Dazai: So you’re leaving? You’re getting revenge for when I left you all those years ago?
Chuuya, closing his eyes: I’m leaving because I can’t look at you anymore without my heart breaking.
Dazai, glaring: ……
Chuuya: I can live without you loving me… but I cannot- will not, watch you fall in love with someone else before my eyes!
Dazai: It’s not like that-
Chuuya, snapping his eyes open angrily: Of course it’s like that! I see the way you look at him dazai! Your eyes light up and you look as if— as if you’ve finally, finally found happiness!
Dazai, shaking his head: No you’re wrong, I don’t…
Chuuya, laughing: Yes… Yes you do, every. Single. Time.
Dazai: …
Chuuya, smiling with glistening eyes: and you know what? I can live with you not ever loving me, I can, but I can’t live with that.










