my happy place

Im aware of it all unfortunately

front facing camera be like: heres you (derogatory)

i bring a "technically i could do this tomorrow" energy to things that tomorrow me really resents

i am a private person who doesn’t like talking about their life but who also compulsively overshares at any given opportunity. hope that helps

my biggest red flag is that i’m always subconsciously prepared to spend the rest of my life alone.

let me slip into something more harder to get out of

This year felt like being awake during surgery

"hollander" (this doesn't have to change, we can go back, we can just be hollander and rozanov and ignore the strings, we can pretend it's nothing more and never talk about it and I'll never say shane again, I'll never ask for more if this is all i can get) "hollander" (there's nothing I can say to keep this from crumbling but i'm begging you)

Piping hot take: I don't give a shit if straight actors play queer characters as long as they do so with empathy and authenticity. When you say shit like "only queer actors should play queer characters" what you're actually saying is only OUT queer actors should play queer characters. If you're assuming an actor (or anyone else, for that matter) who hasn't declared their sexuality is straight, you are participating in heteronormativity.

god, your worst warrior needs money

i want sapphic women to look at me in public and think ‘i hope she likes girls’