boyband slut

i don't think there will come a day where i'll have fully accepted him being gone. it's just surreal to me to be living in a world where liam isn't doing his thing anymore. i also don't believe i'll ever be the same. he was a huge part of me and i don't want to let go of that. he made me so happy for so many years. he saved me in a million different ways, so many times i lost count. he was the light of my life. i genuinely never cared this much, or admired this much, a public person before he came around. liam will always live on for me, in my heart. he's my angel.

@ universe thanks for liam payne you did good

it was always you, liam. from the moment i played 1d's first music video just because the song was catchy, from that moment on it was always you. i saw you and that was it. you were the first ever public figure i admired and cheered on and you'll be my last. there was no one like you. no one had a heart like yours. i love you forever.

it's like. i do believe in God and the afterlife and stuff but all in all, he IS gone and i pray everyday that he is at peace, that his soul is in a better place and that he is resting. i pray that his hurting is over. now the burden rests on his family and friends and this is so painful. i never, in a million years, would think this would happen like this. i can't wrap my head around it.

I’ll miss you forever