Starry Night

I don't think I ever meant that much to you. In the end, you chose yourself, your pride, over everything else.

I don't miss you. I miss the happy memories I shared with you. I miss the feeling of having someone of being in love, of being loved.

I love you.

I love you.

You taught me love, what it was like to be loved and how to love

You helped me open up

Your presence in my life was a gift and a blessing

I am eternally grateful for the good and the bad

It made it realize what can of person I am and what can of person I want to be

I'm glad you were my first love

I Iove you.

I miss you.

late to show up, late to answer, late to understand what I needed.

I'm not a patient person, but I waited. I waited for you to come. I waited for you to answer. I waited for you to see what I needed.

But it didn't happen.

I got tired of waiting. I hated the uneasiness of not knowing what was going to happen.

So I let go. And you let me go.

I tried to fight for us. I don't consider myself a fighter, but I was prepared to fight for us. Cuz I thought we were something worth fighting for. But I realized that you wouldn't fight. You let me go.