hey sorry I snapped at you, I've just had a really hard day and [remembers focusing on myself is selfish] maybe it's your fault for provoking me?

Found family loveless marriage . Found family child abuse

everything is divine punishment if youre delusional enough

so apparently that feeling of lethal nausea is called hunger

i was abandoned as a baby & raised by a wild pack of cigarettes

often times i have to hold myself back from saying the most pathetic things ever

feels like im always recovering. when do i get to live

I don't mean to sound edgy but I feel constantly haunted by all the past versions of myself

*really tired sounding in a way that implies I'm not saying this out of anything more than sheer habit* you all know I'm gonna snap someday right

mr. substance abuser has a suggestion for how we should spend the afternoon

how was the destroying and betraying yourself for nothing was the destroying and betraying yourself for nothing fun? it didn't look fun

It's amazing how I read a Shakespeare play and I'm like sure I guess this is kinda clever but then I see one performed by a cast who really get it and ohhhh fuck. Holy fucking fuck. Yeah ok this really is That Good. I see why Shakespeare is such a big deal even today. Fuck.

AHHHHHH OH MY GOD JESUS CHRIST OAHH HHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK ok nevermind. i got over it