Blue Abyss

Enter The Boartex And Find Power Indescripable 

"sweetheart" has got to be the best term of endearment of all time. YOU think MY heart is sweet??? that thing I've been carrying around like a rusty, barnacle-covered anchor my whole life???? you think it's sweet????? you can see and know my heart enough to think it's sweet????????

i must not get takeout. takeout is the wallet-killer. takeout is the little-death that brings total obliteration. i will face the kitchen, fridge, and pantry. i will make choices about what to cook and then execute them. when hunger is gone there will be nothing. only i will remain.

“you’re allowed to relax, you know” unfortunately i cannot do that. Otherwise they will get me

Growing up is actually all about realizing people don’t inherently dislike you and it’s a bit odd to assume they do

OHHHHH the phrase "go off half-cocked" refers to a gun that fires before the firing pin is fully in position. that makes sense I thought it was like. a different thing

they hate me because the years of memory loss has purified my mind