Moon

A/N :: i cant even put into words how much i HATE the first part, but pls dont let it scare you away because the rest is good💔 this is a very old draft haha thought id post something while im working on my longer fics (SURPRISE SURPRISE!!!)

Jake has always been a jealous type since you’ve known him. Ever since you and him got together three years ago, he got envious of the tiniest things. Even seeing you ask for directions in an amusement park from another male made his blood boil with anger. 

You told him it was kind of upsetting you, and he has tried to control it ever since. But it's just so hard, when in his eyes you are the most beautiful and precious thing ever. 

So, instead of trying to control it, he buried the thoughts deep down in his mind. He just hid it that he felt jealous every time you had to go out, possibly meeting someone you know and seeing you smile while talking to someone else.

“She told you she's with her friends” Sunghoon’s voice rasps through the phone’s speaker.

Jake walks around in the living room, almost nervously as he bites down his nails. It is a Thursday night, and you are out with your friends working on a uni project. 

He wanted to trust you and not act childish, so he let you go without saying anything, not even a sneaky comment about how you could’ve just invited your friends over to do the project in your shared apartment.

But here he is, on the phone with his best friend who tries to reassure him as much as he can. Sunghoon finds it funny how Jake gets upset at the smallest things ever. It surprises him a little bit, because before he got with you, he was never like this. 

“What if one of her friends wants to get with her?” He questions, earning a sigh from the other side of the phone. 

“Man, you are seriously something else since you guys are together” Sunghoon says, having the audacity to laugh. 

Jake stops circling around in the living room and looks out of the window, biting his lower lip down. “Are you saying that if you had a girlfriend you wouldn't be—”

“Straight up possessive?” Sunghoon interrupts “No”

“I'm not possessive” Jake projects, clenching his teeth together tightly. “I'm just worried”

Another sigh from the other side of the phone, and Jake is seriously beginning to debate if he should just simply put the phone down and, maybe, maybe… go after you. He knows where you meet your friends all the time, it's always the same bar on the corner of the street.

“Alright” Sunghoon says after a few moments of silence. Jake thinks this is finally the time when he says ‘don’t be a loser’ or something like that, and puts the phone down. “I'm coming over” 

Jake’s eyes widens suddenly hearing the words from his friend, and he opens his mouth to say something back, to deny it, but he already hears the small ‘beep’ that indicates the end of the phone call. 

-

Jake lays on his couch, not feeling like moving a singular muscle when he hears a key in the door. He glances over at it, just to see Sunghoon stepping in. He doesn't even know since when Sunghoon has a key to your apartment, but he doesn't really care at this point. This man has invalidated his private space a long time ago, and he doesn't bother to leave any time soon.

Sunghoon laughs when he sees his best friend laying on the couch unbothered, having his eyes on the tv but not really watching it.

“Jeez, you look faded, man,” Sunghoon comments, putting his leather jacket on one of the kitchen’s chairs.

“I'm not faded” Jake mumbles back, sitting up weakly.

Sunghoon hops down next to him on the couch, slightly pushing his arm to move away. “You are overreacting” he states.

“Thanks, that's really reassuring!”

Sunghoon runs a hand through his dark locks, putting both of his legs on the couch “I’m serious. Have you ever looked in the mirror? Why would she want anyone else when you— nevermind” he trails off mid sentence, turning his head away to look at the glowing tv screen, the light hitting his face making his soft features stand out more.

Jake frowns his brows in slight confusion. Why did Sunghoon get shy all of a sudden? He looks stressed, which isn't an usual thing to see on his face. Not when he was about to compliment his best friend; it was a casual compliment and nothing else.

“What?” Jake lets out a small chuckle, gaze staying on his best friend “when I what?”

“You look good, Jake. You don't have to worry about her cheating on you” Sunghoon barks finally, eyes still avoiding Jake at all cost. He wanted to say handsome, he wanted to say more, but he decided it was for the better to keep his mouth shut. Jake doesn't have to hear all his thoughts about him.

Jake chuckles again, but this time it's different. It sounds like he's satisfied with the compliment. “Thanks” he smiles to himself. “But that doesn't really help. My mind just can't stop” 

Sunghoon ducks his head back and looks at the ceiling, he’s starting to get fed up by hearing the same thing over and over again all the time. Then, just as if a light bulb lit up in his mind, he straightens his back “I have an idea”

Jake looks up at him, cocking a brow curiously. “What is it?”

“I can prove to you that she only wants you. I can test her”

Jake grimaces “You want to flirt with my girlfriend?”

Sunghoon runs his hand down on his face, gesturing with his hands while he explains. Sure, if you word it like Jake, the idea doesn't sound so good… “No, no. I mean, kinda, but she won't fall for it. Trust me. I can flirt with her and everything, and I will tell you everything she tells me. So you will know everything about our interactions.”

Jake curls up in a ball at the end of the sofa, pulling his knees up to his chest and biting down his nails as he thinks through the idea. It seemed very bad at first, but now that he thinks about it maybe it isn't that bad. Sunghoon flirts with you, just like a stranger would. But he can tell him about all of your interactions, how you react to each of his words. Yes, you know that Sunghoon is Jake’s best friend, but it isn't a problem since you guys never actually talked that much, just rushed greetings and goodbyes. 

This is all what Jake wants. This is all he has been wanting ever since you two got together. Ever since he kissed you for the first time, ever since he tasted you for the first time. Knowing how you react when you talk with someone else and he's not there.

“So, what do you think?” Sunghoon asks, snapping Jake out of his cloudy thoughts.

“And what if she does cheat on me?” Jake assumes. 

“She won—”

“No, I’m serious. I'm not overreacting, or whatever. What if she really does?” His tone is serious, meaning every word he says.

Sunghoon bites down his lip, seriously thinking. “Well, then we fuck” he shrugs.

“What the fuck? And what do I gain from that?” Jake exclaims, throwing a pillow at the dark-haired boy. 

“I don't know, man. You can— like— watch?” He says the last part of the sentence like it's the most forbidden thing to say, like it's a slur, quietly. But he still says it, and Jake heard it very well.

“Watch? Are you serious?” He asks, knitting his brows together “You want me to watch how you fuck my girlfriend?” he lets out a nervous giggle, ignoring the shivers that run down his spine at the idea.

Sunghoon throws the pillow back, and Jake catches it smoothly. “Okay, look, I know it sounds bad— like— very bad.” he starts, and licks his lips. Jake looks at him with brows knitted together, eyes as big as ever. Sunghoon looks away from his heavy gaze for a moment. “But, if you think about it… You have to work on your skills. You have to control yourself, to not get jealous.”

“Come on, my jealousy is not that bad”

“You called me to talk about how much it irritates you that your girlfriend went out with her friends to do a project for school” Sunghoon says, in a tone that makes Jake look childish and dumb.  

“Well, yes—”

“The call lasted for two hours. You said it yourself. Your mind can't stop making up shit”

Jake bites down his lip until it bleeds, looking Sunghoon up and down for a flash of moment, trying to take in what he's saying exactly. It's not that bad. You would never actually cheat on him, right? You wouldn't fall for his best friend. 

“Okay”

“What? Really?” Sunghoon asks, surprised at the sudden mind changing. He would never have thought that Jake would let him even try to flirt with you, but letting him fuck you was the bigger thing that made his heart skip a beat. If things go well, obviously. The fact that he would watch it is just cherry on top.

“Yes” Jake lets out a huff and stands up, walking to the kitchen to drink a glass of water. After this conversation he will need something way stronger than water tonight.

Sunghoon follows him, still being flabbergasted by Jake's words. “I can't believe you actually said yes”

Jake turns away from the sink, facing the overly happy Sunghoon “Go home before I change my mind” 

-

A few days, maybe two weeks have passed since the agreement with Sunghoon, and Jake would lie if he would say he was able to stop thinking about it. When you got home, he welcomed you with kisses and hugs, and you could practically not scrape him off of you until you went to sleep. 

He even milked information out of you, making you tell him every single detail about your night. Honestly, it wasn't big of a deal. Meeting your friends for project work never was. You tried to tell Jake about the details of the biological research you guys did, but he didn't care about that. Obviously. 

All the things Sunghoon said kept him up at night. What the bigger trouble was is that he didn't only imagine him flirting with you and felt jealous. That wasn't the case at all. The thing is that he didn't feel even a grain of jealousy as he imagined you with him. 

His mind kept going back to Sunghoon sitting on the couch in a black sleeveless top and black sweatpants, practically begging him to let him flirt with you. He couldn't help, but he had to admit that he found it a little bit hot. Imagining that Sunghoon, his best friend, getting intimate with you, his girlfriend, was even hotter. 

He'd been thinking about Sunghoon so much in the past few days that he had to realize that he found his best friend attractive. Was he okay with that? Jake didn't know. Because even though he found Sunghoon visually appealing, and the thought of him pounding into you made him hard, he still had you. His girlfriend. 

The girlfriend he protected at all cost, the girlfriend he jerked off to on the nights you were out with your friends, working on whatever biology project you had. The girlfriend he loved and admired with his full heart. 

Besides, who said he can’t find two people attractive at the same time? He isn't in love with Sunghoon, his best friend since high school. He is still in love with you. 

And jerking off to two people in the shower while you were away was even more exciting. It felt a little forbidden, dangerous. 

It was always the same scenario that had popped up in his mind; Sunghoon fucking deep into you while your moans are echoing in the room. He sits on a chair, watching and touching himself.

This fantasy in his mind made him come so hard he didn't even know he was able to be all alone, without you. So he let himself keep going. And he didn't tell you, he was way too worried that you would break up with him. 

The small plus that Sunghoon planted the idea into his mind in the first place made it at least three times better, because he kept remembering that this was an agreement at the end of the day. It might happen in real life too.

You were surprised when Jake let you go for the night easily, even though you never mentioned you are working on the project with your friends or anything like that. You had no idea about the fact that when you were not home, he was playing with himself while thinking of you and his best friend. Sometimes together, sometimes not.

The truth is that you started to feel like the atmosphere was suffocating. Sure, in the past week you were working on the school project with Sunoo and Jungwon (your friends), but school made you so depressed at the same time. 

Coming home after a long day on campus and having your boyfriend kissing every inch of skin on your body was good, sometimes. However there were times when all you wanted to do is sleep without feeling any worry of school or anything. You felt like you were missing out on that. 

“Really?” Sunoo’s voice drops, looking at you like you just told him that you are pregnant.

“I'm serious. Not even a ‘the project again?’, he just said yes” you shrug as you explain, pulling your glass of cocktail closer to take a sip from the straw.

Jungwon chuckles “That's not your boyfriend, y/n. Somebody stole him and cloned him, I’m telling you”

The conversation by the bar counter is interrupted by the overly hot bartender who has been looking at you all night, practically eye fucking but who cares about the details. He steps closer when he sees Sunoo's glass being empty and gives you a soft smile. “Another one of those?” he asks, and Sunoo nods.

You watch as he works on the drink, the sleeves of his black shirt rolled up perfectly on his arms, just so his forearms are flexing with every move. 

He tosses the glass to Sunoo on the black marble counter when he's done and walks away back to his colleagues.

“Girl” Jungwon slaps your arm playfully “I know Jake is still your boyfriend even though he acts suspiciously careless but that was crazy”

You laugh, eyes flickering between him and Sunoo “What was crazy?”

“Eye fucking with the bartender on a random friday night” Jungwon adds “Now that's something”

“I mean, If you were single or if he wasn't hot I would say it's nothing” Sunoo says, chugging down the rest of his own drink “But Park Sunghoon is something”

You tuck a strand of your hair behind your ear at the mention of the name, your eyes finding Sunghoon in the corner again, his eyes still glued to you although he's chatting with one of the other bartenders.

“He’s the hottest boy on campus” Sunoo looks at him too, shaking his head. 

This whatever thing between you and Sunghoon started around two weeks ago. You already knew him - somewhat - because he's your boyfriend's best friend, but you never had a conversation with him. That changed two weeks ago, when he randomly came up to you after class. He asked if you needed a ride home, and he was just so bubbly and kind that you had to say yes. After that, he might’ve taken that as a sign that you wanted to get closer to him, because he kept inviting you to the bar where he worked after school, he kept offering you rides home which you gladly accepted, and he kept saying you should go to the library together sometime. 

You weren't exactly against getting closer with him. Sure, you had Jake, and Sunghoon was his best friend but all this time Sunghoon’s sudden change of behavior just suggested that he wanted to be friends with you. He knew you were Jake's girlfriend. 

Talking with him felt different than talking with Jake. It's not that you weren't absolutely obsessed with Jake, being with that man felt like winning the lottery, but Sunghoon was approaching you with kindness. He cared about your day while he drove you home, at least he pretended to care about it. Sometimes he even asked back about your biology project you’ve been working on with Sunoo and Jungwon, and you often caught him smiling at you while you talked about the interesting — for you, for someone it could be boring — facts about fishes and their behavior.

In the past few days you might have realized that Sunghoon made you feel in some kind of way. Something scarily close to how Jake made you feel. However, it didn't make you question your feelings for Jake. It made you confused, but you decided to ignore that and enjoy both of their presence at the times when you were with them.

“Whatever.” You shake your head, turning it away from Sunghoon and fixing it on your glass instead “I would never leave Jake. Besides, Sunghoon is only my friend.”

Sunoo sighs, running a hand through his blond hair “I don't want to say anything that would mess up your mind, but Sunghoon definitely wants you too”

-

Your fingers are tangled in Jake’s black locks, pushing him closer to your dripping folds as he devours you. You are laying on your bed, you just got back from a long school day. He told you he couldn't wait for you to get home, and as soon as you stepped inside, he kissed you like he never did before.

When he made you lay down on the edge of the bed and spread your legs, you noticed he was already hard but you didn't question it. 

This time, you let your thoughts leave your mind, letting him do whatever he wanted with you. 

He let out a gasp, his breath caressing your exposed core so heavenly. He backs up a little and looks up at you. You don't look at him, you keep your eyes on the ceiling, one hand in his hair and the other gripping the sheets next to you. 

He swallows and gets back to work, carefully tracing your wetness with his tongue, then he slurps on your clit. You let out a moan at that, but it sounds lifeless.

You enjoy it for sure, you always enjoy it when he eats you out or does intimate things with you. This time you promised yourself to let the thoughts escape your mind, to finally let go a little. However you couldn't stop the thoughts of Park Sunghoon flowing into your mind, and you hated it. A little bit.

“Is this good?” His voice is soft, his index finger reaching up to your clit as he begins to do circular moves on it.

“Yes” you say, trying to sound breathless, but your voice is concerningly firm.

He pushes down harder, the sudden sensation on the bundle of nerves makes you arch your back and let out a moan. He smirks at the sound you make and keeps doing the same movement with his finger. With his other hand, he traces your entrance, teasing the wet hole before he pushes his index and middle finger inside at the same time. 

The sounds you make are finally genuine, and you grip his hair tightly to hold onto something.

“Fuck, you are so tight” he hisses, curling his fingers upwards to press it to your walls.

You whimper “Fuck, Hoon”

Jake is in the middle of speeding up when you let out those two words. He stops immediately, eyes snapping up from your core right into meeting your eyes. 

He pulls out his fingers and wipes it in the sheets. Your heart is beating faster than ever in your chest when you see his sharp look, and you feel like it's about to explode at any moment. 

“Jake, I’m sorry I don't know why—”

He stands up, smoothing his sweatpants out, trying to hide his painfully obvious erect. “Why?” is all he asks, voice coming out more shy than he intended it. He swallows hard, you see the way his Adams apple bobs in his throat.

The lack of reaction surprises you. When the name slipped out of your mouth, you thought he would snap and yell at you. Knowing how possessive Jake can be, especially at a vulnerable moment like during sex, you would've never thought he would just ask why. 

That's why you didn't know what to say.

You prop yourself on your forearm, observing the way he crossed his arms in front of his chest “I’m sorry” you apologize once again.

“Did he fuck you?” 

Your eyes widen, and you feel your cheeks turning crimson at the sudden question. You should’ve expected this one. “No,” you shook your head. “I wouldn't cheat on you”

“Then why did you say his name? Out of all people” Jake hisses, his mind going back to the agreement  once again. The same agreement  he just couldn't get his mind off in the past weeks. Seems like you and him are on the same page, yet it hurts him so bad. 

You bite down your lips, sitting down fully on the bed. You try to cover your exposed breasts with your arms, suddenly feeling way too naked and vulnerable in front of him. 

“I can't lie to you” you begin, taking a deep breath “He has been approaching me in the past weeks, for some reason. He’s very kind, but I thought his intentions were to become friends. I mean, Sunghoon knows you are my boyfriend, right?” you try and look up, into his intense gaze. “I didn't even notice but I guess I… fantasized about him a little. In the past days. But, that doesn't mean I don't love you, Jake. You are my everything and you know that” 

The end of the monologue sounds like you just tried to save your skin, but when you look at him again you see him listening to your every word. And by listening I mean he actually looks like he was interested in what you said, unlikely when you told him about the biology project.

“So” he sits down on the edge of the bed, turning away from you “You want both of us?” he fidgets with his nail. 

You have to think that through for a moment. You were more than confused in the past weeks, the sudden approaching by Sunghoon made your whole world flip around, but you still love Jake. No one could ever question your feelings for him. So, looking at these things all together, you could say yes. It was just weird to think about it like that, because you sounded greedy. 

“Yes” you say in a bitten whisper, between your teeth.

You fix your gaze on your knees, but after a silent beat, you look up. Though, Jake doesn't even have a cool spot on the bed where he had been sitting before. 

Great. He got up and ran away or something, because when you went out to the kitchen + living room, he wasn't there either. 

Oh, what have you done…

-

“What's up, pretty?” 

You jolt your head up at the familiar voice, being faced with the smiley Sunghoon. “Why are you all alone?”

You shrug, looking back at the top of the barcounter, trying not to cry. It has been two hours since the thing between you and Jake, and after you dressed up you made your way straight to the bat where Sunghoon works, you don't know why either. That was the dumbest place you could’ve ran away to. 

During these two hours, two different waiters served you, and Sunghoon just started his shift around twenty minutes ago.

“What's wrong?” his voice softens, tilting his head as he observes you.

You, you want to say, but that would be a little rude.

“Nothing” you bark instead, fidgeting with your own finger instead of looking up at him. 

He pushes his tongue to the inside of his cheek, taking your state in for a few moments before he slaps his palms on the countertop. “Alright” he begins “I see that you are sad, so, what about coming with me tonight for dinner? I’ll cheer you up?” he tries, looking at you with puppy eyes. 

You sigh, trying not to smile at his sweetness “Sunghoon, you know I have a boyfriend… who also happens to be your best friend. You can't keep doing this” your stomach twists as soon as you say the word ‘boyfriend’ out loud. Do you really have a boyfriend? You can absolutely not handle Jake breaking up with you. If something, that will ruin you. 

You swallow hard, and just like if he could read your mind, he says:

“Something happened between you and Jake?” He says it like it's a statement rather than a question. Though, he doesn't seem so concerned about it. His tone is filled with curiosity.

How ironic, Sunghoon being the one who's asking this question “It's complicated.” you say, trying to close the topic as soon as possible.

“You know you can tell me,” he presses.

You clench your jaw tightly, hesitating if you should tell him about the little story or not. The way he looks at you, black shirt sleeves rolled up on his forearm while his palms are on the countertop, tilting his head and looking so cute but also masculine at the same time… it's driving you crazy. “He was eating me out and I kind of might have said a different name. That's all” you say, and the sudden topic of your and Jake's sex life makes him freeze in place for a moment.

“Really?” his voice is slightly more high pitched than before, you don't miss that. He crosses his arms and leans on the countertop, leaning forward to be able to whisper “And what name did you say?” 

You swallow the lump in your throat, getting lost in his dark eyes. He frowns with his thick eyebrows, his expression seeming more serious than before “Yours”

He leans back, humming to himself. The loss of his presence close to you lingers in the air as he moves away to the sink, grabbing a glass and drying it with a towel. “Hm, that's interesting, cuz’ me and Jake have a… how do I say it… an agreement ” he says casually, not looking up while doing his work.

You knit your brows together in confusion. What is he talking about? 

“What agreement ?”

“We figured Jake has to work on his obvious jealousy issues. So, we made a bet that if you fall for my flirting and want to have sex with me, he has to watch it” he places the glass down next to the other ones with a clinking sound that feels heavy in the bar, because in your mind suddenly everything else is silenced. His tone is so calm and casual it nearly makes your blood boil. 

Your heart pounds against your chest heavily. Was it all a game to him? - that is one of the main questions inside your head right now, and you rather shove down the part inside of you which felt excited about the idea.

He turns to you, and his heavy gaze breaks the train of thoughts inside your head. “I guess saying my name during sex makes it up too” he offers a smile.

You don't smile back at him. He lets out a small laugh at your confused reaction, ducking his head down for a moment. 

“So, are you in, angel?” he tilts his head, his smile as sweet as ever.

You bite down your lower lip and nod without hesitation. You love Jake, you really do, but Sunghoon has been driving you crazy since you talked with him for the first time. Having them two at the same time sounds a little bit too good to be true. You knew you had to decide as fast as possible.

He hums in approval, walking around the counter so he can be next to you. “I didn't think you would say yes this fast”

You shrug, finally smiling back at him. Sunghoon leans closer to press a small kiss at your earlobe before he whispers “I’ll give you a ride home”

-

Sitting on the passenger seat next to Sunghoon who is holding the steering wheel with one hand while his other is swinging out of the window has never been so awkward. You don’t even attempt to take a glance at him, feeling too embarrassed.

The air feels oddly suffocating, and your heart is still pounding in your chest. You couldn't stop thinking about Jake ever since you got out of the bar. Last time you were home, he magically disappeared. So, where is he? Did he really run away? Did he get home after that?

Upbeat music radiating from the radio snaps you out of your thoughts, and you finally take a gaze at Sunghoon who is humming along with the beat, tapping on the outside of his car’s door with his fingers.

He must have turned the radio up not so long ago, because you clearly remember the dead silence that filled the car a few minutes ago. Seems like you were so lost in your thoughts you didn't even notice it.

“Traffic is shit these days” he comments to himself, pulling out sunglasses from the glove box and sliding it on the bridge of his nose with a smooth move. 

You are currently stuck in the traffic for the past twenty minutes, which makes this whole situation even more embarrassing for you, knowing where you are going with what suppose. 

You turn away from the window to look at him, getting tired from looking at the same damn electricity pole in these past minutes. “Do you think he's home now?”

When you got into the car, you decided to tell him about every single detail, including the one where he literally disappears out of nowhere.

Sunghoon nods, keeping his eyes on the road.

You furrow your brows “How are you so confident?”

Without a word, he reaches to the backseat, rummaging in his bag for his phone. He hands it to you, the chat with Jake being opened.

you : dude, u fr ran away? dont be a pussy lol. we had an agreement , remember?

Jake : i know. i just needed time to think, thats all

you : are you home now, babyboy? 

Jake : yes

Jake : babyboy…?

you : nice, me n yn are going to your place like rn 

Jake : what? why?

Your eyes scan the messages, your hands gripping the phone a little bit too tightly. “You don't want to answer him or what's up with the last message?”

He shrugs nonchalantly, not being bothered by it in the slightest “We’ll tell him everything once we get there” 

“Makes sense,” you mumble, throwing his phone at the backseat. “Baby Boy?” 

A smile tugs in the corner of his lips, but he bites it down “Just joking”

-

The golden light of the sunset from outside creeps its way into the room through the small gap between the curtains, shining at the spot right where you and Sunghoon sit on yours and Jake's bed, making out.

You both sit on your knees, he has one of his hands on your waist to keep you stable while he stuffs your mouth with his tongue and you let out small moans. 

When you got to Jake’s and your place, Sunghoon explained everything to Jake. He said he was still in the deal, and you guys basically started it right away. It still felt somewhat absurd, especially because you never would've thought Jake would like this kind of stuff.

So, that's why you and Sunghoon are sitting on the middle of the king sized bed, while Jake sits on a chair settled right in front of the bed, watching you. His eyes are flickering between you and Sunghoon, unsure who to watch.

Sunghoon kisses differently than Jake. He’s more rough, like there's no tomorrow. He moves his lips on yours like if it's possible to eat you up, then he is able to do it. 

You can feel Jake's eyes on you, but when you open yours for a moment and glance at him, you see that his eyes are fixated on Sunghoon. He sits still. His posture is straight, his arms are awkwardly on his lap and he doesn't move. 

You would be worried that he feels uncomfortable, but Jake himself said it: he’s still in the deal. And you don't have time to overthink it, since Sunghoon bites down your lip, and you can't help the sound that comes out of you. 

“Fuck” you mumble, pulling back to take off your shirt. 

Sunghoon doesn't try to be subtle with his staring, his eyes immediately set on your red lacy bra, and you see Jake's eyes looking at you from the corner of your eyes too. 

You gulp, straightening your back to push out your chest more. You can't help but feel both excited and nervous at the feeling of their eyes on you, looking up and down at you hungrily.

In the next moments, Sunghoon takes off his shirt too, and your eyes fly to his toned abs. His upper body is perfectly worked out, from his wide shoulders to his small waist. 

He glances at Jake, then smirks at you when he looks back. “Alright” he starts, and grabs you by your wrists.

Before you could ask what he's doing he makes you sit at the end of the bed, leaning your back against the bed frame as you face Jake now, who’s sitting impatiently in the chair in front of the bed. 

Sunghoon shifts next to you and grabs your jaw firmly, turning your head away from Jake to kiss you deeply, his tongue moving roughly in your mouth. While one of his hands holds your jaw, his other makes its way down to your chest, teasingly hovering over one of your boobs. Then he caresses your skin between your breasts with his index and middle finger, making your back arch up in anticipation. He smiles into the kiss and moves his hand lower, pushing down your stomach slightly. 

“Sunghoon” you moan softly into the kiss.

“Shh” he pulls away, licking his lips “let's put on a show for him” 

Your eyes shift to Jake, who’s leaning a little bit forward in his chair. Sunghoon’s hand moves to the button of your jeans. He’s unbuttoning it so slowly that you are sure if he doesn't rip it off of you in the upcoming few seconds your wetness will be visible on your pants. 

When he finally undoes it and pulls it down, throwing it away next to the bed, he grabs both of your thighs, still sitting next to you and giving Jake a clear view as he spreads your legs. 

Jake bites down his lower lip, palming the front of his own — now very uncomfortable — jeans. 

You eye his very obvious bulge, trying to keep the sounds in your throat, but it's getting harder with each second. You can't stop thinking about both of them ruining you, even though the agreement  was only about Jake watching you and Sunghoon. 

You pull up your knees, and Sunghoon moves his palm to your core, massaging your wetness with his slender fingers. He pushes down roughly, and you moan. 

“Fuck, Hoon” you hum, one of your hands going up to grab onto the bed frame. 

Sunghoon’s eyes shift to the top of the bed frame, and he smiles down at you “Great idea” he starts, and you frown your brows at him.

“Do you have any handcuffs?” he asks, his voice sounding way too innocent for this question.

You stutter, making eye contact with Jake who's silent “Uh- yeah it's in the front drawer”

Sunghoon pulls out the said drawer on the bedside table and laughs at the sight “I knew you are a nasty ass couple. I fucking knew it” 

He pulls out two pink handcuffs and grabs your hands, handcuffing them together. “Is this okay?” 

He asks, and when you nod he moves them above your head, cuffing them to the bedframe with the other handcuff. 

“Don't be too greedy” he comments and moves his hand down again, his fingers circling through the wet fabric rougher than before.

“Hmpp— Sunghoon—” you choke out, closing your eyes.

Sunghoon looks at Jake, who still has his right hand on his clothed cock, palming it heavily. “Jake, you should look at yourself now. You look so pathetic.”

A small whimper leaves Jake, and you snap your eyes open to look at his flushed cheeks and heavy eyelids. “You haven't touched yourself because I haven't told you yet. What a good boy” Sunghoon adds, then looks back at you. 

You would be lying if the dirty talk he spoke (yes, even with your boyfriend) didn't turn you on even more. Besides, you are sure you look even more pathetic than Jake, being tied up helplessly and laying on the bed, looking up at him with big eyes.

Sunghoon leans down and presses a kiss in-between your breasts, and god, you want to grab onto his hair so much, but all you can do is to ball up your fists desperately. He hooks his fingers onto both sides of your red panties and pulls them down with a smooth move, throwing it aside probably around where your jeans landed too. 

He looks up at you, shaking his head “Wearing matching underwear, what a slut” 

He glances at Jake again “Do you want to see me finger her?” he asks, voice rough.

Jake nods heavily, and you’ve never in your life seen him being so submissive. Especially for another male, now if something, that was new. 

“Good” he turns his head back to you again as he mumbles, and he leans down to press a kiss on your forehead “I’m going to be rough to make him suffer more” he whispers in your ear like it's some secret. “Is that okay, love?”

And you can't help but nod your head, not knowing exactly what you are signing up for. “Yes”

He gently licks your earlobe, but before you could fully focus on that interesting sensation, his fingers firmly penetrate your leaking hole, making you nearly scream.

“Oh my—” you arch your back, and you hear him chuckling next to your ear. 

He doesn't start off slowly or anything like that, no, instead he moves his ring and middle finger in and out in a fast rhythm. The wetness of your pussy makes it way easier to move, but he still struggles to set up a steady rhythm at first. 

You look at Jake through your knees, he’s biting down his lip so hard it probably bleeds by now. You imagine what he could be thinking about: he probably wishes it was him who was fingering you so hard, and not his best friend. 

Sunghoon lets out a deep sigh, his own aching bulge making it hard for him to keep his rhythm steady and not stutter with his fingers. It's also Jake's presence that feels heavy, but having both of you under his dominance makes his ego boost. 

Sunghoon glances at Jake, and the sight of him, being so desperate to touch himself yet so silent, almost makes his jaw drop. His face is so red, his skin is probably aching for a touch. Sunghoon finds himself wanting to touch his best friend, but he looks back at you quicker than ever when you let out a breathy moan, distracting him.

“You can—” he clears his throat, looking back at Jake who's listening to his every word closely “Touch yourself.” he adds in a commanding voice.

And he doesn't have to tell Jake twice, who is already out of his pants when you look at him while Sunghoon’s long fingers curl inside of you, your mouth hanging agape as you watch him getting out of his boxer, sitting down at the chair with his hard dick in his hand. He has his eyes on you, his precious girlfriend, prettier than ever, laying on the bed, offering yourself like you are a whore.

Sunghoon suddenly adds a third finger, and your vision goes dizzy for a second, letting out a guttural moan. “Take it” is all he tells you.

The stretch is insane, you feel like your walls are about to rip at any moment. He slows down as he sees you struggling, his other hand caressing your hair softly. 

He shifts his gaze to Jake again, who is groaning helplessly in the chair now, leaning back as he strokes his cock. 

“Don't cum” Sunghoon says to Jake, and he pulls his fingers out of you too. 

You take deep breaths, disappointed at the fact that he didn't let you or Jake come. 

He fixates his eyes on Jake, moving his hand to his own hardness now. “What do you want?” he asks gently.

Jake lets go of his shaft, grabbing the armrest of the chair. He hesitates before talking, his eyes flickering between Sunghoon and you “I— Can you kiss me too?” 

The question comes a little unexpected, and you frown your brow at Sunghoon for a moment, just to scan his reaction. He looks surprised too, but he doesn't back up. If anything, he gets on all fours and crawls to the end of the bed, looking at Jake for the whole time.

He doesn't even look back at you, and Jake doesn't bother to take a glance at you either, they just lean in as Sunghoon approaches the man in the chair. Sunghoon kisses him just like he kissed you before: roughly. 

It's torture, because you know exactly how it feels and you know exactly what must Jake feel. The latter’s hands wrap on the sides of Sunghoon’s face, pulling him closer, deeper into the kiss. 

You can't look away from them. Both of them are undeniably hot, and seeing them kiss is also not the least attractive thing you've seen. Sunghoon sits on his knees so he can run his fingers through Jake's dark locks, his fingers grasping his hair into his fists. They look like this is practice for them, like they have been doing this since they knew how to kiss. 

You hear Jake whimper into the kiss, Sunghoon probably bit down his lip. Then, Sunghoon yanks Jake back by his hair, making him look up, a string of saliva still connecting their lips together. “You are so needy, Jae” he smirks and lets go “Sit with your back to the bedframe. I want you to have a clear view”

Jake just nods and crawls to the bedframe, leaning his back against it as he sits down next to you. He’s too embarrassed to look down at you, but you look at him. You have never seen Jake this desperate and needy in your whole life, and it was such a big turn on. He looks pitiful and embarrassed, face red and hair messy because Sunghoon messed it up during their kiss.

However, you don't have much time to enjoy the view of Jake, because Sunghoon stands next to you and undoes the handcuffs that kept you still by the bed. 

He leads you to the end of the bed by your wrists, gesturing you to sit down on the edge of the bed. You do as he tells you, laying down and propping yourself on your forearms to look up at him from under your lashes.

In this position, you see nothing of Jake who's sitting by the bed frame, his semi-hard cock already in his hand again, stroking it vaguely. You only see Sunghoon who squats down in front of you, his eyes shifting behind your back, at Jake. 

“What do you want me to do to her?” He asks, like you aren't even there.

There's a silent beat before the answer comes. “Undo her bra. I want to see her breasts bounce while you fuck her”

Jake’s voice is firm again now, seems like he gained back his confidence he usually has when it's just the two of you. Sunghoon gives him a sly smirk before turning back his attention to you, looking at you like you are the only woman in the world. He pulls his eyebrows together as he looks up, eyes big like a puppy's.

“Can I undo your bra, angel?” 

You nod your head, and his hands are already caressing your back up and down as he reaches for the back of your bra and undoes it with a soft click that feels like an echo in the silent room. You hear Jake murmur when Sunghoon throws your bra away and looks at him. “You want to see her breasts, hm? It must feel so bad that you can't see them right now and it's me seeing them. They look pretty good, right, Jae?” 

You hear something behind your back, and you recognize the sound : Jake is definitely stroking himself again. Sunghoon’s dirty talk works on him better than anything else, and even though it surprises you it makes you oddly turned on too. 

“They are so round, and the nipples are so hard…” he continues, now setting his eyes on your breasts. Jake knows all of it, he knows how your breasts look like more than anything else, but now he only can see your back and it makes him impatient. “Angel, your breasts are perfect” Sunghoon softens his voice, it's crazy that you can make a difference between when he's talking to Jake and when he's talking to you so easily. His whole demeanor changes. “Can I fuck these pretty tits? Please?”

He still squats in front of you and his hands are on your sides, thumbs softly pushing your stomach down as he looks up at you with his pretty, thick eyebrows knitted together. You just can't say no to this. You bob your head, and he finally reaches town to his pants to free his cock that's aching to be touched. 

There's pre-cum spilling out of his flushed tip, and he smears it over his cock with his hand before he stands up in front of you, looking over your head straight at Jake like you were only here when he was squatting in front of you. 

“Baby, I don't want to waste lube yet…” Sunghoon grabs your hair and yanks your head so you look up at him as he offers you a sweet smile “Would you be so kind and let me use your mouth instead?” He lets your hair loose so you can nod, no words coming out of your mouth. 

He moves his hand from your hair to your face and grabs your jaw as he pushes his thumb into your mouth eagerly, forcing you to open it. Sunghoon slightly slaps your cheek before letting your jaw go and he puts his leaking cock to the tip of your tongue. He pushes in slowly, and he moans when he meets the warmness of your saliva, your tongue immediately licking the part of his cock that entered your mouth. 

You lick off all the pre-cum that has leaked in your mouth and begin to move your head, looking up at him from under your lashes while doing it. However his gaze doesn't meet yours, he has his eyes fixed on Jake who still sits in the end of the bed with spread legs, but he's not touching himself anymore. He's completely silent as he watches the scene unfold before him. 

You do your work and bob your head at Sunghoon’s cock while he stays still, one of his hands tangling in your hair to lead you slightly. There's a vein going down from the base of his cock to his tip, and you slide your tongue across it earning a soft whimper. 

After a few moments he averts his gaze away from Jake and suddenly pulls out of your mouth, slapping your cheek again slightly in a form of appreciation. “Fuck, angel, you did such a good job” he comments, his gaze flickering between you and your boyfriend “He taught you so well how to suck dick, you could be a whore by now” 

Jake's brows furrow together at the mention of you with other men, but he doesn't say a word. He lets Sunghoon talk. “Though he is very possessive of you so that isn't in your vision board, I’m guessing” he lets out a laugh “But… seems like he doesn't mind it when you are with me. He's still hard, even though he already jerked off once” 

Sunghoon eyes Jake, and he looks at him like he's just a piece of meat and nothing else. His eyes darted from his flushed face and sharp eyes to his lap and a sly smile tugs in the corner of his lips “Or am I that special, Jae?” 

Jake runs a hand through his messy black hair, looking away from Sunghoon’s dark gaze. “You are not special, it's just a one time thing” he murmurs. 

“A one time thing?” Sunghoon repeats mockingly “Don't act like you don't jerk off to the image of me and your girlfriend together” 

You furrow your brows confusedly at that, looking up at Sunghoon who still has his eyes on the man behind your back “Sunghoon…” you try to hush him 

“It’s none of your business” Jake barks

“It’s hot” Sunghoon says back, like it's the most casual thing ever. But was their friendship ever casual? 

Before Jake could say anything at that, before he could address everything, that he might have slight feelings for his best friend too, Sunghoon is looking at you again. 

“You warmed up my cock so well, love” he reaches down to grope your breast, pinching your nipple that makes you let out a choked sound. “It’s time to ruin these cuties”

He bites down his bottom lip as he moves closer to you again, pushing his hard and flushed cock between your breasts. “Push them together” he commands, and you do as you were told.

He slides his cock upward, the saliva you left on it and the pre-cum it's mixed with makes it move easily. He rolls his hips, watching as his cock slides between your breasts while you push them together so they wrap around it better. “Fuck” Sunghoon’s thrusts stutter while more and more pre-cum leak out of his cock. But before he could come, he grabs onto your shoulders and pushes himself away from you, leaving you with your breasts covered in your own saliva and his pre-cum. 

He looks over at Jake again to see his reaction, and he just sits there while eyeing Sunghoon with his head tilted back toward the bedframe. 

“Do you want to fuck her?” Sunghoon asks, and you turn your head around to look at him too.

Jake's eyes flicker between you and Sunghoon for a few moments before he shakes his head which surprises you. “You fuck her. That was in the agreement.”

“Let's make another agreement,” Sunghoon suggests, looking at both of you. “If you’ll be a good boy and won't touch yourself while I fuck your girlfriend, we both fuck her. How about this?” 

Jake nods with you at the same time, totally synched up. Having both of them in you is all you want right now. Not just Sunghoon, not just Jake, but both of them at the same time. 

“Awesome” Sunghoon smiles, his gaze darkening “Jake you sit back in the chair, y/n you go to the side of the bed.” he commands, and Jake practically jumps out of the bed to sit back into his chair that's placed in front of the bed. 

“Let's make sure you’ll be good for me” Sunghoon says as he walks over to Jake with both handcuffs in his hands, clicking them open to handcuff his hands to the armrests. After he’s done, he gives him a satisfied smirk. “Now you definitely won't touch yourself, right?” he looks down at Jake who is now totally tied up to the chair. Then after a few silent moments, Sunghoon decides to lean forward and click one of the handcuffs open. Jake blinks up at him. 

“You know what? The choice is in your hands, Jae. I give you the right to touch yourself but… as you can see, I left one of the handcuffs on for a reason.” He turns around, not giving any more shit about Jake.

You sit down on the edge of the bed, but Sunghoon gestures to you to stand up instead. “Turn around and bend over, beautiful” 

You get on fours on the bed and bend over slowly, arching your back teasingly to put a show up for him. Sunghoon bites down his lip as he watches your ass get in the air and your chest pushed down to the sheets. He puts his hands on your waist possessively, pulling you closer to himself. “What a good girl” he murmurs as he strokes his cock and places it to your entrance, then pushes in firmly without any warning. You grasp the sheets in your fists, trying to swallow a high-pitched scream. 

He begins to move easily, thrusting deep into you with every roll of his hips until you become a moaning mess. Sunghoon on his own is groaning after every move, enjoying how deep he can go inside you to fill you up. 

He places one of his hands on the arch of your back while his other hand lingers on your waist, digging his thumbnail into the skin of your stomach. Your walls wrap around him so perfectly like you were meant to be filled up with his length, too bad it's Jake who owns you. 

You try to keep your head down on the mattress while Sunghoon pounds into you, the skin-to-skin sound filling up the room. Jake sits in the chair eagerly, trying so hard to not touch himself. It’s hard, because he can feel his cock twitch every time he sees Sunghoon penetrate you deeply as your pussy drips. 

Sunghoon’s hand comes up to the back of your head to pull you by your hair so you can talk. “You like it?” he asks, breathless.

“Yes” you cry out, feeling a drop of tear spilling from your eye “Please Sunghoon keep fucking me like this” you beg.

Sunghoon smiles and furrows his brows in pleasure as you arch your back even more so he can hit you just at the right angle. “You heard that, Jake?” he turns his head towards his friend, who grabs the armrest so hard that his knuckles have turned white. “He likes how I fuck her”

Jake swallows hard, biting the inside of his cheek down as he feels the rage building up in himself. This scenario only worked well in his head — he thinks, though he's undeniably hard again. 

With a long groan, Sunghoon pulls out of you and strokes himself, pushing your back down with his hand to make you arch deeper. “Good girl” he says when he sees you back shrinking down deeper, and after a few moments he spills his cum all over your back with a soft whimper escaping him. 

“Shit” he mumbles when he comes, making a mess of your back. Then, he looks at Jake who’s still sitting in his chair helplessly, one hand cuffed to the armrests and the other grasping the other armrest as hard as he can, trying to restrain himself. 

“You listened to me.” Sunghoon states, analyzing Jake’s state by looking him up and down. “You are so cute like this, Jae. Just sitting in your small chair whining like a puppy while you try to restrain yourself from touching. But you’ll do it eventually, right? Because when you put food in front of a puppy and tell him to not eat, he’ll eat it after a few desperate whines anyway.” He leans forward, their faces close together while you still try to gain yourself together on the bed. “Right?” 

“Just… undo the handcuff already” Jake turns his head away, feeling like he can't look into his best friend’s eyes right now. Not like this. Not in this state. He reaches his cuffed hand as much as he can towards Sunghoon, the chain clinking slightly as he shakes it. 

Sunghoon hums but then gives in and undoes the handcuff, letting Jake’s hand totally free. Now he's not under his mercy, not anymore. Jake massages his red wrist with his other hand, fixing his gaze on his own hands instead of looking at Sunghoon who’s still hovering above him.

“So, are you going to analyze the veins on your hand or would you rather come to see that beauty laying in your bed, hm?” Jake finally looks up and glances at you, who’s sitting on the bed with messy hair and a dirty back. You make eye contact with him for a thin moment, but you both realize it's a bit awkward. 

You’ve never been this vulnerable in this relationship, and neither had him. It’s a new thing, and you aren't sure how things will be after this night. 

Jake walks over to you and leans down to hint a kiss on your forehead. It’s the most gentle thing that has happened to you today. Then, he cups your cheeks with his hands and leans down to kiss you deeply. “Are you okay?” he whispers, only for you to hear. You nod your head in his hands, opening your eyes to look at him.

Jake pulls away from you, letting your face go. Then, he looks at Sunghoon, something pitiful in his eyes. “So, did I do good?” a small smile tugs in the corner of his lips as he asks, and Sunghoon just lets out a laugh. 

“Of course you did” Sunghoon answers, folding his arms in front of his chest “You earn a prize” then, both of them look at you as you sit on the edge of the bed and they are towering right in front of you. 

You suddenly stand up from your place and walk over to them, grabbing both of their heads and pushing them close to each other until their lips meet. Then, you pull your hands away and just watch as the scene unfolds in front of you and they deepen the kiss, Jake’s tongue darting out to lick Sunghoon's lips.

Their hands can't find their places, Jake sometimes grabs onto Sunghoon's neck while Sunghoon's hands get glued to his waist, but they grope each other hungrily everywhere they can touch.

You sit back on the bed to spread your legs, your hand going down to your core. You start to message your clit, watching them kissing each other. Jake lets out a small moan when Sunghoon goes down with his head, kissing on his neck now. He bites and sucks the skin there, and Jake runs his hand into his dark locks “Fuck, Hoon”

Your thumb remains on doing circular moves on your clitoris while you move your middle and index finger between your folds, sliding them down and up. You feel the tension building up in your nerves as the two men in front of you get hungrier and more in heat. Sunghoon goes lower and bites Jake’s collarbone, and Jake can't help but close his eyes to enjoy, feeling every wave of heat the kiss brings go down to his arousal.

“Can I… can” Jake mumbles between small whines, and you push your middle finger in your pulsing hole. “Can I choose a — ah— prize?” 

Sunghoon backs up, looking at him with wide eyes “What do you mean?” 

Jake bites down his lip, unsure if he should really say his thoughts out loud. “Would you give me head?” 

“What?” 

Jake feels his cheeks becoming crimson color, and he turns away “Nevermind” 

You stop your movements and pull your finger out of yourself, watching all of this with pure curiosity. What is up with Jake? Since when is he like this? 

“Okay, you fucked up the whole mood” Sunghoon says as he walks around the room to collect his clothes, already putting his shirt back up. 

“But what about Jake’s prize? He didn't touch himself” you question, kind of confused and disappointed by the sudden cut-end of the night. 

“Maybe next time” Sunghoon pulls his jeans up, doing his buttons. When he turns back around, he faces two blinking faces. “What? Why are you looking at me like that?”

“I thought this was… you know, a one time thing” Jake mumbles. 

Sunghoon lets a laugh out “We already talked about this” 

You and Jake share a look while Sunghoon looks for his socks then puts them on, after finding it eventually. “You want to keep doing this?” you dare to ask, and Sunghoon nods casually. 

“Why not? Did you guys have fun? I think we can keep this thing up. As long as no one knows about it… I don't want people to think I’m a weird pervert or something”

“So you want to do it in secret” Jake says, nodding to himself as he lets the words sink in. 

“Yeah” Sunghoon pulls his phone out of his jeans's pocket, checking his messages “Shit, I got called in for work stuff. I have to go.”

“We’ll talk about it, I guess” you add before he goes away, waving goodbye. 

And in the next moment, you and Jake are left alone in complete silence, and for a moment you avoid his gaze. You feel that again, that weird vulnerable feeling you felt when you accidentally said Sunghoon's name while you two had sex. Fiddling with your fingers, you ask “Do you think it's a good idea?” 

Jake folds his arms as he thinks for a moment, then nods “I’m not against it”

“What?” you question, genuinely surprised. That would mean he has to share you with someone, and last time you checked Jake definitely wasn't the type to do that. “You would share me with Sunghoon?”

“Look, I— I don't know, okay? He’s my best friend and I know you are in good hands when you are with him.” he stops for a moment, mouth going dry. “I have to work on my jealousy issues. They cloud my every day, and trust me y/n it’s not good. I hate it, I don't want to have it. I feel like this could help. Sunghoon is open minded and… well, you find him attractive, don't you?”

You bite down your lip until it bleeds a little, your teeth leaving a small wound on it. If he asked you this a few hours or days ago, you would definitely lie to this question. But now, everything has changed. 

“Yes, I do”

“So are you in? It wouldn't be a big thing if it's just between the three of us, right?”

You hesitate for a moment before you say: “Yes”

A/N :: WOOHOOO!! if you reached the end of this, thank you for reading this story ♡ every like, comment (especially comments), reblogs and support is very very appreciated!! and don't be angry about this VERY open end because 🥁🥁🥁 part 2 is comingggg cuz i only wanted to make this as a short smut oneshot as funsies with no specific plot written down in my drafts but its already kinda long and i absolutely fell in love with this plot, and i feel like i can add so much more feelings and stuff to it!! so stay tuned, maybe this'll become my first series

your wife's hands love gently resting on your belly as she whispers sweet reassurances to you and babygirl.

the woman's attentiveness is unmatched.

she’s memorized your birth plan, packed the hospital bag weeks in advance, and even made a playlist of soothing songs for the delivery room.

every detail matters to her because she knows this is your shared miracle.

the miracle she thought shed never have or experience.

in the early stages of labor, hyunju is a steady presence.

she’s by your side at home, rubbing your lower back as contractions start.

“you’re so strong, y/n,”

"breathe.."

"there is five minutes between every contraction. you're doing so good mama."

she murmurs everything.

hyun-jus voice is always soft but firm, grounding you.

she times each contraction with a stopwatch app on her phone, her brow furrowed in concentration.

when you wince, she’s quick to hold your hand, her thumb brushing over your knuckles.

“i’ve got you. just breathe with me, okay? in… and out…”

when it’s time to head to the hospital, hyunju is a whirlwind of calm efficiency.

she grabs the hospital bag, helps you into the car, and keeps one hand on your thigh during the drive, squeezing gently whenever you tense up.

“we’re almost there, my love,”

she says, her voice a warm spot in your mind.

she’s already called the hospital to let them know you’re coming, ensuring everything is ready.

due to past experiences with the hospital setting, hyun-ju is hyper-aware of how medical spaces can sometimes overlook people, so she’s prepared to advocate fiercely for both you and your baby.

at the hospital, hyunju transforms into your fiercest protector.

she’s polite but unwavering, making sure the nurses and doctors follow your birth plan to the letter.

when a nurse suggests something outside your preferences, hyunju steps in with a gentle but firm,

“excuse me, we discussed this in our plan. y/n wants to try natural pain management first and see how things do from there.”

hyunju's attentiveness to your needs is unwavering.

she notices every grimace, every shift in your posture, and she’s quick to ask,

“do you need more pillows? anything?”

as labor intensifies, hyunju stays glued to your side.

she holds your hand, letting you squeeze as hard as you need, even when her fingers go numb.

“you’re doing so well, y/n,”

she says, her eyes shining with pride and love.

she brushes damp hair from your forehead, her touch feather-light. when you’re too tired to speak, she reads your body language, offering sips of water or adjusting the room’s lighting to keep you comfortable.

hyunju’s own journey as a trans woman adds a layer of profound emotion to the experience.

she’s always dreamed of motherhood but never thought she’d see a child born from her love, carrying her biological traits.

in fact, she never believed that someone would love her enough to go through all of this with her.

however, you loved hyunju more than anything.

the way hyunju has been so caring and protective over you during your pregnancy only makes you want more childern with the strong woman.

as she watches you labor, she’s overwhelmed with gratitude.

“you’re giving me something i never thought i’d have,”

she whispers during a quiet moment, her voice thick with tears.

“this baby… she’s ours. she’s proof of us.”

when the pain peaks, hyunju becomes your cheerleader.

she kneels by the bed, her face close to yours, and says,

“you’re the strongest person i know, y/n. you’re bringing our daughter into the world. i’m so proud of you.”

she never lets go of your hand, her grip a steady reminder that she’s with you every step of the way.

hyunju’s attentiveness extends to the medical team.

she notices when a doctor seems rushed and gently but firmly asks for clarification.

“can you explain what that means for y/n and the baby?”

she asks, her tone calm but insistent.

she’s not just there for you emotionally.

she’s your advocate, ensuring your voice is heard even when you’re too exhausted to speak.

as you start pushing, hyunju’s emotions spill over.

she’s still holding your hand, but tears stream down her face as she watches you fight to bring your daughter into the world.

“you’re almost there, love,”

she says, her voice breaking as she holds one of your legs.

“i can’t believe how incredible you are.”

she’s in awe of you, her heart swelling with love and admiration.

she presses a kiss to your forehead, whispering,

“we’re so close to meeting her.”

when your daughter is born, the room fills with the sound of her first cry, and hyunju sobs openly.

she’s overwhelmed, her chest heaving as she looks at the tiny, perfect baby.

its her daughter, your daughter, the embodiment of your love.

“she’s here,”

hyunju chokes out, her voice raw with emotion.

“y/n, she’s here, and she’s beautiful.”

the doctor places the baby on your chest, and hyunju leans in, her hand trembling as she touches her daughter’s tiny fingers.

hyunju can’t stop staring at your daughter.

she sees her own features in the baby’s face.

the shape of her eyes, the curve of her nose.

it hits her like a strong wave.

“she’s got my eyes,”

she whispers, her voice filled with wonder.

“and your cheeks, y/n. look at her… she’s perfect.”

this moment is everything hyunju never dared to dream of, a tangible proof of her love with you, a love she once thought couldn’t create life.

as you rest, hyunju stays close, cradling your daughter when you’re too tired to hold her.

she sits beside you, the baby nestled in her arms, and she hums softly, a lullaby she’s practiced for months.

“i’m your mama,”

she whispers to the baby, her voice thick with emotion.

“and she's your mommy. you have is the bravest mommy in the world.”

she looks at you, her eyes shining.

hyunju’s attentiveness doesn’t stop after the birth.

she’s hyper-aware of your needs as you recover, fluffing your pillows, bringing you snacks, and making sure you’re comfortable.

when you’re ready to breastfeed, she’s there, adjusting the pillows to support you as she helps you with babygirl.

she’s in awe of your strength, and she tells you so constantly.

when the nurses come to check on you, hyunju is quick to ask questions.

“is y/n’s recovery on track? what can we do to help her heal?”

she’s not overbearing, but she’s diligent, ensuring you get the best care.

you make sure that the staff knows hyunju is the other mother, proudly introducing her as, "this is hyunju, my wife and our daughter’s other mama.”

the pride in your family is radiant.

hyunju’s love for your daughter is boundless.

she’s the first to change a diaper, her hands careful but confident as she murmurs to the whiney baby, “don’t worry, little one, mama’s got you.”

she’s meticulous, making sure everything is perfect for your baby.

when your daughter fusses, hyunju rocks her gently, singing softly until she quiets.

“she knows my voice already,”

she says to you, her smile wide and full of wonder.

as you both prepare to leave the hospital, hyunju takes charge, packing up your things and double-checking the car seat.

“we’re bringing our girl home,”

you says, your voice trembling with excitement.

she helps you into the car, her hand lingering on yours.

“you did something incredible, y/n. i’m so grateful for you.”

hyunju's eyes are wet again, but she’s smiling, her love for you and your daughter shining through.

at home, hyunju’s attentiveness heightens.

she sets up a cozy corner for you to rest, complete with blankets and your favorite snacks.

when your daughter cries in the middle of the night, hyunju is up in an instant, saying, “i’ll get her, love. you rest.”

hyunju brings the baby to you for feeding, sitting beside you and stroking your hair as you nurse.

hyunju loves pointing out the traits your daughter inherited from both of you.

“she’s got your stubborn streak,”

she teases when your daughter refuses a bottle, but her tone is full of affection.

“and your knack for drama,”

you add, laughing when the baby lets out a particularly loud wail.

every little trait feels like a miracle to her, a reminder that your love created this perfect little person.

one quiet evening, as you both watch your daughter sleep, hyunju turns to you, her eyes soft.

“i used to think i’d never know what it’s like to be a mother,”

she says, her voice barely above a whisper.

“but you… you gave me this. you made me a mama. i love you so much, y/n.”

she kisses you gently, her lips warm against yours.

you pulled away, smiling at her with the biggest twinkle in your eyes.

"you're the only person I'd ever carry this love with, hyunju."

hyunju’s advocacy never wavers for you.

at doctor’s appointments, she’s there, asking questions and taking notes.

“is the baby’s weight gain on track? what about y/n’s recovery?”

she’s not just attentive to your daughter, she’s attuned to you, making sure you’re supported as a new mother.

"hyunju, you don-"

“no, love.. you’re doing so much,”

she tells you.

“let me take care of you, too.”

as your daughter grows, hyunju remains the most loving, attentive mother.

she celebrates every milestone with you, from the first smile to the first giggle.

“look at her, y/n,”

she says, her voice full of awe as your daughter reaches for her.

hyunju’s tears come easily, but they’re always happy tears.

she cannot believe this testament to the life you’ve built together.

every night, hyunju holds you close, your daughter sleeping between you.

“this is everything,”

she whispers, her voice thick with emotion.

“you, her, us. i’ll spend my whole life loving you both.”

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authors note: BECAUSE SHE IS ALIVE AND I FUCKING SAID SO

sorry

He’s gripping your hand, weaving through the arena. You were happy to be on the same as him.

Kang Dae-ho, the strong and reliable marine who vowed with every fiber of his being to protect you.

“Wait.” He stopped abruptly, causing to crash into his back. Your hands grip the back of his vest. He motions for you to be quiet, he peeks around the corner.

Gi-hun.

The man who caused all this death and dared to blame your Dae-ho.

“Go the other way, down this hall.” He doubles back towards a door, and tries to unlock it.

His key doesn’t work.

“Dae-ho, try my key.” The keyhole looked like it was meant for a square key.

He takes your key and turns and unlocks the door. He smiles at you.

“I’m so glad I have you, baby.” He plants a kiss on your forehead before guiding you inside the room.

Inside the room was two painted trees with colorful handprints as leaves.

A breather, finally.

Dae-ho puts his weight against the door, keeping potential hunters out.

“He’s after me…” You hear him whisper.

“Dae-ho, we’re safe in here. Just 7 minutes left, we’re in the clear.”

“Baby…let me fuck you. Please…” He’s looking straight into your eyes.

“Dae-ho! They’ll hear me, you know I don’t have volume control!” You flush, covering your face at his words.

“I don’t care, with Gi-hun after me and there’s so much time for…”

Dae-ho takes your hand and pulls you closer.

“Just give me one last time.” He whispers.

Your beating heart sounds too loud, too obvious.

“O-okay.”

“Oh god, thank you.”

That low, whispery tone makes your knees wait as they bend to the floor.

His hand finds your hair and presses you against his clothed, growing erection.

Your breath quickens, fanning through his uniform pants. He groans, humping against your face.

“Thank you, you’re so good for me.”

Dae-ho pulls down his uniform pants and boxers, he’s tapping his cockhead against your lips. You open your mouth and he’s sinking in.

He’s pressing hard against the back of your throat, you claw at his thighs.

But you love it. You love when he takes control. His need for it is untamed, it’s filthy and all the more hot.

Soon, he’s using your head. Moving it up and down at a fast pace, you gag and keep your eyes up on him the entire time.

He’s looking down at you, slowing his pace until you pull off. Jaw sore, mouth panting. He’s sliding down the door and pulling you in.

Kissing you slowly while pulling your uniform pants off and to the side.

4 minutes. Four minutes to survive and make it out.

He lifts your shirt and marks your chest up with hickeys, hickeys that will last forever.

You align his cock with your entrance, catching his tip between your lower lips. You brush back and forth, teasing him by letting him poke but not prod.

He whimpers. “Baby, don’t tease.”

But you don’t listen, you keep teasing him. You feel his hands grip your waist, pushing you down to take him full.

“I’m about to die and you’re playing games?” He’s making you ride him, your back arches and soft yet high-pitched moans leave your open mouth.

It’s not soft either, he’s fucking into you with a hard, impatient pace. He’s desperate, more careless.

He’s shoving your best and jacket up past your chest, also pulling down your bra as well.

Your breasts bounce in his face a little, he’s got one nipple in his mouth. A hand groping an ass cheek as you bounce and the other is tangled in your hair, making your mouth hang open.

Your moans fill the inside of the room, likely being heard from the outside.

Dae-ho pushed you on your back, making your knees reach to your shoulders.

His hips don’t stop, they keep going. He’s like a man possessed. He’s shoving your face into the dirt, adjusting his leg to allowing more room to go deeper into you. Your moans are muffled now.

You can’t warn him about your impending release, just the tense clench of your insides. It spurs a loud whimper to fell from his lips.

You both cum together, his hot seed fills you as he stills.

He’s helping you put your clothes back on and wiping the dirt off your face.

“Thank you…thank you for letting me do this.” He whispers into your ear as the game ends.

You didn’t even notice the time ran down. The door behind you swung open, revealing Gi-hun.

He looked pissed, merely walking away.

looking back, you saw him still in pursuit within a lengthy distance, his cackles of amusement making you curse under your breath in a high-pitched, disconcerted tone. you saw the very end of the corridor giving you the option to turn left or right, as if mocking you by giving you the choices with the unknown chances of one leading to another continuous corridor, or a dead end: life or death.

before you got to decide, a body rammed against yours half-way through the corridor through a green door that opened. you both crashed against the wall before falling to the ground on your back with a grunt. you cursed loudly, taken aback at the sudden break of momentum. you turned to see a red-vested body on top of yours, making your eyes widen and a shiver go down your spine. you pushed yourself up, attempting to kicking the man in the process.

"shit, shit!" you exclaimed. "get off, fuck!" you kicked at his knee, but his hand found its way to grip at your ankle, pulling you to lay flat on the ground underneath him.

player 296 stood and hovered over your figure, a sinister grin forming on his sweaty face. "finally." your widened eyes stared up at him, chest rising and falling too quickly. furrowing your eyebrows, you lifted your leg to kick him in between the legs with a grunt.

the man fell bent over in pain, hands covering his crotch. you scrambled backwards, attempting to lift yourself up once more before making eye contact with him before he let out a shout and jabbed his knife towards your head, which you avoided by a few inches with a gasp.

you made a fist with your hand and immediately and jabbed at his jaw, making him stumble to the side upon impact. he reached for your neck using his knife, which you blocked using your forearm, making you scream at the slash.

"you fucking shit!" you then heard nam-gyu shout behind the man in front of you. he turned to look, giving you the opportunity to take another punch at the side of his face, making his body hit the other wall of the corridor.

player 296 was pulled from on top of you, nam-gyu's bloodied face scrunched up in anger as he stabbed his abdomen in one swift motion. "she's mine!" he shouted, pulling the knife before plunging it deep once more.

you crawled backwards in fear, your injury scraping against the hard floor making you groan out in pain. as he twisted the knife in player 296, nam-gyu turned his head to you, his ears perking up at the sound. "noona, hi," he breathed out, letting go of the murdered man, making him go down with a harsh thud. he took a careful step forward, approaching you with fear of scaring you off, as he would with a cat.

nam-gyu dropped to one knee, the palm holding his sharp knife pressed down, a clanging sound echoed as it hit the ground while he creeped towards you. you moved backwards slowly, your eyes never leaving his blown-out pupils. the contact of the open wound on your forearms against the rough floor made your eyebrows knit as you whined loudly. nam-gyu's gazed at your injury before stilling at your sweaty, bloodied face, a fevered expression on his face.

his face darkened, the grip on his knife tightening as he gulped at the noises you made. his heartbeat quickened, eyelashes batting at you. "please, noona—" he called, his free hand reaching for you.

you pushed yourself up from the ground and sprinted to the end of the corridor, taking a sharp left. "noona!" nam-gyu whined from behind you, his calls falling on deaf ears as you ran to make distance from him.

nam-gyu stared at your retreating figure, kneeling fully with an amused, frenzied look on his face. a grin found its way to his face as he panted from the rush that he felt from killing, running after you, and from hearing you moan in pain while you kept eye contact with him.

he thought back to when your group was complete—with you and se-mi teaming up to banter with thanos and gyeong-su, and him finding out that the deceased girl wasn't really older than them, but you were, as minsu said. nam-gyu grinned to himself, using his free hand to run through his hair as he recalled your conversation with him.

"are you really older than me?" he asked, taking a bite of the food given to them for the evening.

you glanced at nam-gyu, his seemingly bored, before focusing on your food, "does it matter if i am? we're all going to die anyways." you said, making him look at you for a moment before laughing out loud.

"this is great!" said him, inching closer to where you sat. you raised an eyebrow at his suddenly excited expression. "i like my women older. so sexy," he added, making you roll your eyes with a groan, muttering as if before moving seats to sit beside se-mi and minsu. nam-gyu stared at your back, grinning to himself. "you can't run from me, noona!"

he had stuck himself in between you and thanos in the following games, pulling you towards him during the mingle game in each round, and passing you a portion of his food with him being a picky eater as an excuse.

you found his attachment quite endearing, and found yourself looking at him in a certain way, too. he called you his pretty noona and bickered with se-mi whenever she mimicked his nickname for you, to which you roll your eyes at his fake and playful possession of you.

that was until the drugs and thanos' death took a major toll on his mental state, scaring you off. but he was always there for you, looking out, staring.

despite being high out of his mind, nam-gyu sat by your bed at the corner of the room before lights out, easing your verbal worries towards the nearing game, telling you to stay put and wait for him to come back, leaving your side with a hand to your thigh and a kiss to your forehead, to which you responded with a swift kiss to his lips.

your relationship with nam-gyu was blurred in between the lines of acquaintances, and friends, and enemies, and partners, and lustful touches. it confused you, considering the situation with the games, and you didn't want to stick around to wait for him to betray you for an increase of a couple million won to his name.

nam-gyu went back to your bunk without you there, and the next day saw you on the other end of the big room, furthest away from him.

nam-gyu looked down to the knife on his hand, gripping it tighter before throwing it up in the air and catching it with ease as it fell. he whooped as he stood, his voice echoing in the corridors while he rose to run after you yet again, a wicked grin wide on his face.

you had your back against the bloodied door, hiding inside an empty, dim-lit room to rest momentarily from the chase. you held your forearms, your blood staining against your thick, green uniform. a gasped left your lips as you felt another sharp pain from your wound, a curse leaving your parted mouth in pain.

you panted, wiping the sweat off your forehead using your shaking, bloodied hands. you took shallow breaths as you blinked your glossed eyes, groaning softly in utter exhaustion. you blinked away the forming tears, clenching your hands into fists to remain focused.

your then body jolted at the sudden impact pushed on the door you were leaning on, making you squeal in surprise. "there you are," nam-gyu's voice was low from the other side of the door. your expression turned hectic, grounding your feet against the floor to angle yourself to keep the door from opening. a few loud knocks thudded against the wood, making it shake. "noona, can you open this for me, please?"

you took deep breaths, thinking of ways to run past him once more when he gets inside. you felt overwhelmed at the thought of nam-gyu using his strength to push his way past. his strength was undeniable, and horribly unfortunate for you.

nam-gyu hissed at your silence his hands running from his face to the locks of his bloodied hair. "noona!" he shouted, using the back of the knife to bang against the door. "noona, please, come on," he groaned at your lack of compliance. "noona, noona! open up!" he called over and over again.

"nam-gyu," you whined, body jolting at the impact of the thuds.

"noona!" he exclaimed, eyes widening as his palms pressed against the wood, excited to hear your voice. "there you are, i knew you were there." he said, trying to push the door open but frowning upon the feeling of weight against it. "hey, let me in, please?"

"n-nam-gyu, stay," you ordered, fear laced into your words.

nam-gyu frowned, his head fuzzy from the drugs and honestly confused to why you're resisting. "stay?" he echoed, "what, here outside? noona, come on, just let me in already. i miss you," you heard him say.

"no, you need to stay outside, nam-gyu." you said, attempting to using his fucked-up state to your advantage.

despite not seeing him, nam-gyu shook his head as he pouted. "come on, let's play. i really, really missed you," he said, pushing his shoulder against the door to use force, successfully opening it a few inches wide before you slammed your body to close it.

he dragged out a whine before shouting. "fucking open this door already!" a bang came, then another, until its frequency got too much for your body weight and exhausted state alone to fend off. nam-gyu pushed using his shoulder, nearly opening the door halfway.

you turned and pushed your forearms against the rough material of the door, making you cry out in pain at the contact with your wound. nam-gyu's breath hitched, his pupils widening at the sound. "please, please—please! let me in, please, pl-please," he whined, "i need you, noona."

a tear fell from your eyes, whether from fear or the ache you felt in your chest at his voice, you didn't know. with one final bang, nam-gyu kicked the door open, making you stumble backwards, allowing the door to open just enough for his tall, slim figure to slip in. before you had the chance to compose yourself, you heard the door slam shut, and you looked up in fear as nam-gyu stood in front of you.

splashes of blood scattered around his entire body, the color crimson coloring nearly covering his face in dots. the lack of words exchanged between the two of you as you maintained eye contact with him made the atmosphere feel heavy and clouded.

nam-gyu took a step closer, making you mirror his actions by taking a step back. he then took another, and another, all in silence until you felt the painted stone wall press against your back. your eyes never left his, both of you eyeing each other's panting figures, careful to make a move.

"noona." nam-gyu finally said, stray hair covering the corners of his eyes. he took a deep breath, as if sobering himself up. "why'd you leave me, noona?" he asked.

your eyebrows furrowed as you shook your head slightly, eyes looking down at your blood-stained shoes. "i-i don't—"

"you left me!" he shouted, the hand holding his knife shaking at his words. "i came back for you, and you left me. why?"

your eyes glossed, the feeling of hopelessness heavy on your chest. "nam-gyu," you called out, hesitantly holding a hand out in front of you to keep a distance.

nam-gyu looked at your outreached hand and held it in his rough ones. "don't you like me, noona? didn't we have fun playing?" he asked, interlacing his fingers with yours. "i liked you."

tears streamed down your eyes, your voice getting caught up in your throat in a hic. nam-gyu reached his hand holding the knife, turning it safely to wipe your tears with his knuckles. "you're so pretty, noona." a sob left your lips as you turned your face away from him in fear. nam-gyu frowned, before a lazy smile found its way to his lips, "hey, play with me again, noona."

you looked up at him. "play?" you echoed in question. nam-gyu nodded his head eagerly, taking another step towards you.

"play," he repeated, using the tip of his knife to press against the waistband of your uniform. you shook your head in response. "c'mon, just once, please?" nam-gyu then held his knife by his side, a drop of blood falling against the brightly-colored floor of the room.

you looked back at him with widened eyes, a flush creeping up your face at his dark expression. you shook your head once more as he let go of your hand and took a few steps forward, finally closing the gap between the two of you. he hung his head low, eyes focused on how his free hand played with the strings of your uniform, with the other holding the knife against the side of your arms.

"noona, i'm gonna make you feel so good, you won't believe it," he said, hand slithering down your stomach to make its way under your outer layer of clothing. "i'll make you say my name again with your eyes behind its sockets, noona, i know you like that," he added.

his eyes bore into yours as his bottom lip settled under his teeth with a grin on his face. your trembling hands found its way to hold the wrist holding his knife, your eyes looking up at him in desperation. "won't you hurt me, nam-gyu?" you asked.

nam-gyu shook his head frantically, eager to please you with his answer. "no, i'd never hurt my noona," he said. "remember how i ate your pussy out before? i'll do just that, noona, please let me," he groaned at the feeling of dampness as he pressed his middle finger against your underwear.

his mouth gaped, feeling his saliva slowly pool in his mouth. "please, please, noona, i'll make you feel so, so good, please," he begged, eyes big in desperation.

you looked up at him in uncertainty, opening your mouth to say no but found your cheeks squished up as he squeezed it with his hand, the knife pressed tightly against your cheek.

nam-gyu closed his eyes and leaned in to kiss your lips hungrily, sucking on your bottom lip as a way to convince you to agree. he turned his head, the edge of his knife cutting his skin slightly as he continued to kiss you deeper. you held his bright red vest in your hands as a way to ground yourself.

pulling away, nam-gyu suddenly felt the slight sting from the new cut on his cheek. he giggled, muttering acursing under his breath. he threw the knife behind him without looking, making it land at a distance with a high-pitched clang.

"noona, please," nam-gyu held your face again, making your eyes look into his as his finger found its way in between your folds. "i'll make you feel so good, noona," he added.

you panted at the friction of his fingers, your hands finding their way to hold on to his arms like how you did before. "i'll make you squirm and moan, and cum so much," he lowered himself to whisper into your ear, tongue licking against your lobe before nipping at it.

his fingers were now pressed against your bare flesh, his nails scraping lightly as they slithered down in between your pussy. "you're wet, noona." he stated, a grin visible on his face.

"please let me—you'll let me, right, noona? please?" he pleaded, eyes deep and lost into the colors of your eyes, awaiting for permission. you nodded, and nam-gyu's expression immediately lightened up. he leaned in again to kiss your lips with hunger and relief. "thank you, thank you," he repeated, lips trailing down your neck as his finger circled your clit in a slow pace. "thank you. you won't regret this, i promise, we'll have so much fun like before."

you squirmed and closed your eyes shut as nam-gyu roamed your body with his mouth, light pleasure blooming from the touches. he then inserted his fingers inside you, making you gasp in response. nam-gyu straightened his posture to meet your eyes with a smile before kissing you again. his hand rocked against your crotch in a rhythm, in contrast to the hunger he had while kissing you.

"nam-g-gyu," you moaned in between your kiss, making him pull away to look into your eyes again. his pupils were blown-out once more, his mouth swollen at the desperate kiss.

"oh, yes, noona," he said, halting his hand and pulling them out of your pants.

"nam-gyu," you whined at the loss of contact. nam-gyu groaned at your calls, feeling himself hardening at each breath you take.

his hands found their way around your clothes, stripping away your bloodied vest and hoodie, revealing a sweat-soaked nearly-transparent white shirt that displayed your number in green letters that stuck to every curve of your body. licking his lips, nam-gyu fiddled with the hem of your shirt before pulling it up and off of you in a rushed manner, throwing it in the same direction of his knife from behind him.

"you're so pretty, noona," he whispers, mouth kissing at your breasts and making his way to your stomach, eyes nearly heart-shaped as they looked up at you.

nam-gyu knelt, your pants being lowered to your ankles by him as well. nam-gyu leaned to press his face against your clothed cunt, breathing in your arousal with a deep moan as his hands held firmly on your thighs. "oh, noona, i—" he cut himself off, taking a kitten lick at your underwear and kissing the skin of your lower stomach after. "noona, please, please," he pleaded.

your hands found their way to his hair, pushing them back from his face as he looked up at you with gleaming eyes and a small pout. "noona, let me, please? i need," he gulped, "i need to taste you. please let me. won't you let me, noona? please," he pleaded.

you tucked his hair behind his ears, every inch of your body feeling warm at the sight. "do you think you deserve it, nam-su?" you teased.

nam-gyu stuttered over his words, rising and falling as he bounced lightly from his feet. "gyu, nam-gyu! yes, i do, i deserve it, noona, nam-gyu deserves it, i do," he answered immediately, a feverish expression all over his features. "please, please, fucking let me already," he whined in impatience, fingers hooking at the hem of your underwear and sliding it down without permission.

"just see, you'll feel really, really good on my tongue, noona," he said, as if it was a promise for him to keep.

nam-gyu's hands gripped on your ass to pull you closer by the hips, his mouth latching on to your cunt and immediately got to work in finding your clit in between the wet slick and your folds. he moaned loudly against you at your taste, eyes closing as his eyebrows furrowed in pleasure.

your fingers intertwined with his hair as he poked and pressed against your pussy skillfully, hums from his throat heard. you moaned when he sucked on your clit before moving his tongue in circular motions against it, his eyes opening wide to stare up at you with your mouth gaped and cheeks flushed. "you feel, ah, good, noona? am i making you feel good?" his voice was slightly muffled.

you whined and nodded lightly at his question, pulling on his hair. nam-gyu felt his cock twitch at your whine, continuing to lap at your folds. his hand made its way to settle on the plush of your thigh, while the other slithered in between your legs to tease you entrance as he continued gasping for breaths and diving back into you. "please, please," he pleaded once more, his fingers poking you. please let me, noona," he added.

you groaned, eyes shutting in pleasure. "can i please, noona? let me? please, fuck, i just need to," he paused his words and pressed his tongue against your clit as he pushed his fingers in with ease.

you let out a high-pitched gasp, a moan dragging immediately after as he kept a pace. nam-gyu got another moan to leave your lips as he pressed his fingers against the walls of your cunt, rubbing at them. "haah, nam-gyu!" you exclaimed, head pressed against the wall as your fingers scratched on his scalp. he let out a moan, head moving from left to right while his fingers buried inside of you.

you bit your lip in an attempt to stop your moans. "noona?" nam-gyu called, eyes staring up at you before frowning, "no, no, please, noona," he pleaded. "don't—no, please, let me hear you, pretty noona, please." he said, tongue moving quicker in an attempt to make you moan louder. "fuck."

nam-gyu's ear perked at the slipped whine from you, adding to his eagerness to make you moan more. "yes, yes, there it is." he sucked harshly, "that's right, noona, all for me," he said, adding another finger inside you, making your face scrunch up in pleasure.

his drool mixed with your slick surrounded his mouth, a few streaks dripping down to his neck. "i missed this cunny, i missed you, thank you, noona, don't leave me," he babbled, squelches loud as he ate you out, his other hand palming at his erection as he looked up at you.