Built Different (Built Wrong)

i know we talk about crowdsing no children all the time and it is fantastic and I do love it but ever since I heard the woke up new 06-15-2014 bottom of the hill crowdsing I've wanted nothing so bad as that. it's a song about being profoundly lost and lonely in such a specific way that you can't imagine what tomorrow looks like and you feel like nobody else could ever understand it. and the crowd sang it together. so many people all together alone but mostly just together no one voice distinct in collective anon, this piercing individual loneliness cried out by so many; and I sang, oh, what do I do, what do I do, what do I do? what do I do without you?

dude i think i might be The Other

being nonbinary is sick as fuck but sometimes there is also the isolation

does anyone want to play drugs and alcohol with me

i need (abruptly stops talking & stares at some random fixed point with a vacant expression)

i bet it feels good as fuck to intend to do something and then actually do it

[GIF Description: A picture of Jon Wurster, wearing sunglasses, a pink jacket, and black pants. He is sitting on a purple half-wall, in front of a parking lot and building of the same color as the wall. Over the image is slightly transparent butterflies and sparkles, and pink sparkly text reading "Sparkle on! Its Wednesday! Don't forget to be yourself!" The sparkles within the text move.]

[ID: a photo of john darnielle with his arms crossed. there is a slight pink filter applied, with sparkles edited over him. curly pink text in a top-text bottom-text format reads ‘sparkle on! it’s wednesday! don’t forget to be yourself!’. end ID.]