Darling, I am trying to claw out of purgatory but I cannot ask for help. I am drowning in my own thoughts and I cannot take you along. Do not try lifting my burden; it will only weigh you down. I feel too much. I cannot let you in, you do not deserve it. I cannot let you see what lies beyond these four walls of mine because you will be scarred. This is my battle and I cannot let you fight beside me. Can’t you see? My mind is my nemesis, I am cursed that way.
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