Bibliophile. Geek. Atheist. Sherlockian.

Darling, I am trying to claw out of purgatory but I cannot ask for help. I am drowning in my own thoughts and I cannot take you along. Do not try lifting my burden; it will only weigh you down.   I feel too much. I cannot let you in, you do not deserve it. I cannot let you see what lies beyond these four walls of mine because you will be scarred. This is my battle and I cannot let you fight beside me. Can’t you see? My mind is my nemesis, I am cursed that way.

I am not afraid anymore. I am not ashamed. I don’t have to pretend. I love sunny days but I don’t like leaving my room. I want to go on adventures. I want to travel. I like being alone. I like staying up at night, reading. I like coffee, bright make up, starry nights and clouds. I dress like a hippie but black is my favorite color. Now that I realize my happiness doesn’t depend on you, I’ve found the courage to be myself. No matter how complicated I am.

Shoot all the bluejays you want, if you can hit 'em, but remember it's a sin to kill a mockingbird