My little depression

My mood is better. I don’t cry all the time anymore.

Doing ECT

I have no memory

I have no good veins left

But I have no suicidal thoughts!

So far. Stopped prozac and trazodone.

Added desipramine

My mind is all messed up

Mental status: mountains of anxiety, side effects, and a little suicidal thoughts with a side of self harm urges

Médication status: still on prozac, seroquel, trazodone, lorazepam. Stopping modafinil cause I don’t want to throw up my entire day. Starting lithium.

So. In general. Please make this all work PLEASE.

Like.... all of a sudden. Without looking for it. Without searching for it.

It’s kind of like it just fell down on me.

I met someone.

I. Met. Someone.

I met a girl specifically.