winnie

my interests include milgram, vocaloid, project sekai, cookie run (entire franchise), creepypasta, kevin spencer, happy tree friends, my little pony, littlest pet shop, warrior cats, furry culture, scene + emo culture, and generally any 2000s or 2010s media especially if i grew up with it myself. i'm not super knowledgable on a lot of these since i'm forgetful and slow to get back into things!

my favorites are momose amane, es, kajiyama fuuta (milgram), otori emu (pjsk), kaai yuki, otomachi una (vocaloid), onion cookie, dreamjelly cookie, cream ferret cookie (cr), flaky, nutty, flippy/fliqpy (htf), sally, clockwork (crp), nepeta leijon (hs)... a lot more

psychology it's not important or necessary to list but it is to knowing me... i'm bad at socializing for a lot of reasons but mostly autism, avpd, conduct disorder and schizoaffective are relevant for me. and also osdd obviously. if you believe in (disorder) abuse i hope you grow and change as a person. do not police what i can or can't do because i'm a child part

warning i post things relevant to my experiences as a trauma holder. i will post + reblog about ritual / religious abuse, child abuse, (co)csa, etc. because i am a survivor of all of these and find awareness important. i will also block you on sight if you spread victim blamer rhetoric or try to argue on the validity of people's abuse (read: ramcoa deniers). i also just block freely to keep my peace of mind and you should too. stop following me if you are profic/ship/whatever i don't want anything to do with you

links my art blog is @afterpains, i use artfight under the user esmuu

i try to be a friendly person to everyone but i slip up sometimes. be patient with me! i'm a nonhuman + child part and don't like forcing myself to act mature and act very childish because, well, i am. i have the emotional regulatory skills of a small child as well. i may articulate myself somewhat well but that's about it. i'm slow to understanding new things because i have a learning disability. i say things wrong sometimes so please always interact with me with hanlon's razor in mind. i want to get along with everyone