair. āSee? New best friend.ā
It didnāt stop there. Romance had a collection, of course. Over time, he introduced you to more, different vibrators, plugs, even a harness he wore once, grinning wickedly as you blushed so hard you thought youād combust. Every new toy was an experiment, a discovery, and you trusted him enough to let him guide you through it.
What amazed him most wasnāt just your innocence, but your curiosity. You asked questions. So many questions. Sometimes timid, sometimes bold, always honest.
āWhat does this one do?ā
āWhy would anyone want something that big?ā
āā¦Will it hurt?ā
āDo you⦠like watching me like this?ā
He answered them all, never mocking you, never shaming you. He was funny, sure, but his explanations were clear, his tone reassuring. He wanted you to learn, not to fear. And you did. Slowly, shyly, but you did.
Romance could have anyone. He knew it. He radiated sex, wore it. But you? You were untouched, innocent, utterly inexperienced. And you gave that to him. And it drove him crazy. Crazy enough to moan louder than you when he got his mouth on you. Crazy enough to laugh with glee when you squirmed under a new toy.
Eating you out became the thing. It wasnāt even special occasion anymore. It was routine. Youād be curled up on his bed, yawning, wearing something soft and oversized, and heād casually tug you closer, sliding down between your thighs like it was his rightful place in the world. Sometimes it was slow and teasing, his tongue moving lazily while he held your hand, murmuring encouragements. Sometimes it was messy, desperate, muffled moans against your clit as he devoured you, grinding himself into the mattress because he got so lost in it. Sometimes there was a toy involved, heād slide a vibrator against you while he sucked, or press a finger inside you, curling it until you cried out.
But always, always, he loved it.
You couldnāt understand it. Not really. Youād look down at him, cheeks flushed, fingers tangled in his hair, and whisper, āWhy do you like it so much?ā
And heād only smile, so beautiful, licking his lips, voice hoarse. āBaby, if you could hear yourself, if you could see what I see, you wouldnāt even ask.ā
Still, you heard the way he moaned into you, shameless, unrestrained. You felt the way he shook when you pulled on his hair. Whatever it was, you knew without doubt that he was telling the truth. He loved it.
It was late, one night. The two of you curled together in bed, your head on his chest, his hand lazily stroking up and down your arm. You were warm and safe, your muscles still loose from the orgasm heād pulled out of you an hour ago. And the thought had been growing inside you.
āRomance?ā
He hummed. āYeah, baby?ā
You fiddled with the hem of his shirt, nervous. āCan we⦠maybe⦠do more?ā
He stilled, just for a second. Then his hand traced your shoulder, slow and tender. āMore?ā His voice was low, careful. āWhat are you thinking of, sweetheart?ā
You swallowed. āI donāt know.ā It was true, you didnāt. You only knew that you wanted to be closer to him. That you wanted to give him something back. That you wanted to know what came next. āWhat do you think?ā
There was silence. He tilted his head back against the pillows, staring up at the ceiling. And for once, Romance didnāt have a slick answer, didnāt have a joke ready. He just sat there, struck by the weight of what youād said. Because you trusted him. With your untouched body, with your innocence, with everything you hadnāt even explored for yourself, you trusted him.
He listed a few things, keeping his tone gentle, never pushing. āWe could keep doing what weāve been doing. Or we could try touching each other more. Or toys. Orā¦ā He hesitated, then met your eyes. āSex.ā
The word sat between you, heavy.
You chewed your lip, thinking. Then, slowly, hesitantly, you nodded. āā¦Okay. Yeah.ā
Romance froze. Just stared at you for a long moment, his throat working. Then he let out a laugh, soft, shaky, full of disbelief. āOh my god. You mean it? You reallyābaby, youā¦ā
You laughed nervously, tugging at his hair. āDonāt make fun of me.ā
āNot making fun.ā he swore, pulling back. āI justāI didnāt thinkāI mean, Iāve been dreaming about this, but I didnāt think youādā¦ā He trailed off, shook his head, kissed your nose. āFuck. Okay. Okay.ā
He kissed you like heād never kissed anyone before. Not because of lust, though the lust was there, but because youād just given him something no one else would ever have, your trust, your first time, your body. And Romance wasnāt a gentle man by nature. But with you? He was soft. He was patient. He was everything you needed him to be.
He laid you down carefully, kissing your face, your neck, whispering between each press of his mouth. āSo pretty.ā Kiss. āSo sweet.ā Kiss. āMine.ā
He let you touch him, let you explore. He guided your hands, showed you how to undo his belt, how to slide the fabric away. You were hesitant, fumbling, but he smiled through it, kissing your cheek every time you paused.
When you saw him, hard and heavy in his boxers, your eyes widened, intimidated. He hushed you immediately. āHey, hey. Donāt worry, sweetheart. Weāre not rushing anything. We go slow. As slow as you want.ā
You nodded, cheeks blazing, and whispered, āOkay.ā
Romance swallowed hard. He thought heād seen everything in his centuries of living, every expression, every body, every reaction. But nothing compared to you.
He made it sweet. He made it about you.
He ate you out first, coaxing you into the familiar high until your body relaxed, until you were soft and pliant in his arms. He kissed your thighs, kissed your clit, kissed the inside of your knee, moaning into you until you were too lost in pleasure to think about nerves. He slid on a condom, showing you how, letting you touch, letting you see. He guided himself to you, but didnāt push in right away. He rubbed against you, let you feel the shape, let you gasp and cling to him.
Only when you whispered, āPlease.ā did he ease inside.
Slow. So, so slow.
He moaned, biting his lip, almost in pain from the restraint. But his eyes stayed on yours, watching every twitch of your face, every hitch of your breath. He kissed away the sting, murmured praise into your skin, circled your clit to ease you up, and waited until your body softened under him.
And then you were wrapped around him.
Your first time. His thousandth. And yet, it felt like his first, too.
When it was over, you lay together in the aftermath, sweaty and shaking and overwhelmed. He held you so tight, pressing kisses to your hair, whispering, āYou were perfect. Youāre perfect. I love you.ā Over and over. And you, sweet, glowing, you curled up against him, still shy, still blushing, but smiling.
It was the best night of his entire existence.
Romance had a way of making even the most ordinary night feel like a movie. Dinner out with him was a thing you two did often. He knew how to pick restaurants that were perfect, knew how to make you laugh so hard at the table that strangers turned to look. Heād sit there with his chin in his palm, staring at you, eyes shining. And when you reached across the table to hold his hand, innocent and beaming, heād squeeze your fingers tight, thinking to himself that heād give up every indulgence in the world if it meant keeping you like this.
But the real show always came later.
Back home, Romance showed you what his kind of love looked like. Heād guide you to the bed, kiss your shoulders one by one, take your shoes off. He never rushed you. Even when his desire was making him go fucking crazy, he slowed it down, made every second about you. For weeks, this was the rhythm, romance in public, devotion in private. And you, innocent, shy, but so willing to learn, gave him every drop of affection you had. Little kisses on his jaw. Cuddles. Sex. Love.
Until one night, curled up in his lap, your cheek against his chest, you tilted your head and asked: āWhat do you like?ā
At first he laughed, brushing your hair back with a playful little smile. āWhat do you mean, baby? I like this. You. Us.ā
But you werenāt letting him dodge. āNo, I mean⦠what do you like. Like, in bed.ā
Romance blinked. He hadnāt expected you to ask, not like this, not with those big innocent eyes watching him like that. He leaned back, exhaling slowly, staring at the ceiling for a moment. āWhat do I like?ā
You nodded. āYeah. Youāre always⦠taking care of me. And I love it. But⦠what about you?ā
āYou really want to know?ā
You nodded.
So he told you.
The list that spilled from his mouth was not soft, not romantic, not anything youād thought he might say. He told you about the way he liked having control, about how he liked his partners on their knees, about the thrill of marking skin with his teeth, about restraints, about the dirtier games heād played centuries ago. He said it casually, frankly, like a man who knew himself, who wasnāt ashamed of desire. He talked about impact, about spanking until your thighs shook and you cried out his name. He confessed, calm but raw, that he loved the idea of being rough, of marking you up so badly you wouldnāt be able to hide it the next day. And that wasnāt even the half of it. He kept going, matter-of-fact, almost casual, about his fantasies, things involving mirrors, toys, overstimulation, the kind of marathon nights that would leave you wrecked and sobbing and begging him to stop. He admitted he moaned when you made him feel good because he wanted you to know what power you had, that he was addicted to the idea of you making him lose it.
By the time he was halfway through, your mouth had fallen open. You just stared at him, wide-eyed, floored, shocked that this silky, charming man could want things so⦠brutal.
He caught the look on your face and chuckled, reaching for your hand. āHey, hey. Relax. Donāt get scared. I donāt expect you to want any of that. Itās just me talking, sweetheart. Just what Iāve done, what I like. With youāā
āI do.ā
Romance froze. āYou⦠do?ā
You nodded quickly, cheeks burning. āI meanāI want to try. Even if Iām not good at it. I want to learn what you like.ā
For the first time in a long time, Romance was speechless. He searched your face, waiting for hesitation, for nerves, for the telltale look that meant youād spoken too fast. But there was none. You were shy, yes, adorably so, but you were serious. Determined. And the trust behind those words hit him harder than any lust could.
āā¦Baby.ā he murmured finally, his thumb stroking over your knuckles. Then a slow, beautiful, crooked smile spread across his face. āOkay. Weāll explore. Step by step. Iāll show you.ā
The first step wasnāt anything wild. It was him undressing you more boldly than before, guiding your hands when you faltered. Youād been shy, before, blushing when his fingers brushed over your bra strap, burying your face when he tugged your shirt up. But that night, when he pulled your top over your head and eased your bra off, you didnāt cover yourself. You let him look.
He stilled, blinking at you, eyes hungry but soft. āYouāre not shy?ā
You shrugged, nervous but honest. āI trust you.ā
It was simple. Just that. And to him, it was everything. He cupped your breasts, kissed the tops, the soft skin beneath, the valley between them, murmuring words you couldnāt quite catch because his voice shook. Then he leaned back on his heels, grinning. āGod, look at you. Youāre perfect.ā And when he finally took one nipple into his mouth, sucking gently, your gasp made him groan. Heād fed off lust for centuries, but nothing compared to the sound of you learning pleasure for the first time.
From there, exploration became a game between you. He didnāt throw you into the deep end. That wasnāt his way. He started slow, introducing little pieces at a time. A blindfold one night, a firmer grip on your wrists the next. He tested your reactions, stopped to ask if you liked it, laughed when you admitted you did. Then Romance brought new toys into the mix. And each time you gasped, each time your eyes went wide at some new sensation, each time you clutched at him, he swore he was falling in love all over again.
You werenāt good at it, not at first. You fumbled, you giggled, you sometimes got too nervous and asked to stop. But you were trying. For him. With him. And to Romance, there was nothing cuter, nothing sexier, nothing more brutally endearing than your innocence colliding with his filth.
He could have anyone. He had, for centuries. But no one had ever looked at him the way you did, trusting, curious, a little scared but still willing. No one had ever made him feel this much like he was worth the effort of learning. And everytime you whispered, in that sweet, innocent little voice, āOkay, show me moreā he got more and more attached to you.
One time youād pushed his shirt up, your tiny hands splayed across his chest, your face tucked into his neck. And then, in your quiet, sweet little voice, you asked, āRomance⦠can I, um⦠can I see you?ā
He leaned back instantly, his eyes lighting up with delight. āSee me? Baby, you see me every day.ā
You flushed and swatted at him, pouting. āYou know what I mean. Like⦠see you.ā
The way you said it, soft, hesitant, innocent, sent a rush of heat through him so brutal he had to steady himself. This was trust. This was your way of asking for more. So he nodded. āYeah, sweetheart. You can.ā
He dimmed the lights, not to hide but to soften, to make the room feel private and safe. He kissed you first, long and warm, so youād know this was intimacy. Then he leaned back against the pillows, spreading his arms lazily.
āGo ahead.ā he murmured, voice low, beautiful. āExplore me. Whatever you want.ā
He let you trace the lines of his arms first, the veins that ran down into his hands, the dip of muscle that flexed when he curled his fingers around yours. āTouch me.ā he encouraged, his voice a low purr. āI like your hands on me. Anywhere.ā You followed the slope of his chest next, the skin warm, smelling like his cologne. He chuckled when your fingers lingered on his collarbones, when you pressed curiously against his pecs. āYou like those, huh?ā he teased, flexing them just to make you laugh.
āI mean⦠theyāre nice.ā you admitted, shy but honest. You also liked his thighs a lot.
Your hands shook a little as you reached for his belt. He didnāt help, didnāt rush. He just watched you, his dark eyes following every movement, the little tremble in your fingers, the way your lips pressed together in concentration. You got the buckle undone after a fumble or two, and he chuckled softly, brushing your hair back.
āGood girl.ā he said, genuine.
You pulled the zipper down and he lifted his hips so you could ease his pants lower. He didnāt shove them off, didnāt kick them away, he let you set the pace. You stopped for a second, just staring at the tented outline beneath his boxers, and he laughed again, tilting his head.
āGo on.ā he coaxed. āYou can look. Nothing to be shy about.ā
Your eyes flicked up to his, wide and nervous. He only smiled, reassuring, and nodded. So you hooked your fingers in the waistband and pulled. When he sprang free, you actually gasped. Your hands froze, your face went red, and you stammered, āOh. Ohāoh, wow.ā
Romance nearly lost it laughing. He threw his head back, hand over his face, cackling.
You whined and covered your face, but he reached out, gently tugging your hands down. āDonāt hide. Itās okay. He wonāt bite. Youāre allowed to stare. I want you to.ā
And you did. Hesitantly, curiously. You tilted your head, bit your lip, your gaze flicking between his cock and his face. Finally, you whispered, āItās⦠big.ā
āThank you, baby.ā he said gently. āBut itās just me. Same guy who holds your hand, remember?ā
You relaxed a little. You touched him, lightly at first, fingertips brushing his length, fascinated by the way he twitched at your touch.
Romance moaned. Loud. Shameless.
āDid I hurt you?ā you asked immediately.
āGod, no.ā He caught your wrist, guiding your hand more firmly around him. āThat felt good. You did good, baby. Keep going.ā
You swallowed and nodded, your hand wrapping tentatively around him. The first squeeze made him moan again, his hips jerking, and your eyes flew up to his again.
āSee?ā he said between breaths, his smile beautiful and so proud. āPerfect.ā
He let you explore everything. He told you what each touch did, when it was too soft, when it was good, when it made his head spin. And you giggled every time he praised you, so shy but so eager to do well. You traced him with your fingertips, squeezed, rubbed, even poked once with a little laugh that made him choke on his own breath. When your hand slid lower, brushing his balls, he moaned again, louder this time. You froze, startled, but he caught your hand and pressed it there deliberately. āDonāt stop. Thatās good, baby. Feels so good.ā
You explored for what felt like forever, your giggles partner to his moans, your innocent curiosity brushing up against his centuries of experience in a way that made his head spin. You asked him questions, so many questions, each one making his chest ache with how sweet you were. āDoes this feel better than this?ā āWhat if I do it faster?ā āDo you always sound like that when someone touches you?ā
And when you finally leaned back, hands still on him, face flushed and eyes bright, you whispered, āYouāre really pretty, you know that?ā
Romance actually had to close his eyes and breathe. Because heād been called many things in his long life, hot, sexy, irresistible. But pretty? That was your word. Pure. Honest. Innocent. And it wrecked him.
āYou wanna try getting me off?ā he asked at some point.
Your breath caught. āI⦠I can?ā
āBaby, I want you to. More than anything.ā He licked his lips, and his chest rose and fell faster now. āIāll talk you through it. Every step. Just say the word.ā
You nodded, eyes big and serious. āOkay. I want to.ā
He guided your hand to wrap around him, showing you the pressure, the rhythm, the pace. You fumbled, you giggled nervously, you apologized when your grip faltered, but he never once looked anything but blissed.
āPerfect. Just like that. Fuck, youāre learning so fast.ā
And the more you tried, the more you wanted to see him lose control. His moans, his curses, the way his head tipped back, it was intoxicating. You stroked him faster, your tongue peeking out between your lips as you concentrated. You wanted to know. You wanted to see. You wanted to be the reason for all of it. When his thighs tensed beneath your hands and his cum spilled hot and heavy across your fingers, you realized you were.
āOh my god,ā you whispered. āThatās⦠thatās cum?ā
Romance was laughing even as he caught his breath, wiping sweat from his brow. āYeah, baby. Thatās cum. You did that. You made me feel so good I couldnāt hold it back.ā
You looked down at your hand, then back at him, then giggled. āItās⦠warm.ā
āGod, I fucking adore you.ā
Yeah. Thatās how it went. And about a week or two after the night you made him cum with your hands, you were still glowing with pride about how far youād come. Next time you were curled up in bed with him, half-asleep against his chest while he absently combed his fingers through your hair.
And then, softly, you whispered, āRomance?ā
āMhm?ā He didnāt open his eyes.
āWhat⦠what else do you like? The things you told me before.ā
That got his attention. His eyes snapped open, his hand pausing in your hair. Slowly, carefully, he tilted his head down to look at you. āWhy?ā
You squirmed under the weight of his gaze, cheeks hot. āBecause⦠I want to know. I want to see what you like. I want to try.ā
He just stared at you, chest rising and falling faster than before. He reached out, brushing your jaw with his knuckles, and whispered, āYouāre serious.ā
You nodded. āI want to.ā
That was the moment things changed. Romance didnāt throw you into the deep end. He never would, not with you. He took it step by step, introducing you to his world the same way he had guided you through your own body. Except this time, he wasnāt showing you you, he was showing you him.
The first thing he taught you was control. Or rather, his love for taking it.
One night, he brought out silk ties. āTheyāre just scarves.ā he explained as he laid them across the bed. āSoft. Wonāt hurt. You trust me?ā You nodded. So he tied your wrists gently, testing the knots, making sure you could pull free if you panicked. And then he kissed you slow, deep, whispering against your lips, āSee? Nothing scary. Just me holding you. Just me keeping you still.ā At first you laughed nervously, tugging at the ties, but the way his eyes darkened when you gave up the fight sent shivers down your spine. And when he finally slid down the bed and put his mouth on you, his tongue teasing your clit until you writhed against the restraints, you understood. It wasnāt just about him controlling you, it was about you letting him. About the trust.
After that came marking. Youād noticed before how much he loved biting, your shoulder, your collarbone, even your thighs. But this time, when you asked him directly, āDo you like leaving marks?ā his smile turned sharp.
āBaby,ā he said, voice low and dangerous. āI like when everyone knows youāre mine.ā
He proved it to you that night. He kissed and sucked bruises into your neck until you were moaning, begging, half-laughing because you knew theyād show in the morning. He pressed his teeth into your thighs until you gasped, holding you open with gentle but firm hands. And when you whined, āRomance, theyāll see.ā he only chuckled against your skin. Good.
Then came the dirtier games. Romance didnāt sugarcoat them. When you asked, wide-eyed, āWhat about the other things you like?ā he told you plainly. He liked it messy. He liked spit, liked the filth of sweat, liked when a partner got down on their knees. He liked teasing until tears welled in the corners of your eyes. He liked control, every shade of it. And you⦠you were fascinated.
āWhy do you like it so messy?ā you asked once, pulling back with spit shining on your chin.
Romance cupped your face, thumbs stroking your cheeks. āBecause itās real, baby. Because itās raw. Because it means youāre not afraid to let go with me.ā
You shivered at that, then nodded. And when you leaned back down, he groaned like heād never survive it.
Soon, you werenāt just learning, you were experimenting. Sometimes heād pin your wrists down, sometimes heād push your thighs apart and tell you not to move while he worked you over with his mouth. Sometimes heād whisper filthy things in your ear, things that made your face burn but your body ache with need. And you, his sweet, innocent angel, soaked it all in. You werenāt scared. You werenāt shy. You were curious. Hungry. Determined to understand what made him tick. And Romance, for all his filth, never forgot who you were. He never pushed too hard, never let the games eclipse the love. He always held you after, always kissed your forehead, always whispered that you were perfect.
But when he looked at you, bruised, marked, still catching your breath, his eyes were darker than ever.
You were on top of him one night, straddling his hips while he lay back on the bed. Heād been teasing you for so long that you decided to take a little revenge, pressing your nails into his chest without really thinking about it.
He gasped, loud, sharp, but not in pain. Not exactly. His hips jerked up hard against yours, and when you looked down at him, his pupils were blown wide.
āDo that again.ā he rasped.
You blinked. āThe scratching?ā
He nodded quickly, swallowing hard. āYeah. Harder.ā
So you did. You dragged your nails down his chest, harder this time, leaving red tracks in your wake. His back arched off the bed, his hands clenching the sheets, and a groan tore out of his throat.
That was your first glimpse of it, the part of him that liked pain.
Afterward, when you were curled up against his chest, you asked quietly, āDo you⦠like that? Getting hurt?ā
He didnāt even try to play it cool. He just nodded, brushing his fingers through your hair. āYeah, love. I like when you take me apart a little. When you scratch. When you slap. When you tell me what to do. I like being the one hurt. I like pain. On me. Spanking, scratching, biting. Hitting. Telling me Iām nothing. Making me beg. Making me your bitch. That kind of pain.ā
Your mouth fell open. Youād thought youād heard it all, the marks, the toys, the messy things. But this? This you hadnāt expected. Romance, the embodiment of confidence, the man who moaned like he was the star of his own porno, wanted you to humiliate him?
āYouāre⦠serious?ā you whispered.
āDead serious. I know it sounds insane coming from me, but I swear, baby, itās what I like. Itās what gets me off. You want the truth? Thatās it.ā
You swallowed hard, your face burning. The man was insane. But the way he said it, so honest, so raw, it made something spark in your chest.
And then, before you could overthink it, you whispered, āCan I⦠try something?ā
It started simple. Romance got on all fours at the end of the bed, glancing back at you with that teasing, challenging smirk. āCome on, baby. Donāt be shy.ā
You stared at his ass, at the strong curve of muscle under skin, and raised your hand. āLike this?ā you asked nervously.
āLike that.ā he purred.
So you spanked him. A sharp, quick smack that echoed in the room.
Romance gasped, an honest gasp, and dropped his head against the sheets. His shoulders trembled. When he looked back at you, his pupils were blown wide, lips parted. āAgain.ā
You did it again. Harder. His body jolted, and he moaned into the mattress.
It became a rhythm. Spank. Gasp. Moan. His ass reddening under your palm, his thighs twitching. You couldnāt believe it. He looked ruined, hair falling in his face, sweat prickling on his back, muscles flexing as he struggled to stay still. And he kept whispering, āMore. Harder. Donāt stop. Please, baby. Please.ā
And god, it was intoxicating.
It escalated fast. Soon, you were digging your nails down his back, leaving angry red lines that made him hiss and groan. He bit into the sheets to muffle his cries, but when you pulled his hair and demanded, āLouder.ā he obeyed, moaning so shamelessly that you flushed.
You spit on his shoulder once, hesitant, and froze. But when you looked down, his face was pure bliss.
āAgain.ā he begged. āDonāt stop. Do it again.ā
The night it really shifted was when he finally asked for more.
Youād just finished spanking him raw, his ass glowing red, when he turned his head and whispered, āBaby⦠will youāfuck, will you put something in me?ā
You blinked. āIn⦠you?ā
His grin was wild, desperate. āYeah. Finger, toy, anything. I want it. I want you to use me.ā
Your heart raced. Youād never done anything like that. But the way he looked at you, pleading, hopeful, trusting, it made you nod.
āOkay.ā you whispered. āTell me what to do.ā
Romance guided you. Patiently, shakily, he showed you how to slick your fingers, how to press against him gently, how to ease in slow. You were trembling, terrified of hurting him, but he only moaned, clutching the sheets, telling you how good it felt.
āDeeper.ā he gasped. āPlease. Harder.ā
You did. And when you found the spot that made him cry out, his whole body shuddered. He collapsed forward, sweating, moaning, gasping your name.
You couldnāt stop staring. The sex symbol, the confident demon, the man who kissed like fire, reduced to a panting mess under you.
And when he finally came, ruined and shaking, it wasnāt just hot. It was⦠bonding.
Afterward, he lay on his back, chest heaving, hair sticking to his forehead. He reached for you, pulling you against him, still trembling from the high.
Then, another big thing. It began like most nights did, Romance kissing you stupid, showering you in affection until you forgot to be mad at him for the dumb things he did during the day. He had you tucked against his chest, his hands everywhere, his lips brushing your temple as he murmured sweet nothings.
But this time, his voice was lower. Hungrier.
āBabyā¦ā He kissed your jaw, slow. āI want more tonight.ā
You tilted your head, smiling softly. āMore?ā
His laugh rumbled through your chest. āYeah. More. You know what I mean.ā He leaned back so you could see his eyes, wide and bright, his grin sheepish but wicked. āI want you to peg me.ā
The words made your stomach flip. Even after everything, the toys, the spanking, the begging, you hadnāt expected that.
āMe?ā you squeaked. (Lmfao take this in the comedic sense)
Romance chuckled, sliding his hand down to squeeze your hip. āYes, you. Who else would I trust with it? Come on, baby. Donāt give me that look. Youāve been a natural at everything else.ā
You swallowed hard. āBut I donāt⦠Iāve neverāā
āIāll teach you.ā he interrupted smoothly, brushing his thumb over your cheek. āLike I always do. Step by step. Youāll be perfect.ā
You hesitated, nerves twisting inside you. But then you saw the honesty in his eyes, the raw want, the vulnerability he never let anyone else see. And your own voice surprised you when you whispered āOkay.ā
Romance wasted no time. He rolled off the bed, rummaging through the toy chest at the foot of it, and came back with a strap and a bottle of lube. He laid them gently beside you.
You bit your lip. āAnd youāre sure?ā
āIāve never been more sure of anything.ā he murmured. Then, softer: āI want you to ruin me.ā
Your heart thudded.
He walked you through every step. First, the lube, how much to use, though you already knew how to finger him. You knelt between his thighs, watching his face as you pressed one finger in, then two. He gasped, moaned, gripped the sheets until his knuckles went white.
āGood girl.ā he whispered through gritted teeth. āSo good at this. Donāt stop.ā
You added a third, marveling at the way his body opened for you, at the raw, needy sounds spilling from his throat. You couldnāt believe how beautiful he looked like this, hair sticking to his forehead, lips swollen from biting them, sweat glistening on his chest.
When he finally begged, āPlease, baby, Iām ready.ā you strapped the harness on with shaking hands. Romance helped you adjust it, guiding your trembling fingers with steady ones. His voice stayed soft, coaxing. āYou look so fucking hot right now, baby. You have no idea. Youāre gonna destroy me, and I canāt wait.ā
You positioned yourself carefully, heart racing. āTell me what to do.ā
He grinned, reckless and needy all at once. āJust push. Slow. Iāll tell you when.ā
You lined yourself up and pushed in gently. His breath hitched, his whole body tense, but his eyes fluttered shut, and a groan tore from his throat.
āFuck. Yes. Just like that.ā
You froze. āAre you okay?ā
His laugh was shaky. āMore than okay. Keep going.ā
So you did. Inch by inch, you sank into him, watching his face, terrified of hurting him but unable to stop once you saw the bliss washing over him. He clutched your thighs, nails digging in, moaning so loudly you flushed.
āBaby,ā he gasped. āyou feelāfuckāyou feel so good.ā
Once you were fully inside, you stayed still, waiting. His chest rose and fell fast, sweat dripping down his temple. And then he opened his eyes, pupils blown wide, and whispered, āMove.ā
You did. Tentative thrusts at first, shallow and slow, until you found a rhythm.
Romance screamed.
Head thrown back, mouth open, moans echoing off the walls, he was louder than youād ever heard him. Each thrust had him trembling, begging, praising you between curses.
Watching him come undone beneath you, watching him grip the sheets like his life depended on it, knowing you were the one making him feel like this, it lit a fire in your chest. You moved harder, faster. He arched into you, body shaking, his voice breaking as he begged for more.
When you leaned down and kissed him, he whined against your mouth, clutching your face. āI love you.ā he gasped. āFuck, I love you, donāt stop, pleaseāā
And when he came, it was violent, his whole body convulsing, his moan tearing through the air. He collapsed under you, ruined, trembling, sweat-soaked and breathless.
You pulled out carefully, unstrapping the harness with shaky fingers. āAre youāā
Before you could finish, Romance pulled you against his chest, kissing your hair, still panting. āPerfect.ā he whispered hoarsely. āYouāre perfect. That was everything.ā
You were still you. Still soft, still shy, still the girl who blushed at dirty words and giggled at bad jokes. That sweetness never changed. The only difference was that your boyfriend was showing you a whole new world, one step at a time. He taught you safe words, taught you where the line was, taught you how to take care of him after. Because for all his filth, Romance was still Romance, he wanted you to enjoy this, not be scared. He wanted you to feel powerful, not pressured.
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Can I request Saja Boys (separate) x innocent reader, like she doesn't know what a French kiss is and stuff like that, she knows natural fluff things like cuddles, and the boys? Absolutely FILTHY, if not all at least Baby and Romance!!!
SAJA BOYS x INNOCENT!READER (and changing that) part 1
Not my fav trope but sure. I be doin anything but writing the next assistant reader partāļø this is going to be divided into two parts, this one has Jinu, Abby and Romance in it, the other two here!
cw: NSFW, female and afab reader, power dynamics, age gap, obsession, heavy themes of āteachingā and guiding, virginity loss, manipulation undertones, nonstandard consent(reader doesnāt resist, but often doesnāt fully understand whatās happening until itās happening), I chose not to mention body hair on reader so thatās up to yāallās imagination(though it would be realistic if reader had body hair, the boys wouldnāt mind anyway), the demons having super senses, me crying while letting go of my virgin Jinu hc, in Jinuās part: touching, groping, grinding on thigh, handjob, oral sex(f receiving written detailed but mentions of m receiving), protected p in v, in Abbyās part: body worship, heavy petting/fingering, handjob, grinding, mutual masturbation, dirty talk, ass play, squirting, overstimulation, anal fingering and sex, deepthroat, size kink, ass worship/fixation, mention of a footjob, oral (m and f receiving), face sitting, protected p in v, in Romanceās part: oral (f receiving), fingering, sex toys(mentioned and use of a vibrator written in detail), protected p in v, mentions of wild kinks, handjob, bondage, pain kink, anal fingering and pegging
JINU
Youāre a sweetheart.
The fact that youāve never gone further than a kiss? That you donāt know what dicking someone down even means? For Jinu, thatās like waving a red flag in front of a bull. He delights in it. He lives for it. Not because he thinks less of you, not because he wants to tease (though god, he does), but because it feeds something primal in him. The thought that your first shiver, your first gasp, your first moan, every little milestone in intimacy, will be his doing.
You are innocent. Truly. Sweet as sugar. Youāve never kissed with tongue, never gone past a lingering peck, never even thought about sex without blushing into your sleeves. And you, pathetic, heart-on-sleeve creature that you are, love nothing more than curling up against Jinu. Always. Always cuddling into his chest, brushing kisses over his jaw, hugging him. You curl up against him on the couch with your head in his lap, kissing his palm absentmindedly, and he feels like heās going to combust. You nuzzle into his neck when heās reading something, kiss his temple before bed, and it fucks him. Because it never goes further. Never slips into what his dirty mind is screaming for.
The relationship is a little toxic, because Jinu is toxic. He canāt help it. Heās manipulative, territorial, selfish in a way only centuries of survival can breed. Heāll scold you for paying too much attention to the others. Heāll bribe you with food, gifts, touches. Heāll sulk when you deny him, pacing the room until you tug him down beside you and kiss his forehead, soothing him with your soft, steady voice. You always forgive too easily, and he uses that like a weapon. Heās an evil man who found himself addicted to a good thing.
But when youāre lying on top of him, chin propped on your folded arms against his chest, eyes bright with nothing but love, whispering āYouāre so handsome, Jinuā he feels like heās dying. Like maybe he never lived before this.
And when you press kiss after kiss after kiss to his lips, soft, innocent, chaste pecks that never turn into anything dirtier, he goes half-mad. He wants to corrupt you. To ruin you. To make you his in the darkest way. But you donāt give him that. You give him only sweetness. And itās killing him.
Heāll spread out on the couch, robe loose(he will NOT let go of that fucking robe I swear man), and youāll just⦠pad over, curl up against him, and tuck yourself under his arm without asking. Youāll put your head on his chest, nuzzle his neck, leave little soft kisses that never dip below sweet.
Thatās it. Thatās your idea of intimacy.
Jinu is filth. Heās the dirtiest dog on the planet. He looks at you and his mind is immediately in the gutter, always. Your lips brush his cheek and heās imagining your mouth open under his. You hold his hand and he wants to pin your wrists to the mattress. You giggle against his shoulder and he wants to corrupt every innocent sound you make until itās his name leaving your throat instead.
But he doesnāt get that. Not yet. Because you donāt even know.
One night, youāre curled up in his lap, straddling him because youāre clingy and love being close, your arms looped lazily around his neck. You kiss his lips, soft, sweet, like a little bird. Then you pull back, smile, and watch his pretty demon face.
And Jinu is dying. Because that wasnāt even a kiss, not in his book. Not the kind that involves teeth and tongue and a desperate pull of breath. Itās⦠innocent. Barely there.
He murmurs something.
āHm?ā you ask, blinking at him with those sweet, confused eyes.
āNothing.ā he lies, kissing your forehead.
Youāve told him before, shyly, fidgeting with your hands, that youāre⦠inexperienced. That youāve never done anything beyond hugging and holding hands and maybe a peck or two in your life. And Jinu had laughed, not meanly, but like he couldnāt believe the universe handed him this kind of untouched sweetness.
And he loves it. Oh, he loves it.
Your innocence drives him insane. The way youāre so trusting, so pure in your affection. You drape yourself over him constantly, cuddle like a cat, press your lips to his jaw just to say āI love youā without words. You donāt even realize how suggestive it could be, not really. To you, itās just⦠love. And to him, itās torment. Delicious, endless torment.
Because Jinu is filthy, yes, but heās also in love. He adores you in a way that unsettles him. Heāll let you climb into his bed every night just to curl against him like a blanket, kissing his shoulder until you fall asleep. Heāll stroke your hair and call you his little angel, his sweetheart, his baby, all while thinking things he can never say out loud because youād probably blush yourself into a coma.
And the worst part? Youāre so happy with it. With just kissing, hugging, and being close. You never push for more, because you donāt know thereās more. You just think thatās what dating is, cuddling up to your boyfriend, giving him soft kisses, telling him you love him.
And Jinu, the pervert, the manipulator, the filthy dog, sits there and takes it, because heād rather starve on scraps from you than feast on anyone else.
When you fall asleep curled into him, cheek pressed against his chest, little hand clutching his robe, Jinu just stares at the ceiling. Smirking, sometimes. Groaning, often. But always with one hand stroking your hair, slow and gentle.
Changes started small. You sitting on his lap one night, curled up like always, your chin tucked into the crook of his neck. You kissed him, soft, sweet, like the thousand times before. But when you pulled away, he didnāt let you. His hand slid up the back of your head, kept you close, kept his mouth lingering over yours.
He kissed you again, deeper this time. And again.
You froze, not out of fear, but because you didnāt know this version of kissing. His tongue brushed your lip, testing, asking. And you, confused, innocent, a little flushed, let him. You followed his lead. Clumsy, uncertain, but trusting. Always trusting. What he did wasnāt enough to make it filthy, yet, but enough to have you pulling back breathless, touching your lips like, oh. That was different.
From there, things always escalated in little steps. Jinu never demanded. He didnāt have to. Heād kiss you deeper, linger longer, his hands brushing your sides, your waist, inching closer but never forcing. Heād guide your body, tilt your chin, place your hands where he wanted them.
And you⦠let him.
Because you loved him. Because he was patient. Because he made you feel safe even when his eyes were dark with something you couldnāt name.
The first time his hand brushed your chest, you squeaked, actually squeaked, and buried your face in his robe. Jinu only chuckled, low and pleased, stroking your hair. āRelax, baby. Just me. Only me.ā
Weeks later, it was you. You were curled up in bed, kissing him lazily, your body buzzing from his touch. He pulled back, just barely, eyes searching yours, waiting for permission like he always did. And something inside you, some spark from all his patient teaching, made you grab his wrist and guide his hand higher. You pressed it against your breast yourself, looking away, shy, but certain.
āHere.ā you whispered.
Jinu almost lost his mind. Squeezed once. But you only kissed him again.
The progress was slow, but relentless. First kisses, then deeper kisses. First brushes of his hand, then full touches. First his mouth against yours, then his mouth tracing lower, down your throat, across your collarbone, leaving trails of heat that had you arching without even realizing it.
And you let him teach you. Always. Youād watch his eyes, follow his lead, mimic his movements when he showed you how to kiss him back properly. Every time he praised youāthatās it, baby, just like thatāyour heart fluttered, and you wanted to try harder.
Jinu was patient, yes. But inside, he was feral. Every time you let him a little closer, every time you whimpered against his mouth or squirmed in his lap or guided his hand where you wanted him, it drove him insane. Heād bite back groans, press kisses into your hair, hide how much he wanted to throw you down and take everything at once. But he didnāt. Because you were his angel, his sweetheart, his untouched little love. And he was going to savor every single step. He knew what he was holding. A precious, naive little girlfriend who kissed his cheek, who thought climbing into his lap to cuddle was just⦠innocent closeness. He knew if he moved too fast, heād scare you off, or worse, youād look at him with those hurt, disappointed eyes, and he couldnāt survive that.
So he taught. Slowly. Patiently. Once you trusted deeper kisses and his hands on your cute tits, you loosened. You started climbing into his lap more. Sitting across his thighs, letting him hold your waist, sometimes even grinding against him by accident, just from the way you shifted when you got comfortable. And every time, he bit the inside of his cheek and told himself not to ruin it.
But you made it worse, because you started to copy him. If he licked into your mouth, you tried, clumsy and hesitant, but eager to please him. If he put his hands on your waist, you grabbed his shoulders, pulling him closer. You learned. You soaked up his every move.
He taught you how to make out properly, patient every time you shied away. He taught you that kissing wasnāt just lips, it was neck, collarbones, shoulders. You learned that giggling while he kissed your jaw only made him hungrier. He let you explore him too, guided your hands over his chest, his arms, letting you feel how solid he was. He didnāt flinch when your hand lingered lower, just kissed you deeper for encouragement.
Always, always, he let you set the pace. If you wanted to stop at cuddling, he stopped. If you wanted to kiss until your lips were raw, he let you climb him like a tree. If you hesitantly touched him where you werenāt sure you were allowed, he praised you, whispered dirty encouragements that made you blush but never once made you feel unsafe.
For anyone else, Jinu would neverāneverāhave been this patient. Heās greedy, filthy, the kind of man who likes getting what he wants the second he wants it. But for you? Heāll play the long game. Heāll put himself through absolute torture, blue-balled to hell, walking around with bruises on the inside of his lip from biting it so hard when you sit in his lap all innocent and warm. Because he loves it. He loves you. And the slow burn of teaching you, guiding you, watching you bloom under his hands is better than anything else heās ever had.
Youāre his sweet little angel, his virgin girlfriend, the one who doesnāt even know how cruel he could be if he wanted. And that innocence? It drives him feral.
One night, his hands were on you. He kissed you slow and deep, palms cupping your tits through your shirt, thumbs dragging across your nipples until you shivered against him. You broke the kiss, breathless, blinking up at him like you werenāt sure what just happened.
That was the first time anyone ever touched your nipples.
And you let him get back to it.
Your innocence wasnāt gone, it was just⦠shifting. Turning into something pliable in his hands. And Jinu reveled in it. The way you trusted him enough to let him push you further. The way you looked at him afterward, still sweet, still pure, even with your shirt tugged half-off your shoulder and his hand firmly over your chest.
One night, the kisses got heavier. You had been perched sideways across his thighs, your arm looped lazily around his shoulders, his palm heavy at your hip. He tilted you closer, lips hot and insistent on your throat, and something about it made your body move on its own. Your hips shifted, just slightly, a mindless adjustment for comfort, but then you felt it. The way your clit brushed against the firm muscle of his thigh.
You froze.
He felt the way you stiffened, and for a heartbeat you thought heād call you out, tease you, ruin the moment. But Jinu only hummed against your neck, pressing another kiss there as though nothing had happened. His hand stayed steady at your hip, not pushing, not guiding. Just there.
You tried to ignore it. You shifted again, testing it, and the heat that shot through your body made your lips part on a sharp inhale. Jinu felt that too, but he didnāt move. Didnāt do anything except kiss you softer, like he was coaxing you, like he was saying without words, go on, sweetheart. Iām not stopping you.
So you tried again. Slowly. Carefully. Rocking your hips against him, small movements that made your pulse spike and your skin heat up until your whole body was buzzing. Your thighs clenched, your lips parted, and Jinu tilted his head just enough to catch your mouth again, swallowing the quiet little sound you couldnāt hold back.
You stopped almost immediately after, embarrassed, face hot with shame at what youād been doing. āIāI wasnātāā you stammered, trying to climb off his lap.
But Jinu caught you, gently pressing you back down, his hand warm and firm at your waist. āYou donāt ever have to be shy with me. Whatever you wantātake it. Iāll never stop you.ā
That became a pattern. Not every time, not even most times, but sometimes when you kissed him long enough, youād find yourself moving against his thigh. And each time you tried, he stayed steady beneath you, letting you guide everything, only murmuring things in your ear when you got too nervous. You never finished, not yet. You always got shy, hid your face in his chest, begged him to stop looking at you like that. And Jinu always listened. Heād tuck you into him, stroke your back, calm you down until your heartbeat wasnāt thundering anymore. But he never forgot the way you sounded. The way you trembled when you rocked against him.
The first time you let his hand slip under your pajama shorts, he almost stopped breathing. Not inside your underwear, not yet, that was too much. But just resting on the curve of your thigh, fingers brushing close enough to have you biting your lip. You held it there yourself, covering his hand with yours so he couldnāt move it away, even as you turned your face to the side in shame.
The first time you let him kiss down your body, slipping your shirt up to press his mouth to the soft skin of your stomach, you gasped so loud he almost laughed. But when you didnāt push him away, when you instead tangled your fingers in his hair and held him there nervously, he realized you were giving him another piece of yourself. And he took it slowly, kissing lower, always watching your face, teaching you that nothing about you could ever scare him away.
But the night you surprised him the most was when you asked to see his cock. Youād been sitting in his lap again, kissing until your lips were swollen, and suddenly you pulled back, fiddling with the hem of his shirt, not meeting his eyes. āCācan Iā¦?ā
Jinu understood immediately. His heart stuttered, but he forced himself to keep calm, stroking your hair. āAnything you want.ā he murmured. āYou donāt even need to ask.ā
You swallowed hard, then moved shakily, tugging at the waistband of his sweatpants. Jinu helped, slow and careful, keeping his eyes on your face the whole time, watching your lips part as more and more skin was revealed. Until finally, you saw his cock, heavy against his thigh, thick and flushed in a way that made your breath catch.
You stared. For a long moment, you just stared.
Jinu chuckled softly, brushing your cheek with his thumb. āScared?ā
You shook your head quickly, though your voice wobbled. āJust⦠itās⦠a lot.ā
And god, the way you said that. He almost lost his mind. But he held it together, biting back the filth he wanted to spill, because this wasnāt about him. This was about you.
āYou can touch it if you want.ā he said gently. āNo pressure. Just look, if thatās all youāre comfortable with. Iāll never push you.ā This was manipulative talk, by the way. We know heās good at that.
You hesitated, then reached out, tentative fingers brushing against his length. He hissed at the contact, more from restraint than anything, but kept his grip steady on your waist. You touched him again, a little firmer this time, and your eyes flicked up to his like you were trying to gauge if youād done it wrong. Jinu kissed you. Hard. Desperate.
You spent that night learning. You didnāt do much, not yet. Just touched, explored, asked questions in your soft little voice that nearly killed him with how innocent they were. āDoes it hurt when it gets like this? Is it always so warm? Whyās it⦠twitching?ā
And Jinu answered every single one. Patient, explaining in the simplest ways he could while his body burned with the effort of not grabbing your hand and showing you what you could do to him.
When you finally pulled your hand back, shy and overwhelmed, he kissed your forehead and tucked you against his chest, whispering over and over how proud he was of you. He didnāt even touch himself after you fell asleep. He just held you, hard and aching, and smiled at the ceiling. Because every time you let him in, every time you loosened a little more, it wasnāt just your body you were offering him. It was your trust. Your innocence. Your heart.
After that, he let you explore him like this more. Once, it started like usual, you in his lap, kissing until your lips tingled, until youād gotten bold enough to push at the waistband of his sweatpants again. He always let you. Always leaned back a little, hands behind his head, letting you take the lead.
You tugged, careful, and he shifted just enough for the fabric to slip down his hips. His cock fell heavy against his thigh again, flushed and swollen, and you stared with that same wide-eyed awe you always did. Thick, flushed, veined, it looked almost unreal to you, too much and too beautiful all at once. He couldāve laughed, but he didnāt. Not tonight. Tonight, he could feel something different buzzing in the air, humming under your skin.
Your lips parted. Your fingers hovered just above him. And then, in that tiny, shaky voice of yours: āā¦Does it always look like that? When⦠yāknow, itās hard?ā
Jinu tilted his head. āLike what?ā
You swallowed. āLike⦠so red. Like it hurts.ā
He chuckled, low in his chest. āIt doesnāt hurt. Itās supposed to be like that.ā
You stared harder. āBut itās⦠so big. And⦠um. Whatāsā¦ā You gestured vaguely, cheeks burning. āthat stuff?ā
Jinu glanced down lazily at the bead of precum glistening at the tip, then back up at you. āThatās me leaking. Happens when I get hard. Means I want you.ā
Your breath hitched, but you didnāt pull away. āWhat happens ifāumāif you donāt⦠finish? Does it stay like that forever?ā
That earned you a quiet laugh, the kind that made your stomach flip. āNo, baby. It goes down. Eventually. Not fun, but it does.ā
You went silent for a moment, nibbling at your lip, clearly working up courage. And then came the real breakthrough, the one that made his chest tighten. āSo⦠whatās it like? When you⦠when you cum?ā
Jinu didnāt answer immediately. He watched you instead, let the question hang there until you started to fidget like you regretted asking. āItās release. Pressure gone. Feels good. Real good.ā
You shivered, fascinated. Then, with a bravery that shocked even yourself, you whispered: āCan I⦠make you?ā
Jinu froze. āYou really mean it?ā
You nodded, biting your lip. āI⦠I want to try. Please.ā
āā¦Alright then.ā He adjusted, spread his thighs a little, his cock heavy and hard between them, and crooked a finger at you.
You moved, cautious, Your hands trembled when they brushed against him.
āStart slow.ā he murmured, wrapping his hand lightly around yours, showing you how to hold him without squeezing too tight. āGood. Feel that? Veins, heat. Thatās all me.ā
You nodded, watching intently as your hand moved along his cock under his guidance. The weight of him, the way he pulsed faintly against your palm, it was mesmerizing.
āDonāt be shy.ā he teased, voice rough. āYou wanted to learn, so learn. Wrap your hand tighter. Yeah, like that.ā
You obeyed, and his jaw clenched, a hiss slipping through his teeth. His free hand gripped the sheets, but his words stayed steady. āNow stroke. Up and down. Slow at first, like this.ā
You followed every instruction, nervous but focused, watching the way his chest rose and fell faster, the way his eyes closed, sometimes flashed yellow when you got the rhythm right.
āIt feels good?ā you whispered, almost disbelieving.
āMhm.ā he agreed. āUp and down. Thatās it. Steady rhythm. Donāt rush.ā
You followed, obedient, your lips parted in concentration. It was clumsy, awkward at first, but Jinu didnāt care. He let out a slow breath, tilting his head back, not exaggerating his reactions. Just letting you see, letting you learn.
āFeel that?ā he murmured after a while, voice rougher now. āThe way it twitches when you squeeze right? Thatās good. Means I like it.ā
You swallowed hard, nodding, tightening your grip just slightly.
āGood girl. Keep going. Donāt be scared of it.ā
Your hand moved a little smoother now, more confident with his encouragement. Your other hand hovered, unsure what to do, until Jinu caught it and placed it low on his thigh.
āHold me there. Anchor yourself. Makes it easier.ā
You obeyed, pressing into the firm muscle of his leg, and he groaned softly at the sight. You smiled shyly, spurred on, and kept moving your hand. His cock twitched in your grasp, leaking more at the tip, and you paused, startled. āItās⦠dripping.ā
He smirked, voice tight. āThatās a good thing. Keep going.ā
You bit your lip, nodding, stroking him again. āLike this?ā
He groaned, throwing his head back. āExactly like that. Fuck, youāre a natural.ā
Your cheeks burned at the praise, but you didnāt stop. You grew bolder, experimenting with pace, squeezing a little harder, watching the way his abs tightened every time you did something right. Jinu let you, correcting softly when needed, but mostly letting you explore.
āā¦Will it be soon?ā
Jinu cracked a smile. āEager?ā
Your face went red. āNo, I justāI wanted to know if Iām⦠doing it right.ā
That made him laugh. āYouāre doing perfect. And yeah⦠keep it up like that, and Iāll be there soon.ā
You faltered, unsure. āAnd when it doesā¦?ā
āYouāll know.ā he promised, stroking your cheek with a surprisingly gentle hand. āYouāll feel it. Just donāt stop until I tell you, alright?ā
You nodded, determined, and focused on the movement of your hand. The room filled with his sounds, low groans, sharp inhales, muttered curses under his breath.
And then his voice broke, rough and unfiltered: āFuck, baby, just like that. Donāt stop.ā
The words made your heart race, but you didnāt stop. You squeezed, stroked faster, watching his entire body tense beneath you. His hand closed over yours, stroking with you, faster now, and his head tipped back as a groan tore from his chest.
āFuckāthere it isādonāt stop, baby, donātāā You didnāt. You squeezed, you stroked, and you felt it, the twitch, the sudden heat, the cum spilling over your fingers as he came, pulsing in your hand.
You froze in shock, almost pulling back, but he caught your wrist with surprising gentleness, breathless but firm. āDonāt stop yet. Slowāyeah, thatās it. Ease me through it.ā
You followed, shaky, until his body finally relaxed, his cock softening under your hand.
Only then did he let you go, laughing under his breath as he slumped back, utterly undone. He looked at you, your wide eyes, your sticky hand, your flushed cheeks, and smirked. āNot bad for your first try.ā
You froze, staring at the mess, then back at him, unsure. āI⦠did it?ā
āMhm.ā
When you ducked your face into his chest, embarrassed, he only laughed again, smug and affectionate, stroking your hair.
āDonāt hide from me now.ā he teased. āYou just gave me the best orgasm Iāve had in centuries. Least you can do is let me look at that pretty face.ā
You groaned, mortified, but he held you close, kissing your temple. Jinu was many things, selfish, perverted, arrogant, but when it came to you, he was patient.
Then the next milestone came. It was like a week after you jerked him off for the first time. The two of you were tangled on his bed, nothing unusual about it. You curled against his side, nuzzled into his chest like you always did, soaking up the warmth he gave you.
Jinu kissed your hair, your temple, then your cheek. Sweet, easy. You tilted your head up for more, and soon his mouth was on yours, deeper, hotter.
Kissing him was always new. You never knew what you were doing, your lips too soft, your tongue hesitant, but he guided you. He always did. His hand on your jaw, his mouth coaxing yours open, his tongue slipping past your lips. You gasped softly, the way you always did, and he smiled against you.
But tonight, when you shifted to straddle his lap, expecting just more kissing, he stopped you with a hand on your waist.
āNot this time, sweetheart.ā he murmured, eyes gleaming.
You blinked down at him. āNot⦠what do you mean?ā
āYouāve been learning me. I think itās time you learn you.ā
Your cheeks heated immediately. āWh-what?ā
āYou heard me.ā He guided you gently back, pressing until you were lying on the sheets and he was leaning over you. āYouāve been so sweet letting me teach you. But you havenāt let yourself feel what I can give you.ā
āā¦You want to?ā you whispered, so quiet it was almost lost in the dark.
He tilted his head, eyes glinting. āI want to. More than anything. But only if you let me.ā
You chewed your lip, heart hammering in your chest. This was different. You knew it. Up until now it had been safe, playful, experimental. But this⦠Still, you nodded. Small, nervous. āā¦Okay.ā
He kissed you again, slow, reassuring, then trailed lower, down your throat, your collarbone. His hand slipped under your shirt, tugging it upward. āIāll go slow. Youāll like it. Trust me.ā
You froze. This was⦠new. Too new. āIāI donāt know ifāā
āYou donāt have to know.ā His voice softened, his lips brushing just above your sternum. āYou just have to let me.ā
Something in you cracked at that. You nodded, barely, and he smiled against your skin.
āYou trust me, donāt you?ā Jinuās voice was smooth, but softer than usual. A real question. A little manipulative.
You nodded immediately. āYes.ā
He kissed over your collarbone, slow enough to give you time to stop him. You didnāt. His hands slid under your shirt, up your ribs, and you let him pull it over your head, shivering under his gaze.
āPretty.ā he muttered, mostly to himself, before leaning down to kiss between your breasts, still in your bra.
You reached for him instinctively, fingers tangling in his hair. It was new, so new, and you didnāt know what to expect. His hands slid down to your shorts, undoing them with quick fingers.
āRelax.ā He kissed your stomach, teasingly gentle, as he worked the shorts down your thighs. āNothing scary. Just me.ā
You lifted your hips enough to let him pull them off. The air hit your panties, thin fabric damp already, and you wanted to die of embarrassment.
āPretty girl.ā Jinu murmured, fingers tracing the outline of your folds through the fabric. You shivered violently.
āJinuāā
āShh. Let me.ā
And then he bent down, kissed you there. Right through the fabric. Your breath left you. It felt⦠different. Warm. Not bad, just shocking.
He chuckled at your reaction. āSensitive, huh?ā His teeth grazed your inner thigh before he sat back slightly. āTake these off for me.ā
You hesitated, but his gaze held yours, firm and certain, and you found yourself obeying. Hooking trembling fingers into your panties, you slid them down, baring yourself to him for the first time.
He inhaled sharply. His eyes darkened. āFuck. Youāre gorgeous.ā
You wanted to hide, to cover yourself, but he caught your wrists, pinning them gently. And then, without further warning, he lowered himself and licked. The shock of it ripped a gasp from your throat. Your hips jolted up before you could stop them. His tongue was hot, wet, sliding over you in a way that made your brain short-circuit.
āJinuāoh my godāā
He hummed against you, smug, then did it again, slower, flatter. The sound you made was strangled, desperate, and he grinned into your skin. Yeah. Thatās it. Thatās what he wanted to hear. The first drag of his tongue against your clit made you gasp out loud, hips jerking. It was electric, too much, too intense.
He looked up briefly, smirking against you. āThat good already?ā
You couldnāt answer, not with your breath catching and your thighs trembling around his head. He didnāt tease further, he went back to it, licking slow strokes that had you writhing in seconds. His tongue circled, teased, then flicked directly against your clit. You cried out, grabbing for the sheets, your body jerking.
Sensitive. Good.
You couldnāt think. Couldnāt breathe. The sensation was so foreign, so overwhelming you didnāt know how to process it. You writhed, whining, gasping, and he just held you steady, his hands firm on your thighs as his mouth worked you.
It was overwhelming. Too good. Your head fell back, eyes squeezing shut, small noises spilling from your lips no matter how hard you tried to hold them in.
Jinu hummed against you. āThatās it. Let me hear you.ā
You wanted to tell him to stop talking, that it was too much, but then his mouth wrapped around your clit and sucked, and your words dissolved into a desperate moan.
Your hands scrambled for something to hold, finally tangling in his hair, tugging without meaning to. He groaned into you at that, like your desperation spurred him on, and slid his tongue deeper.
Thatās when you felt it, his finger, pressing lightly at your entrance. You froze, hips jerking, panic fluttering.
āShh.ā he murmured against you, soothing. āJust my finger. Iāll go slow. Trust me.ā
You whimpered, torn between fear and aching need, but you nodded, just barely.
And he kept his promise. He circled first, wetting you with his tongue until you were slick and ready, before gently easing one finger inside. The stretch was strange, foreign, and you gasped, eyes flying open.
āBreathe.ā he instructed, voice low. āIn⦠and out. Good girl.ā
You did, shaky but obedient, and slowly the discomfort melted into something else. Something warmer. Deeper. His mouth returned to your clit, licking and sucking in lazy patterns, while his finger curled inside you.
It was nothing like the cautious rubbing youād done on his thigh, nothing like fumbling under the covers. This was knowing, relentless. Every movement sent sparks up your spine. You yanked at his hair, and Jinu only groaned into you, clearly pleased with your desperation.
Him fingering you with a pretty mouth sucking on your clit was unlike anything youād ever felt. Full in a way you didnāt know you could be, stretching and pressing against places you hadnāt even known existed.
He curled his fingers slightly, pressing against a spot that made your back arch. You gasped, clutching the sheets tighter, your voice breaking. āOhāoh my godāā
āThatās it.ā he coaxed, tongue flicking against your clit again, perfectly timed with the push of his finger. āYou like that?ā
You could only nod frantically, too breathless to speak, your hips jerking against his mouth. It was too much. Too new. You didnāt know how to handle it, your body shook, your breath came in ragged gasps, your mind blank except for the overwhelming, unbearable pleasure building in your core.
He focused there, stroking in rhythm with his tongue, and suddenly it was too much. Your body arched, your hand fisting his hair tight, sounds spilling from you without control.
The combination of that finger moving gently inside, his mouth hot and relentless on your clit was too much. Your vision blurred, your toes curled, and something built inside you, unbearable pressure winding tighter and tighter.
āIāsomethingāsomethingās happeningāā
Jinuās voice was rough, muffled against you. āThatās it, baby. Let it happen. Donāt hold back.ā
Your whole body convulsed, your cry breaking free as waves of pleasure crashed over you. It was blinding, overwhelming, you didnāt even know what was happening, only that you couldnāt stop shaking, couldnāt stop clenching, clamping down around his fingers as he worked you through it. You screamed his name, hips twitching.
He didnāt stop until you were gasping, whining, trying to push him away from overstimulation. Only then did he ease back, licking you one last time before pulling away, lips and chin glistening.
You had never felt anything like it. Not once in your entire life. It was pleasure so sharp it hurt, so good it scared you.
You lay there, boneless, chest heaving, while he crawled up over you, eyes dark with satisfaction.
āNot bad, huh?ā he drawled, voice smug.
You glared weakly at him, face burning. āShut up.ā
He chuckled, kissing your temple, then your cheek, then finally your lips. You could taste yourself on him, and it made your stomach flip all over again.
āSweetest thing Iāve ever had.ā he murmured against your mouth.
You covered your face with your hands, humiliated, overwhelmed, but he pried them gently away, kissing your cheeks, your nose, your swollen lips.
āDonāt hide. You were perfect.ā
Your voice was hoarse. āThatāwhat was thatāā
His grin was wolfish. āThat, sweetheart, was an orgasm. Your first.ā
You blinked at him, dazed, still trying to catch your breath. āIāā
He kissed you again, slow and sweet, letting you taste yourself on his mouth. āAnd it wonāt be your last.ā
After that nightāthe night he gave you your first orgasmāyou carried a glow in you that couldnāt be hidden. A new awareness. A new ache. At first, you were shy about it. You couldnāt meet his eyes in the morning. You avoided letting his hand slide too low when he cuddled you. You pressed your thighs together, too flustered by the memory of how good it had felt.
But every night after that, he showed you something new. Sometimes it was small, a kiss held longer, his tongue coaxing yours to move more confidently, his hand guiding yours when you touched him. He liked to see you practice on him. He liked to hear your questions.
Youād look down at his lap, flustered but curious. āDoes it⦠always feel like that?ā
āLike what?ā heād smirk, leaning back to let you explore.
āHard. And⦠big.ā
āYes.ā He caught your hand, pressed your palm against him through his sweats, made you feel the outline of his cock. Youād gasp. āThatās what you do to me. Always.ā
And when you whispered, timid, āCan I⦠see it again?ā he nearly lost his mind.
Your lessons with him were slow, but they built, each night adding a little more. Like the night you shyly asked how a condom worked. Jinu had to take a moment, actually had to sit back, close his eyes, and breathe, because the thought of you asking him to teach you how to roll rubber onto his cock was enough to short-circuit his brain.
āYouāre serious?ā
You nodded, biting your lip. āI just⦠I donāt know. I want to.ā
He tore the foil open, slicked the latex between his fingers, and handed it to you. āGo on then. Just pinch the tip. Roll it down. Youāll figure it out.ā
You were clumsy, giggling nervously, apologizing every time you fumbled, but Jinu was patient. His eyes burned into you the whole time, hungry, proud. You got it right⦠eventually.
You were shy. Always shy. Every time his hand slid under your clothes, every time his mouth trailed lower, every time you found yourself spread out beneath him, it never stopped being overwhelming. Youād gasp, youād whimper, youād hesitate and grab his wrist, not sure if you were ready, not sure if you could handle more.
And Jinu never rushed you.
Heād kiss your knuckles, your thighs, your cheeks, and pull back, whispering, āWeāll stop if you want. Always your choice.ā
But more often than not, you didnāt want to stop. Not really. Because every time you let him take you a little further, every time you allowed his mouth or his fingers or his body to guide yours, it felt good. Better than good. Something youād never imagined your body could experience.
The first time you had sex, really had sex, you had been trembling the whole time. Nervous, embarrassed, clutching at his shoulders. Youād whispered a dozen questions before he even touched you, your voice small: āWill it hurt? Will it be messy? What if I donāt do it right?ā
Heād laughed softly, not unkindly, brushing your hair from your face. āItās your first time. There is no right or wrong. You just breathe. Iāll take care of you.ā
And he did.
He had prepped you with his mouth and his fingers first, coaxing you open, making sure you were wet enough, making sure you were trembling with want before he even tried, murmuring low encouragement, watching every reaction.
āYouāre tight, Y/N. So tight. Relax for me.ā
You clung to him, trembling, but his voice kept you calm, his hands steady. When he finally pressed into you, inch by inch, you gasped, nails digging into his shoulders.
āShh. Iāve got you. Just breathe.ā
It hurt at first, a stretch you didnāt know how to handle, but he kissed the tears off your cheeks, whispered, āYouāre doing so good. Taking me so well.ā
And when the pain eased into something warmer, fuller, deeper, you understood.
Afterward, youād collapsed against him, exhausted and shy, hiding your face in his chest. Heād kissed the top of your head and called you sweet things a dozen times, smug but soft, proud but loving.
That first time was just one door opened.
From then on, the two of you explored more. Not all at once, never rushed, but in small steps. From then on, you learned more. You learned how your body responded when he touched you here versus there. You learned that your thighs could clamp around his head, and heād only groan, devouring you harder. You learned that your moans could be coaxed into words, that he liked when you begged, even if you didnāt know how at first. You learned to grind against him shamelessly, riding his thigh until you couldnāt think straight. You learned to arch into his hand when he fingered you, to moan instead of bite your lip, to let yourself feel. You learned how his cock looked when it was hard, learned how to touch it without shying away. He let you watch him stroke himself once, your wide eyes glued to the movement, and he smirked at your fascination. āLike what you see, baby? This is all yours.ā
He taught you slowly, thoroughly. How to grind against him until your clit throbbed. How to take him deeper into your mouth when you tried oral for the first time, your gag reflex making him laugh softly as he stroked your hair. āYouāll get used to it. Youāre already doing so good.ā
You learned the difference between lazy, slow lovemaking and the sharp, filthy snap of his hips when he lost control. You learned that you liked both.
Sometimes, heād surprise you. Pressing your hand against his chest while he went down on you, forcing you to feel the way his heart raced. Or making you sit on his lap while he jerked himself off, murmuring, āWatch, baby. This is what you do to me.ā
You were always shy, always hesitant, but always willing. And Jinu? He lived for it. He never minded stopping to explain, either. You had so many questions, and though he teased you for them, he always answered. What pre-cum was, what orgasm felt like for him, why he groaned when you licked his skin just so.
Every new thing made you nervous. Every new thing made you shy. And every time, Jinu was patient. Smug about it, yes, but he never forced you, never pushed too far. He liked you hesitant. He liked that you let him guide you.
It drove him crazy.
Because Jinu was not an innocent man. He was not patient by nature. He was filthy, perverted, a selfish man. And now here you were, sweet, untouched, pure. Curling against him in oversized pajamas, giving him little innocent kisses, blushing when his hand brushed over your chest.
You were his girlfriend, and you were innocent.
Did he feel bad about taking that from you? About being the one to ruin that untouched sweetness?
Never. Not once.
If anything, it thrilled him. It fed something deep in him. The idea that he was the first, the only. That he got to guide you through every step of this. That every gasp, every moan, every orgasm was because of him.
You were his. Sweet, shy, innocent you. And he would never let anyone else touch you, never let anyone else teach you, never let anyone else have the privilege of your firsts.
He loved your wide eyes when you tried something new. He loved the way you whispered āJinuā¦ā He loved every shaky first, every clumsy attempt, every time you hid your face in embarrassment after cumming so hard you cried.
Because you were his. His sweet little girlfriend. His treasure.
And heād never, ever give that up.
ABBY
He was everything you werenāt. Tall, broad, muscles layered on muscles. He swore like it was his first language, spit venom at everyone else, and carried himself like he could break doors just by leaning against them. And then there was you. Sweet, soft, small compared to him. You didnāt know much about romance. You didnāt know what an actual kiss was. You didnāt know what sex looked like, felt like. But you knew how to love. You knew how to cuddle, how to hold his massive arm against your chest when you fell asleep, how to smile at him.
That contrast was brutal. To Abby, it was unbearable. Youād curl up next to him on the couch, tiny legs pulled up, your head against his chest. His massive hand would rest on your waist, and youād just⦠beam up at him, whispering, āI love being with you.ā
It drove him crazy in ways he couldnāt admit. Youād cuddle against him and heād have to bite the inside of his cheek to stop himself from groaning, because all he wanted was to shove you down and fuck you stupid. But he didnāt. He couldnāt. Instead, he just held you, let you tangle your little fingers in his hair, let you pepper his face with kisses that were too short, too sweet. He let you kiss his lips, messy and unpracticed, like you had no idea there was supposed to be tongue involved.
Abby wasnāt innocent. Not even close. He was a fucking freak. Heād done things he didnāt speak of. He knew things you didnāt even have words for. And here you were, draping yourself over him like he was safe.
Brutally cute. Thatās what you were. Too fucking cute. So cute it made him want to ruin you.
Abby wasnāt a patient man by nature. He wanted. He took. He broke things when they didnāt bend fast enough. But with you? With you, he had to hold back every inch of himself, every filthy instinct.
You were a total virgin, but more than that, you were innocent. Pure in a way he hadnāt seen in centuries. Youād lay in his arms at night, tracing his scars with gentle fingers, murmuring, āYouāre so warm.ā And Abby would stare at the ceiling, fists clenched, cock hard, thinking: Sweetheart, you have no idea.
The innocence wasnāt just torture, it was cute. Brutally cute. Youād ask him questions that made him want to laugh and groan at the same time. āWhy do you shave your face? Doesnāt it hurt? Sounds like it does.ā āWhy do your muscles move like that?ā āWhy is your voice so deep when you wake up?ā
Heād answer gruffly, but inside, he was melting. Every little thing you did made him want to grab you, throw you on the bed, ruin you. But instead, heād just wrap one arm around your waist and pull you closer, grumbling sweet, manly things to you.
The worst part was how loving you were.
Abby wasnāt used to that. No one had ever loved him like that. No one had ever been soft with him. And now here you were, drowning him in it, completely oblivious to how much restraint it took for him not to eat you up on the spot.
Sometimes, heād test the waters just a little. Like when you kissed him, heād let his mouth linger longer, waiting to see if youād open for him. You never did. You just smiled, lips pressed together, happy with the contact. Or when you curled against his chest at night, heād let his hand slide a little lower, fingers brushing your hip, the top of your thigh. You only giggled, hugging his arm tighter. āYouāre so warm, Abby.ā And heād curse in his head, because you didnāt even realize what you were doing to him. Didnāt realize that the biggest, dirtiest pervert in the house was being fucked up by your cuddles, your pecks, your innocence. Every hug, every innocent kiss, every shy āI love youā was like gasoline on the fire already raging in him. Heād lie awake at night, your head tucked under his chin, and his body would scream for more.
But he never pushed. Not really. Because as brutal as Abby was, as much as he wanted to ruin you, he wasnāt going to take. Not from you.
He wanted you to come to him.
Because for all his filth, all his perversion, all his hunger, he fucking loved you. Obsessed with you, actually. Obsessed with the way you always reached for his hand. Obsessed with the way your lips brushed his jaw when you tiptoed to kiss him. Obsessed with the way your tiny frame curled perfectly against his massive body at night.
Sometimes heād just stare at you. Watch you smile at him, touch his arm, hum softly while cuddling against his chest. It drove him crazy. Because while you were perfectly content with cuddles and kisses, he was burning. He wanted to show you everything. He wanted to ruin you in every way. He wanted to hear you scream his name, beg for him, cry from pleasure.
But you didnāt even know how to open your mouth when he kissed you.
So he waited.
Youād be curled on the couch together, your head on his shoulder, your fingers tracing the veins in his forearm, and heād be gritting his teeth, trying not to imagine how your hand would feel lower. Youād press a kiss to his lips, soft, and heād force himself to keep it that way, even though all he wanted was to slide his tongue past your lips and make you melt. Youād fall asleep on his chest, and heād just hold you tighter, burying his face in your hair, his cock aching, his body begging for release. But he didnāt push. Not once. Because the truth was, your innocence wasnāt just torture. It was the most beautiful thing heād ever seen. And Abby, brutal as he was, wasnāt going to be the one to break it. Not until you wanted him to. Because you were his sweetheart. His baby. His innocent little girlfriend who didnāt even know what a french kiss was.
And god, you were so fucking cute.
Brutally, devastatingly cute.
But Abby was the kind of man who didnāt half-ass anything, when he wanted, he took. But with you, everything had to be pulled out in inches. You didnāt even know there were more kinds of kissing than the simple pecks you used to press to his jaw, his lips, his cheek. So one night, when you leaned up against him, soft and trusting as always, Abby kissed you like he usually did, but then slid his hand up, thick fingers brushing your cheek, and shoved two of them between your lips where your mouths connected. You froze, surprised, but he used those fingers to gently pry your jaw open, holding you wide. And then slowly, he licked into your mouth.
You gasped against him, muffled, confused. He could feel your whole body stiffen in his lap, but you didnāt pull away. He kissed you deeper, tongue sliding against yours, patient but relentless until you whimpered and your small hands clutched his shirt.
When he finally let you go, you were flushed, wide-eyed, lips parted.
āNew.ā you whispered, embarrassed.
āGood?ā he grunted, one hand still cupping your jaw, thumb swiping across your cheek.
āā¦good.ā you admitted, shy smile tugging your lips. āWhāwhat was that?ā
Abby smirked, his voice a low rumble. āA real kiss, sweetheart.ā His thumb swiped the corner of your mouth. āYou liked it.ā
Your cheeks burned, but you nodded. Because you had. God, you had.
The grin that spread across his beautiful face then was nothing short of wolfish. And from that night forward, you kissed differently. Awkward at first, shy, sometimes pulling back with a giggle because it felt strange, but you always came back. You even started to initiate, tugging his shirt, tilting your head just so, opening your mouth for him. It drove him wild.
That was the first domino. Once he had a taste of your mouth, he wanted more.
Soon he was letting you touch him. Youād trail your hand over his chest while cuddling, and he caught your wrist and pressed your palm to his abs. Rock-hard, brutal muscle stacked beneath your tiny hand. You gasped, wide-eyed. He smirked down at you, saying: āGo on. Feel.ā
You did. Slowly. Nervously. Sliding your palm down, over each muscle, your lips parted. Abby leaned back and just let you explore, his big hand guiding yours whenever you hesitated. It felt like worship. Your awe. Your innocence. The way you whispered āTheyāre so hardā¦ā like you couldnāt believe a body could be built like that. He wanted to laugh, wanted to throw his head back, wanted to grab you and show you all of him, but he didnāt. He let you touch, let you learn, gritting his teeth against the ache building in his cock.
Then once, you were climbing onto his lap like you always did, curling against his chest. He wrapped one arm around you and, without thinking, let his huge palm fall lower, onto your ass.
You froze.
He stilled too, hand heavy on you, heat burning his neck. For one second, he thought youād push him off.
But you didnāt.
He gave the softest, slowest squeeze, testing you, and when you didnāt pull away, when you buried your face against his neck instead, he kneaded harder.
āBabeā¦ā His voice was low, rough, warning. āā¦this okay?ā
You nodded. Tiny. Shy. Almost trembling.
That was all he needed. From then on, he palmed your ass often, possessive grabs, firm squeezes, kneading like he couldnāt get enough. Sometimes in the kitchen, sometimes while carrying you to bed, sometimes just pulling you into his lap mid-conversation. And every time, youād go red, stutter something shy, and melt into him anyway.
You had no idea. You had no idea what you were doing to him. No idea what kind of restraint it took for Abby not to push you down and ruin you right there. No idea that every time you kissed him goodnight and curled into his side, he lay awake for hours, hard as a rock, gritting his teeth. You thought you were just being sweet. Just being close. You had no clue that the beast holding you was slowly losing his mind.
When you left the room, heād fist his cock with whatever he could get his hands on, your pillow, your discarded sweater, sometimes even the towel youād just used after a shower. Anything that smelled like you. Heād bury his face in it, biting down on a groan, spilling over his knuckles while imagining your small hands instead.
He killed people without blinking. Snapped necks, tore out throats, ended lives like it was nothing. He was brutal. A beast. Heād done it for centuries.
But you? You were too sweet. Too soft. Too innocent. So he wouldnāt push. He wouldnāt taint that. Not until you wanted it. Heād rather suffer.
But god, that suffering was brutal. Your sweetness was worse than any blade. Your kisses burned hotter than Gwi-Maās torturing fire did on his back when he fucked something up. Every shy touch you gave him, every curious glance, every whispered āI love youā carved him open from the inside out. He could kill a man without flinching. But you? You were killing him slowly. And Abby was letting you.
Every time he introduced something new, you reacted like it was the biggest thing in the world. The first time he kissed down your throat, you squeaked, gripping his shoulders like you didnāt know what to do with yourself. The first time his hands slid under your shirt, you froze, breath catching, eyes huge. He never pushed too far, though. Heād stop, press a kiss to your forehead, let you curl back into him until you calmed down. And the next time? You were braver. Youād let his hand stay there, palm heavy on your bare skin, fingers teasing at the edge of your bra.
Every small step forward drove Abby insane. Because for him, it wasnāt just about sex, it was about you. About watching his sweet, innocent girl slowly discover her own body through him. About being the one to guide you.
It was addictive.
One night, he took it further. Youād been kissing for what felt like forever, his mouth deep on yours, his tongue sliding against yours until you were dizzy. His hands were under your shirt again, palms spanning your waist, fingers brushing higher each time.
You pulled back a little, whispering, āAbbyā¦ā Your voice was small, uncertain.
He hushed you with a kiss to your cheek. āItās okay, sweetheart. Just touchinā.ā
And then, slowly, he slid his hands up until his thumbs brushed the underside of your breasts. He didnāt move further. Just stayed there, letting you get used to it.
After a long, shaky breath, you did something that surprised this beast of a man. You grabbed his wrist, dragged his hand up, and set his palm fully over your chest.
āHere.ā you mumbled, your face burning. āYou canā¦ā
Abbyās jaw clenched so hard it hurt. He almost groaned. Instead, he cupped you gently, his thumb brushing over the thin fabric.
āGood girl.ā he whispered, his voice rough with restraint.
From then on, everything was progress. Kisses turned wetter, longer. Touches turned bolder. You let him explore, let him guide, let him teach you in ways that made your whole body tremble. Sometimes you stopped, overwhelmed, hiding your face in his chest. And Abby, brutal Abby, would just hold you, stroke your back, murmur low reassurances until you were ready again. Other times, you surprised him, like when you dragged his hand to your chest, or when you shyly asked to touch his abs again, or when you let his mouth stay on your neck a little longer, moaning softly without realizing. And slowly, you started copying him. Shy, hesitant, but learning. Sometimes youād reach up on your own, grab his jaw, and kiss him open like he had taught you. Sometimes youād flick your tongue against his, tentative, unsure, and heād groan into your mouth. It was intoxicating, watching you learn. Watching you pick up the things he showed you, timid but willing. That sweet innocence of yours didnāt vanish, it just stretched. Abby lived for it.
Because you were still so innocent, still so shy, but you trusted him. You wanted to learn, with him. Like the night you realized what grinding meant. You were sitting on his thigh, kissing him, when instinct made you shift your hips just a little. The pressure hit your clit through your clothes, startling, and you gasped into his mouth.
Abby froze. Then he pulled back, eyes narrowing, smirk spreading across his face. āWell, well. Look what my girl just figured out.ā
You stammered, face red, trying to move off his leg, but his massive hands locked you in place. āUh-uh. Donāt run. You liked that, didnāt you?ā
You buried your face in his chest, mortified.
He chuckled, deep and rough, pressing you closer against his thigh. āGo on, sweetheart. Move how you like. Iāll hold you.ā
And when you did, slow, hesitant grinding against the hard muscle of his thigh, he held you steady, murmuring encouragement the whole time. Not pushing. Just letting you discover it for yourself. He was a good teacher.
One night he guided your hand over his chest again, this time lower. You froze when your palm brushed his waistband. āKeep going.ā he said, eyes glinting. You didnāt. Not yet. But you thought about it, cheeks hot, heart pounding.
Another night, while you kissed, he ground your hips down against him, slow, controlled. You gasped, clutching at his shoulders, and he groaned into your mouth.
Sometimes heād pin you to the couch, one massive hand braced beside your head, his mouth devouring yours, his thigh shoved between your legs. You didnāt know what he was doing, why it made your whole body hum, but you found yourself moving on him anyway. Rubbing against his thigh, shy and clumsy, until the pleasure overwhelmed you and you had to stop.
Abby never laughed. Never mocked. He just growled, low and filthy, āGood girl.ā and let you breathe.
Every step was new. Every step was overwhelming. And every step, you let him take the lead. Because Abby mightāve been a brute, but with you, he was patient in his own way. He never left you guessing too long. Heād show you, blunt and rough, but heād show you. And the way he watched you, intense, greedy, hungry, made you want to keep learning, keep seeing what else there was.
You were still shy. Still innocent. Youād bury your face in his chest after something new, too embarrassed to look at him. But Abby loved that too. Loved how flustered you got. Loved that even though you didnāt know half the words for what he was doing to you, you still let him.
Now, there was this time. It started out just like it always did, your body curled over his, lips pressed to his, your weight tucked safely into his massive frame. Abby half-laid across the couch, one long arm thrown across the backrest, the other locked firmly around your waist as he let you kiss him.
Youād been getting bolder lately, even if you didnāt notice it. Opening your mouth quicker, sliding your tongue against his, finally caught onto the rhythm he liked. He groaned low into your mouth when you did that, big chest rumbling under you, and it made you smile against his lips. Now you werenāt thinking much, just following his lead like you always did. When Abby wanted to kiss, you kissed. When he tilted your head back and pried your mouth open with his tongue, you let him. When he grunted low in his throat, you swallowed it.
You thought this was innocent, sweet boyfriend kisses, the kind of thing couples did when they loved each other. But Abby wasnāt innocent, and there was nothing sweet about the way his hand crept lower and lower down your back. First, it landed where it always did, on your ass. He squeezed hard, like he couldnāt resist. You let him, because you knew by now that Abby liked that. To you it was⦠casual. Familiar. He was obsessed with your ass, but you didnāt really think about it. You didnāt really connect it to sex, just another quirk of his.
He kneaded you with a low grunt, broad fingers digging into the soft curve until you whimpered against his mouth. You didnāt mean to. You didnāt even realize youād made a sound until Abby stilled beneath you, breaking the kiss, staring up at you with those heavy-lidded eyes.
āSounded pretty.ā he muttered, thumb stroking across your ass.
Your face burned, but before you could argue, he kissed you again, hungrier this time. And then his hand moved. Lower.
Sliding between your thighs.
You froze, lips parting in shock. Abby was touching you where heād never touched you before. His palm pressed between your legs.
āAbbyāā
āShh.ā His voice was rough, but the way he hushed you was almost gentle. āLet me. Just⦠let me.ā
At first he only cupped you, broad hand pressing up between your thighs. Even through your clothes, it was so much. He was big, too big, and he covered all of you in one hand like he was made to hold you there. Then he shifted his hand, slow, just a gentle rub against your covered cunt.
And oh.
Oh.
Your breath hitched, sharp, as something foreign and electric shot up your spine. You didnāt even know what it was, why it made your thighs twitch, why your body pressed down against his hand without your permission.
āThere you go.ā Abby muttered, like heād been waiting for it. āFeels good, yeah?ā
You didnāt answer, couldnāt. You only gripped his shirt tighter, face buried against his chest.
He chuckled. A low, mean sound. āKnew youād like it.ā
And then he started to move you.
His palm pressed harder, fingers spread to cup you fully, and his other arm shifted around your waist. With brutal ease, he began dragging your body against his hand, rocking you into him. You squeaked at the sudden motion, fingers digging into his chest.
āRelax, sweetheart. Let me help you.ā He was calm, steady. āJust move like this.ā He dragged your hips forward and back again, grinding your cunt against his palm.
You gasped. Loud. Your face went hot, your thighs trembling, because god, it was good. Too good. Better than anything youād ever felt when you touched yourself (not that you did that often). Better than you thought touching could even be.
You clung to him, helpless, as he rocked you over his hand again and again. His big palm covered everything, pressing against you in a way that made your clit throb and your stomach twist.
āGood girl.ā he grunted, kissing the side of your throat. āSee how easy it is? Your body just needs something to rub on. Thatās all.ā
āAbbyā¦ā Your voice cracked, caught somewhere between shame and wonder.
āYouāre wetter than fuckinā rain already. Can feel it through your pants.ā
You whimpered. Pressed your face harder into his chest as if you could disappear. But you didnāt stop moving. Not when his hand kept dragging you into that perfect friction.
Abby groaned when you rocked against him, even slightly. āYeah, baby. Like that? Feel good?ā He didnāt expect an answer, knowing you wouldnāt give one.
His huge hand slid lower, tugging you into position, until you were grinding against his palm, your soft cunt rubbing over the heel of his hand. Your gasp against his throat made him groan so deep it shook your bones.
āThatās it.ā he said. āRide it, sweetheart. Ride my fuckinā hand.ā
You whined, muffled and desperate, but you didnāt stop. You moved, shy and hesitant, rocking your hips against him while he held you steady. His grip was hot on your waist, coaxing you into a rhythm that made your breath catch every single time.
It was too much. Too good.
His thumb dragged upward, pressing firmer against your clit through the thin fabric. You choked on a moan, legs squeezing around his thigh.
āYeah, right there.ā he muttered, watching your face with a dark hunger. āKeep going. Donāt think about it. Just rub.ā
It was so new. So overwhelming. Your whole body felt like it was on fire, heat coiling tighter and tighter. And Abby knew. He felt every twitch, every shudder, every sharp inhale. He knew exactly where this was going. He fucking loved it. Loved how red your face was, how your thighs trembled, how your innocence cracked with every roll of your hips over his hand. You didnāt even know what you were chasing, you just knew it felt good, and you wanted more, and Abby was the only one who could give it to you.
āGood girl.ā he groaned, kissing your jaw as you moved faster, needier, chasing the friction. āKeep going. Youāll get there. Iāll make sure you do.ā
Then you twitched away before you even realized it. Your hips jerked up, thighs trembling, away from him, and when your body realized it wants more, back to pressing down against Abbyās palm. Your body ran from the feeling, but the second it was gone, it chased it. It was instinct, pure and embarrassing. You gasped, your body moving on its own, wiggling against his hand with frantic, clumsy motions that made you burn with shame, but at the same time, made you shiver with pleasure. You didnāt know why you were doing it, only that you couldnāt not. Your thighs shook, your breath caught, and suddenly you were sitting down on him, writhing against his palm in these shy little circles that didnāt make sense to you but felt right.
āLook at you.ā he murmured against your cheek, lips brushing, hot breath fanning over your skin. He ground the heel of his palm against your clit, slow and brutal, forcing you to keep feeling it. āBody knows what it wants.ā
āAbbyāā Your voice cracked, high and desperate. You didnāt even know what you were asking.
āShh.ā he cooed mockingly, kissing the corner of your mouth, then your jaw, then your temple. Each kiss rough, sloppy, claiming. āDonāt worry. I got you. Iāll take care of it. Gonna make you feel good. Real good.ā
And then, before you could process, he shoved his hand down beneath your waistband. You froze, gasping at the sudden press of his skin against yours. His huge fingers slid lower, spreading over your mound, and god, you realized with a rush of humiliation how wet you were.
āDonāt say thatāā You tried to hide your face, whimpering.
He only laughed. āWhy not? You should be proud of it. So fuckinā wet for me already.ā
And then his fingers slid over your folds, parting you easily, then up, finding your clit like heād known exactly where it was all along. He rubbed it with brutal precision, slow and steady circles that made your thighs twitch instantly.
You gasped. Loud. Your hands flew to his chest, clinging desperately as you bucked against his hand
āThatās it.ā he muttered, teeth grazing your jaw. āRight there. Feels good, yeah? Donāt lie to me.ā
āIāI donātāā You couldnāt form words, couldnāt explain the burning, shocking pleasure sparking through you with every rub of his fingers.
He smirked against your cheek. āDonāt need words. Your bodyās already telling me everything. Just feel. Thatās all I want. You feel good, I feel good. Easy.ā
And then one thick finger slipped inside you, slow, stretching you in a way that made your mouth drop open on a silent cry. You gripped his shirt so hard your knuckles ached. The intrusion was strange, shocking, a pressure youād never felt before, but underneath the strangeness was something else. Something that made your belly clench and your thighs quiver.
āAbbyāā Your voice was small.
āDonāt worry, sweetheart.ā He kissed the corner of your mouth, tongue quick and filthy. āNot fuckinā you yet. Justāgodājust touchinā. Just makinā you feel good.ā
His finger curled inside you and you gasped so loud it made his cock throb against his jeans.
āThat it?ā he murmured, hot against your ear. āThat the spot? Should Iāā He did it again, dragging his finger against the soft, electric place inside you.
You cried out, trembling. āAhāAbbyāā
āThatās it, baby.ā he rasped, voice breaking. āDonāt stop. Take it. God, youāre squeezinā me like a fist.ā
You whined, trembling. āAbby, Iāā
He kissed you hard, swallowing your words, muffling your whimpers as his finger moved inside you, slow pumps that dragged against your walls in a way that made your stomach twist and your chest heave.
āYeah.ā he muttered into your mouth. āYou like that. Can feel you squeezing me.ā
You didnāt even know what that meant. You only knew that you couldnāt stop shaking, couldnāt stop gasping every time he pushed in deep. And then he added another. Two fingers stretching you open, filling you in a way that made your head spin. You broke the kiss with a loud moan, face buried against his neck as your hips jerked helplessly. His thumb found your clit again, rubbing merciless circles as his fingers pumped inside you. The combination made your whole body arch, back bowing, thighs squeezing tight around his hand.
You couldnāt think. Couldnāt breathe. All you could do was cling to him and let him drag you higher, higher, with every brutal touch. āAbbyāAbby, Iāā
āDonāt fight it.ā His voice was a growl, low and commanding. āJust let it happen. Thatās your body begging to cum.ā
You whimpered, shaking your head, but your hips moved anyway, grinding into his hand, chasing the impossible heat building inside you. He pressed harder on your clit, his finger curling deeper, and your body arched against him. You gasped, cried out, your voice breaking into a high-pitched sound you didnāt recognize.
āYeah, thatās it.ā he praised, kissing all over your face, your cheek, your nose, your forehead, each kiss rough and frantic. āRide it out, sweetheart. Cum for me. Let me feel it.ā
You didnāt even know what that meant. Cum? Youād heard the word before, but you didnāt know what it really was. All you knew was that something was building, unbearably tight, deep in your stomach, coiling and twisting and demanding release. And then it snapped. Your whole body went rigid, back arching hard against him, thighs clamping down as a shockwave of pleasure tore through you. You cried out, muffled against his chest, hips jerking helplessly as Abbyās fingers worked you through it, your cunt clamping down on his finger as your whole body shuddered. You moaned loud, shameless, against his mouth, trembling and shaking through it.
āFuuuuck yes.ā he snarled, kissing you hard, swallowing every sound. āThatās my girl. Thatās my fuckinā girl.ā
It was overwhelming. Shaking, blinding, consuming, you couldnāt think, couldnāt breathe, couldnāt understand. You didnāt even realize what was happening until it was already over, until you collapsed against him trembling and gasping. Abby held you tight, his hand finally slowing, easing you down gently. Youād never felt anything like it. Never even imagined your body could do that.
He watched you with wild, blown-out eyes, his chest heaving. Your screams, your wetness, the feel of you milking his fingers, it drove him wild. He couldnāt breathe. Couldnāt think. Could only watch his sweet, innocent little girlfriend pant as she leaned against him.
āJesus Christ.ā he groaned as he pumped you a little more, even as you were boneless and trembling. āSweetest thing Iāve ever seen. Fuck. Fuck.ā
You whimpered weakly, still twitching, clinging to his shirt with desperate little fists.
āThere you go.ā he murmured, smug and tender all at once. He brushed sweaty hair from your face with his clean hand as his fingers finally slipped out of you, slick and glistening. He was shaking. Actually shaking with how hard he was holding back, with how ruined he was by the sound of your orgasm, the feel of it soaking his hand. His cock ached so badly it hurt, his brain screamed at him to shove you down and fuck you raw, but he didnāt. He couldnāt.
And when you finally blinked up at him, dazed and confused, whispering, āW-what was thatā¦?ā
āThat, sweetheart,ā he rasped, kissing your lips hard. āwas you cumminā your pretty little brains out on my fuckinā fingers.ā
After that night on the couch, it was like something inside Abby had been unchained. For months, heād been holding himself back, keeping his hands (mostly) where they belonged, keeping his mouth cleaner than it wanted to be. But once heād had a taste, once heād felt you cum around his fingers, once heād heard you scream his name in that perfect voice, it was over. There was no going back. And maybe he thought youād resist, that youād cry shyly and beg him to slow down, that heād have to chain himself again to keep from terrifying you. But you didnāt.
You liked it.
Even when you blushed, even when you stammered, even when your hands fluttered against his chest, you just clung tighter. You gasped harder. You came back for more.
You wanted him.
It started with kissing again. Only now, kissing wasnāt just mouths pressed together. It was sloppy, so sloppy. So much.
āOpen up for me, sweetheart.ā heād growl, tugging your jaw down with one big hand. āYeah, thatās it. Let me in. Fuckinā love your little tongue.ā
He let you explore him more, he let you touch lower. Let you trace the cut of his waist, the bulge under his sweats. And when you flinched back, eyes wide, he caught your wrist, pressed your hand there, and groaned.
āFeel that?ā His voice was wrecked. āAll you, baby. You do this to me.ā
You blushed so hard you hid your face against his chest. But you didnāt pull away.
And that became the pattern. Every time he pushed further, youād shy, but never stop.
Soon, his hands were always on your ass. He was obsessed with it. Squeezing, kneading, spreading it wide when you bent over his lap. You thought it was casual at first, just your big brute of a boyfriend being grabby. You even laughed sometimes, like it was nothing. You had no idea how filthy it was for him. No idea how many times he locked himself in the bathroom afterwards, jerking off furiously into the sink with your scent still on his hands. No idea how brutal the ache in his cock was from keeping himself restrained, keeping his teeth from sinking into your skin the way he wanted.
Except slowly, without even realizing, you gave him permission.
One night, while straddling his lap, your lips swollen from kissing, you whispered: āYou can⦠touch me again. Like before.ā
His brain shut off.
āBabyā¦ā He didnāt even finish, his hand already sliding down your waistband. And when his fingers slipped inside you again, you gasped but didnāt stop him.
Then, grinding. He figured out quickly how perfectly your cunt fit over his thigh, how your hips moved instinctively to chase friction, how your voice cracked when the seam of your jeans pressed against your clit. Heād sit there, flexing the thick muscle of his leg, murmuring filth against your ear while you rubbed yourself to pieces on him.
āLook at you. Little angel humpinā my thigh like a bitch in heat. Thought you were innocent? Fuck, youāre filthy, baby.ā
You loved it. Youād hide your face, whimper that he was mean, that he was teasing, but youād keep moving. Always. Until you came, shuddering, clinging, leaving wet stains on his pants.
And that discovery cracked open the rest.
You were shy, yes, but you liked it nasty. You two discovered that fast. You liked his mouth spitting filthy words against your ear, liked when he called you his āslutā his āpretty bitchā his āfucktoy.ā Youād slap at his chest in embarrassment, but your thighs would squeeze tighter, your moans louder.
Abby noticed everything.
The first time he spat in your mouth and you swallowed without thinking, he almost came in his pants. The first time he slapped your ass and you squeaked but didnāt stop kissing him, he knew that you werenāt as innocent as you looked.
āYou like it rough, donāt you?ā he teased one night, two fingers buried inside you, his thumb circling your clit. You could barely breathe, tears pricking your eyes, your body trembling, but you nodded. That was all he needed. From then on, there was no such thing as āslow.ā Not with Abby. You learned everything in weeks what might have taken years with anyone else. How to kiss sloppy and deep. How to grind against his cock through his pants until you soaked yourself. He taught you how to take his fingers in your mouth, sucking them clean after he fucked them into your cunt.
The first time his hand slid under your shirt and grabbed your tits, you squealed, shocked. He laughed, so deep in his chest it rumbled against you.
āYeah?ā he teased, kneading rough, pressing you against him. āYou like that? Like me squeezinā these pretty little tits?ā
You whimpered, muffled into his shoulder. He pinched a nipple through your bra and you arched without meaning to. He didnāt stop touching them after that. Not once. He loved them, your tits, your ass, your soft little body he could manhandle however he wanted. And you let him. Because every new thing made you realize that you liked it.
And then, one night, you learned about his cock.
It happened one night when you were kissing on his bed, his shirt already discarded, your small hands pressed against his chest. Curious, your touch drifted lower. Over his stomach. Down, down, to the waistband of his sweats. You hesitated. Stopped. Looked up at him with those big, innocent eyes.
āCan Iā¦?ā you whispered.
Abby froze, then laughed, half a groan, half a bark, running a hand down his face like he couldnāt believe his life. āYouāfuck.ā he muttered, dragging your hand down for you. āYeah, baby. Touch it. Go ahead.ā
He let you tug down his sweats, shy but curious, and he nearly came from the look on your face. Youād felt him, sure. The hard press of his cock against you when he pulled you into his lap, the ache of it when he ground you down against him. Youād known he was big, of course you had, Abby was huge everywhere, it made sense. But seeing it? Your eyes widened, lips parting as you froze in place. Big was an understatement. He was heavy, thick, long, the tip flushed dark. Veins ran along the shaft, and the weight of it slapped against his thigh when he freed it.
Abby just laughed. This low, rough, pleased sound, his hand lazily stroking himself as he watched your reaction. āWhatās the matter, sweetheart? Never seen a cock before?ā
You shook your head, cheeks hot. āNo.ā
āScarinā you?ā
āI-itās just⦠big.ā you admitted, eyes glued to him.
āYeah, baby. It is.ā He spread his legs a little wider, showing off, stroking slow just to tease you.
You swallowed hard, then, quiet, almost too shy to say it, murmured, āCan I⦠touch it?ā
Abby almost came right there. His head tipped back, a strangled groan ripping from his chest as his hand stilled. He had to take a breath. Then he looked at you again. āYeah, sweetheart. Fuck yes, you can touch it. Please touch it. You can do whatever the hell you want.ā
Your hand shook when you reached out, fingers brushing over the heavy length of him. He was hot. Hard. The skin softer than you expected, but stretched tight over veins and muscle.
He hissed through his teeth, hips jerking when your timid little fingers wrapped around him. He could see that you were fascinated. Tentative at first, then braver, stroking along him, watching the way his breath hitched and his thighs tensed. You explored him with wide-eyed wonder. Stroked the shaft, curious at the way it twitched in your hand. Brushed your thumb over the slit at the tip, fascinated by the bead of wetness there. You even glanced lower, curiosity burning in your chest.
And that was when your wide eyes landed on his balls.
Abby almost lost it.
The way you looked at them, like you were studying them, like they were something you couldnāt quite figure out, he had to slap a hand over his mouth to keep from groaning too loud.
āTheyāre⦠big.ā you murmured, so innocently it nearly killed him.
Abby barked out a laugh, half-strangled. āFuckinā hell. Yeah, baby. Theyāre big.ā
And when you touched them, gingerly, cupping them in your palm, rolling them curiously, he threw his head back, taking a deep breath in.
You blinked up at him, so shy and earnest. āā¦Do you like it?ā
He stared at you like youād just asked if fire was hot.
āDo Iā? Fuck, yes I like it. Youāre a natural, baby.ā
Your curiosity only deepened. āā¦Can I make you⦠yāknow. Finish?ā
Abbyās brain short-circuited.
For a long moment, he just gaped at you, chest heaving, cock twitching violently in your hand. Then he laughed, ragged and disbelieving, dragging a hand over his face. āYou wanna make me cum?ā
You nodded shyly. āā¦If youāll show me how.ā
Abby grabbed your wrist, guiding your hand around him properly. He showed you how to grip, how to stroke, how to twist at the head just right. His voice was low and urgent, full of breathless instruction.
āYeah, like that. Tightāfuck, tighter. Donāt be scared. I can take it. God, youāre a natural. Keep your thumb on the tipāyeah, right there, rub it. Jesus Christ, thatās good.ā
You followed every word, fascinated by the way his cock throbbed, by the sounds he made, raw groans, curses, your name spit through clenched teeth.
When he came, you watched with awe. His whole body jerked, muscles locking as hot spurts spilled over your hand. His groan was guttural, loud, almost a growl. His cock twitched violently in your grasp, thick ropes of cum painting your skin.
āFuck me.ā he rasped. He caught your messy hand in his, lifted it, and kissed your knuckles with surprising reverence. And you, innocent, blushing, shy, just smiled, still staring at the mess on your hand. Abby thought he might actually die from how cute you were.
And then you found yourself straddling him.
Abby froze.
āLoveā¦ā His voice was hoarse, low, almost a warning. His hands hovered at your hips like he was afraid to spook you. āWhatāre you doinā?ā
You bit your lip, looking anywhere but his face. āā¦Can you make me⦠yāknow. Again?ā
A second of silence. Then Abby tugged at your panties, growling when they didnāt come off fast enough. You squirmed, embarrassed, shocked that he already got to it, trying to help, and then they were gone, tossed somewhere on the floor, he immediately cupped your cunt in one massive hand. His fingers spread you open, his thumb finding your clit. It was immediate, the way your hips bucked, the way your lips parted in shock. His other hand cupped your tits through your shirt, kneading roughly, thumbs brushing your nipples until you gasped.
Abby grinned, feral, kissing your cheek sloppily. āThere it is.ā
You moaned, clinging to his shoulders, your shy little voice spilling out over the pounding of your heart.
Abby smirked, cock twitching beneath you. āYeah. Thatās what you wanted, huh?ā His thumb rubbed slow circles, relentless. āWanted me to touch this pretty pussy again.ā
You whined, nodding, hips already shifting. It was too much and not enough, all at once. He played your body like an instrument. One hand squeezing your tits, thumb flicking over your nipple through your shirt. The other rubbing your clit, dipping lower to slide thick fingers between your folds, teasing your entrance. He kissed all over your face as he did it, messy, greedy, worshipping.
āAbbyā¦ā Your voice was small, shaky. You looked at him, eyes wide with embarrassment, lips trembling. āWhen you⦠before, when you⦠finishedā¦ā
He groaned, already knowing, already aching. āYeah, baby? When I came?ā
You nodded quickly, face burying in his shoulder. āā¦It made me feel funny.ā
He paused, then leaned back just enough to look at you. āFunny?ā
You nodded quickly, cheeks burning. āLike⦠like I wanted something. Watching youā¦ā You trailed off, biting your lip.
Abbyās cock twitched against your thigh. He growled low in his chest, starting to move his fingers again, rubbing you faster. āYouāre tellinā me watchinā me cum made you horny?ā
You whimpered, but nodded. āā¦Yes.ā
Abbyās laugh was breathless, almost disbelieving, his hand working you harder as he kissed down your neck, teeth scraping. āJesus fuckinā Christ, sweetheart. Youāre perfect. You hear me? Fuckinā perfect.ā
āI like⦠the way you sound, when you cum,ā you whispered. āIt made meāoh godāmade me think about⦠about yourāā
Your eyes flicked down. To his cock. Still out. Still hardening again. You swallowed. Dared to touch it. Your small hand slid between your bodies, fingers curling around his thick shaft. Abby cursed instantly, hips jerking into your grip.
āFuck, babyācareful.ā he groaned, voice cracking as you stroked him shyly, your other hand clutching his shoulder for balance. The picture of you, perched in his lap, his fingers buried between your legs while you touched his cock was almost too much. His eyes were blown wide, almost manic.
āYouāre so big.ā you whispered, rubbing your thumb over the tip again, smearing his precum. āItās⦠itās scary. But I like it.ā
Abbyās head fell back, eyes rolling shut, a raw laugh tearing out of him. His pace on your clit doubled, two thick fingers sliding down to push inside you, stretching you gently. Oh. Oh, it felt good. You gasped, half from the new sensation, half from the way his cock twitched in your hand when you squeezed it.
āGood girl.ā he panted, kissing your jaw, your cheek, your temple. āTouch me while I touch you. Thatās it. Nice and easy. You make me feel so fuckinā good, sweetheart. Gonna make you feel even better.ā
You whined, rocking against his hand, your grip on him tightening without realizing. āAbbyāoh godāfeels so goodāā
He grinned against your skin, mouth hot and wet. āThatās my girl. Always so honest. I fuckinā love it.ā
He worked you like heād been memorizing you from the start. Circles on your clit, steady pressure, while his mouth trailed across your jaw, sucking bruises into your skin. His other hand pinched your nipple, rolling it between his fingers until you whined. You were so responsive. You were the dream.
You rocked against his hand without realizing it, chasing more, desperate for something you didnāt know how to ask for. You clung to him, overwhelmed. āā¦It feels soāā
āGood.ā he finished for you, kissing you hard, tongue pushing into your mouth. āIt feels good, I know. Iāve got you.ā
You came. You screamed his name, body convulsing, pussy fluttering around his fingers, clinging to him, your hand still around his cock even as your hips stuttered helplessly against his fingers. Abby held you through it, growling encouragement into your ear, his cock throbbing violently in your grasp. He was close again, but he didnāt let go of you until you were finished, until the aftershocks slowed and your breathing evened out. You collapsed against him, panting, dazed. You didnāt even realize you were crying until he wiped your tears with his thumb.
Heād kill for you. He had killed for less. But right now, with your little body trembling in his lap, your innocence still intact despite everything heād just done, he realized heād live for you too. And Abbyābrutal, filthy, perverted Abbyāswore then and there heād never want another girl again. Not when you, his sweet little virgin, were staring at his cock with those big, amazed eyes. Not when you were this shy, this loving, this innocent, and still letting him ruin you step by step.
And god, the blue balls. You had no idea. No idea how often he had to jerk off in the shower after leaving you panting and blushing on his bed. No idea how he fucked his fist with his face buried in your discarded shirt just to keep from shoving himself inside you too soon.
He killed people. He had no patience, no mercy, no restraint in anything else. But with you? With you, he waited. He learned. He let it be step by step, even if each step made him insane.
Because you were worth it.
Because he loved every second of watching you discover yourself, and him, piece by piece.
It was funny how quickly things began to escalate after that night. At first it was innocentāwell, as innocent as you straddling him and touching his cock while he made you cum could beābut once that line was crossed, there was no stopping Abby. And you⦠you wanted it. Every new thing scared you, sure, but it thrilled you more. Your shyness didnāt stop your curiosity. You liked seeing what you could do to him. You liked learning.
The first time you went down on him was clumsy, and you knew it. Youād been nervous, fumbling with the waistband of his sweats, palms sweaty, your voice cracking as you whispered, āā¦Can I try?ā
Abby nearly came just from that. He grinned, grabbed the back of your neck, kissed your hair, muttering, āFuck yeah you can.ā
Youād knelt between his thighs, staring at his cock. Youād touched it a few times before, but this was different. This time, your mouth was involved. You tried to be brave. You licked tentatively, kitten-like, then wrapped your lips around the head. Abby groaned so loud it made you flinch. (Which is so fucking funny plz nobody gets the humor of flinching at nothing scary like I do)
āRelax, sweetheart.ā heād said, voice rough, hand rubbing slow circles on your scalp. āDonāt think. Just feel.ā
You gagged at first, choked on the sheer size of him, eyes watering, but Abby never once laughed. He was patient in his way, brutal, but patient. He told you where to put your tongue, where to suck, how to use your hand at the same time.
You hadnāt gotten him to cum that first time, you pulled away coughing before you could, but the look on his face, sweaty and desperate, was enough to make you feel like youād won anyway. And you kept trying. Kept learning. Every mistake you made just had him grinning like a madman, stroking your hair, muttering: āYouāll get it, sweetheart.ā And he was right. You did get better. Every time you tried again, you grew bolder. Soon you were stroking his shaft while sucking the head. Soon you were licking his balls while he swore. Soon you were looking up at him through your lashes, his cock buried in your mouth, and Abby had to stop himself from coming too fast because the sight of you was so filthy and innocent all at once. Soon, he was cumming down your throat, groaning your name. Soon, he was pushing your hair back so he could watch you, his chest heaving, his thighs trembling.
The first time you swallowed, shy and uncertain, you wiped your lips and whispered, āā¦Was that okay?ā
Abby nearly blacked out.
āBabe,ā heād rasped, dragging you into his lap to kiss you messily. āthat was the best fuckinā thing anyoneās ever done for me.ā
But of course, Abby couldnāt just let you stay the one giving.
He wanted to eat.
The first time his mouth was on you, it was a 69, because Abby thought it was funny, filthy, perfect. He had you climb on top of him, facing his cock, while he dragged your panties aside. Youād been shy, trembling, but the second his tongue pressed against your clit, you screamed. It was like nothing else. Unbearably good.
Abby laughed into you, hands spreading your thighs wider, licking deeper, hungrier. āOhhh yeah, thatās it. Ride my fuckinā face, baby.ā
At first you were too overwhelmed to move. But the pleasure built so fast, too much, too soon, and before you knew it, your hips were grinding against him, chasing the heat of his mouth. You rode his face without even realizing it, panting, crying out, your hands gripping his abs for balance. Abby groaned beneath you, his cock twitching against your lips as you tried to keep up with sucking him.
āGood girlāfuckinā use meāā he growled between licks.
You came so hard you forgot to breathe, collapsing forward, shuddering, his face wet with you. He devoured it, like heād been starving centuries for it.
From then on, his mouth was everywhere. Between your thighs, against your tits, down your stomach. He wanted to taste every inch of you, every day.
And then came your first time. It happened late, one night when you were curled up in his lap again, kissing lazily. His cock was hard against your thigh, and you touched it. Stroked him. Looked into his eyes.
āā¦Abby.ā you whispered. āCan weādo it? For real?ā
For a moment, he didnāt move. Didnāt breathe. His pupils blew wide, and he gripped your hips so tight you squeaked.
āYouāre sure?ā he rasped. āSweetheart, donāt fuck with me.ā
You nodded, cheeks burning. āIām sure. I⦠I want it. With you.ā
He swore violently, kissed you hard, then laid you back on the bed like you were porcelain.
He was shaking as he got the condom on, because Abby was a lot of things, but careless with you wasnāt one of them. Well, he was careless, but not with you.
He stretched you open a little. And then, slowly, carefully, he pushed inside you. It hurt at first. The stretch was almost unbearable, and you clutched his arms, whining softly. But Abby kissed your face, your neck, held himself back even as sweat dripped from his brow.
āBreathe for me.ā he muttered. āThatās it. Relax. Youāre doinā so good. Youāre okay. Youāre mine.ā
And then the pain eased. Turned into something else. Something hot, pulsing, alive. You gasped, clutching at him. āAbbyāoh godāā
āYeah?ā he groaned. He went slow, unbearably slow, until he was fully buried inside you. When he finally moved, slow at first, then faster. It was clumsy, sweaty, desperate, but it was yours. Your first time. With him. It was awkward at first, your bodies fumbling, but then something clicked. Your hips tilted, his thrusts found that angle, and suddenly it wasnāt pain anymore. It was heat. It was pleasure.
You moaned his name, clinging to him, your innocence melting away in real time.
Abby was wrecked above you, panting, swearing, praising you every second. āThatās it, baby. Thatās my girl. Youāre fuckinā amazing.ā
And when you came around him, crying out his name, Abby followed immediately after, groaning loud, burying himself deep, his whole body shaking as he spilled into the condom.
After that first time, you never went back.
Abby couldnāt stop. Didnāt want to stop. It was like something inside him had finally snapped free, and he needed you in every way, every day. Morning, night, half-asleep, on the couch, in the kitchen, there was no such thing as restraint anymore.
You were still sweet. Still shy. Still soft and cuddly. But every time he pushed the boundary a little further, you didnāt recoil. You leaned in. You wanted more. At first, it was just new positions. He bent you over the counter, fucked you in the shower, lifted you up and used his size to his advantage, holding you against the wall like you weighed nothing, or just simply in the air. He wanted to feel you from every angle, memorize every sound you made, every flutter of your muscles around him.
But then came the nastier discoveries. The first was his fingers wandering too far back. Youād been riding him lazily one night, your hands flat against his chest, your body bouncing gently on his cock while his big palms controlled your hips. He was groaning, muttering filth about how good you were, when one thick finger slipped lower, brushing against your other hole.
Youād gasped, tensing.
Abby stilled, his lips curling into a grin. āWhatās this? Hm?ā he teased, rubbing lightly. āNever touched here before, sweetheart?ā
Your blush had been instant, your body jerking away, but you hadnāt said no. You hadnāt told him to stop. So he pushed further. Not inside, not yet, just rubbing, circling, teasing until your hips started grinding again, chasing friction despite your embarrassment.
āFuck.ā he groaned, his cock twitching inside you. āYou like that, donāt you?ā
The first time he slid a finger in there, you thought you wouldnāt be able to take it. The stretch was shocking, but his voice, his hands, his patience kept you calm. And when he worked it slowly, matched the rhythm of his thrusts inside your pussy, you lost it. You came harder than youād ever thought possible, screaming his name, nails digging into his shoulders.
Soon, he was easing you open more and more. Two fingers. Toys. And eventually, the night came where he lined himself up and whispered in your ear, āLet me have it, baby. Let me in.ā
It had been terrifying at first, the sheer size of him, the impossible stretch, but Abby didnāt rush. He kissed your face, told you how good you were, how perfect, how much he loved you. He rocked into you slowly, inch by inch, until he was buried deep in your ass. And when he started moving, when that shocking pressure turned into rolling waves of pleasure, you lost all shame. You begged for it. Abby nearly blacked out that night, watching his innocent little girlfriend sob with pleasure while he claimed every hole she had. Heād never been so hard in his life.
But that wasnāt the end of your surprises. Heād been fingering you on the couch, two thick fingers pumping relentlessly into your soaked pussy while his other hand tortured your clit. You were whining, writhing, and then, suddenly, a hot rush sprayed from you, soaking his hand, his shirt, the couch. You squirted.
You froze in horror. āAbbyāIāI didnātāā
Abby laughed, wild and delighted, his eyes bright. āHoly fuck. Holy fuck, baby. Do that again.ā
You tried to hide your face, but he wouldnāt let you. He pinned your wrists down, growling, āDonāt you dare get shy on me. Youāre beautiful. You hear me? Beautiful.ā
And then he set to work, determined to wring every drop from you. He fingered you until you were screaming, shaking, begging him to stop. The couch was ruined, the floor soaked, and Abby was grinning.
From then on, he was obsessed. He had to make you squirt every time. Fingers, tongue, cock, didnāt matter. Heād edge you, torture you, until you broke again and again, until you were sobbing from overstimulation, your body convulsing around him. Heād lick it off his hands, groan about how sweet you tasted, even press his face against you mid-spray, letting you drench him while he moaned like an animal.
And you discovered you liked it too. The release. The mess. The way it made him so feral.
Abby pushed you into nastier and nastier territory. He had you jerk him off with your feet once, just to see if youād do it, you did, blushing furiously the whole time. He taught you how to deepthroat, how to relax your throat, coaching you through the gagging until you could take him all the way. He had you sit on his face while you sucked him off, 69 turning into a contest of who could cum first. Spoiler, it was usually you. He showed you how to ride him, guiding your hips, groaning at the sight of you bouncing helplessly on his cock. He showed you how to roll a condom on with your mouth, and the look on his face the first time you managed it was feral. And you, sweet as ever, let him. You liked being his student. You liked learning how to drive him insane.
Your first time had been sweet, careful. But soon, Abby had you begging to be fucked raw, begging for his cock in your ass, begging for him to make you squirt until you couldnāt stand.
He jerked off to you before. Heād killed people before. Heād done every brutal thing a man could do. But nothing wrecked him like you. The way you blushed asking, āCan I try that?ā The way you moaned when he filled your ass, when he pressed his thumb against your clit at the same time. The way you soaked him when he made you squirt, begging, āAbby, I canātāplease, I canātāā only to give him another gush seconds later.
And the best part? You were still you. Still innocent in your way. Youād kiss his cheek after riding his face until you came three times and whisper, āā¦Was that good? Did you like it?ā like you hadnāt just drenched him head to toe.
Abby was ruined. Absolutely ruined. The beast of a man who once killed without hesitation now couldnāt survive a day without hearing your moans, without feeling you shake around him.
And he didnāt want to.
ROMANCE
He was touchy, clingy, affectionate to a fault. He never kept his hands to himself, your waist, your cheek, the small of your back. Because you were so sweet. You curled up in his arms on the couch. You kissed his cheek before bed. You looked up at him with those wide, trusting eyes when he brushed hair out of your face, like he had hung the moon just for you.
Romance was used to sex being easy, casual. He had lived lifetimes drenched in it, bodies and lips and moans all blurring together. But you were a clean slate. You were someone who had never even been kissed until he leaned down one night, brushed your lips with his, and you gasped. He would never forget that.
The relationship, as it stood, was almost unbearably wholesome on your end. You loved to cuddle. That was your language. You climbed into his lap and fell asleep against his chest. You held his hand and swung your legs when you sat together. You pressed little kisses to his jawline, giggling shyly when he teased you for it. And for you, that was intimacy. That was closeness. That was your ārelationship.ā
But for Romance? It was absolute hell. Because you sat there, curled against him in bed, whispering āI love youā and all he could think about was how badly he wanted to ruin that innocence. How badly he wanted to teach you how good it could feel.
And yet⦠he didnāt. He never pushed.
Because as much as he was sex embodied, he was also in love with you. And the idea of scaring you off, of breaking that fragile trust, you, the one thing in his long, messed-up life that felt pure, was enough to keep him in check.
Barely.
You sprawled out across the couch, legs draped over him, oblivious to how suggestive it looked. You changed in front of him without thinking, because to you, it was just a shirt, just your boyfriend, while to him, every glimpse of bare skin was another test of his endurance. You said things that sounded dirty without meaning them. āRomance, will you hold me tighter?ā āRomance, I like how warm you are.ā āRomance, I donāt want to sleep alone tonight.ā
And every time, he had to bite his tongue, bury his face in your neck, and pray you didnāt notice the way his breathing changed.
What killed him most, though, was how much you loved. You didnāt know what it meant to flirt, not really. You didnāt know how to be seductive. But you were the most affectionate person he had ever met. Always hugging him from behind when he cooked, always sneaking into his room just to nap beside him, always telling him that he made you happy. You were a sweetheart. A little angel. And Romance loved it. He loved it more than he had ever loved anything. But it also shattered him, because he was Romance. He was sex itself. He could have taught you everything, how to kiss, how to touch, how to moan, and instead, he was sitting there with your head in his lap, stroking your hair while you hummed softly in your sleep.
He could have gone crazy like that.
Romance had been with countless people. He had seen everything, done everything, lived long enough to get bored of it all. But you? You were new. You were untouched. You were sunshine in human form. And he couldnāt get enough of you. He had never been patient in his life. He wasnāt built for it, didnāt believe in it, didnāt practice it. But with you, patience became his religion. Not because he wanted to, but because he had to. Because you were soft and shy and brand-new to every single thing, and he loved you too much to rush. Romance was always romance. From the very beginning of your relationship he smothered you with affection, kisses to your temple when you were cooking, arms wrapping around you from behind when you were doing something as small as rinsing a glass. He was touchy, handsy, needy. And yet he kept it soft, kept it slow, because you were new. You were innocent, so incredibly untouched, and he knew that if he wanted to keep you, he had to go carefully.
That didnāt mean he didnāt slip.
Not even that long into your relationship, heād started kissing you deeper. It wasnāt long before his instincts got the better of him, before his tongue brushed against your lips and teased its way into your mouth.
You froze. You didnāt know what to do. Nobody had ever kissed you like that before. You were trembling, confused, your little hands gripping his shoulders. He pulled back immediately, eyes soft, voice honey. āToo much?ā
And you shook your head. Wide eyes, bitten lip, breathless. You were confused, god, yes, but you werenāt running. You let him do it again, and again, until you started to melt into it, letting him lead. You tasted him, learned him, let him show you what it meant to kiss like that. Romance loved every second. You were clumsy, uncertain, hesitant, but you were his, and you let him guide you, and that trust made his chest ache.
Romance swore he could feel your heartbeat in your lips, in your shy little whimper when he licked into your mouth. He knew you were overwhelmed, that your mind was scrambling, but you trusted him enough not to stop him. That trust nearly killed him with how sweet it was. He guided you gently, teaching you how to kiss back, slowing down so you could follow. You were clumsy, yes, but your innocence made every second unbearably intoxicating.
Romance was never quiet about what he wanted. He didnāt believe in hiding desire, it was the entire point of him, of who he was. But heād been holding this one back, sitting on it for weeks, waiting until he knew you were ready to hear it. It was late, the two of you tangled in bed, your head resting against his chest. He was tracing shapes into your back when he finally breathed it out.
āBaby⦠can I ask you something?ā
You tilted your head up, curious, innocent as always. āWhat?ā
He licked his lips. For once, he looked almost nervous. Almost. Then the confidence returned.
āI want to eat you out.ā
You blinked at him. The words didnāt even make sense at first. āEat meāwhat?ā
āShh, donāt be scared. Iāll explain. Iāll be so careful with you.ā His voice was patient, coaxing, every syllable dripping with the sincerity of a man who would happily worship you forever. āItās nothing bad. Just my mouth on your pretty pussy, licking, kissing. Making you feel good. Thatās all I want to do, sweetheart.ā
Your throat went dry. He was just⦠open. Vulnerable, even, in the way he confessed it. āYou reallyā¦ā Your voice cracked, nervous. āā¦you want to do that?ā
āIāve been thinking about it nonstop.ā Romance nodded, utterly unashamed, rubbing your thigh gently. āYou have no idea how much I want it. How much I want to make you feel good. Please. Let me show you.ā
The confidence in his voice made it worse, because you believed him. You knew he was good at this, that he knew what he was doing. And you⦠you wanted to know. You wanted to feel what he promised. After a long, shaky pause, you nodded. āā¦Okay.ā
His grin was dazzling, boyish, so relieved and bright it made your stomach twist. āFuck, baby. Thank you.ā
The way he went about it proved heād been honest, he wanted you, not just the act. āLie back, baby.ā he murmured, easing you onto the pillows. āYeah, just like that. Youāre so beautiful like this, you know that? Look at you.ā His hands smoothed down your thighs, squeezing lightly, worshipful already. āIf you get scared, you tell me. If you want me to stop, Iāll stop. But fuck, sweetheart, youāre gonna love this.ā Romance eased you onto the bed like you were breakable. He kissed up your thighs first, slow and adoring, peppering your skin with warmth until you were squirming from the anticipation alone. When he tugged your panties down, he did it with love.
āYouāre so pretty.ā he whispered against your skin. āPrettiest thing Iāve ever seen.ā
Then, cheeky as hell, he pressed a kiss directly to your clit. Just a soft peck, playful, as if to tease you into laughter. But instead, it made you gasp, hips jerking. He chuckled against you, utterly delighted.
āYeah.ā Romance murmured, lips brushing over you. āThatās what I wanted. That right there.ā
And then he showed you how good he could be.
He didnāt rush, not once. His mouth was everywhere, kissing, licking, tasting like he was drunk on it. His tongue flicked at your clit in slow circles, patient and teasing, then firmer when he felt your thighs tense. He moaned against you shamelessly, like he loved every second of it. And you, god, you couldnāt believe how it felt. Youād never experienced anything like it before. You covered your mouth, embarrassed by the noises spilling out, but Romance just pulled your hands down, lacing his fingers through yours.
When he slid a finger inside, slow and careful, you nearly sobbed. The newness of it, the stretch, the way his mouth and hand worked together, it was overwhelming. Too much and yet not enough. He didnāt hold back, not from his enthusiasm, not from his noises. Because if Romance loved something, he let you know it. He moaned into you, like every flick of his tongue was a reward for him, like your taste was the sweetest thing heād ever had. Louder than you, groaning and humming with his mouth full of you.
āFuck, baby, taste so good.ā
āYouāre so wet for me, I canāt take it.ā
āThatās it, let me hear you. Donāt hold back, I wanna know how good Iām making you feel.ā
You clutched at the sheets, at his hair, at anything you could grab onto, overwhelmed by the sheer intensity of it. Your thighs trembled, your breath came in sharp gasps.
He was so, so good at it.
Romance had centuries of experience, after all. He knew exactly what he was doing, and heād never wanted to be good at something more than he wanted to be good for you.
He held you down gently, his other hand pressing to your stomach, his mouth never stopping. He guided you through it, whispered to you, kissed your thighs when you whined that it was too much.
You didnāt know what happened at first. You just knew that your vision went white, your body clenched up, and then suddenly you were sobbing his name into the sheets, trembling as wave after wave rolled through you.
Thatās the story of the first orgasm he gave you. And from that on, the escalation was natural, so natural you barely realized it was happening. After that night, Romance got bolder. Not pushy, never pushy, but bolder in what he asked for, in what he suggested.
āYou liked it when I touched you like that, right?ā heād ask, casually, like he was asking if you liked dinner. When you flushed and nodded, heād smile. āThen let me show you something else.ā
It started small. His fingers, more than one now. Teaching you how to relax, how to take it. Explaining in that smooth, charming way of his, sometimes teasing, sometimes serious.
āYouāre so tight, angel. Gonna need to work on that.ā
āDonāt look so scared. Youāll thank me later.ā
āYou trust me? Then breathe. Thatās it. Just breathe.ā
He treated it like a lesson, and in a way, it was. He loved it when you got shy, when you hid your face against his shoulder or covered your mouth to stifle a moan. Heād always tug your hand away, kiss your wrist, and murmur, donāt hide from me. I want to hear it. But where Romance truly didnāt deny who he was, where he couldnāt resist showing his freak streak, was when he brought toys into it.
āToys?ā you repeated, head tilted, as the two of you sat in his room.
āYeah.ā he said easily, smirking a little, sprawled out with one arm tucked behind his head. āSex toys, baby.ā
You blinked. āLikeā¦?ā
He sat up, raising his brows. āNot, like, Legos. Jesus. Cāmere.ā
You scooted closer, curious, innocent eyes wide. And Romance reached over to his nightstand drawer, pulling it open. Inside was a collection that made your jaw drop. Smooth silicone, shapes, little bottles, things you didnāt even have names for, and your eyes nearly fell out of your head when he pulled a vibrator out.
You blinked at it. Blinked at him. āWhat⦠is that?ā
He leaned forward, kissed your temple, and held the vibrator up. āThis is gonna be your new best friend.ā
You just stared, still flushed, still confused. āā¦Thatās⦠supposed to go inside me?ā
A laugh, soft, as he stroked your cheek. āNot at first. Not unless you want it to. Itās for your clit. It vibrates, here, Iāll show you.ā He clicked the button, and the toy buzzed to life in his hand. He held it against your palm, and your eyes widened.
āOh.ā
āOh.ā he mimicked, his voice warm with affection. āSee? Not so scary. Youāre gonna love this.ā
And he did show you. He laid you back, kissed you sweetly, and then pressed the toy against you while his fingers spread you open. The sensation made you jolt, your whole body tensing as your breath hitched. Romance just cooed, stroked your thigh, told you to relax. āThatās it. Feels good, doesnāt it?ā You just nodded frantically, eyes glassy. He adjusted the speed when it was too much, backed off when you squirmed too hard, and whispered steady encouragements. āTake it, baby. Youāre perfect like this.ā āYou can cum as many times as you want. Iāll keep going.ā And god, you did cum. Harder, faster, more than you thought you could. The toy pulled orgasm after orgasm from you, and Romance didnāt stop until you were sobbing into the pillows, begging for a break.
When he finally clicked it off, he kissed your damp cheek and stroked your hair. āSee? New best friend.ā
It didnāt stop there. Romance had a collection, of course. Over time, he introduced you to more, different vibrators, plugs, even a harness he wore once, grinning wickedly as you blushed so hard you thought youād combust. Every new toy was an experiment, a discovery, and you trusted him enough to let him guide you through it.
What amazed him most wasnāt just your innocence, but your curiosity. You asked questions. So many questions. Sometimes timid, sometimes bold, always honest.
āWhat does this one do?ā
āWhy would anyone want something that big?ā
āā¦Will it hurt?ā
āDo you⦠like watching me like this?ā
He answered them all, never mocking you, never shaming you. He was funny, sure, but his explanations were clear, his tone reassuring. He wanted you to learn, not to fear. And you did. Slowly, shyly, but you did.
Romance could have anyone. He knew it. He radiated sex, wore it. But you? You were untouched, innocent, utterly inexperienced. And you gave that to him. And it drove him crazy. Crazy enough to moan louder than you when he got his mouth on you. Crazy enough to laugh with glee when you squirmed under a new toy.
Eating you out became the thing. It wasnāt even special occasion anymore. It was routine. Youād be curled up on his bed, yawning, wearing something soft and oversized, and heād casually tug you closer, sliding down between your thighs like it was his rightful place in the world. Sometimes it was slow and teasing, his tongue moving lazily while he held your hand, murmuring encouragements. Sometimes it was messy, desperate, muffled moans against your clit as he devoured you, grinding himself into the mattress because he got so lost in it. Sometimes there was a toy involved, heād slide a vibrator against you while he sucked, or press a finger inside you, curling it until you cried out.
But always, always, he loved it.
You couldnāt understand it. Not really. Youād look down at him, cheeks flushed, fingers tangled in his hair, and whisper, āWhy do you like it so much?ā
And heād only smile, so beautiful, licking his lips, voice hoarse. āBaby, if you could hear yourself, if you could see what I see, you wouldnāt even ask.ā
Still, you heard the way he moaned into you, shameless, unrestrained. You felt the way he shook when you pulled on his hair. Whatever it was, you knew without doubt that he was telling the truth. He loved it.
It was late, one night. The two of you curled together in bed, your head on his chest, his hand lazily stroking up and down your arm. You were warm and safe, your muscles still loose from the orgasm heād pulled out of you an hour ago. And the thought had been growing inside you.
āRomance?ā
He hummed. āYeah, baby?ā
You fiddled with the hem of his shirt, nervous. āCan we⦠maybe⦠do more?ā
He stilled, just for a second. Then his hand traced your shoulder, slow and tender. āMore?ā His voice was low, careful. āWhat are you thinking of, sweetheart?ā
You swallowed. āI donāt know.ā It was true, you didnāt. You only knew that you wanted to be closer to him. That you wanted to give him something back. That you wanted to know what came next. āWhat do you think?ā
There was silence. He tilted his head back against the pillows, staring up at the ceiling. And for once, Romance didnāt have a slick answer, didnāt have a joke ready. He just sat there, struck by the weight of what youād said. Because you trusted him. With your untouched body, with your innocence, with everything you hadnāt even explored for yourself, you trusted him.
He listed a few things, keeping his tone gentle, never pushing. āWe could keep doing what weāve been doing. Or we could try touching each other more. Or toys. Orā¦ā He hesitated, then met your eyes. āSex.ā
The word sat between you, heavy.
You chewed your lip, thinking. Then, slowly, hesitantly, you nodded. āā¦Okay. Yeah.ā
Romance froze. Just stared at you for a long moment, his throat working. Then he let out a laugh, soft, shaky, full of disbelief. āOh my god. You mean it? You reallyābaby, youā¦ā
You laughed nervously, tugging at his hair. āDonāt make fun of me.ā
āNot making fun.ā he swore, pulling back. āI justāI didnāt thinkāI mean, Iāve been dreaming about this, but I didnāt think youādā¦ā He trailed off, shook his head, kissed your nose. āFuck. Okay. Okay.ā
He kissed you like heād never kissed anyone before. Not because of lust, though the lust was there, but because youād just given him something no one else would ever have, your trust, your first time, your body. And Romance wasnāt a gentle man by nature. But with you? He was soft. He was patient. He was everything you needed him to be.
He laid you down carefully, kissing your face, your neck, whispering between each press of his mouth. āSo pretty.ā Kiss. āSo sweet.ā Kiss. āMine.ā
He let you touch him, let you explore. He guided your hands, showed you how to undo his belt, how to slide the fabric away. You were hesitant, fumbling, but he smiled through it, kissing your cheek every time you paused.
When you saw him, hard and heavy in his boxers, your eyes widened, intimidated. He hushed you immediately. āHey, hey. Donāt worry, sweetheart. Weāre not rushing anything. We go slow. As slow as you want.ā
You nodded, cheeks blazing, and whispered, āOkay.ā
Romance swallowed hard. He thought heād seen everything in his centuries of living, every expression, every body, every reaction. But nothing compared to you.
He made it sweet. He made it about you.
He ate you out first, coaxing you into the familiar high until your body relaxed, until you were soft and pliant in his arms. He kissed your thighs, kissed your clit, kissed the inside of your knee, moaning into you until you were too lost in pleasure to think about nerves. He slid on a condom, showing you how, letting you touch, letting you see. He guided himself to you, but didnāt push in right away. He rubbed against you, let you feel the shape, let you gasp and cling to him.
Only when you whispered, āPlease.ā did he ease inside.
Slow. So, so slow.
He moaned, biting his lip, almost in pain from the restraint. But his eyes stayed on yours, watching every twitch of your face, every hitch of your breath. He kissed away the sting, murmured praise into your skin, circled your clit to ease you up, and waited until your body softened under him.
And then you were wrapped around him.
Your first time. His thousandth. And yet, it felt like his first, too.
When it was over, you lay together in the aftermath, sweaty and shaking and overwhelmed. He held you so tight, pressing kisses to your hair, whispering, āYou were perfect. Youāre perfect. I love you.ā Over and over. And you, sweet, glowing, you curled up against him, still shy, still blushing, but smiling.
It was the best night of his entire existence.
Romance had a way of making even the most ordinary night feel like a movie. Dinner out with him was a thing you two did often. He knew how to pick restaurants that were perfect, knew how to make you laugh so hard at the table that strangers turned to look. Heād sit there with his chin in his palm, staring at you, eyes shining. And when you reached across the table to hold his hand, innocent and beaming, heād squeeze your fingers tight, thinking to himself that heād give up every indulgence in the world if it meant keeping you like this.
But the real show always came later.
Back home, Romance showed you what his kind of love looked like. Heād guide you to the bed, kiss your shoulders one by one, take your shoes off. He never rushed you. Even when his desire was making him go fucking crazy, he slowed it down, made every second about you. For weeks, this was the rhythm, romance in public, devotion in private. And you, innocent, shy, but so willing to learn, gave him every drop of affection you had. Little kisses on his jaw. Cuddles. Sex. Love.
Until one night, curled up in his lap, your cheek against his chest, you tilted your head and asked: āWhat do you like?ā
At first he laughed, brushing your hair back with a playful little smile. āWhat do you mean, baby? I like this. You. Us.ā
But you werenāt letting him dodge. āNo, I mean⦠what do you like. Like, in bed.ā
Romance blinked. He hadnāt expected you to ask, not like this, not with those big innocent eyes watching him like that. He leaned back, exhaling slowly, staring at the ceiling for a moment. āWhat do I like?ā
You nodded. āYeah. Youāre always⦠taking care of me. And I love it. But⦠what about you?ā
āYou really want to know?ā
You nodded.
So he told you.
The list that spilled from his mouth was not soft, not romantic, not anything youād thought he might say. He told you about the way he liked having control, about how he liked his partners on their knees, about the thrill of marking skin with his teeth, about restraints, about the dirtier games heād played centuries ago. He said it casually, frankly, like a man who knew himself, who wasnāt ashamed of desire. He talked about impact, about spanking until your thighs shook and you cried out his name. He confessed, calm but raw, that he loved the idea of being rough, of marking you up so badly you wouldnāt be able to hide it the next day. And that wasnāt even the half of it. He kept going, matter-of-fact, almost casual, about his fantasies, things involving mirrors, toys, overstimulation, the kind of marathon nights that would leave you wrecked and sobbing and begging him to stop. He admitted he moaned when you made him feel good because he wanted you to know what power you had, that he was addicted to the idea of you making him lose it.
By the time he was halfway through, your mouth had fallen open. You just stared at him, wide-eyed, floored, shocked that this silky, charming man could want things so⦠brutal.
He caught the look on your face and chuckled, reaching for your hand. āHey, hey. Relax. Donāt get scared. I donāt expect you to want any of that. Itās just me talking, sweetheart. Just what Iāve done, what I like. With youāā
āI do.ā
Romance froze. āYou⦠do?ā
You nodded quickly, cheeks burning. āI meanāI want to try. Even if Iām not good at it. I want to learn what you like.ā
For the first time in a long time, Romance was speechless. He searched your face, waiting for hesitation, for nerves, for the telltale look that meant youād spoken too fast. But there was none. You were shy, yes, adorably so, but you were serious. Determined. And the trust behind those words hit him harder than any lust could.
āā¦Baby.ā he murmured finally, his thumb stroking over your knuckles. Then a slow, beautiful, crooked smile spread across his face. āOkay. Weāll explore. Step by step. Iāll show you.ā
The first step wasnāt anything wild. It was him undressing you more boldly than before, guiding your hands when you faltered. Youād been shy, before, blushing when his fingers brushed over your bra strap, burying your face when he tugged your shirt up. But that night, when he pulled your top over your head and eased your bra off, you didnāt cover yourself. You let him look.
He stilled, blinking at you, eyes hungry but soft. āYouāre not shy?ā
You shrugged, nervous but honest. āI trust you.ā
It was simple. Just that. And to him, it was everything. He cupped your breasts, kissed the tops, the soft skin beneath, the valley between them, murmuring words you couldnāt quite catch because his voice shook. Then he leaned back on his heels, grinning. āGod, look at you. Youāre perfect.ā And when he finally took one nipple into his mouth, sucking gently, your gasp made him groan. Heād fed off lust for centuries, but nothing compared to the sound of you learning pleasure for the first time.
From there, exploration became a game between you. He didnāt throw you into the deep end. That wasnāt his way. He started slow, introducing little pieces at a time. A blindfold one night, a firmer grip on your wrists the next. He tested your reactions, stopped to ask if you liked it, laughed when you admitted you did. Then Romance brought new toys into the mix. And each time you gasped, each time your eyes went wide at some new sensation, each time you clutched at him, he swore he was falling in love all over again.
You werenāt good at it, not at first. You fumbled, you giggled, you sometimes got too nervous and asked to stop. But you were trying. For him. With him. And to Romance, there was nothing cuter, nothing sexier, nothing more brutally endearing than your innocence colliding with his filth.
He could have anyone. He had, for centuries. But no one had ever looked at him the way you did, trusting, curious, a little scared but still willing. No one had ever made him feel this much like he was worth the effort of learning. And everytime you whispered, in that sweet, innocent little voice, āOkay, show me moreā he got more and more attached to you.
One time youād pushed his shirt up, your tiny hands splayed across his chest, your face tucked into his neck. And then, in your quiet, sweet little voice, you asked, āRomance⦠can I, um⦠can I see you?ā
He leaned back instantly, his eyes lighting up with delight. āSee me? Baby, you see me every day.ā
You flushed and swatted at him, pouting. āYou know what I mean. Like⦠see you.ā
The way you said it, soft, hesitant, innocent, sent a rush of heat through him so brutal he had to steady himself. This was trust. This was your way of asking for more. So he nodded. āYeah, sweetheart. You can.ā
He dimmed the lights, not to hide but to soften, to make the room feel private and safe. He kissed you first, long and warm, so youād know this was intimacy. Then he leaned back against the pillows, spreading his arms lazily.
āGo ahead.ā he murmured, voice low, beautiful. āExplore me. Whatever you want.ā
He let you trace the lines of his arms first, the veins that ran down into his hands, the dip of muscle that flexed when he curled his fingers around yours. āTouch me.ā he encouraged, his voice a low purr. āI like your hands on me. Anywhere.ā You followed the slope of his chest next, the skin warm, smelling like his cologne. He chuckled when your fingers lingered on his collarbones, when you pressed curiously against his pecs. āYou like those, huh?ā he teased, flexing them just to make you laugh.
āI mean⦠theyāre nice.ā you admitted, shy but honest. You also liked his thighs a lot.
Your hands shook a little as you reached for his belt. He didnāt help, didnāt rush. He just watched you, his dark eyes following every movement, the little tremble in your fingers, the way your lips pressed together in concentration. You got the buckle undone after a fumble or two, and he chuckled softly, brushing your hair back.
āGood girl.ā he said, genuine.
You pulled the zipper down and he lifted his hips so you could ease his pants lower. He didnāt shove them off, didnāt kick them away, he let you set the pace. You stopped for a second, just staring at the tented outline beneath his boxers, and he laughed again, tilting his head.
āGo on.ā he coaxed. āYou can look. Nothing to be shy about.ā
Your eyes flicked up to his, wide and nervous. He only smiled, reassuring, and nodded. So you hooked your fingers in the waistband and pulled. When he sprang free, you actually gasped. Your hands froze, your face went red, and you stammered, āOh. Ohāoh, wow.ā
Romance nearly lost it laughing. He threw his head back, hand over his face, cackling.
You whined and covered your face, but he reached out, gently tugging your hands down. āDonāt hide. Itās okay. He wonāt bite. Youāre allowed to stare. I want you to.ā
And you did. Hesitantly, curiously. You tilted your head, bit your lip, your gaze flicking between his cock and his face. Finally, you whispered, āItās⦠big.ā
āThank you, baby.ā he said gently. āBut itās just me. Same guy who holds your hand, remember?ā
You relaxed a little. You touched him, lightly at first, fingertips brushing his length, fascinated by the way he twitched at your touch.
Romance moaned. Loud. Shameless.
āDid I hurt you?ā you asked immediately.
āGod, no.ā He caught your wrist, guiding your hand more firmly around him. āThat felt good. You did good, baby. Keep going.ā
You swallowed and nodded, your hand wrapping tentatively around him. The first squeeze made him moan again, his hips jerking, and your eyes flew up to his again.
āSee?ā he said between breaths, his smile beautiful and so proud. āPerfect.ā
He let you explore everything. He told you what each touch did, when it was too soft, when it was good, when it made his head spin. And you giggled every time he praised you, so shy but so eager to do well. You traced him with your fingertips, squeezed, rubbed, even poked once with a little laugh that made him choke on his own breath. When your hand slid lower, brushing his balls, he moaned again, louder this time. You froze, startled, but he caught your hand and pressed it there deliberately. āDonāt stop. Thatās good, baby. Feels so good.ā
You explored for what felt like forever, your giggles partner to his moans, your innocent curiosity brushing up against his centuries of experience in a way that made his head spin. You asked him questions, so many questions, each one making his chest ache with how sweet you were. āDoes this feel better than this?ā āWhat if I do it faster?ā āDo you always sound like that when someone touches you?ā
And when you finally leaned back, hands still on him, face flushed and eyes bright, you whispered, āYouāre really pretty, you know that?ā
Romance actually had to close his eyes and breathe. Because heād been called many things in his long life, hot, sexy, irresistible. But pretty? That was your word. Pure. Honest. Innocent. And it wrecked him.
āYou wanna try getting me off?ā he asked at some point.
Your breath caught. āI⦠I can?ā
āBaby, I want you to. More than anything.ā He licked his lips, and his chest rose and fell faster now. āIāll talk you through it. Every step. Just say the word.ā
You nodded, eyes big and serious. āOkay. I want to.ā
He guided your hand to wrap around him, showing you the pressure, the rhythm, the pace. You fumbled, you giggled nervously, you apologized when your grip faltered, but he never once looked anything but blissed.
āPerfect. Just like that. Fuck, youāre learning so fast.ā
And the more you tried, the more you wanted to see him lose control. His moans, his curses, the way his head tipped back, it was intoxicating. You stroked him faster, your tongue peeking out between your lips as you concentrated. You wanted to know. You wanted to see. You wanted to be the reason for all of it. When his thighs tensed beneath your hands and his cum spilled hot and heavy across your fingers, you realized you were.
āOh my god,ā you whispered. āThatās⦠thatās cum?ā
Romance was laughing even as he caught his breath, wiping sweat from his brow. āYeah, baby. Thatās cum. You did that. You made me feel so good I couldnāt hold it back.ā
You looked down at your hand, then back at him, then giggled. āItās⦠warm.ā
āGod, I fucking adore you.ā
Yeah. Thatās how it went. And about a week or two after the night you made him cum with your hands, you were still glowing with pride about how far youād come. Next time you were curled up in bed with him, half-asleep against his chest while he absently combed his fingers through your hair.
And then, softly, you whispered, āRomance?ā
āMhm?ā He didnāt open his eyes.
āWhat⦠what else do you like? The things you told me before.ā
That got his attention. His eyes snapped open, his hand pausing in your hair. Slowly, carefully, he tilted his head down to look at you. āWhy?ā
You squirmed under the weight of his gaze, cheeks hot. āBecause⦠I want to know. I want to see what you like. I want to try.ā
He just stared at you, chest rising and falling faster than before. He reached out, brushing your jaw with his knuckles, and whispered, āYouāre serious.ā
You nodded. āI want to.ā
That was the moment things changed. Romance didnāt throw you into the deep end. He never would, not with you. He took it step by step, introducing you to his world the same way he had guided you through your own body. Except this time, he wasnāt showing you you, he was showing you him.
The first thing he taught you was control. Or rather, his love for taking it.
One night, he brought out silk ties. āTheyāre just scarves.ā he explained as he laid them across the bed. āSoft. Wonāt hurt. You trust me?ā You nodded. So he tied your wrists gently, testing the knots, making sure you could pull free if you panicked. And then he kissed you slow, deep, whispering against your lips, āSee? Nothing scary. Just me holding you. Just me keeping you still.ā At first you laughed nervously, tugging at the ties, but the way his eyes darkened when you gave up the fight sent shivers down your spine. And when he finally slid down the bed and put his mouth on you, his tongue teasing your clit until you writhed against the restraints, you understood. It wasnāt just about him controlling you, it was about you letting him. About the trust.
After that came marking. Youād noticed before how much he loved biting, your shoulder, your collarbone, even your thighs. But this time, when you asked him directly, āDo you like leaving marks?ā his smile turned sharp.
āBaby,ā he said, voice low and dangerous. āI like when everyone knows youāre mine.ā
He proved it to you that night. He kissed and sucked bruises into your neck until you were moaning, begging, half-laughing because you knew theyād show in the morning. He pressed his teeth into your thighs until you gasped, holding you open with gentle but firm hands. And when you whined, āRomance, theyāll see.ā he only chuckled against your skin. Good.
Then came the dirtier games. Romance didnāt sugarcoat them. When you asked, wide-eyed, āWhat about the other things you like?ā he told you plainly. He liked it messy. He liked spit, liked the filth of sweat, liked when a partner got down on their knees. He liked teasing until tears welled in the corners of your eyes. He liked control, every shade of it. And you⦠you were fascinated.
āWhy do you like it so messy?ā you asked once, pulling back with spit shining on your chin.
Romance cupped your face, thumbs stroking your cheeks. āBecause itās real, baby. Because itās raw. Because it means youāre not afraid to let go with me.ā
You shivered at that, then nodded. And when you leaned back down, he groaned like heād never survive it.
Soon, you werenāt just learning, you were experimenting. Sometimes heād pin your wrists down, sometimes heād push your thighs apart and tell you not to move while he worked you over with his mouth. Sometimes heād whisper filthy things in your ear, things that made your face burn but your body ache with need. And you, his sweet, innocent angel, soaked it all in. You werenāt scared. You werenāt shy. You were curious. Hungry. Determined to understand what made him tick. And Romance, for all his filth, never forgot who you were. He never pushed too hard, never let the games eclipse the love. He always held you after, always kissed your forehead, always whispered that you were perfect.
But when he looked at you, bruised, marked, still catching your breath, his eyes were darker than ever.
You were on top of him one night, straddling his hips while he lay back on the bed. Heād been teasing you for so long that you decided to take a little revenge, pressing your nails into his chest without really thinking about it.
He gasped, loud, sharp, but not in pain. Not exactly. His hips jerked up hard against yours, and when you looked down at him, his pupils were blown wide.
āDo that again.ā he rasped.
You blinked. āThe scratching?ā
He nodded quickly, swallowing hard. āYeah. Harder.ā
So you did. You dragged your nails down his chest, harder this time, leaving red tracks in your wake. His back arched off the bed, his hands clenching the sheets, and a groan tore out of his throat.
That was your first glimpse of it, the part of him that liked pain.
Afterward, when you were curled up against his chest, you asked quietly, āDo you⦠like that? Getting hurt?ā
He didnāt even try to play it cool. He just nodded, brushing his fingers through your hair. āYeah, love. I like when you take me apart a little. When you scratch. When you slap. When you tell me what to do. I like being the one hurt. I like pain. On me. Spanking, scratching, biting. Hitting. Telling me Iām nothing. Making me beg. Making me your bitch. That kind of pain.ā
Your mouth fell open. Youād thought youād heard it all, the marks, the toys, the messy things. But this? This you hadnāt expected. Romance, the embodiment of confidence, the man who moaned like he was the star of his own porno, wanted you to humiliate him?
āYouāre⦠serious?ā you whispered.
āDead serious. I know it sounds insane coming from me, but I swear, baby, itās what I like. Itās what gets me off. You want the truth? Thatās it.ā
You swallowed hard, your face burning. The man was insane. But the way he said it, so honest, so raw, it made something spark in your chest.
And then, before you could overthink it, you whispered, āCan I⦠try something?ā
It started simple. Romance got on all fours at the end of the bed, glancing back at you with that teasing, challenging smirk. āCome on, baby. Donāt be shy.ā
You stared at his ass, at the strong curve of muscle under skin, and raised your hand. āLike this?ā you asked nervously.
āLike that.ā he purred.
So you spanked him. A sharp, quick smack that echoed in the room.
Romance gasped, an honest gasp, and dropped his head against the sheets. His shoulders trembled. When he looked back at you, his pupils were blown wide, lips parted. āAgain.ā
You did it again. Harder. His body jolted, and he moaned into the mattress.
It became a rhythm. Spank. Gasp. Moan. His ass reddening under your palm, his thighs twitching. You couldnāt believe it. He looked ruined, hair falling in his face, sweat prickling on his back, muscles flexing as he struggled to stay still. And he kept whispering, āMore. Harder. Donāt stop. Please, baby. Please.ā
And god, it was intoxicating.
It escalated fast. Soon, you were digging your nails down his back, leaving angry red lines that made him hiss and groan. He bit into the sheets to muffle his cries, but when you pulled his hair and demanded, āLouder.ā he obeyed, moaning so shamelessly that you flushed.
You spit on his shoulder once, hesitant, and froze. But when you looked down, his face was pure bliss.
āAgain.ā he begged. āDonāt stop. Do it again.ā
The night it really shifted was when he finally asked for more.
Youād just finished spanking him raw, his ass glowing red, when he turned his head and whispered, āBaby⦠will youāfuck, will you put something in me?ā
You blinked. āIn⦠you?ā
His grin was wild, desperate. āYeah. Finger, toy, anything. I want it. I want you to use me.ā
Your heart raced. Youād never done anything like that. But the way he looked at you, pleading, hopeful, trusting, it made you nod.
āOkay.ā you whispered. āTell me what to do.ā
Romance guided you. Patiently, shakily, he showed you how to slick your fingers, how to press against him gently, how to ease in slow. You were trembling, terrified of hurting him, but he only moaned, clutching the sheets, telling you how good it felt.
āDeeper.ā he gasped. āPlease. Harder.ā
You did. And when you found the spot that made him cry out, his whole body shuddered. He collapsed forward, sweating, moaning, gasping your name.
You couldnāt stop staring. The sex symbol, the confident demon, the man who kissed like fire, reduced to a panting mess under you.
And when he finally came, ruined and shaking, it wasnāt just hot. It was⦠bonding.
Afterward, he lay on his back, chest heaving, hair sticking to his forehead. He reached for you, pulling you against him, still trembling from the high.
Then, another big thing. It began like most nights did, Romance kissing you stupid, showering you in affection until you forgot to be mad at him for the dumb things he did during the day. He had you tucked against his chest, his hands everywhere, his lips brushing your temple as he murmured sweet nothings.
But this time, his voice was lower. Hungrier.
āBabyā¦ā He kissed your jaw, slow. āI want more tonight.ā
You tilted your head, smiling softly. āMore?ā
His laugh rumbled through your chest. āYeah. More. You know what I mean.ā He leaned back so you could see his eyes, wide and bright, his grin sheepish but wicked. āI want you to peg me.ā
The words made your stomach flip. Even after everything, the toys, the spanking, the begging, you hadnāt expected that.
āMe?ā you squeaked. (Lmfao take this in the comedic sense)
Romance chuckled, sliding his hand down to squeeze your hip. āYes, you. Who else would I trust with it? Come on, baby. Donāt give me that look. Youāve been a natural at everything else.ā
You swallowed hard. āBut I donāt⦠Iāve neverāā
āIāll teach you.ā he interrupted smoothly, brushing his thumb over your cheek. āLike I always do. Step by step. Youāll be perfect.ā
You hesitated, nerves twisting inside you. But then you saw the honesty in his eyes, the raw want, the vulnerability he never let anyone else see. And your own voice surprised you when you whispered āOkay.ā
Romance wasted no time. He rolled off the bed, rummaging through the toy chest at the foot of it, and came back with a strap and a bottle of lube. He laid them gently beside you.
You bit your lip. āAnd youāre sure?ā
āIāve never been more sure of anything.ā he murmured. Then, softer: āI want you to ruin me.ā
Your heart thudded.
He walked you through every step. First, the lube, how much to use, though you already knew how to finger him. You knelt between his thighs, watching his face as you pressed one finger in, then two. He gasped, moaned, gripped the sheets until his knuckles went white.
āGood girl.ā he whispered through gritted teeth. āSo good at this. Donāt stop.ā
You added a third, marveling at the way his body opened for you, at the raw, needy sounds spilling from his throat. You couldnāt believe how beautiful he looked like this, hair sticking to his forehead, lips swollen from biting them, sweat glistening on his chest.
When he finally begged, āPlease, baby, Iām ready.ā you strapped the harness on with shaking hands. Romance helped you adjust it, guiding your trembling fingers with steady ones. His voice stayed soft, coaxing. āYou look so fucking hot right now, baby. You have no idea. Youāre gonna destroy me, and I canāt wait.ā
You positioned yourself carefully, heart racing. āTell me what to do.ā
He grinned, reckless and needy all at once. āJust push. Slow. Iāll tell you when.ā
You lined yourself up and pushed in gently. His breath hitched, his whole body tense, but his eyes fluttered shut, and a groan tore from his throat.
āFuck. Yes. Just like that.ā
You froze. āAre you okay?ā
His laugh was shaky. āMore than okay. Keep going.ā
So you did. Inch by inch, you sank into him, watching his face, terrified of hurting him but unable to stop once you saw the bliss washing over him. He clutched your thighs, nails digging in, moaning so loudly you flushed.
āBaby,ā he gasped. āyou feelāfuckāyou feel so good.ā
Once you were fully inside, you stayed still, waiting. His chest rose and fell fast, sweat dripping down his temple. And then he opened his eyes, pupils blown wide, and whispered, āMove.ā
You did. Tentative thrusts at first, shallow and slow, until you found a rhythm.
Romance screamed.
Head thrown back, mouth open, moans echoing off the walls, he was louder than youād ever heard him. Each thrust had him trembling, begging, praising you between curses.
Watching him come undone beneath you, watching him grip the sheets like his life depended on it, knowing you were the one making him feel like this, it lit a fire in your chest. You moved harder, faster. He arched into you, body shaking, his voice breaking as he begged for more.
When you leaned down and kissed him, he whined against your mouth, clutching your face. āI love you.ā he gasped. āFuck, I love you, donāt stop, pleaseāā
And when he came, it was violent, his whole body convulsing, his moan tearing through the air. He collapsed under you, ruined, trembling, sweat-soaked and breathless.
You pulled out carefully, unstrapping the harness with shaky fingers. āAre youāā
Before you could finish, Romance pulled you against his chest, kissing your hair, still panting. āPerfect.ā he whispered hoarsely. āYouāre perfect. That was everything.ā
You were still you. Still soft, still shy, still the girl who blushed at dirty words and giggled at bad jokes. That sweetness never changed. The only difference was that your boyfriend was showing you a whole new world, one step at a time. He taught you safe words, taught you where the line was, taught you how to take care of him after. Because for all his filth, Romance was still Romance, he wanted you to enjoy this, not be scared. He wanted you to feel powerful, not pressured.
fucking your best friend mammon for the first time <3 a spur of the moment thing, one too many drinks has both of you spilling your hearts out and a hand on your thigh that led to this. the guilt of it all.. he knows he canāt ever have you completely, so he deserves to indulge himself just this once, right? heād be so confused too, about whether he should think about tomorrow or lose himself in you. he doesnāt really get to pick though, not when your sweet cunt pulls him in like that.
āffffuck, such a perfect fuckinā pussy. squeezinā so damn tight, knew sheād be like t-this- oh-ā
each calculated thrust has the both of you whimpering n moaning into each others ear. theres a steady plap, plap, plap of his hips slapping against yours, and one hand slides between your bodies to rub your clit. it has you gripping him tight, your eyes shutting close at the overwhelming pleasure.
ānuh uh, look at me, baby. lemme see those pretty eyes.ā heād say, hand firmly grasping your chin and pulling it to face him.
your eyes flutter open, pupils blown black, and he coos at how fucked out you look already, āthere she is. my sweet human. aināt ever been fucked like this before, have ya?ā
you instantly shake your head in response, but he didn't even really need your confirmation. being his best friend, he knows practically everything about you, including your sex life. when he found out your past partners didnāt treat you well, or that you didnāt have any at all⦠well, he made it his personal mission to show you himself.
his thrusts slow down and you whine, ās okay, sweets⦠your mams is gonna show you, yeah? gonna take care of ya the way you deserve. you just gotta do one thing for me.ā
āw-what is it?ā
ātell me ya love me.ā
you go silent, staring into his deep, blue eyes with doubt and uncertainty.
āyou say it all the time, donāt ya? even beg me to say it back too. as friends, or whatever the fuck. so whatās the difference now? cmon, make me happy, treasure.ā
after a long pause, you mumble, āā¦love you.ā
his movements halt completely. āhm? couldnāt hear ya. try again.ā
āi⦠i love you, okay? fuck, dont piss me off mammon please-ā you whine, your own hips impatiently bucking up into his, desperate for friction.
ānope. say it like you mean it.ā
āi love you, mammon. l-love you so much, please, just.. want you so bad right now.ā you croak out, practically in tears.
he smiles fondly, āattagirl. was that so hard?ā
he picks up his pace again, his cock driving into your cute little pussy, obscene sounds filling the room. his whole being covers your field of vision, and you couldnāt look away even if you tried.
āyer gonna make me cum already, treasure⦠you want it inside? yeah? want me to fill ya up?ā
you can only respond in incoherent babbles and mumbles, shaking your head eagerly. he groans loud as your legs wrap around his waist to keep him in place. neither of you can think straight, too drunk on each others feel to even care anymore. the hand on your clit never slows, flicking back and forth in a way that has your back arching.
āfuckfuckfuck, gonna cum, treasure. gonna fill up this pussy just the way you want, baby. ās all for you, ohh, fuck⦠s-shit-ā
he groans, panting heavy as you feel his warm cum spill into you, coating your insides. your own release hits you like a freight train, which he holds you through till you stop shaking.
if you think heās gonna let you get away now, treasure, youre dead wrong.
Guys, please help me find an Eris x Reader fanfic!!
I only remember a few disconnected points of the story, here goes:
Reader is Rhysand's younger sister, overprotected by everyone in her inner circle to the point that they don't allow her to do anything.
Eris meets her in the library after a meeting with Rhysand, they talk, and despite her always hearing bad things about him, she can't ignore his magnetism.
They end up planning something, I remember she asks Rhysand if he would ever allow any male to court her, he asks if anyone has ever courted her or if she is interested in anyone, she says no because she believes her brother is not being honest when he says he wouldn't have a problem.
The Helion Ball, where she plans to go to meet Eris and put their plan into action.
Anyway, it's been a while since I read it and I can't find it anywhere, if anyone can help me, I would be very grateful.
my husband suddenly became love"sick"?! ft. phainon
basically regressor au bc he lowkey fumbled in the past lifetime (and you died) so he pulled the uno reverse card and highkey turned back the time (pt3)
Your family sets you up with potential husbandsā¦.. rich, influential JJK men⦠for a business marriage. You try to scare them off by acting weird but it backfires⦠and now you have 4 men obsessed with you.
Pairings: Yandere JJK men x Reader
Ft. Gojo, Sukuna, Toji, Nanami
TW : MDNI, some 18+ jokes, fanfic
part 1 - Part 2 - part 3
In Which You Learn That Rich Men Are Like Glitter (Impossible To Get Rid Of Once Theyāre On You)
āYouāre fucked.ā
Shokoās voice⦠through your phone speaker had that particular tone of someone delivering bad news while also finding it hilarious, like a doctor telling you that you have a weird rash but also itās shaped like a dinosaur.
āIām aware,ā you said, lying on your floorā¦. your cat was sitting on your chest. āThatās why Iām calling you atā¦ā you checked your phone āā¦. fuck, is it really 3 AM?ā
āWhat the fuck is wrong with these men?" You stared at your ceiling, which had a water stain that looked like either Jesus or a mushroom. Youād been meaning to get that fixed since you moved in. That was two years ago.
Silence.
Then Shoko started cackling like sheād just witnessed someone slip on a banana peel in real life. āMaybe theyāre into weird girls?ā
āItās not FUNNY⦠ā
āItās SO funny,ā she wheezed.
You groaned. Your cat adjusted herself, digging her claws into your chest.
āOkay but hereās the thing,ā Shoko said, and you could hear her typing, which meant she was already stalking, which meant this was about to get worse. āI did some diggingā
āAnd?ā¦ā
āAnd babe.ā More typing. āThese guys donāt DO second dates.ā
āWhat do you meanā
āI mean⦠Sukunaās last 3 arrangements all withdrew. One of em moved to Swedenā More clicking āGojo fucks his first dates and then ghosts them. Dick and dipā
āSHOKO!!ā
āOh and Tojiās dates end up becoming his sugar mommies.ā
You sat up, dislodging your cat, who gave you a look of pure betrayal before walking off to knock something off your counter.
āSo what youāre saying isā¦..ā
āWhat Iām saying is you somehow did the impossible.ā She sounds gleeful. āHow does that feel?ā
āLike I need to fake my own death and join the Swedish meatball girlā
You spend the next hour on the phone, going through theories. Maybe you werenāt weird enough. Maybe you were too weird. Maybe theyāre all in a cult and youāre the sacrifice. Maybe this is an elaborate prank show and Ashton Kutcher is going to jump out of your closet.
āOr,ā Shoko offers, āmaybe youāre just hot and theyāre willing to overlook the crazy.ā
āI spilled water on Tojiās DICK.ā
āSome guys are into thatā¦.ā
You hung up and stared at your phone. At the four messages still sitting there. Haunting you.
Outside your window, a pigeon was trying to fuck another pigeon on your fire escape, which felt oddly appropriate for this situation.
You can do this.
You are GOING to do this.
(You can not, in fact, do this, and what happens next will haunt you for the rest of your natural life.)
Sukuna Ryomen - After the first date
Sukuna sat in his office, looking out at Tokyoās skyline, and tried to remember the last time someone had annoyed him this much without ending up in a hospital.
The audacity. The fucking AUDACITY of sitting across from him and dropping designer labels like they were supposed to impress him.
A shameless gold digger. The kind of woman he'd normally have escorted out before the appetizers arrived.
Except.
Except something was off.
He couldn't place it at first. He'd seen gold diggers before. Hell, he'd dated a few. They had a certain ease to them, a comfort in luxury that came from either experience or genuine desire.
You had neither. You looked like someone playing dress up.
"Get me everything on her," he tells Uraume the next morning.
The report landed on his desk five days later. Sukuna opens it expecting a lifestyle propped up by daddy's money.
What he finds instead makes him laugh out loud.
Forty seven pages of utterly ordinary information. No luxury purchases. No country club memberships or spa packages or any of the shit gold diggers usually had.
Groceries from 7 Eleven.
Bank account balance: Depressing
Sukuna leaned back in his chair, staring at your photo attached to the report. You were smiling in itā¦. holding a cup of what was definitely not champagne while standing in what appeared to be your kitchen.
You looked... soft.
He picks up his phone⦠a small smile on his face.
Name your terms. I'm interested.
Send (why tf did he phrase it like a challenge?)
Date 2 Sukuna Ryomen
Location : Shopping district
Threat level : High (probable yakuza connections, definitely judging you)
Sukuna picks you up in a black car. The driver opens the door for you without making eye contact, which feels ominous. Sukuna is already inside, taking up most of the backseat.
āHi!!ā you beam at him "I'm so excited for today. I've been thinking about it all week.ā
āHave youā He looks amused. That's... new.
Your soul leaves your body for a second, then reluctantly returns when you realize heās still watching.
āOf course.ā you laugh āI love shoppingā
Twenty minutes later, you're standing in a store that doesn't have prices on anything. Which means you donāt know what to buy because you have no idea what anything costs.
A sales associate instantly recognises Sukuna "Mr Ryomen. A pleasure. How can we assist you today?"
"The lady wants to shop." His eyes slide to you. "Give her whatever she wants."
This is a trap. This is DEFINITELY a trap.
You approach the nearest display⦠a rack of coats and pull one off with zero delicacy.
"Ooh, this is cute!!!!" You hold it up, checking the label. Your eyes don't recognise the brand name at all. It's something German, maybe? Or Italian? Fuck. "Is this..." You squint. "Valentino?"
The sales associate's eye twitches. "That's Brunello Cucinelli, ma'am."
"Right, right. Bruno something." You wave your hand dismissively. "Same thing."
Behind you, Sukuna makes a sound. It might be a cough. It might be a suppressed laugh.
"This oneā¦.ā
"That's a child's backpack."
You stare at the tiny pink monstrosity in your hands. It does, in fact, have a cartoon character on it.
"I knew that," you say weakly. ( Error 404 : Brain not found )
The corner of his mouth twitches. Is that a smile? Is he making fun of you? You can't tell and it's driving you insane.
"Perhaps," he says, stepping closer, "I should help you."
What follows is the most humiliating hour of your life.
Sukuna guides you through the store like a disappointed tour guide at a museum for idiots. He corrects your pronunciation of Louis Vuittonā¦. twice.
"You don't shop here often," he observes, handing you a dress"Try this."
"I⦠what?"
"Try it on." He gestures toward the fitting rooms. "I want to see how it looks."
You stumble toward the changing room⦠(THEREāS A CHANDELIER IN THE CHANGING ROOM) ⦠clutching the dress. The fabric is soft⦠softer than anything you've ever owned⦠and when you put it on, you barely recognize yourself in the mirror.
You look... expensive. Like someone who actually belongs in a place like this.
"Well?" Sukuna's voice comes from outside the curtain. "Are you hiding?"
"No." Yes. "I'm just... adjusting."
"Come out."
You step out, feeling exposed in a way that has nothing to do with the amount of skin showing.
His eyes move slowly⦠face, shoulders, waist, back up. The way he looks at you makes every inch of skin feel suddenly, stupidly alive.
"Better," he says finally. "We'll take it."
"We'll⦠what? No, it's too much, I couldn'tā¦. "
"I thought you wanted expensive things." He raises an eyebrow
Shit. Shit
"I do" you say, too bright. "This is great. Let's buy all of it.ā
You gesture wildly at the nearest rack. Sukuna follows your hand to a display of men's accessories.
"You want me to buy you cufflinks?"
Your stomach drops into your fucking shoes āI⦠no. Those. Over there. The... things."
"The hats?"
"Yes!!! Hats. I love hats!"
You don't wear hats. You've never worn hats. The last time you tried to wear a hat, Shoko laughed so hard she choked on her drink.
But Sukuna is still watching you with that expression⦠amused, knowing, waiting (smug asshole)⦠and you can't back down now.
"Pick one," he says. "Whichever you want."
He pays for it, along with the dress you didn't ask for, and several other items you don't remember selecting.
After your date, you know three things.
One: couture is terrifying.
Two: rich people are stupid.
Three: Sukuna knows
Nanami Kento - After the first date
Nanami Kento was having a problem.
The problem was not work related, though his colleagues would probably disagree given that heād missed two meetings and had to redo a contract because heād been too distracted to catch a critical error.
The problem was not health related, though his doctor would probably be concerned about his blood pressure given how many cold showers heād taken this week.
The problem was that he could not stop thinking about you. About your mouth on that wine glass. About the sound you had made and how he had to grip his fork so hard heād nearly bent it.
About what you would look like on your kneesā¦.
He was in the middle of a client call when his mind wandered to what you would sound like if heā¦
āNanami san? Are you still there?ā
āYes. Apologies. Please continue.ā
This was unacceptable. Heād built his entire career on discipline and self control. He didnāt get distracted. He didnāt let his personal life interfere with his work. And he certainly didnāt spend five days straight having increasingly inappropriate thoughts about a woman heād met once.
But here he was. Day five. Still thinking about you.
He tried to rationalize it. Tried to tell himself this was just physical attraction. That he needed to see you again to confirm there was no actual compatibility. That a second date would cure him of whatever this was.
(This was a lie. He knew it was a lie.)
On day seven, he broke.
I would like to continue our discussion. Are you free Thursday evening at 7:00 PM?
He hit send. What the fuck was happening to him?
Date 2 Nanami Kento
LOCATION: French Restaurant, Different This Time
THREAT LEVEL: Low (too polite to murder you, probably)
You arrive five minutes early.
Nanami is already there. Of course. The man probably arrived at the restaurant's founding and has been waiting ever since. His suit is different from last timeā¦. but somehow just as pristine. Just as distracting.
Stop noticing his suits, you tell yourself. You're supposed to be making him uncomfortable, not yourself
"Mr. Nanami." You slide into your seat with what you hope is a seductive smile.
"Please." He stands as you sitā¦. gentleman, goddamn himā¦. before settling back down. "Nanami is fine."
"Nanami." You lean forward⦠smelling his cologne. Itās a nice cologne. Stop smelling him "I have to admit⦠I was surprised you wanted to meet again. You don't seem like the type to call women for second dates."
"I'm not."
"So what's different about me?"
There's an intensity to his gaze that wasn't there before⦠or maybe it was, and you just didn't notice. "I haven't determined that yet."
Okay. That's either flattering or terrifying.
You push forward with your strategy and order the messiest thing on the menu⦠pasta with red sauce, specifically chosen because there's no elegant way to eat it. You twirl your fork, let sauce drip onto your chin.
"Sorry," you say, dabbing at your mouth with a napkin. "I'm such a messy eater. But it's so good. Don't you think food just tastes better when you're not worried about being neat?"
"I... wouldn't know."
"You should try it sometime." You tilt your head. "Don't you ever just want to... let go?"
His eyes turn dark and hungry in an instant, sending your belly into free fall.
Oh
"I assure you," he says, voice low, "I am perfectly capable of letting go. When the situation calls for it."
Your heart rate spikes. āI need the bathroomā¦.. ā
You practically RUN.
When you come back, heās still there, perfectly composed, looking at you like youāre dessert and heās planning how to eat you.
āShall we order dessert?ā he asks
āIām goodā¦..ā
āPity. I was hoping to watch you enjoy something sweet.ā
Abort. Abort mission. This is not going according to plan.
Toji Fushiguro - After the first date
Toji wasnāt a stalker. He wouldd like to make that clear.
He followed you out on instinct, hands in pockets, expression bored, telling himself he was just making sure you got into a car and didnāt kill yourself crossing traffic.
You were different from the other rich bitches his family throws at him.
He had seen women play dumb before. Usually it's an act⦠a way to seem unthreatening, to make men feel smarter, to manipulate without being obvious.
This one couldnāt even walk straight⦠in heels you clearly couldn't handle, andā¦.
You tripped.
Right there on the sidewalk. Over literally nothing. Your bag went flying, contents scattering across concrete.
"Fuck my life," you muttered, loud enough for him to hear from ten feet away. "Fuck it right in its stupid face."
Toji snorted.
He followed you all the way to your apartment building, watched you struggle with your keys for a full two minutes before getting the door open, and then stood on the street below your window like the world's most pathetic stalker.
Your light turned on. Then off. Then on again. Youād probably forgotten something in the dark.
Cute.
The word popped into his head uninvited. He immediately wanted to punch himself for thinking it.
Toji was fucking gone.
Hey, he typed on day seven. You're weird. I'm in.
His family's going to lose their shit when they find out he actually wants a second date for once.
Date 2 - Toji Fushiguro
LOCATION: Some random address in Shibuya
THREAT LEVEL: Unknown (not much details, which is concerning)
The address turns out to be an arcade.
An arcade???
You stand outside, staring at the neon lights and the sounds of digital explosions leaking through the doors, and wonder if you've been pranked.
"You came."
You spin. Toji is leaning against the wall beside the entrance, looking like he wandered in from a motorcycle gang's photo shoot. Leather jacket. Jeans. That scar on his lip curving with his smirk.
You follow him inside, immediately assaulted by flashing lights and the cacophony of a hundred games happening simultaneously.
"What are we doing here?" you ask, dodging a kid running past with a stuffed prize twice his size.
"Having fun." He looks back at you with an expression that's almost... soft? "You do know how to have fun, right?"
You tried your bimbo act. āIā¦. yes, of course I know how to have fun, I'm very fun, I'm the funnestā¦ā
"That's not a word."
āOhā
You lose spectacularly at every game you try.
"You're terrible at this," he says, leaning against the machine while you die for the fifteenth time.
You huff, pushing away from the machine. "Whateverā¦. the game is brokenā¦ā
Toji laughs, full and genuine, and something in your chest does a weird flutter thing.
No. Absolutely not. Focus.
"Let me try something," he says, and steps up to a basketball shooting game. He feeds in coins, picks up a ball, and proceeds to sink fifteen shots in a row without missing once.
Tickets pour out of the machine like a waterfall.
He hands you the tickets. "Pick a prize."
"What?"
"You've been looking at that giant cat thing since we walked in. Go get it."
He noticed that?
"I don't need you to win me prizes," you say, trying to recover your strategy "I can win my own prizesā¦..ā
He's already walking toward the prize counter, your tickets in hand. You trail after him, protests dying on your lips.
The giant cat is even fluffier up close. The employee hands it to Toji, who hands it to you
"There," he says. "Now you have something to show for today."
You clutch the ridiculous stuffed animal to your chest and feel something dangerous building in your ribcage.
Don't, you tell yourself. Don't you fkn dare.
But when he drives you home on his motorcycle (motorcycle???)⦠you clutching the cat with one arm and his waist with the otherā¦.you can't help thinking that this was the most fun you've had in months.
Gojo Satoru - After the first date
Gojo knows you're lying before you even sit down.
It's the eyes. The too bright smile. The way your voice goes slightly higher when you're saying something you don't mean.
He's spent his entire adult life surrounded by liars. Business partners who smile while plotting. Models who swear they're "not like other girls" while being exactly like every other girl. Family members who claim to love him while treating him like a prize show pony.
He's learned to spot deception⦠instantly, instinctively, with a vague sense of disgust.
You're not as good at it as you think.
The church talk? He almost laughed. Your lockscreen mightāve had a church on it, but your nails had remnants of black polish, and there was a tiny tattoo peeking out from your collarbone that you had tried to cover with concealer.
The purity workshop thing? Just to avoid temptation.
Oh, sweetheart.
You wanted him to be temptedā¦. he thoughtā¦. That was the whole point, right? You had dressed like a nun specifically to make him think about undressing you.
Reverse psychology. Classic move. Bold as hell, thoughā¦. he'll give you that.
Most women try to impress him. They wear tight dresses and push up bras, laugh at his jokes, agree with everything he says.
You showed up looking like you were about to lead a prayer circle and told him he needed Jesus.
Gojo is delighted.
He pulls out his laptop, cracks his knuckles, and gets to work.
Social media: Private Instagramā¦. which yes, he has access toā¦. with party photos going back to college. Twitter that was mostly complaints about your job and retweets of cat videos.
Dating history: College boyfriend for two years, ended badly. Three short term relationships after that, all ending with you ghosting them when you got bored.
Employment: Work in management, hates your boss, online shops during meetings.
āMiss Virgin Mary,ā he grins, scrolling through a photo of you doing a keg stand in 2019. āYou absolute fraudā
Round two, sweetheart? My place, Friday. Don't worry, I'll be on my best behavior. He hits send
He can practically hear you screaming when you read it.
Perfect.
Date 2 - Gojo Satoru
LOCATION: His Place (concerning)
THREAT LEVEL: Maximum (the man is a predator)
Strategy: Bring actual chaperone.
You arrive with Shoko in tow. She's agreed to play the part of your "church friend" aka chaperone⦠for the evening, which basically means she's going to sit in the corner, drink his expensive alcohol, and watch you make a fool of yourself.
"You brought a chaperone," Gojo says when he opens the door. He doesn't look surprised. He looks delighted.
"I told you I would." You fold your hands primly. "This is my friend Shoko. She's from my congregation."
Shoko waves. "Praise Jesus."
Gojo's eyes sparkle. "Please, come in."
His apartment is obscene. Floor to ceiling windows with a city view.
Furniture that costs more than your entire existence. A kitchen that's clearly never been used for actual cooking.
You sit on the couch⦠knees pressed together, hands in your lap, the picture of modesty.
āSo," Gojo says, settling across from you. "How's God?"
"Huh? Oh⦠He's... good. Great, actually. Very blessed."
"Mmm." He leans forward. "And what does God think about us? Did he give you any revelations this week?"
"Actually, yes." You clasp your hands together. "I've been praying a lot, and I really feel like the Lord is telling me to take things slow. Very slow. Probably years of courtship before any... physical contact."
"Years?" he asks
"At least."
"How many years?"
"Um." You hadn't thought this far ahead. "Seven?"
Shoko chokes on her wine.
Gojo's smile doesn't waver. "Seven years. Of no physical contact."
"Exactly."
"No kissing?"
"No." You smile brightly
"No hand holding?" he pouts
"Probably not."
"What about eye contact?" Those blue eyes fix on yours
"Iā¦. what?"
"Eye contact can be very intimate." He's leaning closer now, voice dropping. "Some people find it even more intimate than touching."
You swallow. "I suppose... brief eye contact would be acceptable."
"How brief?"
"A...a few seconds?" you stutter
"Three seconds?" he asks
"Sure?"
"Like this?" And then he just... looks at you.
Three seconds stretch into five. Five into ten. His eyes are impossibly blue, impossibly bright, impossibly knowing. You feel stripped bare. Exposed. Like he can see right through your modest dress and your fake cross necklace and your bullshit act straight to the core of you.
Your face burns.
"Stop that," you manage.
"Stop what?" His smile is innocent. His eyes are anything butā¦.. "I thought eye contact was acceptable."
"Not like that."
He laughs, low and warm, and you feel it in places you definitely shouldn't.
The rest of the evening is a torture. He finds ways to make everything sound suggestive. Offers you water and comments on how good you are at swallowing.
By the time you leave, Shoko is crying with suppressed laughter and you're seriously considering actual prayer for the first time in your life.
"This was fun," Gojo says at the door. "We should do it again."
"I don't thinkā¦. "
He cuts you off "Without the chaperone next time."
"There won't be a next time."
"Mmm." His hand reaches out, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. The touch is feather light. Devastating. "We'll see."
Fuck Fuck Fuck
AFTERMATH - The great ghosting
You decide to disappear.
No texts. No calls. No responses. Complete radio silence. Maybe if you ignore the problem hard enough, it'll go away on its own.
(This has never worked for any problem in the history of problems, but hope springs eternal.)
Day 1: Peace.
Day 2: Your mother called 47 times.
Day 3: Your father sent an email in all caps.
Day 4: Silence.
Day 5: Maybe they gave upā¦.
DAY 6:
A cheese platter arrived at your office.
Expensive cheese in a wooden box with a card: āSince you can clearly tell the difference. - Sukunaā
Your coworkers descend on it like vultures. You barely get a piece.
When you get home: you can't open your front door. Because there's a bouquet blocking it.
Not a bouquet. A monument. Red rosesā¦. hundreds of themā¦. piled so high you can't see over the top. It takes thirty minutes to drag the whole thing inside.
Card: āRed suits you better. - Gojoā
Three missed calls from Nanami.
Shoko sends you a screenshot of Toji lingering outside your building. āShould I be concerned?" She texts
Day 7
"There's four guys at reception," your coworker, Mei says, poking her head into your office. "They're asking for you.ā
Your blood leaves your body āFour?ā
"They're kind of... arguing? With each other? Security is considering calling the police."
You walk to reception like you're walking to your own execution. And there they are.
Gojo, arms crossed, glaring at Sukuna. "What the fuck are you doing here?"
Sukuna, looking murderous. "I could ask you the same thing. How do you know [name]?"
Toji, leaning against the wall. "Keep her name out of your mouth."
Nanami, trying to be the voice of reason. "Perhaps we should discuss this calmlyā¦.ā
"Fuck calm," Sukuna snaps.
Mei appears at your elbow. "Are those guys here for you?"
"Please kill me."
"Do you owe them money?"
"I wish." you whisper
You take a breath. Then another. Then you walk into the chaos.
"Excuse me," you say.
They don't hear you. "Excuse me."
Still nothing.
"HEY!!!ā you shout
Four heads turn. Four pairs of eyes land on you. Four expressions shift from hostile to... something else entirely.
Nanami opens his mouth, probably to say something reasonable, but you cut him off.
"Do you allā¦. know each other?" you ask weakly.
Silence.
āUnfortunately." Toji mutters
Gojo just grins. "Small world, isn't it, sweetheart?"
Your coworkers are watching this like it's the season finale of Love Island.
You are so fucked.
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Youāve become such a spoiled little kitten, swiping his black card without a second thought in every high-end boutique you step into. Designer bags, glittering jewelry, ridiculously overpriced heelsāanything that catches your eye ends up in your arms. Every few minutes you glance back at him, waiting for that āenough, sweetie,ā but it never comes. Instead, he just stands there, tall and imposing in his tailored coat, that signature smug smirk playing at the corner of his lips. Crimson eyes gleam with quiet amusement, encouraging you to keep going, like heās testing just how far his pretty girl will push it.
You wink at him playfully before turning back to the rack, fingers already reaching for the sheerest, most expensive Victoriaās Secret lingerie setsātiny scraps of lace that barely qualify as clothing. His low chuckle follows you through the store, warm and approving.
Back at his penthouse, the favor gets returned in full.
The delicate lingerie lies discarded on the floor like expensive confetti. Youāre folded in half on his massive bed like a cheap fucktoy, knees smashed to your tits, ankles locked behind his neck as he rails you mercilessly. His massive, veiny cock slams balls-deep into your sloppy cunt with every brutal thrust, the fat leaking tip battering your cervix like heās trying to knock you up. You stare down with a completely fucked-stupid expression, mouth hanging open, eyes crossed as you watch the obscene bulge punching up in your belly every single time he bottoms outāhis thick dick stretching your gummy walls wide open, dragging along every sensitive ridge inside you with wet, filthy squelching sounds.
āOh fuck, sweetie,ā Sylus chuckles low and nasty, sweat dripping down his chest as he snaps his hips forward viciously, grinding his heavy balls against your soaked ass. āYou like that, huh? Feeling Daddyās fat cock rearranging your insides? That greedy little pussy is creaming so fucking much for me.ā
You moan like a whore, loud and broken, head thrown back, tongue lolling out shamelessly as thick strings of drool spill down your chin. Your brain is completely melted, pussy clenching and gushing around his pistoning cock, juices squirting messily every time he punches against your cervix.
āSo pretty and dumb on my cock,ā he growls, one big hand pressing down hard on the bulging outline in your stomach so you can feel exactly how deep heās splitting you open. āJust a spoiled little cumdump kitten. All that shopping and now youāre getting your cunt fucked raw and stupid. Look at youātongue out, eyes rolling, leaking all over Daddyās sheets like a nasty bitch in heat.ā
A/N : omw to marry my third husband.
@ CHERRYSCRIPT 2026ā don't copy translate feed my work to ai.
no matter how many times Sylus has persuaded, even begged, you to use his money, you've always given him the excuse that you can pay for it yourself.
it drives him up the wall each time he slips his black card into your wallet, praying that he'll finally see a charge on his account, only for him to notice his card placed on his desk. mocking him and his very existence. he was on the verge of breaking.
Sylus finally snapped when you came back carrying bags from an impromptu shopping trip, no alert of a purchase with his black card. he loops his arms around you, giving you no chance to escape as he drags you to his office to rectify this.
He sits underneath you, one arm is wrapped around your waist while the other is knuckles deep inside you, two fingers leisurely pumping in and out while you use his laptop to shakily navigate the clothing website, thumb circling your clit. your legs are spread out over his thighs, giving Sylus easy access to your fluttering hole
"don't you want to buy that sweetie? it would look gorgeous on you" he can feel the hesitation just from the way you tense up. still hesitating to use his money when all Sylus wants to do is worship you with his mind, body, and money.
his fingers start to slow down, making you squirm in his grasp to feel some stimulation again. Sylus notices, pressing his arm tighter into your body, keeping you locked in place.
āFine, f-fine, Iāll buy it Sylus. Just -fuck- just keep doing thatā you pant.
He kisses the side of your head, his fingers thrusting into you faster. āThatās what Iād like to hear sweetieā
The way Sylus hit your sweet spot made your vision bleary, barely able to move your trembling fingers on the trackpad. He notices this, he always does, his deep chuckles next to your ear sent a shiver through your body.
āCāmon sweetie, just use my card to pay and Iāll let you cumā he whispers into your ear. He inserts a third finger as he says this, a whimper erupting from your throat at the stretch.
Your hands shake as you type in his card information into the screen, his thumb flicking your clit harder the closer you get to completing the purchase. A stream of Sylus please, faster escapes your mouth.
The second you hit complete purchase, you orgasm, pussy squeezing Sylusās still thrusting fingers as your eyes roll back. His lips land on your neck, pressing soft kisses as he helps you ride out your orgasm. His fingers turn into lazy strokes after a few seconds.
It takes you a minute to catch your breath, the sound echoing through the room until you feel Sylusās fingers start to move again. Your head moves to look at him, confusion obvious.
āSweetie, you just bought a new outfit. Surely you need to buy new jewelry to go with it, right?ā His eyes gleamed with amusement as he tilted your head back to the laptop screen.
You were in for a long night.
an: university's been kicking my butt so i haven't been as active but AHHHHHH ty guys for 100 followers!! :3