A strong connection with Loki?
So I really wanted to know your opinions or something else you want to add to this topic but I wanna tell my personal experience with Loki. Bc is not possible to me to proccess everything that is going on with lately. I'm kinda wondering why am I having this type of bond with him?
Long story short: I've been working/worshipping with Loki for about year now (it's the first anniversary of our relation devotee-deity and I wanna cry lol) and I feel a new type of connection with him after all this journey bc I never believed I could have this kind of bond with a deity; specially a norse deity and Loki. Back then I believed the norse pantheon gods were serious and a very savage type of gods. I wasn't expecting having a norse deity in my practice bc of this wrong idea I had, not even Loki specially considering the negative lense he has in modern day entertainment.
And I feel my connection with him it has been very transformative. I'm daily reminded he is somehow by my side as I look flies flying around my bedroom or whenever they follow me, when I see spiders on my windows edges (in fact, last wednesday I was going to take a shower and when I grabbed my towels, a 1.5-2 inches spider appeared from my bathrobe) or when I do my shadow work.
And well, here is the thing: thursday, may 22nd, I had a very specific scene I dreamed that night. What was it? You may ask. And the answer is I remember there I was looking out a window of one of my house's rooms when a voice catched my attention. I turned around and saw him standing with me at the same room I was on my dream. Directly in front of me I was looking at Loki: slim figure, pale skin with slightly notorious freckles and some face scars, green eyes, redhaired, a short goat-like beard on his chin and wearing nordic clothes with fire-like tones of color (complemented with a green belt and a short brown scarf/cape).
He was looking at me with a grin and what I remember, he talked something about taking care of myself and how he was proud of how I madured and managed the situationship I had with a toxic friendship years ago. It ended up saying he wanted to grant me A FUCKING HUG...something I usually used to think about as a fantasy months ago and I haven't remembered it for a while.
Unfortunately, my dogs have the habit of getting up at 3 am so I can carry them to my bed and let them sleep next to me on my bed and that part of my dream was suddenly interrupted. Now I am kinda overthinking all about my relation with Loki and thank goodness is not in bad light.
To give you an idea of how sentimental I am rn, remembering the whole situation as I write this post gives me some sensation of sadness and longing but it's not in a bad way. And within my practice lately, I really do feel a new way of closeness to my spirituality, like a new chapter on my way of devotion to my deities. I luv them sm and I have a different relation with each one that is unique as it is. But with Loki feels different to me.
I'm kinda wondering: why am I having this type of bond with him? Why does it feel so *real*, so grounding, even when itās also overwhelming at times? Have you ever felt like your connection to Loki changed over timeāevolved into something deeper than you thought possible? Or maybe even caught you completely
Also, if youāve ever had dreams like thisādo you take them as signs? Have they changed your practice?
To end this article, I wanna thank you, reader (if you came right to this part) for reading this, because I honestly needed to let this out.
