idk I just feel like tomorrow is going to come and either way it’s going to break me in some way, because I’m doing it alone and what’s the point in knowing now? people get diagnosed to have a better understanding of themselves and to make their lives easier. but I’m the last person I want to know and my life doesn’t matter to me anymore. nothing matters to me anymore so what difference does it make if I’m disabled or not. what difference does anything make















